hello peeps im back!
just got back from sibu after 2 weeks holiday break..
what did i do during the holiday break??
hmm... watch movies.. fishing..badminton.. hang out in cc.. lim teh.. wow so colourful RIGHT!@? what else can possibly be done?
let me summarize SIBU as follows..
Siak ta
I don't know what to do
Badminton
U are bored too i know
i'm taking maths 3c now and the final exam is in 6 weeks time. it's quite a tough subject so i hope i will put through then..
watched ninja assassin.. its not really bad i think although mr.hahn say its a great dissapointment to him. i think he just try to act his taste very high. he even say 2012 is suck. muhfuk!
watched feng yun 2.. too graphical.. but nevertheless acceptable.. 7/10
watched avatar.. 9/10 i will give it.. deduct 1 mark cox the avatar too ugly
that's all for now, bye!
anyway, i'm no longer single ;p
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
wohooo
exam finally finish woohoo~~ screw up one subject woohoo~~~ 2 weeks b4 sch starts.. TIME TO ROCK!!!!!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
confusion
i love you as a girl;
i don't tell you my problems
i only care about your problems
you may want to confess, but under any circumstances i must listen
i'm not supposed to let u worry about my problems so i will just find a friend to dump them on
you may feel comfortable with me but i may not feel the same.
but still, i want you.
i love you as a friend;
i tell you all my problems
and you do the same
we take turns to confess
neither of us bother to worry about our problems
we want nothing from each other, but it feels good to be together
in conclusion,
if you want a friend, just confess like you've got nothing to lose.
if you want a girl, you can't treat her like a friend, unless she's the one in love with you.
otherwise, your may need an aegis for your fragile soul.
if you are able stand the test of time and patience, then you might get lucky someday.
if not, get ready for sorrow and depression.
i don't tell you my problems
i only care about your problems
you may want to confess, but under any circumstances i must listen
i'm not supposed to let u worry about my problems so i will just find a friend to dump them on
you may feel comfortable with me but i may not feel the same.
but still, i want you.
i love you as a friend;
i tell you all my problems
and you do the same
we take turns to confess
neither of us bother to worry about our problems
we want nothing from each other, but it feels good to be together
in conclusion,
if you want a friend, just confess like you've got nothing to lose.
if you want a girl, you can't treat her like a friend, unless she's the one in love with you.
otherwise, your may need an aegis for your fragile soul.
if you are able stand the test of time and patience, then you might get lucky someday.
if not, get ready for sorrow and depression.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Nokia software updater
Just a reminder..
if you're using nokia N series, you will have a nokia software updater installed from the cd package which comes with your purchase.
please do not use the nokia software updater even though i know it's fascinating to see what kind of software r they providing to us genuine nokia users.
me being one of the curious cat used the nokia software updater yesterday, it downloaded some 100mb+ file and started to update my phone~! yeah~! so excited! =.=
after the update, the chinese in my phone was gone. all chinese characters became boxes.. and the phone's main language became portugese.. i took some time to change it back into english.
also all my phone contacts got deleted lucky i had them saved in my sim card.
i checked and knew that my phone is from a foreign country. that's why, when we run the nokia software updater, it resets everything to its original setting, depending on which country it's from. it also erases everything in your phone memory including your text messages.
so if the phone is made in china, it will have chinese, but maybe not malay; if it's from france, then it's entirely in french.
i had to go to shop and ask them to reinstall the language pack for me, which costed me rm30.
and i had to recopy my contacts from the sim. and i think most of you have encountered the same problem. when you copy the contacts from the sim card, for example what you saved were michelle, after you copied them out to your phone contacts, they become michelle/1 or if it was wai lam, it will become lam;wai/1, so...... you had to delete those /1 /2 /3 one by one, and reverse those names, which i've spent quite some time doing it and it was really annoying!
one of my friend had also did the same thing.
So please don't repeat our mistakes.
DELETE THE NOKIA SOFTWARE UPDATER NOW
AND YOU'VE JUST EARNED YOURSELF RM30
if you're using nokia N series, you will have a nokia software updater installed from the cd package which comes with your purchase.
please do not use the nokia software updater even though i know it's fascinating to see what kind of software r they providing to us genuine nokia users.
me being one of the curious cat used the nokia software updater yesterday, it downloaded some 100mb+ file and started to update my phone~! yeah~! so excited! =.=
after the update, the chinese in my phone was gone. all chinese characters became boxes.. and the phone's main language became portugese.. i took some time to change it back into english.
also all my phone contacts got deleted lucky i had them saved in my sim card.
i checked and knew that my phone is from a foreign country. that's why, when we run the nokia software updater, it resets everything to its original setting, depending on which country it's from. it also erases everything in your phone memory including your text messages.
so if the phone is made in china, it will have chinese, but maybe not malay; if it's from france, then it's entirely in french.
i had to go to shop and ask them to reinstall the language pack for me, which costed me rm30.
and i had to recopy my contacts from the sim. and i think most of you have encountered the same problem. when you copy the contacts from the sim card, for example what you saved were michelle, after you copied them out to your phone contacts, they become michelle/1 or if it was wai lam, it will become lam;wai/1, so...... you had to delete those /1 /2 /3 one by one, and reverse those names, which i've spent quite some time doing it and it was really annoying!
one of my friend had also did the same thing.
So please don't repeat our mistakes.
DELETE THE NOKIA SOFTWARE UPDATER NOW
AND YOU'VE JUST EARNED YOURSELF RM30
Friday, July 24, 2009
四种人
这个世界上有四种人，
第一种人，没有立场，不讲道理，态度也不好。
第二种人，没有立场，不讲道理，态度却很好。
第三种人，有自己的原则，也很会讲理，但表达方式却很衝。
第四种人，很有立场，很讲道理，沟通方式也很温和。
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第一种人，是彻底的可怜人，因为他一无所有。
第二种人，是滥好人，因为他缺乏立场。
第三种人，是横冲直橦的机器人，因为他虽然逻辑无碍，却不懂与人相处的艺术。
第四种人，是最可爱的人，因为他们就像天使一样。
在这世界上，唯有成为第四种人，你才是个真正的大赢家！
做人不讲道理，是一种缺点；做人硬讲道理，是一个盲点。
just got my result yesterday. didn't reach my target but at least i still managed to get scholarship. thank you lord for the blessings!
第一种人，没有立场，不讲道理，态度也不好。
第二种人，没有立场，不讲道理，态度却很好。
第三种人，有自己的原则，也很会讲理，但表达方式却很衝。
第四种人，很有立场，很讲道理，沟通方式也很温和。
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第一种人，是彻底的可怜人，因为他一无所有。
第二种人，是滥好人，因为他缺乏立场。
第三种人，是横冲直橦的机器人，因为他虽然逻辑无碍，却不懂与人相处的艺术。
第四种人，是最可爱的人，因为他们就像天使一样。
在这世界上，唯有成为第四种人，你才是个真正的大赢家！
做人不讲道理，是一种缺点；做人硬讲道理，是一个盲点。
just got my result yesterday. didn't reach my target but at least i still managed to get scholarship. thank you lord for the blessings!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
oh girl
can't give you the attention you need
can't spend the time with you
can't give you what i have to give
i like you but i don't wanna be with you yet
but i don't want anyone else to be with you also
however if you like someone else please just go ahead
i'm just kidding lah
love is selfish
i hope you understand
this is not the right time not the right place
can't spend the time with you
can't give you what i have to give
i like you but i don't wanna be with you yet
but i don't want anyone else to be with you also
however if you like someone else please just go ahead
i'm just kidding lah
love is selfish
i hope you understand
this is not the right time not the right place
Thursday, June 25, 2009
knots..knots..
jz came to kuching from sibu today.
came to attend cousin's wedding in 2 days.
needa play violin during his wedding so not feeling really relaxed now.
exam has passed a week ago. yet i don't think the stress has entirely vanished.. i had terrible dreams 2 days in a row before coming. in those dreams, i haven't finished my exam and am still working on assignments!! HOLY SHIT!!
lately, there are some issues bothering me.
one obvious, is my relationship. and by that i mean finding the another girl whom i'm gonna spend the rest of my life with.
someone experienced told me that i do not need to look for one. he said god will prepare one for me and she'll appear beside me at the right time. and i believed him.
there's one girl i'm kinda interested in, but after hearing to the advises, i can't be bothered to think that.. what's the point of having such relationship now? what assets do i have, what can i commit, and is it the right time to do so?
what's the priority in my life now? i think i should just put my best effort into my studies and let god decide the rest, however will not refuse what's obviously god's will.
feeling down tonight..
really wanted to go movies with friend but couldn't go although i should be enjoying my holiday now coz the movie is at midnite. in kch, need to go back by 10, eventhough that rule not so strict now, eventhough i can just break that rule and say who gives a fuk? don't control me! it's my holiday man! see.. i'm using fuk instead of fuck. i'm even controlling myself there i don't know why. back to the point, eventually aunty will get worried and would not sleep well until i get back. that happened quite often last time, and i feel bad about that. so in the end i could only sit here..
maybe i shouldn't b so strict to myself.. would that make me happier? yes for now.. but future?
read from somewhere.. a perfectionist has very high expectation on himself and ppls around him.. this type of ppl.. can hardly mix well with ppls around him.. and will lack confidence in himself.. i admit dat i'm a perfectionist.. some parts r quite true bout me.. though not all of them.. sometimes i hate myself for that, cause it makes me get stressed easily and get frustrated with very small problems.. it makes me think and worry a lot more than i need to.. but the good part is that i complete things more neatly and with less regrets since i've already done my best..
everyone thinks i've already changed into a brand new person. do you reli think it's that easy? sometimes i could not figure out how and what i really am, countless personality conflicts within myself in different time at different places when meeting different ppls..yet nobody realizes.. have mercy..god.. feels so.. cramped.. emotionally.
came to attend cousin's wedding in 2 days.
needa play violin during his wedding so not feeling really relaxed now.
exam has passed a week ago. yet i don't think the stress has entirely vanished.. i had terrible dreams 2 days in a row before coming. in those dreams, i haven't finished my exam and am still working on assignments!! HOLY SHIT!!
lately, there are some issues bothering me.
one obvious, is my relationship. and by that i mean finding the another girl whom i'm gonna spend the rest of my life with.
someone experienced told me that i do not need to look for one. he said god will prepare one for me and she'll appear beside me at the right time. and i believed him.
there's one girl i'm kinda interested in, but after hearing to the advises, i can't be bothered to think that.. what's the point of having such relationship now? what assets do i have, what can i commit, and is it the right time to do so?
what's the priority in my life now? i think i should just put my best effort into my studies and let god decide the rest, however will not refuse what's obviously god's will.
feeling down tonight..
really wanted to go movies with friend but couldn't go although i should be enjoying my holiday now coz the movie is at midnite. in kch, need to go back by 10, eventhough that rule not so strict now, eventhough i can just break that rule and say who gives a fuk? don't control me! it's my holiday man! see.. i'm using fuk instead of fuck. i'm even controlling myself there i don't know why. back to the point, eventually aunty will get worried and would not sleep well until i get back. that happened quite often last time, and i feel bad about that. so in the end i could only sit here..
maybe i shouldn't b so strict to myself.. would that make me happier? yes for now.. but future?
read from somewhere.. a perfectionist has very high expectation on himself and ppls around him.. this type of ppl.. can hardly mix well with ppls around him.. and will lack confidence in himself.. i admit dat i'm a perfectionist.. some parts r quite true bout me.. though not all of them.. sometimes i hate myself for that, cause it makes me get stressed easily and get frustrated with very small problems.. it makes me think and worry a lot more than i need to.. but the good part is that i complete things more neatly and with less regrets since i've already done my best..
everyone thinks i've already changed into a brand new person. do you reli think it's that easy? sometimes i could not figure out how and what i really am, countless personality conflicts within myself in different time at different places when meeting different ppls..yet nobody realizes.. have mercy..god.. feels so.. cramped.. emotionally.
Friday, June 19, 2009
finally
god..finally.. semester ends.. didn't perform very well in exam this time.. for one particular subject.. EM2.. haiz.. think can't get d for the subject..should've told myself to calm down before the exam starts.. it was the first subject tested on the first day.. guess i wasn't emotionally prepared.. if i really did the questions carefully and thoughtfully i'm sure i would be able to get at least a d. i made a hell lots of careless mistakes i think and didn't even double check my answers.. i think i shivered and my toe tips were cold as ice during the exam.. WHY so nervous?? =.= In conclusion, I SCREWED UP THAT SUBJECT...! but dun wanna think or worry bout the result for nw cz i can do nothing bout it.. so... think KK!!!!!!!!!!!! HHEHEHHEEHE =) and oh, i've finished my 1st year !! xD going back sibu today.. excited and at the same time feeling quite weird coz suddenly zero stress... better treasure this feeling... it's gonna haunt me back real soon..
