Stage

I am glad I made the decision to join StAJeworks back then.
Not just the introduction to theatre, but also the friends I made (say NO to Geraldine) HAHA
And of course, how we have managed to stick together after so long.
Geraldine bullying me, me bullying Rachel, Dusty biting the rest and so on.

We should have a Christmas celebration during the holidays guys. :)

Us and Them

There are some people you can click with better. I suppose you hang out with people whom you can communicate, or have fun with, unless you like hanging around people for specific motives then it is otherwise. You meet so many people in your life and most of them are really just there for the briefest amount of time, and you don't really concern yourself with them. It is just that group, those few people, the special selective few that you feel like you belong with them, or everyone belonged together. With others it is different, with them some might say: "you can be yourself". The nature of inclusion will obviously lead to exclusion, you cannot have Us without Them.

You will have different groups of Us, no doubt. The size and nature of relationships of Us will differ as well. And of course, Us is not static. That is why sometimes, it is so sad to see Us changing to Them. Or that there is so many Them and no Us. The many Us you have, do you wonder if they will still remain Us forever? Or why must it always be Us and Them and not All?

I Feel Dumb

If this post is about how unsure I am about sociology, it should be 1 million words or even longer. Then again, it is frustrating to not know what is it that you are studying. If I were to go back to the problem of laziness and procrastination, I would be hitting the nail on the spot. But as much as I hit the nail so many times, I have yet to pluck it out. Of course, this post will not be about self denial and self attack. That is way too depressing.

Hence, today's post would be on... how university makes me feel stupid? Seriously, not that I am not humbled by how much I know I don't know or even understand. But the extent of what I don't get is way too alarming, it is just too big a gap until it is flashing red like a big fat alarm. On the bright side, I am back to watching TV serials to de-stress. Glee, Big Bang Theory, and this new series called Downton Abbey which is set many many years ago, think World War 1.

Hopefully I turn smarter soon.