Exams

Totally didn't study the past 2 days. And this is only my second last paper. I wonder if the results SMS will come back and haunt me 3 weeks later. Spent the 2 days feeling rather negative. Couldn't really concentrate, but found that by writing down my thoughts somewhere, it somehow became better. Analogous with pouring your troubles away I guess. It's kind of short term though. Distractions helped, although by being distractions, they pull me away from my studies. I am lucky that tomorrow's paper have no need to memorize.

I am reading below, and most likely not going to apply actively -.-

http://www.benjaminloh.sg/2012/03/16/what-i-wish-i-knew-earlier-when-i-first-stepped-into-university/

Talking

So I can't sleep. And I haven't done the thing I wanted to do yet. Seems like every exam period, I must always go do something that seems important, but actually totally unnecessary. Oh I don't know. I always thought I learn, but maybe I don't. Seems like people are not talking, or when they are talking, they aren't saying they really mean, or else if they do want to say it, people aren't actually listening. I want to talk to you, but I can't.

Come, lets go!

I can do this.
Seems weird to be doing any other things during reading week than studying.
But then again, this has always been my past traditions.
Let's go!

Thanks for all your encouragement!

Words

I never thought I would yearn to hear the words "do you want to talk about it or hey anything bothering you?" that much. I can say that innate I like to be alone. I function well alone. I hate large groups, gatherings or many many people. I can never feel comfortable that way. Still, I am still human. I crave the soci contact, I need it to survive actually. As much as I like being alone, I cannot be alone. Humans are afterall, social creatures.

Daydreams

I was day-dreaming today about the holidays. Mostly about how I would like to spend it. Feeling kind of empty lately, so I guessed maybe writing about this would cheer me up. Other than playing my PS3 games and massively playing like no tomorrow, I would also like to go swimming, jogging, and try walking the dog? (nearest one would be Dusty, Rachel LOL) Of course, I think it is time to update that wardrobe, pack the bedroom, maybe get a new bag and stop using the army bag. Then again, with all the camps looming in the near distant future, I hope I can survive. Ha ha.

Bahasa Indo

To Rachel and others who wish to learn a bit of Bahasa Indo:

Nama saya Zhen Yang (My name is Zhen Yang.)
Saya dari Singapura. (I am from Singapore.)
Saya belajar di Universitas NUS (I study at University NUS.)
Saya pendek dan tampan. (I am short and handsome, cantik for pretty)
Saya tidak tinggi. (I am not tall. For those who wish to use the word tall.)

This is so restrictive.

Ini Rachel, teman baik saya. Orangnya cantik dan tinggi. Rambutnya pendek dan lurus. Dia langsing, tidak gemuk. Dia dua puluh dua tahun. Dia perempuan, tidak laki-laki. Dia tinggal di Sengkang, dekat Hougang. Saya naik bus seratus lima puluh sembilan dari Ang Mo Kio ke Sengkang. Ongkosnya mahal sekali, kira-kira dua dollars. Pejalanan kira kira satu jam kalau naik bus. Serbarnanya naik taksi lebih nyaman, tetapi taksi mahal sekali. Saya tidak ada uang. Saya senang anjing dia, Dusty. Anjing dia warna coklat. Dusty menggongong: "guk, guk, guk!"

The End.