Boycott this blog for some time. Didn't had time to blog & was not in the mood to. It's CNY once again! Let's welcome the Water Dragon year together. Turning 21 this year. Indeed be exciting yet fearful year. Be leaving for Melbourne next month for my next stage of education. This time I will need to learn to be more independent & learn to take care of myself. I sincerely hope I can survive through this & be stronger girl when I'm back. Not forgetting achieving what I want. Time to Ace this life of mine. :) Disappointed yet happy?! I dont know.

Today woke up to a sweet & touching message that I teared. But this message gave me more confidence & faith to my relationship. It enlightens that my relationship has gone up to another stage. Definitely closer and to a stage of inseparable. My sweet boyfriend cooked me a sumptuous meal today. Sadly, I didn't take any photos! Argh! He cooked me spaghetti with prawns & mushroom! With the additional of curry paste, makes the meal of a special taste. What matters was the sincerity of the chef. It feels love with every mouth of food I chewed. Finally Dad knows about my relationship with my ADORABLE. Not much of introduction words used & Dad knows. Dad was questioning me about love when we were on the way for family dinner. And as usual, Dad told me not to bully love. Nonetheless, I'm happy that things are going well.

Finally UT 2 ended! WOOTs! & July is coming to an end which means more private time with my ADORABLEboy! woohoo! I'm so glad that my dear boy told me he would work hard for me to get into ROH. I like the moment whereby yesterday right before the last paper, he held my hand & told me this " wei le ni, wo hui jia you!". The happiness that I have at that moment was beyond words. After the paper I was angry with myself that I stormed out of the class; and my dear boy trying his best to calm me down and make me smile while walking me to the traffic junction. I felt really important when he was trying his best to catch up with my pace while calling out for me. It is just one of the moments whereby you don't want to face the whole world but yet see the only important one & that was how I was feeling at that very right moment. Not forgetting, my dear boy asked me yesterday if I am happier now? Though my reply was simple, the happiness inside my heart was priceless. On the train today, I realise how time flies. It is almost 2 months since my returns from Cambodia which means my official 1 month with my boy is coming. But at the same I felt sad because I wouldn't be seeing my boy so frequent & I would definitely miss him alot! How not to miss my boy when he waits for me every morning, feeding me with fruits, attending classes with me, refilling water for me, taking note of every little details of me, & exchanging those sweet smiles in class?! And finally on Wednesday, 20 July, I was able to spend some private time with dearest! Though we both were very tired out, we still enjoy our day out getting the cake and gifts. Finally our second dinner together! Ever since we both returned from Cambodia, not much of private time spend together so I was quite contended that we were able to spend some time together. I'm glad that we both are making an effort to spend time with each other and trying our best to make each other happy. It's simply pure happiness! Looking forward to later! Every part of you completes every part of me. i love you boy! :>

Finally, after coming to a year, I'm attached. I just can't seem to stay with my new resolution of staying single. That doesn't matters. What matters is I finally found someone that suits me, someone that really matters a billion to me. I love this boy to the max! :) Today almost lost the love token that we had. I'm so glad that I found it back. I was enlighten when I held the love token in my hand tightly once again. I was enlighten that "No matter what, we would be able to brave through & make it work out between us. Just liked how we both lose our love token & found it back at last." :) Sadly, just as our memories are beginning to be fill up, our time spent together would be lesser. Nonetheless I had always believe "distance makes the heart grow fonder". I am sure in the time to come we had be closer than ever. Yes, I didn't forget what I wrote to my boy. I believe and have faith that we would have more to come & definitely we will make it happen. For you, I decided to revive this. Be it any ups & downs of us, I would pen it down here to keep it as a memory for us. I promise that no matter what, I would make things work out between us. Ending this would never be in my dictionary. Even if we are not going to school together, even if we are hardly meeting, even if we are not communicating enough, I just want you to know that we wouldn't be falling apart but we both will stand strong & be there for each other. No matter how busy I am, a day of my week will always be for you. I love you adorable. <3

Am I falling? Don't wanna fall again.. I'm afraid, yes I am.. Do I mean that much? No no no... Do you mean that much?!

I went to airport with brother n came back with a big bag of items! Its belated xmas gifts for love ones! Also spend quality time with brother! We both went to eat pasta dewaraku! Food taste just nice! But it companion that matters! Ages since we both spend time like this! <3