1.31.2004

I M 20!!! haha HAD A GREAT TIME 2dae n yday!!!!! enjoyed myself tremendously.. THANks Guys.. love u lots..! my frens brought me to music undergrd on thurs and was quite surprised coz the place has been converted into someth like a KTV till 11pm.. ladies nite on thurs as usual.. but feel abit out of the crowd coz the crowd consists of mostly middle-aged pple.. my frens bought mango mousse cake for me n tried to hide it frm me but i m smart.. discovered it but act blur.. hehee.. really appreciate the ''surprise'' that was meant for me.. made many bday wishes this yr.. hahaa hope all will come true..!Photos taken...

too bad couldnt take pic of the mango cake coz it was too dark..

Fri.. went lecture as usual.. everyth was normal.. planned to go meet my frens after my lect.. accompanied frens to haf early dinner coz i had extra time to spare.. everyth seems normal... UNTIL........................ diz special fren of mine came with a cake! haha so they had it all planned.. stalling time etc .. was really surprised!!! coz didnt expect my engine mates to come up with a mini celebration for me in e canteen!! really touched... no words can express.. this special fren had done many things for me n i really appreciate it.. nice fella.. pic of the cake..



Had dinner at nooch n went party after that..took many pics with my fren's camera too.. will upload them when i m free....
my frens bought me wat i wanted.. hahaa real TOUCHED again.. n the puma jacket that i've always been lookin at...purple n white~ nice combi!! its lovely!!! love it lots..THANKS!! n all other presents 2.. 2 all my frens who wished me HAPPY BDAY.. THANKS once again..
busiest day today with the sms-ing... once a yr thingy i guess.. haha
the polaroid that i took with huiyi n dotty


Thanks for makin my 20th bday so memorable!!
thats all for now..
to be continued.....TIRED... ZZZ
Queen scribbled at 3:40 AM. +++

1.21.2004

HAPPY NEW YR!

collect more ang baos okiezz!! a prosperous ahead frens..! Gong xi fa cai!
Queen scribbled at 12:06 AM. +++

someth meaningful that my fren forwarded.........

> A kindergarten teacher has decided to let her class play a game. The
> teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag
> containing a few potatoes. Each potato will be given a name of a person
> that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in
> his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates.
>
> So when the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the name of
> the people he/she hated. Some had 2 potatoes; some 3 while some up to 5
> potatoes.
>
> The teacher then told the children to carry with them the potatoes in
> the plastic bag wherever they go (even to the toilet) for 1 week.
>
>
> Days after days passed by, and the children started to complain due to
> the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes. Besides, those having
> 5
> potatoes also had to carry heavier bags. After 1 week, the children were
> relieved because the game had finally ended.
>
> The teacher asked: "How did you feel while carrying the potatoes with
> you for 1 week?" The children let out their frustrations and started
> complaining of the trouble that they had to go through having to carry the
> heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.
>
>
> Then the teacher told them the hidden meaning behind the game. The
> teacher said: "This is exactly the situation when you carry your hatred
for
> somebody inside your heart. The stench of hatred will contaminate your
> heart and you will carry it with you wherever you go. If you cannot
> tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just 1 week, can you imagine
> what is it like to have the stench of hatred in your heart for your
> lifetime???"
>
>
> Moral of the story:
>
> Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will not
> carry sins for a lifetime. Forgiving others is the best attitude to
> take!
Queen scribbled at 12:01 AM. +++

1.18.2004

Take Me Away by Fefe Dobson

I..was waiting all my life to know you
(all about you)
And now..I'm staring in your eyes in shea flour
(all about you)

And in our minds, it comes so easily
But theres a feeling comin over me
I want to show you,
But theres nowhere we can really be free
Everybody's watchin'

Wouldn't it be good if we could be together

Take me away,
Take me far away from here
I will run with you
Don't be afraid
Navigating, I will steer
Into the sun, we will run

I try...to remember when I was just a child
(In a roo-oom)
And my...imagination used to run wild
(I never knee-ew)

Then nothing ever as it seems to be
When a dream collides with our reality
It should be easy when two people love each other truly
Everybody's talkin'

Wouldn't it be good if they would understand us...

Take me away,
Take me far away from here
I will run with you
Don't be afraid (afraid)
Navigating, I will steer
Into the sun, we will run...

We, will run.
Whoooaaa whoa whoa whoa
We, will run.
Oh yeah yeah yeaah

Wouldn't it be good if they would understand us
Wouldn't it be good if we could be together...
TAKE ME AWAY!

Take me away, (take me away)
Take me far away from here
I will run with you
Don't be afraid (Don't..Be..Afraid)
Navigating, I will steer
Into the sun, we will run...

Run, whoa whoa whooaa
I will run with you wherever you go
Don't be afraid
Let's runaway and I will steer
Into the sun, we will run.

Queen scribbled at 1:04 PM. +++

1.17.2004

Juz woke up not long ago.. haha tired.. slept v late yday n woke up even later today! so fast.. new yr is comin~ haha hope there will be MORE sale after cny~
Awaitin MORE discounts from World of Sports especially!! den i can get the jacket i like.. PUMA! its really cool~! so many tops i saw n wanna buy but mum have been complainin...saving up now n waiting for ang baos to come next week so after new yr.. i can buy!die die muz buy..!else i'll keep on thinking abt it... hahaa gonna tidy my room now.. hmmmm.......... where shall i start clearin?? so many notes flyin ard... sighzzZ.. so dusty.. hope i dun end up havin a runnin nose lateRz.. haven had lunch yet.. *stomach growls* ahhhhhhhhhh... hate to clear things.. coz 3 weeks later i noe it will end up e same... but if i dun clear up.. i wont haf the mood to study...! oh well.. i shall START now.

blog later.. haha >.<

*hungry* shall hunt for some food 1st.........

Queen scribbled at 1:50 PM. +++

i cant describe my feelings now.. m i happy or sad? cant differentiate betw the two anymore..
Queen scribbled at 1:52 AM. +++

1.16.2004

LOVE PINK now..! haha

Queen scribbled at 12:02 PM. +++

1.14.2004

got rather easily irritated too today.. mood swing eh?? prob coz i slept v late yday? Sleepy person=angry person? i m someone who doesnt like to explain things in details, maybe its juz my character, the questions that some1 asked me today gets on my nerve at times..maybe i was havin a headache n thus find it a chore to answer the so-many qns... was bombarded with so many "WHYS"..''why u nv contact him/her".."why nv pay attention".."why this.."...."why that..." even question me at the most minor thing.. experienced this many times since last sem but juz felt irritated now.. can i not explain everyth.. sometimes i juz want to be alone.. need space to breathe..if u noe me well.. u will realize that i m someone who needs PLEnty of FREEDOM....n peace..

stop guessing n leave me alone..Need a BREAK at times.. thanks

juz dun like to be questioned like a criminal
if i meant to tell u things.. i will.. maybe not now.. but eventually...... i will....