Lost In Beauty-

30 April 2010

haha ... finally class OVER ! still dunno wat ada doing .... was asking yik how to do all along ... at this rate i going to kill myself .....

use com too much until forget time to go out to training ..... so i guai ... sent early message to say i going bit late ... surprising ! bus driver SUPER fast ... WEeeee~~~ reach liao ... some more on time ...... we change venue from indoor hall(cuz got bits of glass) to dance studio (cuz smooth tile + sweat = dam slippery) to basketball court ...... haha it seen long we use back liao so think it very very very de nice to train at ... used to rougher floor .... find that a time goes, my style is getting different ...... can see de ... then at last get to kick "sandbag" ... well not that hard le but if kick wrong sure injure like mad ...... bleeding ? nope so far ... CC everytime so early close .... then have to wait for yi ting ... dunno wat they talking also so long ... but nv la ... chatting was nice as well ^^v

go back home, heat up pasta and eat ... waa ... eating at this time was so FULL ~~~

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28 April 2010

today wed ~!~! the only lesson fun was ADA ...... we doing examples but was fun cuz we completing to do finish and go home ...... with kel, yik help we all do finish together ... yay ! but still need go goodwill which i haven't learn yet ...... but from the smartness of us, we easily learn on spot and complete it.

so wait for az to finish and go to tkd ~~~ yay ! after so long and have to drag him there (teehee) ...... when up early bit to have kicks ... leg ichy la ...haha ... somehow today special ...... sir jason was us all to try do jumping double front kick ... wa sei ... hard le ... cannot lift up second leg ... so from then i guess was having demo ...... cuz recently i just watched eileen's video

so end up me, yiting and az left to try leaping OVER people and hit target ...... yiting 5, az 6, and me 7...... paisei ar fabian ... first one in front suppose not to kana de but tio shoulder ... ^^ sorry ...... but manage to clear it and hit target. guess we 3 have to work hard cuz sir jason want us to do 8 now ------> 10 later ------> best 12 for record ...... wa~a~a~a ...... so more training on tuesday ...

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"chatting with my favorite guy now"
"he so cute!!!"
"he do hab a galfriend. (T.T) (T.T) (T.T)"
"shags sia~~ hais... y sia?? y? y? iie damn love love him sia", "dunnoe whn iie hab a stead sia. mus wait&wait&wait again~"

ya all this came from YOU ! guess in your short few month plenty of guys you wish they was your bf ... it just disgust me so much ...... your feelings, actions, words, when will one be real ? or just some skit to make people care for u

not only 1 but few another around me ... this a game to you ? or just like Chinese say, like tying on clothes ...... if i ever have chance i will tell others they not worth their true heart......

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27 April 2010

today gone sch early ... looking forward for S&W ...... take me as a different kind of guy; more sporty kind ...... i not like those like to skip when they can or say "yes ar ~! " when S&W got canceled ...

so meeting kenneth to sch ... reach there was like wa lao .... 1 ... 2 ... 3 ... chiao ... somemore jerry keep delay ... end up taking height and weight then play bit of badminton

after eating lunch was sleepy ...... everytime 2 hour each ... sian ... how i wish could separate ... or dun need to wake up ever in class

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25 April 2010

(flex muscle) ... muahaha ... felt fit ... morning when to ran with yik at stadium ...... quite good to start train up ...... yik so long nv ran liao but good la ...... still can ran 6 round 18 min ...... me 8 rounds with last round slow walking all the way for cool down(my 8 round is 19 i think ... dam slow ~!~!) maybe next time i should take notice about my 6 round instead >.<

reach home bath eat bread fast and sleep in afternoon ... well ... planned to do hw at night but well ... over sleep and sleep again once i eat finish dinner and bath up

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24 April 2010

today quite happy and excited start of day ... looking forward to celebrate lucas bday with evil pans ... haha ...... a gift and relightable candles ...muahaha .... but actually today only going to do poster and watch movie but well with things crope up, half go watch movie half go do poster .... oh yes before that was having ajisen ... yummy ... lucas i chop your lobster into half le ...

