Lost In Beauty-

31 March 2010

lol ... first time wake up in morning, check hp ... my eyes suddenly pop out just big ... result is out liao ......(wait a minute ... this not my result) cause they sent me dunno which people from dunno which course one ......

So have to go online myself to see ... wa at first very scare ... with few paper dam hard :S Open, opening, opened --> eyes popped again, though i still dreaming ......

My result :

Wa IAC though i going to get F this exam then overall drop to C or D ...... but wth ...... A (know wat that mean ? they moderate like mad) ...... now super duper happy but then start to worry about my friend's result as well ...... all the best !

Fight for what you believe and think you should be. Be yourself and nobody else. *well people may think you just a troublemaker but believe me ... troublemakers do proud one day*

~the beauty exposed~

30 March 2010

well, it's rather late now but somehow i just not sleeping ... i bit happy ... why ? siao ar ...... no la ...... been talking to xiao mei ...... she quite troubled with insensitive bf la ...... so we been talking like to 2 3 in am ? teehee ...... dun worry la ...... pei ren fan hao guo mei ren fan ni ...... so feel free to talk if unhappy ba ...... even tho i not a sweet talker, not a good cheerer or some joker but well at least i have listening ear ba ... (errr looking eyes)

well before that when out to find jobs nearby ... quite interesting few i would like but u know ...... holiday even poly, 'o' & 'n' coming out looking for pt job ... so dun expect much but just to kill time and earn some money ba ...... i can't go on with my expenses so much ...... so guess that all

I swore before that i will forget and i will mean it

~the beauty exposed~

28 March 2010

Over You
Chris Daughtry
Songwriters: Daughtry, Christopher; Howes, Brian

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
i got over you.

~the beauty exposed~

25 March 2010

From reading it just 1 min ago, my heart no longer longs for you. All this while, i'm just nothing to you or well, replacement. Those reasons that you gave was just part of another quick escape but it does wake me up. You never feel anything for what both gone through. You like guys like changing clothes in your wardrobe. Those fun with friend exceed the limit of friend while with me. You said you not gotten over, you said you do not have the couple feeling ...... all are lies. Pretty much seem like there too many other in your heart and my heart was stolen by you. So now that you crashed it, i have no reason to hope that you came back.

我只能说我一之以来痴痴的等呆奇迹的出现。。。From now, i will totally forget about you. I will erase you from my memory. You will be just another stranger that i never talk to before and that's how it going to be.

~the beauty exposed~

22 March 2010

dunno wat to write cuz i dunno wat i thinking ...... messed up me ...... maybe sleep inside coffin for few days would make me think like Einstein

~the beauty exposed~

20 March 2010

A lot of things to say but just dunno what to say
A lot of things to tell but just can't tell right now
Want to let you know but just kept it a secret
Want to be special but just fear that different would push us apart

Didn't know what to do, didn't know what to think, didn't know what to act, dun ask me why or how cuz i didn't know how to answer

~the beauty exposed~

Heyhey, got my mordem working ... after like 45 mins of call waiting and other 45 mins of fixing ...... think that technician at the other end also quite "pei cei" after checking here and there, config here and there still can't see my connection under their internet networking......haha ...... but well it work in the end that's matter ^^v

Early in morning nose bleed again (ei no chio bu hor ... at home le) ...... must be eating something wrong or something ... for 19 year and i still can't figure out why =.="'

decide to go find work on monday seen i quit my soeul garden job ......

~the beauty exposed~

19 March 2010

sian should have gotten singtel one ...... m1 just suks la ... got half hour, i still can't get through the helpline ... bullshit ! ...... just quit my seoul garden job also ... kana dun like it liao so wat to do le ^^v just quit lor if not happy ......

