Friday, December 9, 2011

It's Christmas 
And we walk alone 
Two strangers with no one to miss us 
On our own 
Out in the cold 

Trudging onward 
Braving a harsh winter storm 
You and I met passing by 
And now our spirits feel warm 

I don't have anyone at home to talk to 
And you don't have anything to do 
So I'll spend my Christmas with you 
I'll spend my Christmas with you 


It's Christmas and we are in love 
With the way that the soft snowflakes kiss us 
From far above 
The blustery breeze 

Trudging onward 
Braving a harsh winter storm 
You and I met passing by 
And now our spirits feel warm 

I believe Jesus is truly the only way 
And I celebrate Christmas because it's His birthday 
(It's His birthday) 

I don't have anyone at home to talk to 
And you don't have anything to do 
So I'll spend my Christmas with you 

I'll spend my Christmas with you 
I'll spend my Christmas with you 
I'll spend my Christmas with you 
I'll spend my Christmas with you

Thursday, December 8, 2011

try this peeps! SO COOL!!!!!!!

just google this:
(sqrt(cos(x))*cos(200x)+sqrt(abs(x))-0.7)*(4-x*x)^0.01, sqrt(9-x^2), -sqrt(9-x^2) from -4.5 to 4.5

Monday, December 5, 2011

Friday, December 2, 2011

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Thursday, December 1, 2011

All my life I waited for the right
Moment to let you know
I don’t wanna let you go!
But Now I realize there’s just no perfect time
To confess how I feel,
This much I know is real!
So I refuse to waste one more second
without you knowing my heart.

Baby, ‘cause I don’t need anything else but your love!
Nothing but you means a thing to me, I’m incomplete!
When you’re not there, holding me, touching me,
I swear all of the rest could just disappear.
And I wouldn’t even care, as long as you’re there!

Take these words,
Don’t let them go unheard,
This is me reaching out
I hope you can hear me now!
‘Cause baby, my heart says stay
Take it, it’s yours to break
I’d rather try and lose
Than keep this love from you!
Yeahhh!
So I refuse to waste one more second
Without you knowing my heart!

Baby, ‘cause I don’t need anything else but your love!
Nothing but you means a thing to me, I’m incomplete!
When you’re not there, holding me, touching me,
I swear all of the rest could just disappear.
And I wouldn’t even care, as long as you’re there!

Each day and night that I kept this a secret
It killed me, it’s time to share what I feel inside!

Oh, I don’t need anything else but your love
Nothing but you means a thing to me, I’m incomplete!
When you’re not there, holding me, touching me,
I swear all of the rest could just disappear.
And I wouldn’t even care, as long as you’re there!

Monday, November 28, 2011

I still believe it is only through one's passing where the people around them will treasure the times that they could have but never got to have.

It is through this, where people will really remember the ones that are lost and live with a just a memory of them.

It is through this where people will try to keep whatever little memories that they have left of the someone as there will never be anymore times shared n memories with that someone that's lost.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

It's nice to be walking in the rain when noone is around to bother you

Friday, November 25, 2011

Change.

Is it for better or for worse? Times change. So do situations, people, things around us. What we have a few years ago could be gone because of redevelopment or whatsoever.

People change due to the environment that they're in. They become mean when the people around them are mean to each other.

We drift apart from our friends as we are all in different parts of our lives. We may just all lose contact eventually and embark on life's journey alone.

No matter how much we have come to love this world, someone or something, at the end of life's journey, we walk alone.

We are alone. Maybe, just maybe, we are better off alone.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

I'm gonna pick up the pieces,
and build a lego house
if things go wrong we can knock it down

My three words have two meanings,
there's one thing on my mind
It's all for you

And it's dark in a cold December,
but I've got ya to keep me warm
and if you're broken I will mend ya and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now, now

I'm gonna paint you by numbers
and colour you in
if things go right we can frame it, and put you on a wall

And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before
and I will surrender up my heart
and swap it for yours

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

Don't hold me down
I think my braces are breaking
and it's more than I can take

And if it's dark in a cold December,
I've got ya to keep me warm
and if you're broken then I will mend ya
and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on, now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things I've done
I will love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things I've done
I will love you better now

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Why??