Quote from Ricky,
Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions.
Quote from Ricky,
Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
新昆蟲占卜法~
I think this is pretty accurate.. Try it!
1. add your birthday date..
example : 1987 + 11 + 26 = 2024
2. add the result separately
example : 2 + 0 + 2 + 4 = 8
3. if you get one digit result, then treat that as your answer.
if you get two digits result , then add the result separately
example : 1 + 0 = 1, this is your answer.
4. if you get result as 11 or 22 from step 2, then that's your answer.
Answers:
數字「1」代表：蝸牛人
數字「7」代表： 螳螂人
數字「2」代表：蟋蟀人
數字「8」代表： 金龜子人
數字「3」代表：蝴蝶人
數字「9」代表： 蜜蜂人
數字「4」代表：螞蟻人
數字「11」代表：甲蟲人
數字「5」代表：蝗蟲人
數字「22」代表：蜻蜓人
數字「6」代表：天牛人
which one are you??
解析：
★「蝸牛人」：缺乏自信
你是一個自視頗高的人，雖然還不到跋扈的恐怖程度，
但是卻無法忍受別人對你的一點點不尊重。
其實你的個性是屬於外剛內柔的類型，不會輕易對別人訴苦，
無論喜怒哀樂，都習慣獨自一個人承受。也因為這種外表驕傲，
其實內心缺乏自信的性格，有時候會感受比一般人還要大的壓力。
★「蟋蟀人」：有親和力
你很善良，樂於幫助別人，有一顆溫柔的心。你並不會特別喜歡社交活動，
有時候甚至樂於沈浸在一個人的世界裡，做 自己有興趣的事，
享受自得其樂的感覺。但是，你有一種親和的吸引力，
你不去找別人，別人卻會自動來找你玩樂或幫忙，
所以你的人際關係不錯，可以是一個很好的朋友。
★「蝴蝶人」：熱愛自由
你喜歡一個有百分百自由的空間，太依賴你或是老愛纏著你的人，
一定會被你當做拒絕往來戶。對於他們，你會擺一副敬而遠之的態度，
讓他們自動打退堂鼓。因為你夠聰明，
輕而易舉就能想出一些好玩的新鮮事來試驗，
所以生活過得並不無聊，也因此你更覺得一個人的生活很不錯。
★「螞蟻人」：安靜真心
你很容易被忽略，別人總覺得你是一個習慣低著頭過自己生活的人，
其實如果夠瞭解你的人，會發現你的內心是滿熱情的，
不過一定是要和你對味，而且你夠信賴的人，
你才 會表現出真實的自己。你會對真心相對的好朋友完全付出，
赴湯蹈火在所不辭，不過，相對的，你也無法忍受背叛。
★「蝗蟲人」：非常好玩
你是一個天生的玩樂家，在你的生命裡，
沒有什麼比追求有趣的事更重要的了。
雖然不能說你不夠成熟，或是不夠負責任，
但是你常常令身邊的親朋好友擔心，卻是不爭的事實，
他們對於你的好玩成性，感到非常的頭痛。
儘管和你在一起是快樂的，但是長時間的相處，就容易出現問題了。
★「天牛人」：要求完美
你是溫和派的代表，而且以常理來說，你是一個很優秀的人，
譬如說你很守規矩、你有責任感、你樂於幫助別人....，
你甚至會路見不平拔刀相助。不過也因為你有這些優點，
使得和你在一起的朋友，容易覺得壓力很大，
一方 面要接受你的完美要求，一方面又要不斷擔心無法配合你的程度。
★「螳螂人」：享受孤獨
你不喜歡群居的感覺，有快樂時，習慣一個人享受；有痛苦時，
習慣一個人忍受。會有這樣的情形，都是因為你的自尊心很強，
不願意讓別人介入你的生活，你覺得不管發生什麼事，自己都能解決。
其實，如果你能把性格放得柔軟一些，試著接觸別人，
一定會有讓你驚喜的收穫和甜美的感受。
★「金龜子人」：努力認真
你算是一個好動而且努力的人，尤其是遇到你想要做的事，
或是為了達到一個你想了很久的目標，你一定會全力以赴的去完成它，
當然，如果有很大的誘因，更能加速你完成的意願。
認真的人是最美麗、最吸引人的，
你就因為常常在不知不覺中表現出自己努力的模樣，而讓 別人注意到你。
★「蜜蜂人」：性格強烈
你很驕傲，自尊心比誰都強，這是你的特性也是你和別人相處時的障礙，
因為別人很容易對你的第一印象就不很好，
不過還好你是一個資訊感很強的人，別人會想要從你這得到一些情報，
所以，你不妨多利用與別人交換情報時，表現出較隨和的一面。
★「甲蟲人」：衝動坦誠
你很喜歡交朋友，不拘小節，也算是一個直腸子的人。
最討厭別人拐彎抹角的做事態度或說話方式，
那會令你有立刻掉頭就走的衝動，簡單的說，
只要對方夠坦誠，你就什麼都好商量。你雖然不夠細心，
但是如果有人在一旁提醒你一些應該注意的事，
你也會虛心接受，努力的去改善自己的缺點。
★「蜻蜓人」：好學不倦
你的興趣就是常常蒐集多方面的知識 ，蒐集多方的消息。
會有這樣的興趣，主要也是你很喜歡和別人聊天的緣故，
尤其當有人和你聊一些你特別有研究的話題，
你馬上就有眼睛一亮，變得非常有精神，
甚至可能越聊越起勁，而一發不可收拾，
是一個談天的好夥伴，也是一個知性的好朋友。
1. add your birthday date..
example : 1987 + 11 + 26 = 2024
2. add the result separately
example : 2 + 0 + 2 + 4 = 8
3. if you get one digit result, then treat that as your answer.
if you get two digits result , then add the result separately
example : 1 + 0 = 1, this is your answer.
4. if you get result as 11 or 22 from step 2, then that's your answer.
Answers:
數字「1」代表：蝸牛人
數字「7」代表： 螳螂人
數字「2」代表：蟋蟀人
數字「8」代表： 金龜子人
數字「3」代表：蝴蝶人
數字「9」代表： 蜜蜂人
數字「4」代表：螞蟻人
數字「11」代表：甲蟲人
數字「5」代表：蝗蟲人
數字「22」代表：蜻蜓人
數字「6」代表：天牛人
which one are you??
解析：
★「蝸牛人」：缺乏自信
你是一個自視頗高的人，雖然還不到跋扈的恐怖程度，
但是卻無法忍受別人對你的一點點不尊重。
其實你的個性是屬於外剛內柔的類型，不會輕易對別人訴苦，
無論喜怒哀樂，都習慣獨自一個人承受。也因為這種外表驕傲，
其實內心缺乏自信的性格，有時候會感受比一般人還要大的壓力。
★「蟋蟀人」：有親和力
你很善良，樂於幫助別人，有一顆溫柔的心。你並不會特別喜歡社交活動，
有時候甚至樂於沈浸在一個人的世界裡，做 自己有興趣的事，
享受自得其樂的感覺。但是，你有一種親和的吸引力，
你不去找別人，別人卻會自動來找你玩樂或幫忙，
所以你的人際關係不錯，可以是一個很好的朋友。
★「蝴蝶人」：熱愛自由
你喜歡一個有百分百自由的空間，太依賴你或是老愛纏著你的人，
一定會被你當做拒絕往來戶。對於他們，你會擺一副敬而遠之的態度，
讓他們自動打退堂鼓。因為你夠聰明，
輕而易舉就能想出一些好玩的新鮮事來試驗，
所以生活過得並不無聊，也因此你更覺得一個人的生活很不錯。
★「螞蟻人」：安靜真心
你很容易被忽略，別人總覺得你是一個習慣低著頭過自己生活的人，
其實如果夠瞭解你的人，會發現你的內心是滿熱情的，
不過一定是要和你對味，而且你夠信賴的人，
你才 會表現出真實的自己。你會對真心相對的好朋友完全付出，
赴湯蹈火在所不辭，不過，相對的，你也無法忍受背叛。
★「蝗蟲人」：非常好玩
你是一個天生的玩樂家，在你的生命裡，
沒有什麼比追求有趣的事更重要的了。
雖然不能說你不夠成熟，或是不夠負責任，
但是你常常令身邊的親朋好友擔心，卻是不爭的事實，
他們對於你的好玩成性，感到非常的頭痛。
儘管和你在一起是快樂的，但是長時間的相處，就容易出現問題了。
★「天牛人」：要求完美
你是溫和派的代表，而且以常理來說，你是一個很優秀的人，
譬如說你很守規矩、你有責任感、你樂於幫助別人....，
你甚至會路見不平拔刀相助。不過也因為你有這些優點，
使得和你在一起的朋友，容易覺得壓力很大，
一方 面要接受你的完美要求，一方面又要不斷擔心無法配合你的程度。
★「螳螂人」：享受孤獨
你不喜歡群居的感覺，有快樂時，習慣一個人享受；有痛苦時，
習慣一個人忍受。會有這樣的情形，都是因為你的自尊心很強，
不願意讓別人介入你的生活，你覺得不管發生什麼事，自己都能解決。
其實，如果你能把性格放得柔軟一些，試著接觸別人，
一定會有讓你驚喜的收穫和甜美的感受。
★「金龜子人」：努力認真
你算是一個好動而且努力的人，尤其是遇到你想要做的事，
或是為了達到一個你想了很久的目標，你一定會全力以赴的去完成它，
當然，如果有很大的誘因，更能加速你完成的意願。
認真的人是最美麗、最吸引人的，
你就因為常常在不知不覺中表現出自己努力的模樣，而讓 別人注意到你。
★「蜜蜂人」：性格強烈
你很驕傲，自尊心比誰都強，這是你的特性也是你和別人相處時的障礙，
因為別人很容易對你的第一印象就不很好，
不過還好你是一個資訊感很強的人，別人會想要從你這得到一些情報，
所以，你不妨多利用與別人交換情報時，表現出較隨和的一面。
★「甲蟲人」：衝動坦誠
你很喜歡交朋友，不拘小節，也算是一個直腸子的人。
最討厭別人拐彎抹角的做事態度或說話方式，
那會令你有立刻掉頭就走的衝動，簡單的說，
只要對方夠坦誠，你就什麼都好商量。你雖然不夠細心，
但是如果有人在一旁提醒你一些應該注意的事，
你也會虛心接受，努力的去改善自己的缺點。
★「蜻蜓人」：好學不倦
你的興趣就是常常蒐集多方面的知識 ，蒐集多方的消息。
會有這樣的興趣，主要也是你很喜歡和別人聊天的緣故，
尤其當有人和你聊一些你特別有研究的話題，
你馬上就有眼睛一亮，變得非常有精神，
甚至可能越聊越起勁，而一發不可收拾，
是一個談天的好夥伴，也是一個知性的好朋友。
Friday, May 29, 2009
100% accuracy @@
★「金龜子人」：努力認真
你算是一個好動而且努力的人，尤其是遇到你想要做的事，
或是為了達到一個你想了很久的目標，你一定會全力以赴的去完成它，
當然，如果有很大的誘因，更能加速你完成的意願。
認真的人是最美麗、最吸引人的，
你就因為常常在不知不覺中表現出自己努力的模樣，而讓 別人注意到你。
你算是一個好動而且努力的人，尤其是遇到你想要做的事，
或是為了達到一個你想了很久的目標，你一定會全力以赴的去完成它，
當然，如果有很大的誘因，更能加速你完成的意願。
認真的人是最美麗、最吸引人的，
你就因為常常在不知不覺中表現出自己努力的模樣，而讓 別人注意到你。
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
exam coming.. 2 weeks
stress
tired
smile no out
cry no out
dono wanna make wat expression
I need a laugh.. make me laugh please.. me long time no really lol le. just fake laugh many.
haiz
i dun wanna be "cooL" la
i wanna be active de
crazy de
saying im cool is an insult to me t.t
stress
tired
smile no out
cry no out
dono wanna make wat expression
I need a laugh.. make me laugh please.. me long time no really lol le. just fake laugh many.
haiz
i dun wanna be "cooL" la
i wanna be active de
crazy de
saying im cool is an insult to me t.t
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
F U C K
wow..
i'm actually feeling so stressed
for the first time during the semester
of course there were some moments but never was it as fucked up as this one
my day is fucked up by two fucking ladies
one at school one at home
hey.. i'm helpful but that doesn't mean you can take advantage on that ok?
