4.22.2005

when e goin gets tough, the tough gets goin!

winnie gets ready....


to conquer 3 remaining papers!!!
tues: maths 2
thurs: maths 1.. n econs!!



3




2



1


GO! (p.s its 1 am.. i go sleep 1st... will be fully charged by tmr!)
Queen scribbled at 12:52 AM. +++

4.21.2005

SADM! i wanna be in SADM..
but i'm already 2nd yr .. goin to 3rd yr in eee..
y didnt they establish the sch earlier?? when i was in yr 1..?

i'm hangin in mid air...

to be so far from my dream, n nearer to someth that i dun desire (the path is long.. terribly LONG!)

when i put in effort in art, i feel contented.. as the time i put in is all worth it.

sometimes i feel like i'm wasting a huge portion of my life away doin eee.. n the feelin is terrible
i feel no purpose but i still gotta do it..

i wanna paint all my troubles away...
Queen scribbled at 10:24 PM. +++

i wanna scream.
but no voice came out.
i tried to be strong.
but i really feel sad
how does it feel like to leave the hall knowin u cant do it after taking it 3 times?

2 papers a day is madness
why muz we go thru this torture every sem?
we only gain stress, tears thru it.
e knowledge is returned at e end of each papers..
so wats e purpose of it all?
Queen scribbled at 10:11 PM. +++

4.18.2005

WHen there are too many things to be done, which will be the priority??

Everyth is juz as important. doin more of one thing will lead to having less time of another..

1 module tmr... semi con...2 modules on wed.. digital n chemistry...
CHEMISTRY..

this is e 3rd time i'm takin it.. its So Un-related to electrical engineerin.. cant they give pple like me one chance n be more lenient...??

everyth makes sense at the last moment.. but time restricts e amt of info to be stored in my memory bank.

stressed out.

semi conductors tmr... i'm readin semi .. i'm thinkin of digi n chem...

wat goes in then?

?
Queen scribbled at 11:00 PM. +++

4.14.2005

i haf someth to say... i typed it out juz now.. but everyth was gone...
comp hanged as usual....


juz a short note to a fren...

dun think too much, i'm sorry if all that i've answered u made u feel worse... things may not be that bad ok! i've been thru many disappointments...i'm scared too for this paper, but i told myself, there are still many papers to study for.. n i dun wanna think about a paper that i've already done.

durin e first sem, after every papers, i will feel v sad as i dunno how to do..
now, even when i noe that i'm not confident in passing, i feel numbness.. i;m scared too, but i dun wanna think about it.. as it will bring more fears...

We JIAYOU together ok.. i'm sure we will be fine!

lets charge our batteries once again k..!
Queen scribbled at 7:34 PM. +++

I M BACK!
Queen scribbled at 6:58 PM. +++