I made this blog a while ago, but I haven't actually used it since. I figured that 1. it's finals week and 2. I'm going to use this for my summer adventure in Italy, I might as well start writing in this now. I've actually been doing a lot of
journaling so I haven't had any urge to write in my
xanga.

I went home a couple weekends ago and it was such a nice feeling to get away from all my responsibilities in San Diego. I had so many thoughts about
Cupertino, but it's not worth mentioning them now. It's just interesting how much things stay the same, but at the same time change so drastically. And how sometimes people become strangers. And is a friendship real if you don't talk to that person at all during the year but then spend all your time with them at home? Yeah, I guess it's nice that no matter how distant you guys are things can get picked right back up, but to a certain point is the friendship just based on convenience? I don't really know - I have such mixed feelings about that. I probably also have a double standard on the subject. Like it's
ok for some friends to be like that, but for others it's not.
San Diego is good though. This year has gone by so fast. I can't believe it's been a year since my summer days of working at YMCA, taking classes with
Kei and Mel, and hanging out late into the warm summer nights. My second year started out as a blast, went a little
poopy for a while, but now I don't want it to end. I don't want to move off campus because I love where my apartment is this year and I love living on campus. Even though I don't HANG OUT with my neighbors, it's the little things that I'm going to miss. I'm going to miss people barging in to use the bathroom and walking over to
somebody's place to borrow a pot or skateboard. It's just that I've finally become content with my situation here that I don't want it to end. It's such a different feeling from last year when I was more excited to go home and spend the summer in
Cupertino than I was sad about moving out of the res-halls.

I think I'm going to miss these group of girls the most. Honestly, it's not even because I feel the closest to them, but rather it's because so many of them are leaving next year! Only five girls are returning and I really wish I got to know them better. At our last concert, I kept thinking that this was the last time this kind of sound would ever be produced. Next year, with a different group of girls, there will be a different set of voices, creating a different sound. Hopefully I will be less shy during my second year in
DOTs and look less tall and awkward in performances.

Oh man, these people. Outside of my roommates, I think I spent the most time with them - we got together at least twice a week. I'm going to miss the cabinet of 06-07. It did take me a while to get comfortable with them, but in the end I can look back at all the freaking meetings and events we put on and say that it's been a blast. I'm sad that we didn't get closer in the beginning, but hopefully I will get to see them next year. It felt so good to pull of a successful banquet/year. Let's hope next year goes well too.

Speaking of next year, look at these beautiful people. Things have started off pretty well already, but the real test will be next fall. We've already had so many laughs let's just hope they don't get sick of each other too soon.
Sometimes I like finals week because I feel like most of the time at the library it's just a huge hang out. Although that's not necessarily good for my grades, this is how I felt during junior year too. Since everybody is struggling against school little things just make it all bearable like
butt cracks and running around parked cars at a red light.
Anyways, I really can't wait until summer. Only 3 more days and 2 more finals to go! I'm dreading move out day, but I guess it's just something that has to be done. Part of me wishes I was going to stay in Cupertino to chill with buddies, but part of me is so so excited to go to Italy. It hasn't even really hit me yet. Argh, I don't want to go back to studying - I hate papers, they take up so much time.