nowadays people rely a lot on me
i fucking spent so much time to do those works and you guys just wanna copy paste and steal ideas from me? What, how and whY (THE FUCK) am I obliged to do all those works for you? please learn to put effort yourself.. don't just sit there and expect someone to spoon feed you later. I'm not born smart.. it's all hard work.. and that's not what you can see. and even if you can see you can't imagine how much thinking i need to do before putting a conclusion to my works... SO... stop taking my works like it's yours.. I've had enough.. ok? PLEASE. at least try before you ask for any further help..
note to the lady, first of all, fuck you. and *SLAP SLAP DOUBLE SLAP SLAPS SKLAP SLAP SLAP* ON YOUR FUCKING FACE. at least virtually cause you girl have that whatever priviledge you call it. it's so WOW that you didn't wanna speak to me and dared to get angry at me cause i didn't wanna let you copy paste my work. I SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU :) i'm really so sorry i didn't let you copy paste. thanks for exposing me to this evil world of 不可理喻
and the maid at home, why does she has to force me to eat everytime? said i'd complain that she didn't prepare meal for me.. said i don't nkow how to prepare myself.. hello.. my eating time doesn't necessarily match yours ok? when you feel it's time to eat that doesn't mean i must eat tat time ok?? yeah i do not know how to cook la but at least i know how to not starve myself ok?
anyway wtf is this entry
i'm actually feeling so stressed
for the first time during the semester
of course there were some moments but never was it as fucked up as this one
my day is fucked up by two fucking ladies
one at school one at home
hey.. i'm helpful but that doesn't mean you can take advantage on that ok?
nowadays people rely a lot on me
i fucking spent so much time to do those works and you guys just wanna copy paste and steal ideas from me? What, how and whY (THE FUCK) am I obliged to do all those works for you? please learn to put effort yourself.. don't just sit there and expect someone to spoon feed you later. I'm not born smart.. it's all hard work.. and that's not what you can see. and even if you can see you can't imagine how much thinking i need to do before putting a conclusion to my works... SO... stop taking my works like it's yours.. I've had enough.. ok? PLEASE. at least try before you ask for any further help..
note to the lady, first of all, fuck you. and *SLAP SLAP DOUBLE SLAP SLAPS SKLAP SLAP SLAP* ON YOUR FUCKING FACE. at least virtually cause you girl have that whatever priviledge you call it. it's so WOW that you didn't wanna speak to me and dared to get angry at me cause i didn't wanna let you copy paste my work. I SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU :) i'm really so sorry i didn't let you copy paste. thanks for exposing me to this evil world of 不可理喻
and the maid at home, why does she has to force me to eat everytime? said i'd complain that she didn't prepare meal for me.. said i don't nkow how to prepare myself.. hello.. my eating time doesn't necessarily match yours ok? when you feel it's time to eat that doesn't mean i must eat tat time ok?? yeah i do not know how to cook la but at least i know how to not starve myself ok?
anyway wtf is this entry
Sunday, May 17, 2009
ah ah ah ah ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM FACING SERIOUS
personality appearance contradiction
people thinks im fierce, grumpy and unfriendly from my appearance, especially when i don't smile
but i think im damn friendly and cincai ok
my emotion doesn't mean anything, it doesn't mean something is bothering me and i don't have to smile all the time ok? ki siao ar?
i look stress??? i more stress talk to u
HAIhzz
hard to change anything
i dun wan like tis..
it's been awhile
how to deal with this hmmMM.. stress
socially deprived
say what you feel not what you think?
personality appearance contradiction
people thinks im fierce, grumpy and unfriendly from my appearance, especially when i don't smile
but i think im damn friendly and cincai ok
my emotion doesn't mean anything, it doesn't mean something is bothering me and i don't have to smile all the time ok? ki siao ar?
i look stress??? i more stress talk to u
HAIhzz
hard to change anything
i dun wan like tis..
it's been awhile
how to deal with this hmmMM.. stress
socially deprived
say what you feel not what you think?
Monday, April 20, 2009
大風無法撼動一座山
當別人對你說了一些刺傷你的話，批評你、羞辱你，你會怎樣？
你會火冒三丈，氣呼呼地罵回去，或是忍氣吞聲地強壓下來？
然後呢？你是否會愈想愈氣，整個情緒都大受影響？
有天，佛陀行經一個村莊，一些前去找他的人對他說話很不客氣，甚至口出穢言。佛陀站在那裡仔細地、靜靜地聽著，然後說：「謝謝你們來找我，不過我正趕路， 下一村的人還在等我，我必須趕過去。不過等明天回來之後我會有較充裕的時間，到時候如果你們還有什麼話想告訴我，再一起過來好嗎？」
那些人簡直不敢相信他們耳朵所聽到的話，和眼前所看到的情景：這個人是怎麼回事？
其中一個人問佛陀：「難道你沒有聽見我們說的話嗎？我們把你說得一無是處，你卻沒有任何反應！」
佛陀說：「假使你要的是我的反應的話，那你來得太晚了，你應該十年前就來的，那時的我就會有所反應。然而，這十年以來我己經不再被別人所控制，我己經不再是個奴隸，我是自己的主人。
我是根據自己在做事，而不是跟隨別人在反應。」
如果有人對你生氣，那是「他的」問題；
如果他侮辱你，那是「他的」問題；
如果他粗暴無禮，那仍是「他的」問題。
因為他要怎麼說，怎麼做，那是「他的」修養，你能怎麼辦？
讓我再重複一遍上面故事中佛陀所說的話：「我己經不再被別人所控制，我己經不再是個奴隸，我是自己的主人。我是根據自己在做事，而不是跟隨別人在反應。」你是情緒的主人，而不是奴隸。
曾聽過一則故事:
有個人每天都固定向某報攤買一份報紙，儘管這個攤販的臉一向都很臭，但他還是每次都對小販客氣地說聲謝謝。
有一次和他同行的朋友看到這情形，便問他：「他每天賣東西都是這種態度嗎？」
「是的。」
「那你為什麼還對他如此客氣？」
那人回答：「我為什麼要讓他決定我的行為？」
是啊！我們為什麼要讓別人的表現來決定自己的行為呢？
你有看過「生命的答案，水知道」這本書嗎？水能夠對人的話與做出反應。當你的心中是喜悅、感恩的時候，水的結晶就是美麗晶透的；當你的心中是憤恨、仇怒的 時候，水的結晶則是扭曲混濁的。人的身體裡70%是水分，你可以想像到，當你在生氣、憤恨、痛苦、怨懟的時候，你身體裡70%的水分是以污濁的水溝水的狀 況來呈現ㄡ！那…身體又怎麼會健康呢.
你會火冒三丈，氣呼呼地罵回去，或是忍氣吞聲地強壓下來？
然後呢？你是否會愈想愈氣，整個情緒都大受影響？
有天，佛陀行經一個村莊，一些前去找他的人對他說話很不客氣，甚至口出穢言。佛陀站在那裡仔細地、靜靜地聽著，然後說：「謝謝你們來找我，不過我正趕路， 下一村的人還在等我，我必須趕過去。不過等明天回來之後我會有較充裕的時間，到時候如果你們還有什麼話想告訴我，再一起過來好嗎？」
那些人簡直不敢相信他們耳朵所聽到的話，和眼前所看到的情景：這個人是怎麼回事？
其中一個人問佛陀：「難道你沒有聽見我們說的話嗎？我們把你說得一無是處，你卻沒有任何反應！」
佛陀說：「假使你要的是我的反應的話，那你來得太晚了，你應該十年前就來的，那時的我就會有所反應。然而，這十年以來我己經不再被別人所控制，我己經不再是個奴隸，我是自己的主人。
我是根據自己在做事，而不是跟隨別人在反應。」
如果有人對你生氣，那是「他的」問題；
如果他侮辱你，那是「他的」問題；
如果他粗暴無禮，那仍是「他的」問題。
因為他要怎麼說，怎麼做，那是「他的」修養，你能怎麼辦？
讓我再重複一遍上面故事中佛陀所說的話：「我己經不再被別人所控制，我己經不再是個奴隸，我是自己的主人。我是根據自己在做事，而不是跟隨別人在反應。」你是情緒的主人，而不是奴隸。
曾聽過一則故事:
有個人每天都固定向某報攤買一份報紙，儘管這個攤販的臉一向都很臭，但他還是每次都對小販客氣地說聲謝謝。
有一次和他同行的朋友看到這情形，便問他：「他每天賣東西都是這種態度嗎？」
「是的。」
「那你為什麼還對他如此客氣？」
那人回答：「我為什麼要讓他決定我的行為？」
是啊！我們為什麼要讓別人的表現來決定自己的行為呢？
你有看過「生命的答案，水知道」這本書嗎？水能夠對人的話與做出反應。當你的心中是喜悅、感恩的時候，水的結晶就是美麗晶透的；當你的心中是憤恨、仇怒的 時候，水的結晶則是扭曲混濁的。人的身體裡70%是水分，你可以想像到，當你在生氣、憤恨、痛苦、怨懟的時候，你身體裡70%的水分是以污濁的水溝水的狀 況來呈現ㄡ！那…身體又怎麼會健康呢.
Friday, April 3, 2009
The growing time
If you look back over your life, you will see that you never grow during easy times; you grow during hard times. During the easy times that come, you are able to enjoy what you have gained during the hard times. This is really a life principle; it is just the way it works. You work all week, then you receive your paycheck and enjoy your weekend off.
You exercise, eat right, and take good care of yourself, then you enjoy a healthy body. You clean your house, or basement, or garage, and then you enjoy your neat, clean surroundings each time you walk through them.
To be truly victorious, we must grow to the place where we are not afraid of hard times but are actually challenged by them. Because it is during these hard times that we grow.
You exercise, eat right, and take good care of yourself, then you enjoy a healthy body. You clean your house, or basement, or garage, and then you enjoy your neat, clean surroundings each time you walk through them.
To be truly victorious, we must grow to the place where we are not afraid of hard times but are actually challenged by them. Because it is during these hard times that we grow.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
proper way to drink water
i didn't write this.. but wish to share with people that i care.. let's keep to the practice together.
According to that program. . .
Adults doing normal activity need to drink at least 2.5 liters (1 liter = 1.057 quarts) of water daily as replacement fluid. That includes not just the water you drink, but also the liquid contained in the foods you eat.
How do we lose water? 1.5 liters are lost through urine and stools, 0.5 liters are lost through perspiration and 0.5 liters are lost through breathing (exhalation).
Body percentage of water
Infants are 80% water
Adults are 60% water
Elderly persons are 50% water (because the sense of thirst deteriorates with age)
Drink water upon waking
After rinsing your mouth, drink a large glass of 'good' water to replenish the liquid you lost during the night (it is said that we lose about 300 ml or 12 oz of water via perspiration and exhalation). Also, since water contains calcium, it helps to keep you from getting irritable throughout the day.
Drink water before mealtimes
Drink a glass of water about 30 minutes before meals so that you have the water in your intestines when you start eating. That will help you to digest the foods you eat. If possible, try not to drink liquids during your meals because 1. doing so will dilute stomach fluids needed for digestion 2. the foods you eat contain enough liquids 3. some people have a tendency to 'wash down' their food without sufficient chewing.
If you do drink something during or directly after a meal, it is recommended that you drink a warm liquid. Drinking cold liquids will solidify the oily foods you just ate and make them harder to digest.
(By chewing well and thoroughly crushing your food before swallowing, you can lighten the load on your stomach and intestines. It is believed that the condition of your stomach and intestines is directly related to how long you will live.)
Drink water after heavy exercise
During the program, they brought in a hot and sweaty man who had been peddling a stationary bicycle. They placed before him 15 glasses (each filled with 100 ml or 4 oz of water) and told him to drink as much as he wanted. After drinking only 3 glasses of water, he said he was satisfied (although still dehydrated).
The professor explained that this phenomena occurs because the salt that the body has lost through heavy sweating has caused the brain to give an improper signal. So after heavy exercise, add a little salt to your water to correct the condition. A sports drink will also do.
Drink water at bedtime
It is very important to drink a glass of water before going to bed. Why? Because most strokes occur during the early morning hours. In Japan, they call that water "Takara Mizu" or "Treasure Water" (I suppose because it helps to keep you alive overnight so that you can get up the next morning).
One lady in the audience commented, "Yes, but if I drink water before going to bed, I have to get up during the night to go the bathroom." To which the Professor suggested that "Adding a little honey and lemon to your glass of water usually helps". (I have found recently that adding a pinch of sea salt also helps. But of course, too much salt is not good.)
In conclusion, the Professor encouraged everyone to make a conscious effort to drink at least 2.5 liters of 'good' water daily (drink even when you do not feel thirsty).
PS: Considering that dehydration or lack of water is thought to be the cause of about 95% of all diseases and illnesses, that is a very good suggestion.