KICKASS was some bit funny but not totally comedy movie ... but well ... so far the nicest script of all ...... from the most common scene in life to anyhow one kind ... haha ... even better then percy jackson or clash of titans(well both actually bit same) ... if i could recommend, i would just say watch anyone but not both

so movie end liao was going home but change of plan ... cuz not celebrate lucas bday yet ... wa lao ...... my present with rui fang ... candle with her also ... sian ... only thing with me is my lighter ... ok la ... meet ru yan at bugis ... hard to get lucas away from me ..... lucky he call ...haha .... then here it is ... simple celebration for him with a cake ... then we go shop abit before going eat ... ai yo .... bust all my money eating ajisen, movie, popcorn ... etc ... ai yo ... need go home eat liao ... but lucas say he full so share share lor ...... somehow feel like both brother and sister ... haha ... spending even more time shopping before going home

just a great day ^^V

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23 April 2010

lol today in morning got call and sms liao ...... surprising i dun have headach from last night drinking ...... sry for making few worry that i'm drunk ... but hey ... if i drunk hor, i wouldn't even reply sms properly lor ...... well no sch ... skip bl ... oh yes, miracle that business won, i watched the video also not good le .... rigged prolly like last time ...

teacher teach quite lot liao ... ai yoyo ... bearly catching up la ......

and tell u wat, i hate business networking and salesmans ! 100% con people ...... say about how high u can get but look it this way, u taking money which from your relative and they earning more from "free advertising" without lifting a finger ... so byran forget it, i wouldn't join

so rush home and go training ... lucas call me saying got quite few new people ... orh ~~~ nice just hope everyone get through all the training and did well in lets say 1 year time...... jia you ~!~!

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22 April 2010

This coming week is so busy that i didn't have time to do hw .....

Wednesday->tkd training
thursday --->birthday party
firday------->tkd training
saturday---->meeting & movie
sunday------>primary sch gethering

This week really really tired ...... i even wonder if i can go to sch at friday cuz most likely gonna stay at chalet till late morning with those drinks as well .... then evening still got training ... wa ... then i be like zombie on sat ......

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lol today gone buy present and when to PC's bday ! woohoo ! ... pc as in pang cheng la ... not computer kind pc ... waaa though i going to be late ... end up too early only zhi zhong, pc, deborah there only ... but slowly all reach la ... how surprisingly everyone changed their look somehow ... haha girls become prettier, guys become handsome ......

we play game like "5 10", "who wat huh", "big fish, small fish" ... and of cuz forfeit is those bottles of wiskey all bring ... lucky i never bring... or else too many la ... i end up drinking lot of Chivas and tropical vodka ...... i stop before i even wasted ... well i never been wasted so dun need try on me ^^v it can never happen ...haha ... but pc ar ... drunk liao ...... down there dancing with his "dragon" ......lol .... so big ar O>O

reach home liao 2++ so just sleep ...... best !~!~!

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20 April 2010

wake up so early for nth ... if teacher could name student "pon" class, i could also name one teacher who does =.="'

so was looking forward to wed training or fri as well ... that where i really have fun ...... study just so argh !!!

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18 April 2010

x : hey hey
x : eu over with who sia
x : hahahhas
x : qort another gal eu like liaos wors (:
me : nope no gal
x : hahahas
x : den who sia
x : don tell eu miie is a guy
x : hahhhas

Can't u see that the person is you ! It's not I'm all over u, I'm over with you. Gone & past, buried deep underground somewhere i do not know. No longer in my list of people i do care about.

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17 April 2010

awww when watch "clash of the titans" with dianto and ridz ... well for those like percy jackson and the lightning thief, this is similar one ... soso if i going to rate it ......

then have to chiong home and to hougang again for training ...... this time got alot of wind blowing ar ...qiu ying, ruyan, eleine all came ...... plus 2 new girl ...... quite satisfy with today training cuz i nv felt sick ...... and learn quite great lots of style i could improve myself on ... hope this goes on ......

go with my WHOLE shirt and gi pant wet ... like just walked in the rain ...... result of hard training ...lol ... jk ....

now eating kinder beuno ... so nice ~~~

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15 April 2010

well well ... this few days bl but who cares ! seen someone wants to be hero or be boss ok lor, go take all and do ... not my responsibility liao ...... u want it, take lor, take more. Not bl liao, not biz liao, not secretary act so much ... of all people why her sia ... all bl sian by half ...... so i just when to classes instead

Taxation has mrs chan, her teaching ok but chiong first when half class not around =.="' ok la ... she still need get her work done ... hope everyone catch up fast enough with first few chapters ...... as for higher accounting ... lame ... very very very lame ... it just mps ... can sleep liao ...... somemore i think the teacher also dunno wat i talking about when i give ans ... it just the ans i gave in exam =.="'

got quite some time seen she ended far early ...... rest when home only me stay back for tkd ...... gone cafe2 see qiu xian and rui fang ... then slowly rest came ...... we kinda slack until exact time then go up ... ok la ... response didn't expect much also for freshie to join ...... during training vomit again ... (my dad say becuz i nv drink enough plain water =.="') ok lor but i think becuz of little exercise recently ... well logistic again ... guess i can't escape that faith ...haha ... schenker-->bl-->tkd ...... all logistic ...... after that gone eat mac and when home ...... opps ... did i eat mac spicy again ... hoho ......

