8.31.2005

always there... in my heart.
Queen scribbled at 11:38 PM. +++

All the fond memories that i have with her.

are really juz memories now.

memories that will keep replaying ...

memories that will always be kept in my heart.
Queen scribbled at 10:56 PM. +++

the lyrics that she wrote in her frenster.

Kci n jojo- all my life.

listening to it makes me tear.

flashbacks.

i really miss her.
Queen scribbled at 10:53 PM. +++

8.15.2005

If i had a choice, I WOULDNT ASK !

i'm irritated.

irritated.

i.r.r.i.t.a.t.e.d.

.....

who can i go to now?

who can help me?

i feel so lost lost lost ... in this course.

frustration. helplessness. irritated.

I'm feeling SOO BLUE
Queen scribbled at 8:27 PM. +++

8.03.2005

my mind was a blank when i reached there..

it still felt that i was in a dream.

i entered. tears welled. it was another heart-breakin moment.

the photo looked so lively

the name was so familiar..

The rain came.. followed by thunder. it made the whole atmosphere worse..

the rain got heavier..

we stayed with her till the rain subsided.

nuttin can describe the pain we felt..

things will no longer be the same but i noe we gotta be strong n move on.

i will b strong.
Queen scribbled at 8:21 PM. +++

8.01.2005

This is e day that hurts e most.
29th july sealed e fate of a young n promising gal who would grad in a year's time.

the news came v sudden. everyth went sudden too. my mind was a blank. I didnt noe how to react. I thot i was dreaming and everyth would be ok when i wake up.

it didnt. i couldnt sleep that night. the moon on e sky reminds me of her.

it was daybreak n time to go to sch. memories of her filled my mind n i broke down. tried to regain my composure. life is so fragile.

reality is harsh.

I reached SGH. The sight of her parents and the whole scene made my heart ache more.
There she was lying motionless. i couldnt express how i felt.

The moment at the Mandai cremetorium was even more heart-wrenching.
nobody expects this to happen.


she is gone. forever.

at times i still cant accept the fact

but e memories that she has left behind will be inscribed in my memory forever.
Queen scribbled at 9:02 PM. +++