According to that program. . .
Adults doing normal activity need to drink at least 2.5 liters (1 liter = 1.057 quarts) of water daily as replacement fluid. That includes not just the water you drink, but also the liquid contained in the foods you eat.
How do we lose water? 1.5 liters are lost through urine and stools, 0.5 liters are lost through perspiration and 0.5 liters are lost through breathing (exhalation).
Body percentage of water
Infants are 80% water
Adults are 60% water
Elderly persons are 50% water (because the sense of thirst deteriorates with age)
Drink water upon waking
After rinsing your mouth, drink a large glass of 'good' water to replenish the liquid you lost during the night (it is said that we lose about 300 ml or 12 oz of water via perspiration and exhalation). Also, since water contains calcium, it helps to keep you from getting irritable throughout the day.
Drink water before mealtimes
Drink a glass of water about 30 minutes before meals so that you have the water in your intestines when you start eating. That will help you to digest the foods you eat. If possible, try not to drink liquids during your meals because 1. doing so will dilute stomach fluids needed for digestion 2. the foods you eat contain enough liquids 3. some people have a tendency to 'wash down' their food without sufficient chewing.
If you do drink something during or directly after a meal, it is recommended that you drink a warm liquid. Drinking cold liquids will solidify the oily foods you just ate and make them harder to digest.
(By chewing well and thoroughly crushing your food before swallowing, you can lighten the load on your stomach and intestines. It is believed that the condition of your stomach and intestines is directly related to how long you will live.)
Drink water after heavy exercise
During the program, they brought in a hot and sweaty man who had been peddling a stationary bicycle. They placed before him 15 glasses (each filled with 100 ml or 4 oz of water) and told him to drink as much as he wanted. After drinking only 3 glasses of water, he said he was satisfied (although still dehydrated).
The professor explained that this phenomena occurs because the salt that the body has lost through heavy sweating has caused the brain to give an improper signal. So after heavy exercise, add a little salt to your water to correct the condition. A sports drink will also do.
Drink water at bedtime
It is very important to drink a glass of water before going to bed. Why? Because most strokes occur during the early morning hours. In Japan, they call that water "Takara Mizu" or "Treasure Water" (I suppose because it helps to keep you alive overnight so that you can get up the next morning).
One lady in the audience commented, "Yes, but if I drink water before going to bed, I have to get up during the night to go the bathroom." To which the Professor suggested that "Adding a little honey and lemon to your glass of water usually helps". (I have found recently that adding a pinch of sea salt also helps. But of course, too much salt is not good.)
In conclusion, the Professor encouraged everyone to make a conscious effort to drink at least 2.5 liters of 'good' water daily (drink even when you do not feel thirsty).
PS: Considering that dehydration or lack of water is thought to be the cause of about 95% of all diseases and illnesses, that is a very good suggestion.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
嘴巴是別人的，人生是自己的
嘴巴是別人的，人生是自己的快樂，是純粹自然的產物， 是自己百分百支持自己、肯定自己的禮物。 沒有了自我，一切的快樂都是虛偽的假象。即是人家批評你、否定你、攻擊妳，也不代表你的自我受到否定， 唯一能否定你的人，只有你自己。
因此，那些經不起人家批評， 人家說一句，就要難過三十天，人家說兩句就要打人翻臉的人，事實上是對自己極端沒信心的表現。 當然了！ 這種容易跟人家「批評」起舞的人，注定要跟快樂說拜拜。
只要有人的地方就有是非； 只要人家有嘴巴，就會有意見和批評 想快樂的人，就不要太理別人的批評。再者，太在意別人想法的人，不僅不能快樂，也容易失去自己的特色和個性， 更沒辦法發揮自己的潛能。
總之，嘴巴是別人的，人生是自己的，有習慣性被人家嘴巴「虐待」的人，請用左腦右腦想一想： 『為什麼我要當人家嘴巴的奴隸？
TRANSLATION:
mouth belongs to others but life belongs to ourselves
happiness comes naturally from within
it's an exclusive present to completely support ourselves n give us our self-esteem
Without our inner-self, all the happiness are merely fake illusions
even though ppl criticize you, n are not being supportive of wat u do, or even attack u,
it doesn't mean you have to label urself faultily
coz the only person who can change ur impression towards urself is urself.
therefore, ppl who cannot stand criticism,
ppl who feel upset for 30 days jz because a word from others,
ppl who feel like beating up other ppl or turn their face off others jz because of some critics,
are actually demonstrating severe lack of confidence,
and of course,
ppl who are easily affected by what others say,
are destined to say goodbye to their happiness
whenever there are ppl, there are gossips,
as long as ppl have mouth, there are opinions n critics
if you want to be happy, don't care too much about what ppl are badmouthing abt u,
coz if we take that too seriously, we will not be happy and will eventually lose our unique characters n attitudes. at last, we won't be able to unleash our potentials, and ppl won't be able to see what we really are.
thus, mouth belongs to others but our life is still ours.
if we have the habit to be tortured by others' mouth,
please think with your left brain,
"y do we need to be enslaved by others' mouth?"
因此，那些經不起人家批評， 人家說一句，就要難過三十天，人家說兩句就要打人翻臉的人，事實上是對自己極端沒信心的表現。 當然了！ 這種容易跟人家「批評」起舞的人，注定要跟快樂說拜拜。
只要有人的地方就有是非； 只要人家有嘴巴，就會有意見和批評 想快樂的人，就不要太理別人的批評。再者，太在意別人想法的人，不僅不能快樂，也容易失去自己的特色和個性， 更沒辦法發揮自己的潛能。
總之，嘴巴是別人的，人生是自己的，有習慣性被人家嘴巴「虐待」的人，請用左腦右腦想一想： 『為什麼我要當人家嘴巴的奴隸？
TRANSLATION:
mouth belongs to others but life belongs to ourselves
happiness comes naturally from within
it's an exclusive present to completely support ourselves n give us our self-esteem
Without our inner-self, all the happiness are merely fake illusions
even though ppl criticize you, n are not being supportive of wat u do, or even attack u,
it doesn't mean you have to label urself faultily
coz the only person who can change ur impression towards urself is urself.
therefore, ppl who cannot stand criticism,
ppl who feel upset for 30 days jz because a word from others,
ppl who feel like beating up other ppl or turn their face off others jz because of some critics,
are actually demonstrating severe lack of confidence,
and of course,
ppl who are easily affected by what others say,
are destined to say goodbye to their happiness
whenever there are ppl, there are gossips,
as long as ppl have mouth, there are opinions n critics
if you want to be happy, don't care too much about what ppl are badmouthing abt u,
coz if we take that too seriously, we will not be happy and will eventually lose our unique characters n attitudes. at last, we won't be able to unleash our potentials, and ppl won't be able to see what we really are.
thus, mouth belongs to others but our life is still ours.
if we have the habit to be tortured by others' mouth,
please think with your left brain,
"y do we need to be enslaved by others' mouth?"
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
start of something new
second day of school.. nothing much yet..hoping to achieve 4HDs this time =) walk the talk!
Friday, February 27, 2009
tall and short
there are four types of guys.
1. short and skinny
2. short but hulky
3. tall and skinny
4. tall and hulky
why are some guys short? of course genetic is the main factor, but i do believe there's other factors. i think it's because they're under constant stress and doesn't have the time to relax physically n mentally, which is vital for their physical growth.
why are they constantly stress?
a. short guys have less confident since they know they can't attract the girls as easily as those who are tall.
b.they work harder and ponder more than the taller guys and therefore, we can usually observe that MOST bosses are the short ones while the tall ones only follow behind him.
let's get into the topic
1. short and skinny
they're short, they felt less confident, but they did not tried hard enough to achieve something extraordinary so that they can compete with the taller ones and stand beside a guy half foot taller than themselves yet feeling confident to be the one chosen by the girls
or probably, they've just gave up and didn't even tried to improve themselves.
ok so why are they skinny then? cause they did not achieve anything impressive as said, and therefore that stresses them out even more and makes them a pessimist. so it's impossible for them to relax, therefore they are smallest in size. as i said, relaxing is essential for growth.
2. short but hulky
short but tried very hard to achieve their targets and to show that they can compete with the tall ones through their accomplishments although they've lost physically. they become hulky because they don't want to look weak since they're already short. of course, looking rigid gives them more confidence. they put more effort in improving their appearance instead of just giving up and say "fuck, i lost, he's so tall" this type of people is also more optimistic n have more positive views of what they face in their lives.
3. tall and skinny
they're tall and have more self-confidence. they usually think they're more admirable than the shorter ones, which is quite a normal phenomena. therefore, they usually face more problems in achieving success because they don't like to ask questions due to their "i'm better than you" attitude. instead they just pretend that they know everything. at last, they can only be the assistant of the short bosses because they won't improve if they don't ask. why are they skinny? coz they are only worker.. so they don't earn much.. no money to buy good food..
4. tall and hulky
they are the most confident and arrogant among the four groups because they've got the perfect figure. therefore, they are less likely to be teased and they feel most superior over the others and tend to command others and want others to obey him. this type of people usually finish off in two ways. either people hate them too much and kill them, or people get scared of them and abide by them. so this group of people are potential bosses too.
in conclusion, guys from group...
(1) are usually the weaker ones in the society and they also die faster due to health problems.
(2) usually achieve their targets in life and are the most successful, but they don't live long as well due to having too much struggles in their early lives to stand out among others. Nevertheless, they enjoy their life more and more as they progress in their lives after achieving their consecutive targets.
(3) usually have more enemies since the short ones envy them for their height and hate them for their arrogance. have less achievements in life and dies of depression or hunger.
(4) live like a king or die like a dog
lame.. but somehow true..
going back to kuching! =))
1. short and skinny
2. short but hulky
3. tall and skinny
4. tall and hulky
why are some guys short? of course genetic is the main factor, but i do believe there's other factors. i think it's because they're under constant stress and doesn't have the time to relax physically n mentally, which is vital for their physical growth.
why are they constantly stress?
a. short guys have less confident since they know they can't attract the girls as easily as those who are tall.
b.they work harder and ponder more than the taller guys and therefore, we can usually observe that MOST bosses are the short ones while the tall ones only follow behind him.
let's get into the topic
1. short and skinny
they're short, they felt less confident, but they did not tried hard enough to achieve something extraordinary so that they can compete with the taller ones and stand beside a guy half foot taller than themselves yet feeling confident to be the one chosen by the girls
or probably, they've just gave up and didn't even tried to improve themselves.
ok so why are they skinny then? cause they did not achieve anything impressive as said, and therefore that stresses them out even more and makes them a pessimist. so it's impossible for them to relax, therefore they are smallest in size. as i said, relaxing is essential for growth.
2. short but hulky
short but tried very hard to achieve their targets and to show that they can compete with the tall ones through their accomplishments although they've lost physically. they become hulky because they don't want to look weak since they're already short. of course, looking rigid gives them more confidence. they put more effort in improving their appearance instead of just giving up and say "fuck, i lost, he's so tall" this type of people is also more optimistic n have more positive views of what they face in their lives.
3. tall and skinny
they're tall and have more self-confidence. they usually think they're more admirable than the shorter ones, which is quite a normal phenomena. therefore, they usually face more problems in achieving success because they don't like to ask questions due to their "i'm better than you" attitude. instead they just pretend that they know everything. at last, they can only be the assistant of the short bosses because they won't improve if they don't ask. why are they skinny? coz they are only worker.. so they don't earn much.. no money to buy good food..
4. tall and hulky
they are the most confident and arrogant among the four groups because they've got the perfect figure. therefore, they are less likely to be teased and they feel most superior over the others and tend to command others and want others to obey him. this type of people usually finish off in two ways. either people hate them too much and kill them, or people get scared of them and abide by them. so this group of people are potential bosses too.
in conclusion, guys from group...
(1) are usually the weaker ones in the society and they also die faster due to health problems.
(2) usually achieve their targets in life and are the most successful, but they don't live long as well due to having too much struggles in their early lives to stand out among others. Nevertheless, they enjoy their life more and more as they progress in their lives after achieving their consecutive targets.
(3) usually have more enemies since the short ones envy them for their height and hate them for their arrogance. have less achievements in life and dies of depression or hunger.
(4) live like a king or die like a dog
lame.. but somehow true..
going back to kuching! =))
Thursday, February 26, 2009
soiness
Attacked by hell of bad moods nowadays.. misfortune BANGS on me!
Don't know if there's somebody who purposely make fun of me.. or trying to play a fool on me by taking away my stuffs to test my patience.
