What happened to me ? Ya. I guess over the years i've changed, changed for someone i loved so much until i couldn't recognize myself. A boy, a man, a cold hard steel or a self-deceiver. 3 years was long. That's what i realized when the hard brick truth slam hard into me. Months of deceiving myself.
Finally the weight seen to lighten itself. I know what i need to do. To move on. Be myself back. Tho i will still look back but the santance she said, "We will never be together again." echos in my mind to continue moving forward. She wouldn't be at my ending point cheering and waiting to hold my hands to where ever we gonna be.