Why do u always throw me down? I don't want to hate you but... I do hate you

Monday, October 3, 2011

Sometimes words sound so true, so believable. At the turn of the eye, things might not seem so.
Why? Why so shallow? Why?
I cant understand at all. At all. ):
Why so nice? Why so fake?
It is sometimes so hard to tell what's fake n what's true.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Oceans apart day after day

And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you


This is really one of richard marx best song. absolutely love it! (:

Monday, August 22, 2011

i finally know the truth.

what i thought, was wrong.

what i know is not real.

beneath all the smiles, lie the happiness that do not belong to me.

a life that is not mine.

my life is not mine.

save me

Sunday, July 31, 2011

butterfly kisses

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.
Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.
But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.
All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.
She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"
Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.
I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

i know i think alot n often think too much. but who wont?!

all i know is no matter what, u will always be my dearest and my gift from heaven. :D
Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?

Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if I tell you I won't go away today
Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it's all touch and go I wish I could make it go away
But still you say
Will you think that you're all alone when no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent
I'm permanent

Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry


david cook - i'm permanent
Relationship cannot be felt as a burden. But if u are constantly worried and continue to be, then after some time, u'll feel insecure then u'll tell me I dun give u security. U'll progress from worrying to stress, affecting everything including me. Then u'll explode or u explode wat we built

i remembered the words above vividly. it is not a burden nor is it about me not having enough security from u. i am not worried.



of the exciting and happy moments you have, they are without me.

someone told me that having utmost trust, faith and believe is really important. alot of communication will be very important too.

i have lost all of that. i lost all of it to time. i no longer have much commmunication. maybe it is just me who do not understand. maybe i have simply failed to understand or refused to understand or have even misunderstood everything.

somehow i'm just really upset. you can spend hours out with others. like from 9am till 12mn. i dont even get to have that. all i get is phone calls that are only 5 mins long, just meals together, gifts.... even if i do get to have a day with you, all i get is you sleeping all day, waking only to eat. you would rather spend time and be happy elsewhere with others. if you really want so, then so be it. go with others. go to others. others are SO HAPPY to see you and be with you. they LOVE your company. constantly checking you out.

i no longer have anything. i have lost everything.

it is not whether you are worthy or not but it is about life being worthless. i'm tired. tired of life and all of the struggles it brings.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

i feel horrible when i see taller and prettier girls standing so close taking photos with you. maybe i'm ultra paranoid. but... i'm only human. only another plain girl.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?


christina perry - jar of hearts

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Things are different now. They will never be the same.

I no longer know whats happening.

What i used to have, i can no longer have now.

Life is always hard, for the belle of the boulevard.

If only we could have a break frm life. From all of life's atrocities.

Save me

Friday, June 3, 2011

You're so delicious
you're so soft
sweet on the tip of my tongue
you taste like sunlight
and strawberry bubble gum

you bite my lip
you spike my blood
you make my heart beat faster

own me, you own
you rattle my bones
you turn me over and over
'till I can't control myself
make me a liar
one big disaster
you make my heart beat faster

it's the way you swell, slow
pushing right out your seams
it's the way you smile, baby
when you've got me on my knees

your all night noise
your siren howl
you make my heart, beat, faster

own me, you own
you rattle my bones
you turn me over and over
'till I can't control myself
make me a liar
one big disaster
you make my heart beat faster

cause I jump back, crash, I crawl
I beg and steal, I follow you
yeah you own me
and you make my heart beat faster

(I can't get enough
because its on like
I guess this world is over to me)

you own me, you own
you rattle my bones
you turn me over and over
'till I can't control myself
make me a liar
one big disaster
you make my heart beat faster

Saturday, May 28, 2011

lyin’ here with you so close to me
it’s hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
caught up in this moment
caught up in your smile
i’ve never opened up to anyone
so hard to hold back when i’m holding you in my arms
we don’t need to rush this
let’s just take this slow
just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don’t want to mess this thing up
i don’t want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i’ve been waiting for my whole life
so baby i’m alright, with just a kiss goodnight
i know that if we give this a little time
it will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
it’s never felt so real, no it’s never felt so right
just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don’t want to mess this thing up
i don’t want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i’ve been waiting for my whole life
so baby i’m alright, with just a kiss goodnight
no i don’t want to say goodnight
i know it’s time to leave, but you’ll be in my dreams
tonight
tonight
tonight
just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don’t want to mess this thing up
i don’t want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i’ve been waiting for my whole life
so baby i’m alright, oh, let’s do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
with a kiss goodnight
kiss goodnight

Friday, May 27, 2011


It's so hard to figure out 
Which way to turn 
There's no going back now 
All your bridges burned 
The stars are gonna shine on you 
If you can get through the day 
Storm clouds all around you 
But a blue skies on the way. 