1. lost my phone charger, the phone i just bought for less than 2 months, so bought a new one yesterday, wasted rm38, and not sure if it's original but the shopkeeper ensured me that it is. it has two bling bling nokia stickers on it so i assume it should be ok. nobody said they have seen it. i brought it to the hospital the day my father went into the operation room and it vanished ever since.
2. lost my hair wax, which i only used for less than 5 times. placed it at the table and used it everytime before i went out. i never moved it anywhere. it just suddenly have legs and run away? =.= obviously somebody took it. but nobody confessed, so what to do? needed to buy a new one.. threw rm18 again.
3. people enrolled for uni on 21 january, n i enrolled on 12 feb, so i'll get a penalty of rm200 from the school. i was severely sick during 21 january but that shouldn't be the excuse. the file stating the date of enrolment is right on my desktop since november. i wonder why i did not go and open it as i was in front of my laptop almost everyday. i wonder what was i thinking? i almost shit on my pants knewing that i was late for enrolment. i was so astonished with my carelessness. i told my mum i was truly sorry, feeling reli guilty that time, i offered to not get paid for tutoring my sis this month. all other friends have already gotten their invoices, registration summaries and timetables last week but till now i haven't get mine. sch is starting on next monday and now it's already thursday. i've got nothing still. luckily my friend purposely went to school and asked for me yesterday.. the student admins said they were still working on it and asked me to wait at home. i panicked on the 24th because they said we should contact them immediately if we haven't receive those invoices n stuffs in our email on the 23th. the whole days of 24th and 25th were spent on calling the uni's registration unit. i even called all the officers' extensions. and guess what? not even one phone call was picked up. i think in total i called more than 100 times. if a call costs rm0.20, then i spent rm20 calling nobody, coz it got into the auto answer operator everytime. it's really stupid and it should never happen again.. time n money wasted.. plus worries n stress caused by my own negligence.
I almost lost my temper a few times.. almost turned into a violent beast.. luckily my fury did not offend anyone, only hurt my own body a little bit, coz anger is very bad for our body :(
In total, wasted almost rm300 to buy lessons through series of unfortunate events and that's a lot for me.
1. Do not put things just anywhere and keep your eye on your own belongings.
2. Be cautious of the enrolment date.
Last week, my elder bro came back for dinner and he said i'm like a uncle who just passed away last month due to brain shrinkage. he said i tend to keep all the discomfort and affliction inside n doesn't want to speak them out. it's not like that! i wish i could express what i felt to my mum but i think, to her, that would be complaining and she would sympathize me and maybe give me less works, switching all the chores back to herself again? to me, speaking out is indirectly asking her to give me less works and give herself more, which is unreasonable speaking of being filial. my bro said my attitude may cause me to die like my uncle next time, in a joking tone. But my father was there and he took it so seriously n asked my bro to apologize to me after scolding him. My father said I am mature though cause i know what to say at the right time. I SUFFERED TO CONTROL OK? is it good to control or just let it out? However, I didn't feel offended by what my bro said n I told him what he said is actually in my prediction. LOL.
Actually, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. My bro is the type who expresses his annoyance aggresively and almost instantly when he felt a little pressure on him while i'm completely the other way round coz I tend to breath deep and hold the offensive words down my throat. My bro said he should learn from me but I said NO, it's not good cause it doesn't make me feel happy.
Being too patient causes us to keep all the explosives inside which is bad for health.
Being too assertive causes us to hurt others with the explosives when we spit them out.
Therefore, I think the best is to reach a balanced state between the two extremity and i'm trying to adjust myself towards it.
Don't know if there's somebody who purposely make fun of me.. or trying to play a fool on me by taking away my stuffs to test my patience.
1. lost my phone charger, the phone i just bought for less than 2 months, so bought a new one yesterday, wasted rm38, and not sure if it's original but the shopkeeper ensured me that it is. it has two bling bling nokia stickers on it so i assume it should be ok. nobody said they have seen it. i brought it to the hospital the day my father went into the operation room and it vanished ever since.
2. lost my hair wax, which i only used for less than 5 times. placed it at the table and used it everytime before i went out. i never moved it anywhere. it just suddenly have legs and run away? =.= obviously somebody took it. but nobody confessed, so what to do? needed to buy a new one.. threw rm18 again.
3. people enrolled for uni on 21 january, n i enrolled on 12 feb, so i'll get a penalty of rm200 from the school. i was severely sick during 21 january but that shouldn't be the excuse. the file stating the date of enrolment is right on my desktop since november. i wonder why i did not go and open it as i was in front of my laptop almost everyday. i wonder what was i thinking? i almost shit on my pants knewing that i was late for enrolment. i was so astonished with my carelessness. i told my mum i was truly sorry, feeling reli guilty that time, i offered to not get paid for tutoring my sis this month. all other friends have already gotten their invoices, registration summaries and timetables last week but till now i haven't get mine. sch is starting on next monday and now it's already thursday. i've got nothing still. luckily my friend purposely went to school and asked for me yesterday.. the student admins said they were still working on it and asked me to wait at home. i panicked on the 24th because they said we should contact them immediately if we haven't receive those invoices n stuffs in our email on the 23th. the whole days of 24th and 25th were spent on calling the uni's registration unit. i even called all the officers' extensions. and guess what? not even one phone call was picked up. i think in total i called more than 100 times. if a call costs rm0.20, then i spent rm20 calling nobody, coz it got into the auto answer operator everytime. it's really stupid and it should never happen again.. time n money wasted.. plus worries n stress caused by my own negligence.
I almost lost my temper a few times.. almost turned into a violent beast.. luckily my fury did not offend anyone, only hurt my own body a little bit, coz anger is very bad for our body :(
In total, wasted almost rm300 to buy lessons through series of unfortunate events and that's a lot for me.
1. Do not put things just anywhere and keep your eye on your own belongings.
2. Be cautious of the enrolment date.
Last week, my elder bro came back for dinner and he said i'm like a uncle who just passed away last month due to brain shrinkage. he said i tend to keep all the discomfort and affliction inside n doesn't want to speak them out. it's not like that! i wish i could express what i felt to my mum but i think, to her, that would be complaining and she would sympathize me and maybe give me less works, switching all the chores back to herself again? to me, speaking out is indirectly asking her to give me less works and give herself more, which is unreasonable speaking of being filial. my bro said my attitude may cause me to die like my uncle next time, in a joking tone. But my father was there and he took it so seriously n asked my bro to apologize to me after scolding him. My father said I am mature though cause i know what to say at the right time. I SUFFERED TO CONTROL OK? is it good to control or just let it out? However, I didn't feel offended by what my bro said n I told him what he said is actually in my prediction. LOL.
Actually, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. My bro is the type who expresses his annoyance aggresively and almost instantly when he felt a little pressure on him while i'm completely the other way round coz I tend to breath deep and hold the offensive words down my throat. My bro said he should learn from me but I said NO, it's not good cause it doesn't make me feel happy.
Being too patient causes us to keep all the explosives inside which is bad for health.
Being too assertive causes us to hurt others with the explosives when we spit them out.
Therefore, I think the best is to reach a balanced state between the two extremity and i'm trying to adjust myself towards it.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
some essential reminders..
Patience is our interest earned
Knowledge is our investment
Experience is our premium account
Most destructive habit - WORRY
Greatest joy - GIVING
Greatest loss - LOSS OF SELF-RESPECT
Most satisfying work - HELPING OTHERS
The ugliest personality trait - SELFISHNESS
The greatest shot in the arm - ENCOURAGEMENT
The greatest problem to overcome - FEAR
The most effective sleeping pill - PEACE OF MIND
The most crippling failure disease - EXCUSES
The most powerful force in life - LOVE
The worst thing to be without - HOPE
The deadliest weapon - THE TONGUE
The two most power-filled words - 'I CAN'
The most worthless-emotion - SELF-PITY
The most beautiful attire - SMILE!
The most contagious spirit - ENTHUSIASM
The most powerful channel of communication - PRAYER
The most important thing in life - GOD
Life ends; when you stop Dreaming,
Hope ends; when you stop Believing,
Love ends; when you stop Caring,
And Friendship ends; when you stop Sharing...!!!
1.根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？
you don't need to turn back and see who's scolding u, if a crazy dog bit u, would you bend down and bite it too?
2.忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。
envying other ppl brings no advantage to us n will not reduce other ppl's achievements.
3.你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。
you are freed from frustration when you put down sth. every types of pains make you maturer.
4.人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。
human suffers because they are after the wrong thing.
5.得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。
we always thought someone is wonderful yet we cannot get him, that's because we don't really understand him and didn't spend enough time with him. one day when you really understands him, he might not be as good as u think.
6.不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。你要感谢告诉你缺点的人 。
don't intentionally go n guess what ppl r thinking because if you don't have d wisdom n experience to make the perfect decision, they usually go wrong. you have to thanks those who told you your weaknesses.
7.不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。
don't quarrel over small incidents n cause yourself to leave your relatives or good friends, don't forget what ppl did for u b4.
8.当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。
if you grab sth and doesn't want to let go, you can only have that particular thing. but if you r wiling to let go, you have the chance to choose others. if ppl r so persistent of what they think, then their level of wisdom will stop improving when it reaches a certain level.
9.你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。
don't always think that u r d most unlucky person, you muz think that you r already better than many ppl.
10.世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。
the world doesn't belong to u therefore you don't have to give up. i use everything in d world but they don't belong to me.
11.学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。
understanding n admiring your partner n not show ur caring arrogantly.
12.成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。
matured ppl doesn't ask abt the past, clever ppl doesn't ask about now, stupid ppl doesn't ask abt future.
13.爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。
love can make someone forget everything, but it can also cause envy which leaves no space for forgiveness.
14.人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。
ppl always treasure what they haven't get but forget what they already have.
15.如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。
if you wish to find a perfect friendship, you may not have any friend forever.
-> exclusively translated for lala
LEARN....... be freed.. and be loved!!!
Knowledge is our investment
Experience is our premium account
Most destructive habit - WORRY
Greatest joy - GIVING
Greatest loss - LOSS OF SELF-RESPECT
Most satisfying work - HELPING OTHERS
The ugliest personality trait - SELFISHNESS
The greatest shot in the arm - ENCOURAGEMENT
The greatest problem to overcome - FEAR
The most effective sleeping pill - PEACE OF MIND
The most crippling failure disease - EXCUSES
The most powerful force in life - LOVE
The worst thing to be without - HOPE
The deadliest weapon - THE TONGUE
The two most power-filled words - 'I CAN'
The most worthless-emotion - SELF-PITY
The most beautiful attire - SMILE!
The most contagious spirit - ENTHUSIASM
The most powerful channel of communication - PRAYER
The most important thing in life - GOD
Life ends; when you stop Dreaming,
Hope ends; when you stop Believing,
Love ends; when you stop Caring,
And Friendship ends; when you stop Sharing...!!!
1.根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？
you don't need to turn back and see who's scolding u, if a crazy dog bit u, would you bend down and bite it too?
2.忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。
envying other ppl brings no advantage to us n will not reduce other ppl's achievements.
3.你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。
you are freed from frustration when you put down sth. every types of pains make you maturer.
4.人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。
human suffers because they are after the wrong thing.
5.得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。
we always thought someone is wonderful yet we cannot get him, that's because we don't really understand him and didn't spend enough time with him. one day when you really understands him, he might not be as good as u think.
6.不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。你要感谢告诉你缺点的人 。
don't intentionally go n guess what ppl r thinking because if you don't have d wisdom n experience to make the perfect decision, they usually go wrong. you have to thanks those who told you your weaknesses.
7.不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。
don't quarrel over small incidents n cause yourself to leave your relatives or good friends, don't forget what ppl did for u b4.
8.当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。
if you grab sth and doesn't want to let go, you can only have that particular thing. but if you r wiling to let go, you have the chance to choose others. if ppl r so persistent of what they think, then their level of wisdom will stop improving when it reaches a certain level.
9.你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。
don't always think that u r d most unlucky person, you muz think that you r already better than many ppl.
10.世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。
the world doesn't belong to u therefore you don't have to give up. i use everything in d world but they don't belong to me.
11.学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。
understanding n admiring your partner n not show ur caring arrogantly.
12.成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。
matured ppl doesn't ask abt the past, clever ppl doesn't ask about now, stupid ppl doesn't ask abt future.
13.爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。
love can make someone forget everything, but it can also cause envy which leaves no space for forgiveness.
14.人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。
ppl always treasure what they haven't get but forget what they already have.
15.如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。
if you wish to find a perfect friendship, you may not have any friend forever.
-> exclusively translated for lala
LEARN....... be freed.. and be loved!!!
my future??
