爷爷，你觉得呢？

我爷爷是位非常 — 请让我强调，非常，有自己想法的人。

他知道的事情比一般人多很多，也许他和爸爸一样 每天必读两份报纸。

反观我妈，对国家大事几乎一无所知，也毫无兴趣，所以自从我爷爷花了三小时和我分享一些历史文化后 便不鼓励我问太多问题。


因此，我是一直到今天才知道原来

一，小叔和爷爷曾是最佳谈话伙伴
二，他们政见不同
三，爷爷和我一样不支持新加坡前首脑！



小叔认为人权不能当饭吃，


爷爷，你觉得呢？

"Do you know what orange means?"

The reason why I don't laugh at kids when they tell me they're attached 😄

so happy for them!!!!!

Mr. Kim, do you know well about the flower language? Red means passion, yellow means jealousy and pink means happiness. Do you know what orange means?

写作这东西呢，是不可能放弃的，因为是我爱的

本来想直接把这个给“放低”的，但读了几篇把自己给逗笑又感动后，决定偶尔在这个“从小就写着”的地方 写点有的没的也不错 哈哈。

写作这东西呢，是不可能放弃的，因为是我爱的，只是在很久以前换了个渠道。

我知道某些真心关心的朋友也时不时来这儿，在此深表感谢 哈哈哈哈。

The Lord has led me to a place where there's a safe environment to be equipped, and I'm very thankful. 

It has also been an awesome journey of learning more about the Father. When we experience what it means to be incredibly loved by our loving Father.. it's just indescribable. 

There's a difference between knowing the love of God, and knowing about the love of God. 

In the words of Shampa Rice, "there's no such thing as burnout."

'Cause our ministry is supposed to flow out of our beings, not our doings. 

Why not create hunger?

After a number of encounters, I think it will be good to share about my decision of not landing in Taiwan to avoid further speculation haha

"It all started with two statements a leader made very strongly during a discussion haha. He said, "Don't go for long-term missions just because it's a natural progression of the church. .... If you don't have a strong conviction from God, your (long-term) mission trip will certainly fail." That really shook me and tbh, I was seriously. freaking. out. cause I suddenly realized I didn't have that kind of conviction he was talking about. I went home to think about everything and I realised that from April (when I was first asked to tag along for the Taiwan STM) to July, I had just been flowing along with what the leaders were planning and I didn't really give much thought to whether or not it's sth I was truly convicted to do. If it's the me in 2015, I would say I was truly convicted and I was ready to go any time. However, the me in July 2016 was rather different; I didn't have the same level of conviction. Instead, I realised that my heart was growing for the poor, the homeless and serving in a street healing ministry. I couldn't comprehend the change. I began to wonder if there's anything wrong with me, like was I not doing well. So after struggling for two days, I couldn't take it anymore so I asked my leader if he had time for lunch and asked him about the stuff he said. Got to understand what he meant by 'natural progression of the church' and after sharing with him and his wife about the difference in my convictions, the latter began to share about how when she first started serving in a particular ministry, she thought that she would be focused on doing that but some time later, she realised that she had a stronger conviction in serving in another ministry. She was questioned by her shepherd then (like I thought you said you wanted to do this then how come suddenly change) and she told her that as much as she couldn't fully understand, she assured her shepherd that she's constantly in prayer and hearing from God. She also added that "if God really wants you somewhere, I'm sure He will lead you there." After hearing these from her, I was a lot more at ease cause I was reminded of Jonah too; of how God wanted him at Nineveh, how he tried to run away, and how God led him there eventually. 

So after the meeting with them, I asked to meet another leader and shared with him what I was going through. Told him that I didn't want to make a emotional decision and asked for more time to pray and think through. He was understanding and I told him that I'd give him an answer after the August STM. So throughout the time of praying, there was one day I was like God, really, please just tell me if You want me to go Taiwan for LTM or not; I really want to hear from You clearly and make a decision that pleases you. So at that moment, God just asked me, "If you go, who are you going for?" And I was like, woah. That was when I truly asked myself that question, and realised that "Yeah... if I really go, I'd be going for my leaders.." It felt like if I had gone, I'd feel more like I was just sent to fulfil a task, and not so much of a thing I really wanted to do then.. And I just wanna add that I'm really serious about God and His kingdom. I truly, truly want to honour and obey Him in the decisions I make. And I'm very thankful for the many divine appointments He has created from the start of 2016 until now; how He's been equipping me,  how He's sent many people who are experienced in various aspects that were foreign to me to guide me along etc."

Hope this clears many doubts haha. 

2016 was really a year of learning and I'm more than grateful for the journey God has brought me through. SMBC was life changing in some ways, and I never knew how powerful sharing testimonies (or being tagged in them lol) on social media could be until pre-believing friends (and even relatives during cny) approached me and show interest in what I'm doing and even in my faith, esp those who seem to have it all and feel Christianity is just a crutch. 

So instead of force feeding the gospel / teachings, why not create hunger?

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1JRQX7tEfzw


厉害点一：副歌只有一句也能红，曲世聪和文一丁有够牛

厉害点二：真假音转换也太厉害太好听了吧

厉害点三：两个大男人合唱这样的歌竟然没笑出来 反而是我自己笑到不行

"Do you know what a testimony is? It's a legal precedent."

"Do you want to be part of it?"

"I think this is universal and super important lol. Thought patterns are sooooooo important."


http://podcasts.ibethel.org/en/podcasts/the-war-in-your-head

The War in Your Head

Bill Johnson

Feb 15, 2015, 10:30 AM

Bill Johnson teaches a message on the importance of renewing our minds and taking thoughts captive. Our vote to believe a lie is what makes it powerful, because in itself it has no power to compete with the beauty and power of truth. Be encouraged to choose truth, and let your thoughts come out of the understanding of what He’s like as the ultimate Father!

"As we speak, the devil is being used as a chess piece by God."


#thealmosteverylinealsoworthnotingpastor #alreadyexcitedforKI2017