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13 April 2010

today quite shit >.< ... bl nothing to do cuz my class like most time with CA or talk so like ...... i gone for tkd ...... want sparring with aloy de ... but was like distributing flyers all day ... sian la ... i hate distributing this kind of things ... rather doing spar, kick or pattern la ...... so wasted my whole day ...... sian ... tml i should go back class instead ... yup i should

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12 April 2010

hmmm wake up 5 ... dunno why so early ... ok la ... good to be on time as well ... dunno class to take until last min ...... though of intro new game but sort of kept it ...... bl they nv know so dun want do sometime to quarrel with ...... same time they sian of old untangle hand game ...... ai yo ... nvm la ..... most play other ......

gone for interview and that's really alot of people in that long list ... hope get in ba ...... wanted to take back swimming to lifeguard but so long never really rusty liao ...... put oil also like no use ...... have to do something ba ...... right now new year + new term + new day = fresh chapter (wat's written is past, wat's recording is present, wat's moving is future)

What do humans live for ? To write on your book of life with bare hands.

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10 April 2010

hmmm overslept ... at first was meeting with az to go bladeing ... woke already like going 1 ... sms him and got to know he can't make it ...... then here comes my lazy habit ...... i dun want go anywhere ... typically rotting infront of my laptop ... ai yo ...... oh yes i came across this phrase rather nice and does keep me going

Lives to fight another day

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09 April 2010

Waaa ...... was looking forward to tkd training today seen like 3 weeks of not so much ...... guess wat, i found myself weak like hell now ...... after 75 push up and 10 shutter runs, i was out ...... stamina dam poor now ...... my mind want keep on but just well ...... at my limits already ......

so decides to go "re-train" myself once again

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08 April 2010

WHY ! After you dumped me, you ignored my sms and calls, you lied, you changed the heart of yours ...... you showed your face again. Appear before me like all those is just a kind of joke. You start to show concern again about me, called me up but wat am i to say ? How i wanted to just say wat the hell u want to call me for ? to tell me all about the things u in your life again ? to toy with my feelings again ? to have a extra person to show care to you ? you no longer worth the care and concern i giving, not even anything else. I can no longer smile in front of you, saying anything and everything to make u happy and forget about problems or to show that i was just by your side. just sry i can't be that wei xiong you once knew ... he's dead ... and wats left to you want the crude and mean one ... the twin that born out of misery. IF you reading it now, know that i will not pick up your call or reply your sms anymore. Nothing can be the same.

It suppose to be sweet and romantic to say in french but i going break the image

Au revoir

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04 April 2010

*Yawns* today got grading so intend to wake up around 7 ... but fear that i overslept until 11++, i ask my parent to wake me up before they go out of house ... guess wat time ? 5 ! yes F.I.V.E ! V ! ... so early ... then i drag for like 2hour before going out but seem short enough ......

oh ya did i say why so early ? well grading 9.45 am 2 jurong east ... other end of sg ... ciao turtle ... good also la ... sleep all the way until there ... so much sit in train also ...... reach there like yi ting, ruirang, zhen bi only ... so wait while rest reach and go together ... but that place really really familiar ... the swimming complex i nv go for like ( 3 years ?) ..... didn't practice much also ...... ai yo ... anyhow la .... sure pass ... but no double only ......

ARGH ! i still can't react properly under pressure ...

so my sparring worst of all, not demo kick ... forget it ... did u hear something (aw well ... my stomach rumbling ...hahawhat time is it ? --->lunch time ! eat duck rice ... full full ... but hor that leong is dam straight down irratating ... from grading he keep sticking like super glue until go home ... aw well ... wat worst is his habit ... boost wat shit about how much u can eat ar ..... like pig sia ...... more is that u eating and drink other's leftover ...... disgusting ......

haha so only me alone home again la ... but at tamp saw xin siang (hope nv spell wrongly) ... so took same bus back home ... wana sleep when back but took effort to bath so i v.v.v awake ... wat to do when bored ? play com till night ...... ZZZzzzz.....

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02 April 2010

well today whole day going to rot at home ...... ai yo ...... no training .... yup ...... one after another got canceled ... how about grading get canceled also ?

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01 April 2010

wonder how to go training tml ...... now no longer only my instep ... it extended to my shin ...... so whole day i was just sitting in front of my com and surf around ......

dunno why i always rmb date or time wrongly ...... the gravest mistake i ever have which changed most of my life and it still on-going ...... sigh ...... wish it was as simple as how i can sing out songs along tune without actually rmb the words ...... like just know the lyric as if it was part of me ..... why can't rmb things be part of me ?

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