Went to c the umbi rantai famous apek today...opposite his house got a coconut tree.. i wonder what that means in feng shui.. heard than more than half of sibu ppl went to c him b4.. what he predict on few of my friends already came to reality.. 1 fren tat apek say can't study oledi.. after few months tat fren really stop studying.. 1 fren tat apek say can't be pei yan if not will forever be people kakia.. tat guy really owes macam people dog... go around everywhere hu people lampa.. APEK has no hint at all but he just can say the right thing... amazing? anyway.. just gave it a shot.. gave him rm5 angpao.. no harm anyway.. my friend said his dead wife told him about us... n he's been doing this for many many years.. if all he knows is bullshitting i dun think he can survive so long... when i reached there with Johnny, saw around 7-8 people inside asking oledi.. all are those mothers n grandmas.. asking bout their son's marriage.. studies bla bla.. and they all listen to the apek so attentively n also seem to believe 100% everything he said... quite amusing.. i asked about my future.. here are briefly what he said about my future.. he said...
1. i'll only start to become tauke at the age of 29
2. i'll have to marry girls born in 1989 n 1991 to strike fortune, ular n kambing, but i will have to get married before the age of 28, otherwise all the girls i meet after my age of 28 will leave me 1 by 1..
3. he knows i had a gf i have no idea how, but he said even if i were to continue that relationship it'll eventually end before i reach 28. it's TRUE, i only had a gf!
4. i will not come across any significant disaster.. and i will live until 70+, he said it so confidently.. he also said that he would've told me earlier if i would face "nan" - tragedy before the age of 30.
5. i will not encounter problems with my siblings.. we'll get along peacefully in the future.
6. people always borrow my money n din return me.. but if it was me i will surely pay back.. (THIS IS SO FUCKING TRUE!! few cases oledi..) - i will not borrow money to my friend from now on.. fuck off!!
7. he said im a good people.. i don't hit people (TRUE)
8. my parents love me (TRUE) - how did he know my parents r not dead yet right?
9. he asked me not to listen to my friends.. cannot go out happy happy.. it will destruct me.. ( this i know... too general.. but nonetheless good reminder)
10. to study hard.. if my dad got ability to send me out 2 study i must go.. (i will...)
In conclusion, he repeated "mo ung teh" many times.. believe it or not? i'm not too sure.. but paying 5 bucks for the confidence he gave me is definitely worth it. after all there's nothing bad to believe... at least i don't have to worry much.. at least even if something bad could happen i will not worry so much till it really strikes me.. understand? POSITIVE THINKING! worrying doesn't not help! just do what i should do n everything will be alrite i guess..
however.. i find it abit hard to believe that nothing bad is going to get in my way like he said.. so smooth meh??maybe what he was referring to are the serious ones..
quite true what he said. from the beginning till the end of the session i didn't told him anything about myself and this is the first time i see him. we don't know each other, but he knows my thing!! hmM... bu shi kai wan xiao de o... maybe im too yen tao.. hehe... damn.. forget ask him toto buy wat number..
1. i'll only start to become tauke at the age of 29
2. i'll have to marry girls born in 1989 n 1991 to strike fortune, ular n kambing, but i will have to get married before the age of 28, otherwise all the girls i meet after my age of 28 will leave me 1 by 1..
3. he knows i had a gf i have no idea how, but he said even if i were to continue that relationship it'll eventually end before i reach 28. it's TRUE, i only had a gf!
4. i will not come across any significant disaster.. and i will live until 70+, he said it so confidently.. he also said that he would've told me earlier if i would face "nan" - tragedy before the age of 30.
5. i will not encounter problems with my siblings.. we'll get along peacefully in the future.
6. people always borrow my money n din return me.. but if it was me i will surely pay back.. (THIS IS SO FUCKING TRUE!! few cases oledi..) - i will not borrow money to my friend from now on.. fuck off!!
7. he said im a good people.. i don't hit people (TRUE)
8. my parents love me (TRUE) - how did he know my parents r not dead yet right?
9. he asked me not to listen to my friends.. cannot go out happy happy.. it will destruct me.. ( this i know... too general.. but nonetheless good reminder)
10. to study hard.. if my dad got ability to send me out 2 study i must go.. (i will...)
In conclusion, he repeated "mo ung teh" many times.. believe it or not? i'm not too sure.. but paying 5 bucks for the confidence he gave me is definitely worth it. after all there's nothing bad to believe... at least i don't have to worry much.. at least even if something bad could happen i will not worry so much till it really strikes me.. understand? POSITIVE THINKING! worrying doesn't not help! just do what i should do n everything will be alrite i guess..
however.. i find it abit hard to believe that nothing bad is going to get in my way like he said.. so smooth meh??maybe what he was referring to are the serious ones..
quite true what he said. from the beginning till the end of the session i didn't told him anything about myself and this is the first time i see him. we don't know each other, but he knows my thing!! hmM... bu shi kai wan xiao de o... maybe im too yen tao.. hehe... damn.. forget ask him toto buy wat number..
Monday, February 16, 2009
life is just as simple?
if we met problems, don't run because a bigger one awaits at the other end.
The faster n further you run from the smaller 1, the sooner you'll face the bigger one.
instead, face it, deal with it, and learn from it!
i think this applies to everything in life, doesn't it?
so be brave! be adventurous! i'm telling it to myself =.=
after 10 years, we'll look back and we'll only regret for things that we didn't do.
y? cos if we did something n it was a right decision, then it could've decide what we r in the future!
but what if that something we did was wrong? remember every mistakes are opportunities to improve ourselves! therefore, take the chance n give it a try! don't look back! BE afraid but don't just refuse! just do it.. don't restrict yourself!!
The faster n further you run from the smaller 1, the sooner you'll face the bigger one.
instead, face it, deal with it, and learn from it!
i think this applies to everything in life, doesn't it?
so be brave! be adventurous! i'm telling it to myself =.=
after 10 years, we'll look back and we'll only regret for things that we didn't do.
y? cos if we did something n it was a right decision, then it could've decide what we r in the future!
but what if that something we did was wrong? remember every mistakes are opportunities to improve ourselves! therefore, take the chance n give it a try! don't look back! BE afraid but don't just refuse! just do it.. don't restrict yourself!!
struggle
once again.. i'm feeling it again..... can't stop thinking... zune hsien leaving for melbourne today.. 2 more years he's a master of architecture oledi.. after 2 more years.. i'm only in my third year... sigh..somehow.. i think i chose the wrong route in my life.. getting master of engineering in UK syllabus only takes 4 years including the bachelor while the australian 1 needs freaking 6 years!! 2 years is alot!! i can earn alot in the 2 years! let's say i earn rm5000 a month, 5000 x 12 x 2 = 120000 ok!! considering the cost.. pounds oledi decrease to 5 lidat.. australian dollar only decrease abit.. but 1 year in UK n 2 years in australia.. the cost almost the same la.. how about the time ?? how 2 buy time? save more time come out work earlier earn back better rite? sigh.. why i didn't thought of all these earlier.. why i didn't go for UK syllabus foundation straight after form 5... or else now only need one more year to get my MASTER! y dat time so stupid go n choose STPM just because i didn't know what to choose? BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO CHOOSE MA!!!! zzzzzzzz..... thought get good result in form 5 then so smart edi form 6 sure no problem... WAT THE HECK...FAIL LO.... so dramatic?lol.. fucking stupidd!!!!!! so angry... but what to do.. now already stuck on the Australian side.. must live at uncle's house to save cost.. go Australia study master still need to live at his place.. sigh.. is this good or bad? God did u plan all these for me? if you did.. i'm sure you have better plans behind all these which i haven't realize... please make me realize... i'll do whatever now.... whatever... which benefits me the most...JIA YOU.. school starting soon! 16 more days... HERE I COME AGAIN SCHOLARSHIP!!!
should i continue to bet on TOTO? :x
should i continue to bet on TOTO? :x
Sunday, February 15, 2009
TOTO
OMG.
I'M ADDICTED TO TOTO?
YESTERDAY (VALENTINE DAY) WAS THE FIRST TIME EVER I BOUGHT TOTO IN MY LIFE
I BOUGHT 3316... BUT RM1.1 ONLY LAR...
BUT THE FIRST PRIZE CAME OUT TO BE 3378!!!!
33??? WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!!!
ANYWAY STILL NOT KENA LAR...
Y I DIDN'T THOUGHT OF 3378!!!!!!
378 MA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! VALENTINE MUST 378 MA!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M ADDICTED TO TOTO?
YESTERDAY (VALENTINE DAY) WAS THE FIRST TIME EVER I BOUGHT TOTO IN MY LIFE
I BOUGHT 3316... BUT RM1.1 ONLY LAR...
BUT THE FIRST PRIZE CAME OUT TO BE 3378!!!!
33??? WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!!!
ANYWAY STILL NOT KENA LAR...
Y I DIDN'T THOUGHT OF 3378!!!!!!
378 MA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! VALENTINE MUST 378 MA!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, February 13, 2009
MEEEEEEEEEEEEE
You Scored as Mathematics/Statistics. You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Mathematics, Statistics, or related majors (e.g., Accounting, Actuarial Science, Astronomy, Computer Engineering, Computer Information Systems (CIS), Computer Science, Economics, Engineering, Finance, Management Information Systems (MIS), Operations Management, Physics, Risk Management). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests.
| Mathematics/Statistics | | 94% |
| French/Spanish/OtherLanguage | | 88% |
| Education/Counseling | | 81% |
| English/Journalism/Comm | | 81% |
| Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health | | 75% |
| Physics/Engineering/Computer | | 75% |
| Biology/Chemistry/Geology | | 69% |
| Psychology/Sociology | | 63% |
| Religion/Theology | | 63% |
| PoliticalScience/Philosophy | | 56% |
| Visual&PerformingArts | | 56% |
| Accounting/Finance/Marketing | | 44% |
| HR/BusinessManagement | | 44% |
| History/Anthropology/LiberalArts | | 31% |
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Turning Point?
I realize recently, I seldom voice out my opinion and hardly express what I'm really feeling. What happened to me?
I realize it's hard to accept the fact that I still need another 3 years and half to complete my degree course while many have already graduated.
I realize it's hard to get back to secondary school friends due to pride, due to the failure in STPM and foundation which caused the severe delay in my study life.
Damnit, I got 7A's in PMR and 8A's in SPM.. and STPM? C+ C- D F.. LOL... What did devil do to me? What was I thinking? Some horse shit blocked my brain??
I didn't thought of my future during form 6 and when I look back now I only see a fuckingg idiot screaming happily in the cc everyday... Being in the legendary HoV DotA clan representing v6 challenging pros everywhere.. we were definitely 1 of the top team in sibu that time... o2jam play until level 66!!!
WHAT FOR?? All the achievements barely has anything to do with me now.. I can only see the bad effects now.. well it was fun.. but imagine all the time and money wasted...It was the WORST thing that ever happened to me in my life so far.. a very very fucking black DOT in my history.. it's almost a SPLASH..
WHY COULDN'T I LOOK 2 YEARS FORWARD INTO THE FUTURE? DIDN'T I REALIZE THAT I COULDN'T ENTER UNI IF I DIDN'T DO WELL AND MY STUDY LIFE WOULD BE SEVERELY DELAYED?? OBVIOUSLY THE FAILURE WAS IN MY PREDICTION... BUT I DID NOTHING TO CHANGE MY DESTINY.. LOL... WHOAAA HAHAHAHAHAH because I was too damn obsessed.. many fucking times worse than if it's by the real devil.. at least for that case, priests can deal with it.. but... it was a new virus.. very strong and almost invulnerable.. cures were yet to be discovered 3 years ago.. the virus.. so robust and vigorous till it can almost be seen with our eyes!! They call it the God of the Computer Games.. it completely penetrated through my fragile heart and leave addiction in me... Not one day I could survive without gaming for at least few hours continuously..
Till now... many teenagers have not found the cure.. as a matter of fact it's still affecting lots of them nowadays.. you can still find the victims in infinity.. vip.. boyz if u c them there regularly with the fiery eyes n burning spirit to achieve victory in their rivalries..
Back to the story.. Who could've help me out with my addiction? Only God of failure can... expert (ME myself) discovered it later as the only effective anti-virus software and it did help...ALOT... If I had not failed.. I will not study as hard as I do now.. I realize that very little people were doing so terribly like me, therefore I find it quite shameful and I really regret now.. but good that it motivates me to study real hard!!
Undoubtedly, I had to enter foundation since I can't enter degree because of a fucking (-) behind the C while the minimum requirement is 2C's only. THAT WAS LOW!!!! AND I COULDN'T!!!!! GOD WAS PUNISHING ME OF COURSE...TO WAKE ME UP? I CAUSED IT MYSELF.. SO WHO IS IT TO BLAME? ME!!! NOBODY ELSE.. I deserve what I get... I put myself into these conditions.. where I could hardly answer when people ask me why am I still in 1st year? still in foundation? How come so slow?? It shouldn't be..?? OMG... I didn't want to care about what others say about me.. but it's so impossible as people like to compare among their childrens.. even my own parents too...
