Sunday, December 12, 2010
well, firstly i don't think updating my blog is a chore, but rather its a diary where i keep all my memories for future reference and just a platform to express my thoughts. but apparently, twitter is a better platform to express my thoughts as and when i like as well as telling everyone the current happenings around, but i still believe blogs allow me to express it in a greater details. so if i don't update my blog, it's not because that im lazy, but rather i feel that theres no need to or that my life is simply mundane.
nevertheless, i shall take some time off just to update this blog. personally, i felt that there are changes in me. whether the changes are good or bad, im not too sure yet, but certainly im not who i used to be, maybe in just the slightest way. but definitely one thing im sure of, is that i've been contradicting my own beliefs as well as principles. im seriously losing myself, getting lost. i guess i just need time to sort things out. im not going into it but i hope i would be able to sort myself out.
december, reminds everyone of christmas. but seriously i dont see any anticipation from me, myself and i. life's pretty boring for me to look forward to anything. its been a pretty rough-sailing year for me, and i hope next year would be better. i've also planned some new year resolution already. okay, i realized this post seems pretty emo, but dont worry, im not. its also a closing and a summary of the whole year happenings and this year is quite fulfilling but at the same time, im pretty much exhausted from everything. i've been wanting a short getaway overseas but time don't allow.
i just found out that recently someone have moved on, and i hope you will be happy thats all. as for you, idk what has the future planned for us, but i will just follow my heart and act accordingly. then for some of my friends who just finished As, i think its time to plan ahead how to be productive for this holidays instead of rotting it away. for guys who are entering army, my advice would be enjoy while you can. =/
lastly i would like to update abit about the daily happenings in my life. yesterday went over to johor to shop at citysquare. bought a bag and contact lens. i realised the clothes over there are pretty similar from shops to shops. so i decided to go back to singapore to make my new year clothes purchase instead of over there at malaysia. bump into my cousin and aunt coincidentally. i've also had several meetups with different cliques as well as different individuals over the past few weekends. so life isnt that bad especially when i can meet you, have heart to heart talk with you and sing with you. i miss your voice like seriously. =)
thats all folks! tonight booking in again! decemeber's gonna be a fast month i suppose! remember, smiling helps, be it one way or another. so stay cheerful guys! =)
TianShui was here =D
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