A chinese saying"there is no place a man can't go"

So xiao huan you jia you also ... looking forward to see you in sch instead

~the beauty exposed~

16 March 2010

Today work at first ok de but dun that idiot ...... this how it goes ... we have reservation of 74 so is like full house ma ... busy until like 3+ so Celine ask me go kitchen help bryan lor ... but help half way he zao ... i think ok la nvm he come back de ... end up never until 5 and guess wat, he slack outside le ! chei no wonder got young girl student ma so he cb stay outside serve then coming back finish wat he should do ...... nabei i come in not to replace him hor ... so i be mean and left all hotplates untouched. Good luck la ... you will 100% ran out of hotplates and u 100% need to wash it up in like let say 25-30 in 1.5hr from 9.00-10.30 ? haha who cares......go die anyway

~the beauty exposed~

14 March 2010

Haha when down to IT Fair the second time but this time i when down to get my broadband and sd card for phone ^^V

Guess wat, met shanice (my junior in co during secondary) ...... wow ! she very very very different ! Why ?
1)Hair longer (longer then shoulder)
2)Wear blue contact
3)Sounds different
4)More pretty ^^v of cuz right ...

get to know wat she do recently and her number cuz dun want lost contact again ma ......

hmmm find it boring to walk around when i know wat there and got wat i need so ... go home and rot liao ...

~the beauty exposed~

13 March 2010

well IT fair ! yay ! all those cheap cheap parts .... that's wat i loved about it ...

gone there in morning cuz i dun want squeeze with people in the afternoon especially weekend ......

my goal to get a new broadband and SD card ...... too many ... go home then decide wat to buy when tml comes (hope jia ren and ridz will come or i come alone again)

Saw siew eng and few others friends work ... quite angry for her cuz of mr quek again ...... 2.5 buck/hr and kana pushed like dog ...... even others get more pay la ... dun say about this kind of huge profit fair ...... sian ...... 1 note: next time he say u do something, forget about it ...... nothing is good from him de ......

~the beauty exposed~

12 March 2010

First day of holiday with nothing to do ... rotting at home ... though of going to IT fair but lazy and no one go with me seesee so ended up at home with com lor .......

somehow 4.30 seem so slow to come ...... fastfastfaster ...... looking forward to training ...... dunno how ran outside feels like ......

~the beauty exposed~

11 March 2010

Finally whole exam is over, OVER ! Woohoo ! All going to "celebrate" @ soeul garden but i didn't go ... haha pangsei them .... well cuz i cannot eat rubbish food again ... nose bleeding ... so sian ... can taste blood in my throat ...... so dianto they all go, i when home but then lyn they when fly kite ... exam over nothing to do so go fly kite with them lor ^^v

so happy lor ... joker ... when my kite flew away cuz the string not tied to the wheel... lyn also ...haha fly even further alway ... ermm ... did i eat rubbish food again o.o? grrr ...... should learn to take care and self-control ...haha

~the beauty exposed~

10 March 2010

ha *sarcastically* (if u still dunno, u not know well enough) ...... IAC exam dam sian one ...... all those weeks of revisions all wasted ...... paper come out all different de ... CA the same, final the same ... ciao ! Those planning take accounting ---> good luck :s

Ok ba ... seen the !!!MOST!!! difficult paper over liao then should be the most happy even tho last paper(MPS) not finished. One thing make me more (dunno how to say, sort of glad, jealous and hate) ... well saw her downstair playing around with her classmate ba ... still i got jealous for being so close to other while i ... hate making me felt that way ... glad to see her smiling which i can give her ......

wat the crap i thinking about ... people break with u liao still think about her ...... should have follow my friend's advice ... forget about her ......

so back to home emo-ing

~the beauty exposed~

09 March 2010

SVE didn't study ... but well still barely pass ba ... dunno how low i will go this time ......

come on bucket your seat belt and chiong for tml IAC ba .... highest credit of all le ... 1 F = GG, no continue de ...... so meet kel, yik, ridz, dianto at mac to study ...... haha as usual la dirty & gay all come out but all with fun ...... the girls all slowly when home expect for few guys still studying ...... just hope everyone get prepare to fight tml war and come out victory ba

~the beauty exposed~