I never studied during form 6.. It was already a miracle that I almost entered degree... but I can't say failing STPM is a bad thing... Imagine me entering degree at that time... I could've died so terribly in degree.. my cgpa would suck coz I'm sure I would not do well in first year.. coz I was entering degree using perhaps knowledge worse than a SPM student.. I already forgot everything during my exploitation of myself for 2 years... Maybe it was God's will... to delay my studies.. If I didn't experience that failure.. I might not be who I am now.. probably just so-so student..aiming pass n credit only.. distinction only if lucky.. HD? crazy ppl get 1... say I can't de la... study lan ar like tat?hahahaahaha...... ok enough crap..
I've just completed 1st year 1st sem.. At least I'm doing well now... 2D's 2HD's for the 1st sem !!! quite happy!! in fact very! that's the best i could get but if i was lucky i could've get a 4 or 3.92.. anyway i'm quite contented.. i studied so freaking hard for it till pimples pops out like corns on the left side of my forehead!! You must be wondering y one side only?? coz I was using my left brain too much!! IMBALANCE LIFESTYLE!! During the whole semester I only played computer game less than 5 hours in total.. the rest of the time are all spent mainly on studying and other crucial routine.. many people said I m sot n should take it easy n dun b 2 stress.. I was just scared that I fail again.. the phobia is still there.. I was just trying to do my best so as to unleash my full potential n to have no reason to regret for any possibilities that I could've get better than 3.84 other than being stroke by massive luck.. maybe I was too harsh on myself and took it too seriously, but I'm happy enough to see the outcome. It all pays off. The pimples are all gone! but they're coming back pretty soon.... when school starts again..
Anyway.. back to...Form 6?? I think i got around 1.2 for gpa LOL.. I can say that I'm really hardworking now :) I must keep it on!! I must get first class honours...I believe I can if I commit myself to it like there'll be an exam every tomorrow.. I must repay for what I've done.. I must prove to everyone including myself that I can if I want...and if I do my best.. I will succeed in anything.. I'm not a idiot.. In fact.. I have to say I'm pretty smart coz I got the 1st among civil 1st sem students.. hehe :) *no lan si intended* (just consoling myself for the failures I've experienced =.=) That's a strong encouragement for me to keep up my hard work... Actually there's no idiot, only lazy people.. I've changed.. although not completely.. or else I would've been perfect now.. but nobody can be perfect.. (talk rubbish)
So.... anyway.. I believe.. I will be successful... and I WILL TRY MY BEST TO ACHIEVE MY DREAM (Construction manager n director, contractor or project manager) no matter what it takes...be diligent Calvin! Also I'll be filial to my parents and whoever that has contributed to my life... whoever that has made me smile and be true to me... But.. I will not announce all these changes of mine... Let your eyes witness it.. Let my results explain everything.. When my efforts pay off, I believe something really good awaits me...
Well.. looking back... foundation took me another 1.5 years.. extra half years.. coz I failed Physics during the 1st sem.. So .. I took 3 years n half to complete my pre-U while those going for foundation only spent 1 year!! 3.5 - 1 = 2.5... OMG I'M LATE BY 2 YEARS N HALF!!! If i had passed STPM and entered degree successfully, I would be going into 3rd year in 2009... but now I'm only entering 1st year 2nd sem.. sigh...How precious is time for me to waste like I have more than others??
I only start to realize recently how important is time.. but sigh.. time goes on and never will it stop for me.. even if it stops.. it stops for everyone.. when it starts running again, i'm still behind.. Sometimes, I think I should just look forward and forget the past, but I can't deny that my past is affecting my current life so significantly. I speak less. I play less. I feel less confident. I struggle much in my social life. I feel difficult to make new friends. I feel reluctant to meet new people. I admit that my social circle is depriving, so is my social skills. Sometimes I even feel hard to retain the friendship bond with my current friends.
Why? What happened to me? I realize I'm changing. To good or to bad? I quit being a crazy and playful person who does n says everything without thinking of the consequences merely for the sake of temporary happiness, which is how I made so many friends last time.. I'm having less fun and passion for wild things due to being always in my sober senses. When doing anything, I think of it's pros and cons so much that when I have a decision, someone has already done it before me. I hesitate too much and I hate it. I become more careful and I'm afraid to take risks. I become very protective of myself to an extent that it is having a reverse impact on me. I feel hard to communicate with girls especially of my age and those who are rich due to lack of confidence. My height issue and my current achievement in study are the main culprits. I hope I can grow abit taller.. wait, there's still hope! I got my secret weapon!! Also.. I'm not rich, which may not be the main concern, but it definitely plays a part. No?
Is this a process of growing up? And I supposed to feel this way? Is this a transition period from adolescent towards becoming an adult? What are my opportunities? How do I approach to it? There are so many things yet to learn. I realize that people have to bend forward to get on a hill while those bending behind and facing upwards are going downhill, meaning that we shouldn't be arrogant. Why am I saying this? I don't know.. I'm out of my mind.. I'm having so much struggles and opinions which I could voice out to no one. Even my best friends could not help me because they're nowhere better than me actually..
Am I an adult already? Hell no. I can't communicate well with people. Why am I having this sort of problem? Am I crazy? Should I consult a psychiatrist? Am I having some sort of mental problem? I feel that my health condition is going down the slope. Thus I'm more aware of taking care of my body. Am I sick? I can't seem to talk like I was in secondary school already. I can't seem to attract people to talk to me. I need friends desperately, but I feel hard to expose myself to them from the inside. Am i so different? Can they accept me? Can we really become friends? I have all sort of considerations. Should I just speak to my shadow?
My mind is entangled. My personality is scattered everywhere. I'm afraid to say the wrong thing, but is it good to be so formal? I suffered so much to have to shut up despite so many things I could have said and make people like me perhaps? Can someone tell me what to do? I can't find myself.. I'm extremely confused.. No exaggeration.. It's exactly what I'm feeling.. I see a stranger in the mirror.. I've lost my smile and genuine laughters. I've lost myself.
Who am I? I want to be myself so as to be loved but I find that so hard. Who can really talk to me? How can I find someone with little gap in between us? What do I need? I don't exactly know. Oh well, I'm not feeling any better. fuck..
Nevertheless, these are my aims for 2009.
1. Make tons of friends and talk more. Do not be lazy!
2. Improve relationship with family
3. Laugh more and have more fun
3. Try to join group activities
4. Be more active in church
5. Quit bad habits
6. Get scholarships
7. Keep up the exercises
8. More enthusiasm for learning new things
9. Continue to resist bad temptations
10. Hang out appropriately
Aims are mainly emphasized on improving social life. GOGOGO! YOU CAN DO IT CALVIN!!!!
I realize it's hard to accept the fact that I still need another 3 years and half to complete my degree course while many have already graduated.
I realize it's hard to get back to secondary school friends due to pride, due to the failure in STPM and foundation which caused the severe delay in my study life.
Damnit, I got 7A's in PMR and 8A's in SPM.. and STPM? C+ C- D F.. LOL... What did devil do to me? What was I thinking? Some horse shit blocked my brain??
I didn't thought of my future during form 6 and when I look back now I only see a fuckingg idiot screaming happily in the cc everyday... Being in the legendary HoV DotA clan representing v6 challenging pros everywhere.. we were definitely 1 of the top team in sibu that time... o2jam play until level 66!!!
WHAT FOR?? All the achievements barely has anything to do with me now.. I can only see the bad effects now.. well it was fun.. but imagine all the time and money wasted...It was the WORST thing that ever happened to me in my life so far.. a very very fucking black DOT in my history.. it's almost a SPLASH..
WHY COULDN'T I LOOK 2 YEARS FORWARD INTO THE FUTURE? DIDN'T I REALIZE THAT I COULDN'T ENTER UNI IF I DIDN'T DO WELL AND MY STUDY LIFE WOULD BE SEVERELY DELAYED?? OBVIOUSLY THE FAILURE WAS IN MY PREDICTION... BUT I DID NOTHING TO CHANGE MY DESTINY.. LOL... WHOAAA HAHAHAHAHAH because I was too damn obsessed.. many fucking times worse than if it's by the real devil.. at least for that case, priests can deal with it.. but... it was a new virus.. very strong and almost invulnerable.. cures were yet to be discovered 3 years ago.. the virus.. so robust and vigorous till it can almost be seen with our eyes!! They call it the God of the Computer Games.. it completely penetrated through my fragile heart and leave addiction in me... Not one day I could survive without gaming for at least few hours continuously..
Till now... many teenagers have not found the cure.. as a matter of fact it's still affecting lots of them nowadays.. you can still find the victims in infinity.. vip.. boyz if u c them there regularly with the fiery eyes n burning spirit to achieve victory in their rivalries..
Back to the story.. Who could've help me out with my addiction? Only God of failure can... expert (ME myself) discovered it later as the only effective anti-virus software and it did help...ALOT... If I had not failed.. I will not study as hard as I do now.. I realize that very little people were doing so terribly like me, therefore I find it quite shameful and I really regret now.. but good that it motivates me to study real hard!!
Undoubtedly, I had to enter foundation since I can't enter degree because of a fucking (-) behind the C while the minimum requirement is 2C's only. THAT WAS LOW!!!! AND I COULDN'T!!!!! GOD WAS PUNISHING ME OF COURSE...TO WAKE ME UP? I CAUSED IT MYSELF.. SO WHO IS IT TO BLAME? ME!!! NOBODY ELSE.. I deserve what I get... I put myself into these conditions.. where I could hardly answer when people ask me why am I still in 1st year? still in foundation? How come so slow?? It shouldn't be..?? OMG... I didn't want to care about what others say about me.. but it's so impossible as people like to compare among their childrens.. even my own parents too...
I never studied during form 6.. It was already a miracle that I almost entered degree... but I can't say failing STPM is a bad thing... Imagine me entering degree at that time... I could've died so terribly in degree.. my cgpa would suck coz I'm sure I would not do well in first year.. coz I was entering degree using perhaps knowledge worse than a SPM student.. I already forgot everything during my exploitation of myself for 2 years... Maybe it was God's will... to delay my studies.. If I didn't experience that failure.. I might not be who I am now.. probably just so-so student..aiming pass n credit only.. distinction only if lucky.. HD? crazy ppl get 1... say I can't de la... study lan ar like tat?hahahaahaha...... ok enough crap..
I've just completed 1st year 1st sem.. At least I'm doing well now... 2D's 2HD's for the 1st sem !!! quite happy!! in fact very! that's the best i could get but if i was lucky i could've get a 4 or 3.92.. anyway i'm quite contented.. i studied so freaking hard for it till pimples pops out like corns on the left side of my forehead!! You must be wondering y one side only?? coz I was using my left brain too much!! IMBALANCE LIFESTYLE!! During the whole semester I only played computer game less than 5 hours in total.. the rest of the time are all spent mainly on studying and other crucial routine.. many people said I m sot n should take it easy n dun b 2 stress.. I was just scared that I fail again.. the phobia is still there.. I was just trying to do my best so as to unleash my full potential n to have no reason to regret for any possibilities that I could've get better than 3.84 other than being stroke by massive luck.. maybe I was too harsh on myself and took it too seriously, but I'm happy enough to see the outcome. It all pays off. The pimples are all gone! but they're coming back pretty soon.... when school starts again..
Anyway.. back to...Form 6?? I think i got around 1.2 for gpa LOL.. I can say that I'm really hardworking now :) I must keep it on!! I must get first class honours...I believe I can if I commit myself to it like there'll be an exam every tomorrow.. I must repay for what I've done.. I must prove to everyone including myself that I can if I want...and if I do my best.. I will succeed in anything.. I'm not a idiot.. In fact.. I have to say I'm pretty smart coz I got the 1st among civil 1st sem students.. hehe :) *no lan si intended* (just consoling myself for the failures I've experienced =.=) That's a strong encouragement for me to keep up my hard work... Actually there's no idiot, only lazy people.. I've changed.. although not completely.. or else I would've been perfect now.. but nobody can be perfect.. (talk rubbish)
So.... anyway.. I believe.. I will be successful... and I WILL TRY MY BEST TO ACHIEVE MY DREAM (Construction manager n director, contractor or project manager) no matter what it takes...be diligent Calvin! Also I'll be filial to my parents and whoever that has contributed to my life... whoever that has made me smile and be true to me... But.. I will not announce all these changes of mine... Let your eyes witness it.. Let my results explain everything.. When my efforts pay off, I believe something really good awaits me...