And we're all just passengers tonight 
And we're all just traveling through our lives 
We will reach our destination 
So just hang on for the ride 
Say a prayer and close your eyes 
It's just a little turbulence. 

Take a look around you 
Look how far you've come 
Your whole life in front of you 
You've only just begun 
We've all got our problems 
But they're just bumps in the road 
If you only keep on fighting 
There's no where you can't go. 

And we're all just passengers tonight 
And we're all just traveling through our lives 
We will reach our destination 
So just hang on for the ride 
So say a prayer and close your eyes 
Its just a little turbulence. 

This life can be so crazy 
Can spin out of control 
But I hope that all your dreams come true 
Cause you know that you're amazing 
And no matter where you go 
I'll be there for you 
We can make it through. 

And we're all just passengers tonight 
And we're all just traveling through our lives 
We will reach our destination 
So just hang on for the ride 
Say a prayer and close your eyes 
Its just a little turbulence. 

And we're all just passengers tonight 
And we're all just traveling through our lives 
We will reach our destination 
So just hang on for the ride 
Say a prayer and close your eyes 
Its just a little turbulence.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

When you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown 
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration 
and let it go, let it go.

And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in their arms

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration 
and let it go, let it go.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration 
and let it go, 

let it go 
let it go 
let it go 
let it go 

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration 
and let it go, let it go








Linkin Park totally rocks! this will be the soundtrack for transformers 3! woohoo~

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

I never ever felt like this before

If you believe in a future
when we're together, I won't let you down.
(wont let you down)
If you want to stay close
I'll never let you down.

Cause we are ready to make it (uuuuh)
Oh forever, that´s for sure

Cause you are my angel you saved me from danger.
With you I'm no stranger I won't suffer any more
Cause you are my angel you saved me from danger.
With you I'm no stranger I won't suffer any more

If you're ready to move on
Let life give you energy
You keep me safe from darkness
And you show me how to be a better man. (better man)

Cause we are ready to make it (ahhhh)
Oh forever that's for sure.

Cause you are my angel you saved me from danger.
With you I'm no stranger I won't suffer any more
Cause you are my angel you saved me from danger.
With you I'm no stranger I won't suffer any more

Cause you are my angel I'm sure
I never ever felt like this before
Cause you are my angel I'm sure
I never ever felt like this before

Before .. I'm sure
Cause you are my angel you saved me from danger
With you I'm no stranger I won't suffer any more
Cause you are my angel you saved me from danger
With you I'm no stranger I won't suffer any more
I can be tough, I can be strong

But with you it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall, you've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said, you left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did, didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here, I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you near, near, near, I wish you were here

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said, you left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did, didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here, I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you near, near, near, I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, oh oh
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here, I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you near, near, near, I wish you were here

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I'm really very upset. Save me.

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Everytime I see your face

My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in

I can't wait to tomorrow
This feeling has swallowed me whole
And know that I've lost control
This heart that I've followed
Has left me so hollow
That was then, this is now, yeah you have changed everything

Everytime I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in

I'm standing in your driveway
It's midnight and I'm sideways
To find out if you feel the same
Won't be easy, have my doubts too
But it's over, without you I'm just lost, incomplete
Yeah you feel like home, home to me

Everytime I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in

All those nights I stayed away
Thinking of all the ways to make you mine
All of those smiles will never fade
Never run out of ways to blow my mind

Everytime I see your face
My heart takes off on a high speed chase
Now don't be scared, it's only love
That we're falling in
I would never do you wrong
Or let you down or lead you on
Don't look down, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in
Don't be scared, it's only love
Baby, that we're falling in



yays! (: totally love this song.

and i wake up falling more in love with you, everyday.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

It must be love

Because we are too afraid to say
It must be love
And so we paint everything in gray

Lets not lose this chance
Hold on to my hands
Lets not waste this time

Cause today
Is a great day
For falling in love
Cause today
Is a great day
For falling in love, for falling in love

It must be hard
To know the we'll never be the same
It must be hard
To take this on on a leap of faith

Lets not lose our way
Lets not wait to say
How we feel inside

Cause today
Is a great day
For falling in love
Cause today
is a great day
For falling in love

Cause today
Is a great day
for falling in love, falling in love

When you're falling, falling
Just don't let go
When you're falling, falling
Just don't let go

Lets not lose this chance
Hold on to my hands
Lets not waste this time

Cause today
is a great day,
For falling in love,
Cause today
Is a great day
For falling in love, falling in love
Falling in love, falling in love,
Falling in love,
Cause today
is a great day
For falling in love, falling in love



i'm falling in love with you everyday, everytime, all the time.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

