Lost In Beauty-

27 February 2010

Ok let start off with basic. READ MY EVER FIRST POST FIRST OR DUN READ REST.

Friends : Good luck in studying, dun crack brain like walnuts
Derrick : You wan it, i will give it to u
Xiao huan mei : I update liao hor ...
Feyfey : Not your burden, dun carry
Family : Nothing to say
TKD : Jia you in IVP on 6th & 7th getting sunshine and xp from it

And to me, dun think so much, follow the feeling, do wat u have to do, never regret a single choice u made

~the beauty exposed~

11 February 2010

Think it become my habit to wake up at 8 liao ...... Zzzz every late for first period of class ...... debarment list going to come out, everyone is talking about it ... somehow i just dun care ...... not that my attendance is very good la ... but just sian is greater then worry ... wake up first thing see sms then know feyfey also late ... might as well meet up before going lor ... kenneth go sch liao so ended up only wati, feyfey, derrick and me

Ciao ... class like no one also ... waste time ... actually i only want to come for pm1 but if i stay at home sleep sure kana fan by mom to wake up...

Pm1 presentation is quite good la ... just that ALL of us never prepare for it ... keep looking screen but for me i got explain on it la so dunno if other bit angry ba cuz i talk so much ......

Love: Wat i can say is that she is hot and cold, i do not know wat to do, wat she want, wat she thinks. Well actually i also dunno myself ...... see la confuse me ...... still take her as my gf even tho after so much or just ignore all the way even when she say hi and try forget her ... argh ! This not first time she just didn't want to be around me like that ... but why ask my friend about me ? why ? why ? Izzit i in your way to something ?

~the beauty exposed~

10 February 2010

finally able to blog liao ... so long my net was down...... well semi down ...... slow like shit ...

well pass few day not quite happy also for some people ... well including me la ... PM1 with rid not coming, 5 people waiting for him, some not getting in committee and think people badmouth, friends that so long never contact or backstab ...... ai yo ... too many reason to be sad la ......

just hope that it is the scene before sunshine highly above in the sky

Maybe that's why i like air above the moon

~the beauty exposed~

05 February 2010

*yawns*

So early ......6.00 my alarm rang then i off it ... my hp alarm rang, i off it ... gone back to sleep ... then suddenly i jumped off my bed ....... die today i got meet xiao huan de...... see time ... ai yo ... 6.15 ar ...... fast go bath ba ... come out think of wat should i do today ... nvm la ... decided to bring my laptop go sch ...... meet at my bus-stop there, xiao huan and me go sch together lor ...... dunno izzit the bus quiet or we both talk and laugh too loud ... somehow i keep seeing people turning to look at us ...... i know la i too handsome liao they keep looking ...ha <-bhb got to sch, go co-op there talk with the staffs(like eunice, kim, mr dunno) ...... the ex-vice-chair also ...... somehow when they talk and i listen, my thoughts starts to change abit ......well want know then come ask ba ...... ai yo ......

so fast IAC liao ...... so up mr quek haven't even come lor ... only me fahada, ameer there only ...... today IAC also nth much so sian ...... mr quek as always, act kind treat us popcorn chicken & onion ring ...... dun want all unhappy so i go with the flow lor ...... but dun ever make me piss until my twin come

WFB also teach nth ...... seem like all the class i attend like shit or izzit i no mood to study anymore ...... always felt like pon sch and go somewhere ...... maybe that how student became "bad" de ba ...... sch not interesting de ...... only as an (dunno how to say)

so i go home with bro after that (az la ...... haha ... to me like my brother ), when back home took VCD to return and accompany me go cut hair ...... well trying out the new salon by some chinese fresh grad i think ...... not bad la ...... as usual i keep quiet and let them cut lor ...... let them show their full talent before really judge them ...... u never know what u get until the end result came...... not bad (short, thin, able to style ...haha ... really quite good plus only 10 buck)

chiam late to meet xiao huan also ...... venue also change ...... suk la ...... go there got few i dunno de ...... well try to be friendly with them cuz not know each well yet ... take the first step ba ...... somehow on the way the guys irratate xiao huan without me knowing (only when i read her blog then know)...... wat a poor kor i am ...... do finish flower go buy some food ... but all close liao ... so buy 2 tao sa and 1 chicken pao ... hungry ... lunch never eat ....... go back classroom all like packing up go home liao ...

so fast de reach cc like on time de ...... we go up multi-purpose hall to train ...... WTH they only add a toliet there and RIGHT @ THE ENTRANCE ...... if someone was to shit there, ciao dun want train there liao ... will smell like hell...... instant KO ...... training today is quite slack (i took out my new ranning shoes cuz the other one very heavy ...use it to kick sure tired de).