Well.. looking back... foundation took me another 1.5 years.. extra half years.. coz I failed Physics during the 1st sem.. So .. I took 3 years n half to complete my pre-U while those going for foundation only spent 1 year!! 3.5 - 1 = 2.5... OMG I'M LATE BY 2 YEARS N HALF!!! If i had passed STPM and entered degree successfully, I would be going into 3rd year in 2009... but now I'm only entering 1st year 2nd sem.. sigh...How precious is time for me to waste like I have more than others??
I only start to realize recently how important is time.. but sigh.. time goes on and never will it stop for me.. even if it stops.. it stops for everyone.. when it starts running again, i'm still behind.. Sometimes, I think I should just look forward and forget the past, but I can't deny that my past is affecting my current life so significantly. I speak less. I play less. I feel less confident. I struggle much in my social life. I feel difficult to make new friends. I feel reluctant to meet new people. I admit that my social circle is depriving, so is my social skills. Sometimes I even feel hard to retain the friendship bond with my current friends.
Why? What happened to me? I realize I'm changing. To good or to bad? I quit being a crazy and playful person who does n says everything without thinking of the consequences merely for the sake of temporary happiness, which is how I made so many friends last time.. I'm having less fun and passion for wild things due to being always in my sober senses. When doing anything, I think of it's pros and cons so much that when I have a decision, someone has already done it before me. I hesitate too much and I hate it. I become more careful and I'm afraid to take risks. I become very protective of myself to an extent that it is having a reverse impact on me. I feel hard to communicate with girls especially of my age and those who are rich due to lack of confidence. My height issue and my current achievement in study are the main culprits. I hope I can grow abit taller.. wait, there's still hope! I got my secret weapon!! Also.. I'm not rich, which may not be the main concern, but it definitely plays a part. No?
Is this a process of growing up? And I supposed to feel this way? Is this a transition period from adolescent towards becoming an adult? What are my opportunities? How do I approach to it? There are so many things yet to learn. I realize that people have to bend forward to get on a hill while those bending behind and facing upwards are going downhill, meaning that we shouldn't be arrogant. Why am I saying this? I don't know.. I'm out of my mind.. I'm having so much struggles and opinions which I could voice out to no one. Even my best friends could not help me because they're nowhere better than me actually..
Am I an adult already? Hell no. I can't communicate well with people. Why am I having this sort of problem? Am I crazy? Should I consult a psychiatrist? Am I having some sort of mental problem? I feel that my health condition is going down the slope. Thus I'm more aware of taking care of my body. Am I sick? I can't seem to talk like I was in secondary school already. I can't seem to attract people to talk to me. I need friends desperately, but I feel hard to expose myself to them from the inside. Am i so different? Can they accept me? Can we really become friends? I have all sort of considerations. Should I just speak to my shadow?
My mind is entangled. My personality is scattered everywhere. I'm afraid to say the wrong thing, but is it good to be so formal? I suffered so much to have to shut up despite so many things I could have said and make people like me perhaps? Can someone tell me what to do? I can't find myself.. I'm extremely confused.. No exaggeration.. It's exactly what I'm feeling.. I see a stranger in the mirror.. I've lost my smile and genuine laughters. I've lost myself.
Who am I? I want to be myself so as to be loved but I find that so hard. Who can really talk to me? How can I find someone with little gap in between us? What do I need? I don't exactly know. Oh well, I'm not feeling any better. fuck..
Nevertheless, these are my aims for 2009.
1. Make tons of friends and talk more. Do not be lazy!
2. Improve relationship with family
3. Laugh more and have more fun
3. Try to join group activities
4. Be more active in church
5. Quit bad habits
6. Get scholarships
7. Keep up the exercises
8. More enthusiasm for learning new things
9. Continue to resist bad temptations
10. Hang out appropriately
Aims are mainly emphasized on improving social life. GOGOGO! YOU CAN DO IT CALVIN!!!!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
OH BE A MAN ALREADY
This is not written by me.. I copied it from someone else's blog I forgot who... but it's a good guide for guys :) LEARN IT!!
Have you ever been in this situation? You're at a bookstore/gym/cafe/party/conference. Things seem uneventful enough. Until *bingo*, you see someone cute. As in, really cute--you can't keep your eyes off him. Every twenty seconds or so, you casually scan the area, and are not satisfied until you know exactly where he/she is. And lo and behold, he/she is showing signs of interest as well! Your glances are reciprocated each and every time, and he seems very co-operative in the most important event in the Pre-Acquaintance Flirting Olympics: 'casually walking past each other'. And so you eagerly wait for him to approach you.
But. He. Never. Does.
And you leave the place not only feeling terribly disappointed, but with a hideous gash in your self-esteem. Was it because my butt looked fat? Was it because he hated what I was wearing? Was my hair frizzy? My skin too pale?
I've been through it countless times. And all my friends have to say about it is, 'maybe he's waiting for you to make the move.'
That is it. Once and for all, the rule should be set: The GUY does the approaching. Kapische? The GUY. If you're interested, and you let the chance slip by just because she didn't make the move, that's just pathetic. If you hold back because of nerves... what the heck have you got to lose anyway? The worst that could happen is that she's a total bitch, in which case she wasn't worth it to begin with, in which case you are free to walk away and try someone worthier. Yes, it's that simple. Now do the male thing already and gravitate, baby, GRAVITATE to the female that registers in your head as 'hot'.
As is the nature of my greatness,
I am here to help.
Here are some ideas on how to strike up a conversation with a stranger that catches your eye.
First of all, there is nothing inherently wrong about just walking up to someone and asking for her number, as long as you're nice about it. If anyone says it's a rude thing to do, punch him/her in the face and say 'Oh yeah? Well how's that?'
Not that that's any nicer, but it's just your personal favour for me.
Anyway.
BOOKSTORE
How perfect is that? She's already sitting down and won't be going anywhere for a while.
COLLEGE
WHY WOMEN THINK YOU SHOULD GO FOR IT
Have you ever been in this situation? You're at a bookstore/gym/cafe/party/conference. Things seem uneventful enough. Until *bingo*, you see someone cute. As in, really cute--you can't keep your eyes off him. Every twenty seconds or so, you casually scan the area, and are not satisfied until you know exactly where he/she is. And lo and behold, he/she is showing signs of interest as well! Your glances are reciprocated each and every time, and he seems very co-operative in the most important event in the Pre-Acquaintance Flirting Olympics: 'casually walking past each other'. And so you eagerly wait for him to approach you.
But. He. Never. Does.
And you leave the place not only feeling terribly disappointed, but with a hideous gash in your self-esteem. Was it because my butt looked fat? Was it because he hated what I was wearing? Was my hair frizzy? My skin too pale?
I've been through it countless times. And all my friends have to say about it is, 'maybe he's waiting for you to make the move.'
That is it. Once and for all, the rule should be set: The GUY does the approaching. Kapische? The GUY. If you're interested, and you let the chance slip by just because she didn't make the move, that's just pathetic. If you hold back because of nerves... what the heck have you got to lose anyway? The worst that could happen is that she's a total bitch, in which case she wasn't worth it to begin with, in which case you are free to walk away and try someone worthier. Yes, it's that simple. Now do the male thing already and gravitate, baby, GRAVITATE to the female that registers in your head as 'hot'.
As is the nature of my greatness,
I am here to help.
Here are some ideas on how to strike up a conversation with a stranger that catches your eye.
First of all, there is nothing inherently wrong about just walking up to someone and asking for her number, as long as you're nice about it. If anyone says it's a rude thing to do, punch him/her in the face and say 'Oh yeah? Well how's that?'
Not that that's any nicer, but it's just your personal favour for me.
Anyway.
BOOKSTORE
- Glance at the bookshelf she's standing in front of, and pick a title at random. Then pretend to scan the shelf with a vexed expression for a few seconds, then approach the girl and ask her 'Excuse me, did you happen to see this book--The Interpreter? It's supposed to be on this shelf but I can't seem to find it...'
- Check out the book she's reading, then go up to her and say 'No way--you like Ian Holt? Have you ever read "..."? It's my personal favourite.' Of course, you'll have to do some homework before using this trick.
- If she's walking around, go up to her and ask 'Miss, do you know where the law section is? I'm a bit lost.' Then tell her an elaborate tale of how you usually shop at 1 Utama, not Mid Valley, and the store layout is completely different here... then say 'I'm John, by the way' and put your hand out for a shake, LET GO OF HER HAND before she yells for the security guards, and ask her if she prefers Starbucks or Coffee Bean.
How perfect is that? She's already sitting down and won't be going anywhere for a while.
- Ask her if the seat next to her is taken, and if she would mind if you joined her.
- If she isn't alone, buy her a drink (I recommend a bottle of Esprit fruit juice--you don't know her taste in coffee, and she can take it with her if she's already ordered a drink and wants to save yours for later) and have it sent to her table, making sure the waiter tells her exactly who it's from.
- If she's just having a drink and not eating anything, order her a slice of cake. Don't order cheesecake--not everyone likes it. And the prettier the cake the better.
- Big spender? Order cake for everyone at her table.
- If she smiles at you and graciously accepts the drink/dessert, walk on over to her after a while and ask for her number.
- NEVER leave her with the bill, even if she refuses to give you her number. That's just horrid (plus I don't think the cafe staff would let you get away with it).
- Sit. Next. To. Her.
- Or, after the conference, grab a coffee, stand next to her and raise a friendly (FRIENDLY) debate.
- Gawd this one is easy.
- Juice bar juice bar JUICE BAR.
- Is she joining a class? Go in with her. After the class, mingle a bit. Talk about the class, complain a little or show off a little (note: a little), then let the conversation flow from there.
- Is she using gym equipment and good at it? Unless you're covered in tell-tale rippling muscles, tell her you're new at the whole gym thing and ask her how to use the 'thingy' next to her. Don't call it a stepper/butterfly press/whatever. You're a noob, remember?
- If you are covered in rippling muscles, tell her you usually work out on the football field/dragon boat (dragon boaters are pretty much an instant hit with me) and you're only now using fancy gym machines.
- Is she using gym equipment and bad at it? Teach her laaaa.
- Is she watching a show? Just slide onto the gymcycle/stepper/treadmill next to her, and ask her which TV channel she's tuned into. Then watch the same programme, and whenever something interesting happens, laugh together/comment on it.
- I will not insult your intelligence by showing you around this one.
COLLEGE
- Smart classmate: Ask for homework help.
- Not-so-smart classmate: Just ask for her number, she won't say no.
- Non-classmate: Ask the girl about your most recent assignment--any recent assignment, as long as she hasn't a single clue what you're on about. And then 'Oh you're not in my Journalism 101 class? That's weird, because you looked really familiar. My bad. I'm John, by the way. Well, thanks for your... potential help (reward self for joke with short chuckle). Oh right, one more question--do you know where the photography lab is? I've been looking everywhere...' Chances are you won't walk away with her number, but you'll have had a pleasant starter conversation, and the next time you see her, you'll be exchanging smiles, and a few more smiles later--BOOM!--friendship.
- 'Hey, are you a mass communications student? Yeah, I was thinking of maybe transferring into that faculty, so I wanted to know what it was like. What's your major? Oh sorry, I'm John, by the way...'
- Crowded cafeterias are perfect: join her table because all the other tables suck/are taken.
WHY WOMEN THINK YOU SHOULD GO FOR IT
- It's flattering.
- Once you have the confidence to approach a girl, even one you don't know, and properly, you really will be regarded as 'A Class Above' all other males.
- It's flattering.
- We're sick of you men (1) wolf-whistling, (2) staring, and (3) taking not-so-discreet pictures of the girl with a cell phone.
- It's flattering.
- We spend fortunes on our shoes and wardrobe, spend an extra two hours on our hair and makeup, go through nightly three-step routines to fight breakouts, and prance around looking and smelling wonderful so that this sort of thing can happen to us. So yes it's exactly What We Want!
- If she seems too nervous/annoyed that a stranger is talking to her, stop it.
- If she is younger than 16 and you are older than 20, please refrain.
- If her friends are being bitchy, leave her alone. If you date the girl with bitchy friends, you date the bitchy friends as well.
- Be not creepy.
- This falls under (4), but it's worth stating clearly: DO NOT use the puckered-lip-squeaking noise to hail for her attention. It's very, very rude and I swear there was a guy I once quite liked but the minute I heard that monkey squeak I was put off him forever. The monkey squeak ruins your chances, period.
- If she doesn't give you her number, don't disregard my ideas as crap--you're just not good enough for her. Or, she already has a boyfriend. Or, she's a lesbian.
- But most likely, you're just not good enough for her.
- Haha. Just kidding.
- ...Psyche.
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