On the rooftop thinkin’ it’s about to pour
People run for shelter, tryin’ to get out that storm
But I got you with me, the sun behind me
So what are we leavin’ for? Let’s stay. Let’s get carried away
Your eyes are beggin’ me to touch you there
Could be a thousand people watchin’ but we don’t care

But look at you tonight, so beautiful under these neon lights, yeah
Who needs lovers’ lane? Right up on this rooftop, let’s make love in the summer rain

Nothin’ better than givin’ this all to you
And the weather’s only adding to the mood
See the wind’s blowin’, fire’s growin’, both of us soakin’ wet
But let’s stay, yeah. Let’s get carried away
Your eyes are beggin’ me to touch you there
Could be a thousand people watchin’ but we don’t care

But look at you tonight, so beautiful under these neon lights, yeah
Who needs lovers’ lane? Right up on this rooftop, let’s make love in the summer rain
There’s no place that I’d rather make love to you
Right here on this roof, yeah
Look at you tonight, so beautiful under these neon lights, yeah
Who needs lovers’ lane? Right up on this rooftop, let’s make love in the summer rain
Look at you tonight, so beautiful under these neon lights, yeah
Who needs lovers’ lane? Right up on this rooftop, let’s make love in the summer rain

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

There’s nothing I could say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK

I thought that I had everything I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK

Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And without you I don’t know what I’d do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Hear with me do you see you're all I need

And I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK


one of avril's new songs! love it! (:

Friday, March 25, 2011

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life






it's a happiness that i can never have.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close



This song is absolutely fabulous!! i really love it. (: what are words by chris medina. just read the words. i'm sure you will like it as much as i do!
when life's hard, i know you will be there to go through them with me. i know you will be there to keep me safe. i know your warm hugs will be all that i need on cold nights. i know you will be there to listen to my nonsense, bear the nonsense i give you with a smile.
even when the world falls apart, i know we will hold onto each other and all's well. :D

Thursday, March 10, 2011

So far away from knowing where I am going
I am trying hard to find out who I am
They all see that I don’t know what I am doing
I say they don’t hardly understand
Why can’t they remember
What I will never forget
How these dreams come undone
When you’re young
You give what you give cause they make you
Trapped inside a place that won’t take you
And they want you to be what they make you
It’s already over and done
When you’re young
Everything seems perfect
Everything’s okay
And it will all get better now
At least that’s what they say
But I don’t see it coming
You give what you give cause they make you
Trapped inside a place that won’t take you
And they want you to be what they make you
It’s already over and done
When you’re young
Days really just seem longer
They say it’s better this way
I hope one day I am stronger than I feel
And I hope it feels different than today
You give what you give cause they make you
Trapped inside a place that won’t take you
And they want you to be what they make you
(It’s already over and done)
When you’re young
Why can’t they remember
What I will never forget
How these dreams come undone
When you’re young


Well here you come again and you're lookin' so fine
You don't notice me but it's alright
I'm just a guy who wishes that I could be your man someday
Yeah a picture paints a thousand words it's true
But it's still not enough for how I feel about you
I wanna put you in a melody, I gotta set you to a groove

I wanna put you in my car and drive
And turn you up loud, roll down all the windows and shout it out
I love this girl oh
If I could press play, repeat how happy I'd be
Wherever I'd go I'd have you there with me
You'd be right where you belong
I wanna put you in a song, oh oh oh
Well I'd sing about your smile and your pretty blue eyes
The way your hair shimmers in the sunlight
It'd be so easy I'd just write it from my heart
'Cause I gotta tell the world what you mean to me
Wrap you up in a melody so you'll be
Stuck in my head all day
'Cause you're already there anyway, yes you are

I wanna put you in my car and drive
And turn you up loud, roll down all the windows and shout it out
I love this girl
If I could press play, repeat how happy I'd be
Wherever I'd go I'd have you there with me
You'd be right where you belong
I wanna put you in a song
And if I get it right everybody'd be singing along yeah
And when they see you on the street they'll say
Hey ain't you the girl in that song

I wanna put you in my car and drive
And turn you up loud, roll down all the windows and shout it out
I'm in love with this girl
Yeah if I could press play, rewind a couple million times
Imagine for a moment that you're all mine
Every night I'd drive you home
If I could put you in a
Let me put you in a song
Let me put you in a song
Oh a pretty little song about you baby