Good tree bears good fruit

285th post Lord I want You. And Your Holy Spirit. Really envious of some who share such a close relationship with God. You know it's incredible when people can prophesy ( accurately ) and such. /// Something on my mind recently: 'Good tree bears good fruit.' I've heard some quoting this and associate with 'if a person is walking right with God, he/she will definitely witness converts from the people they bring to church.' ( They suggest that it is a must / criteria to prove that they are walking right with God. ) And now, here's what I saw from a commentary: 'Clarke's Commentary on the Bible So every good tree - As the thorn can only produce thorns, not grapes; and the thistle, not figs, but prickles; so an unregenerate heart will produce fruits of degeneracy. As we perfectly know that a good tree will not produce bad fruit, and the bad tree will not, cannot produce good fruit, so we know that the profession of godliness, while the life is ungodly, is imposture, hypocrisy, and deceit. A man cannot be a saint and a sinner at the same time. Let us remember, that as the good tree means a good heart, and the good fruit, a holy life, and that every heart is naturally vicious; so there is none but God who can pluck up the vicious tree, create a good heart, plant, cultivate, water, and make it continually fruitful in righteousness and true holiness.' What do you think?

Reliance. So foreign.

284th post Everything is getting tough. New problems, new issues, new challenges. This is the first time in a long while that I feel such a strong need to surrender and rely on God for guidance. I wanna be filled with the Holy Spirit and lead with it. I wanna know how to love too. Please God. I don't wanna be afraid. I wanna be faith-filled and faithful. God all these are do foreign. Such emotions are so hard to analyse and comprehend. These stuff are never things I asked for. But I need them now, so if you're willing, please grant me these desires O Lord. I don't wanna lead with human strength and towards me. Lord please, I wanna first be convinced and convicted inside out before the start of this new journey which feels a lot like facing a lot of my weaknesses. Whatever it is, I'm gonna cast all my anxiety on You. I know You are real. Always remind me that You command my destiny. Thank You Father, amen.

More than thankful

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Writing this as a record of blessings, and also for future interns of Ciba Vision.
( Before I started my internship, I googled for posts by previous interns too so yeah, haha )


You won't regret.
Well at least for now I'm actually even looking forward to tomorrow hehe.

For the first week, I was brought to promotional trainings at 8 Capitol stores, and also trade visits to 3 independent outlets. Very different indeed, but going IOs should be more relaxing cause the people more casual ah heh.

Met Raymond, one of our Year 3 clinicians next year, and one of the trainers too. Very nice and friendly guy, only scared I forget call him Mr Raymond in school lol.

The other trainer is our Key Accounts Executive, Daniel, whom I regard as my co-supervisor cause for the past 7 days I've been going out with him and interact with him even more than Adeline, my supervisor haha.
But she's a very knowledgable and approachable person too; I had the easiest-to-understand CL care and manufacturing 'lesson' by her. She should seriously be a lecturer in future - you guys sure do better lol, just wasted that she has no passion for teaching :/


Okay back to Daniel. He's the nicest superior I've ever had. Really.
Kept treating me meals and drinks then no want collect back every single time, send me home after the trade visits then go back office, takes note of little details ( even better than a girl sometimes hahaha ); there's once when we were having Starbucks while waiting for one of the IOs' lady boss to come, he even changed 4-5 chairs for me just cause it's a lil dirty, and of which I totally didn't notice at all.

Told him I'll accumulate till the end of ITP then return him all at once then he said treat him Majestic lol. Learnt a lot from his sharings, and the way he interacts with those people in shops. I really needa start treating those dudes like how I nonsense with the Hope people!

Just don't freak out when he drives lah, seems scary at times but is no problem one haha.
Oh and you'll never be able to guess his age hahaha.


Did data entry for the whole of today, will continue doing tomorrow too, but afternoon will be going out for TVs so yay man hehehe.

Looking forward to going Pearl Optical ( I think ) at Chinatown, best friend there hoho~

Really thank God for blessing me with such nice people to work under, praying for a continuous joyful learning journey ahead :)

Cause people really are fearful of the unknown, and uncontrolled.

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Tomorrow is the first day of my 1.5months of ITP, and I'm honestly.. scared.

It's like the same dread I have whenever I needa adapt to a new class. ( Okay it's actually of a lower magnitude lah haha )

But still scared. What will I be doing, will it involve a lot technical stuff which I absolutely suck at, can I just stay in the company do FB pages blabla on com please, can I just do reports write advertisement lines or whatsoever please, can the supervisor be nice please, can she don't scold me please, I'm too worded sometimes, can I x10000000.


Now I know why people fear death.
Cause people really are fearful of the unknown, and uncontrolled.


Trying to be positive in like since die die also must go through this 1.5 months, why not just make the most out of it with a learning spirit lol. But you know, I really don't wanna be told off cause I'm really easily affected by words, especially when I'm not proficient in those stuff aish.


Oh wells, I'm just gonna go spend time with God and draw strength from Him alr, if not I sure cmi one lol, so goodbye and pray for me please thanks hahaha

Wishing Upon The Leap Year ( edited II )

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Since it's a leap year, shall post my wishlist on this day hohoho


Handbag strong enough for school*
Thumbdrive*
Flats* ( toes covered, preferably black )
Hillsong albums
Sandals
Black shorts 
Blue & black* jeans
Maylande soap** ( Very urgent sia lol )
Skin Food Clear Nose Patch
Sweet smelling parfum ( not EDT heh )  ( but please not Incanto, Princess, or the like lol )
Sodagreen albums ( except the latest )
Iphone portable charger
Backpack* ( those you can carry to shop not the huge type I used to carry lol )


*needs heh 

Yay I love my Dads

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Today, as in 24 Feb 2012, is a real significant day in my life.
At 1840, my Dad made a pinky promise with me that he will change :)

It's the first time in my life that I talked so much with him and let him know what I've been wanting to say all these years.
So glad that we broke the traditional Chinese family custom we've been bound by all our lives, and that I don't have to wait till his deathbed to say those stuff. I hope he remembers heh.

I think he felt the love of Christ today :)

God always works in ways you cannot see, until on hindsight, you begin to trace back and see how He develops the story.

Thank You Lord.

'Jesus commands my destiny'

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From my heart to the heavens,
Jesus be the center
It's all about You
It's all about You





Don't worry, don't angry, all not worth it.




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Just read one of the notes I wrote before about my grandpa and I'm tearing all over again lol, the power of words!



Actually apart from the words, sometimes it's the memories that hold such significance.