*i cut short*

After that just buy mac and go home eat lor ... wa lao ...... i didn't watch my diet again ......

~the beauty exposed~

04 February 2010

why must you come back ....... why must u appear in front of me again when i want to forget and dun want care about you ...... why u must be so mean to ignore me and came back talking to me ...... why ! why ! why !

me starts to get jealous when she so happy with 2 other guys outside playing ...... how i wish she was only with me ...... argh ... FUCK !

times i said to let her go to find her happiness, i just can't cuz i hate you for making me fall in love with you ...... i just can't let u walking away like there never been in first place. i chat with her that until a point i really ...... really dunno wat to say ...... half of me to go for it but half to let her go ...... i dunno how to think like my mind was like put in blender and blend away.

~the beauty exposed~

03 February 2010

today dam late got sch ...... like mps going finish then i reach ...... so i late for like 3 hours + ? (woops ...)

somehow i got no appetite to eat anything thing ... but still force myself to buy a bowl of yong tou fu with mee fen soup ......

thinking of going SVE is like thinking of roleplay script that i haven't start yet ...... and hand in on mon ...... dunno what to write on it ...... (just staring at my computer hoping it will suddenly comes alive and talk to me)

IAC ... forget it la ... no one in mood to study from wat quek teach ...... think he will sian also with class going worst like that ......

2 hours wat to do ? sian ... rest gone shopping but me stay sch for tkd ...... so when up early and guess wat (they came early le, normaly not 5.30 they not there one) ...... we just play around with kicks and joke la ...... somehow that's the time i feel tired but happy ^^v Sir Jason think have argue with the teacher-in-charge of tkd and cheerleaders cause they everytime use our mats and spoil them ...... those girls also like bitches ...... we lent them OUR mats still kao pei and badmouth us so much ...... so rich ask own club to buy yourself la.

lucky today no sparring so my leg not pain ...haha ....... end of class, i was asked to stay back lor (as well as 5 other girls ... dunno wat for) ...... oh ...... new committee members ar ...... somehow aloy saw and like quite sad la ..... cuz from start only me and him the only 2 guy that stay while alot gone liao ... somehow i wanted to tell him reasons why also ... but he just think jia ren badmouth him ...... ai yo ... if u ok ma, you will also gone for the friday training one ...... from the other 5 girls, all are those that can go for training lor ...... like also consistent ...... he ar ...... so far i rmb is SC stuff la, exam staff la, never come la ...... dunno ...... i also dunno wat 2 say la ......

yup this week busy also la ...... all nights not free de ......

~the beauty exposed~

02 February 2010

Is fuck when i think of PM1 ...... ya if u reading at this good, it about you ...... one who never do and rush people ... who u think you are ...... wat lan ... compile also not you compile, inform u also never inform only know everytime to chase people when you yourself haven't done it ...... wat u done is write your name, class and hobbies ...... wat fuck give you right, so wat if i attitude ...... compare to yours, my attitude is far better then yours. CB talk only ! when we still talk to you, means we still give u chance and forgo things but there is always a limit ...... u try fuk around with that line and dun blame me it end up like u kana backstab cuz u psuhing people to be like that. think u temporary flare up u win ar ...... FUCK OFF !

IAC teach new chapter liao but still too easy ...... can fast forward ? i felt like being treat as if some small kid still dun understand things ......

at night xiao huan mei go meet me at my block to gimme the material for co-op ...... actually none of my business seen i already out of co-op and someone so ass to kick me out just cuz i not there anymore...... this is reality ba ... u no use and you get kick out ... if u get pampered, treat this treat that just to make u stay...... aiyo nvm la ... i only give my meimei face only ... or i hackcare

derrick count yourself lucky ...... to be truth and mean ...... i felt u are some ass also ....... so is mr quek ...... no lies down here ...... things u dun do yourself and have to have a person who is in IA to do more then half of the things ...... sighs ...... co-op this CCA is suks ...... dunno join for wat fuk shit .......

Hope AZ will be well soon from the flu

I give up seen you are avoiding me at all cost

Thank xiao huan mei for your BIG BIG gift ^^V

~the beauty exposed~

01 February 2010

teehee today quite crappy cuz wake up 8am liao ...... then plan to skip until afternoon but then resisted ... just went for SVE ...... go there ... ZZzzz (usual habit la ...)

during WFB we kana chase out of the class by that fuking teacher DION LEE ...... dun have book can share ma, who want come your class with a book dam thick and heavy somemore you like teaching nuts ...... so we just walk out lor ...

SVE still want us to do roleplay >.< this time about closing deals (sian that means my first, second roleplay script cannot use) ..... bo bian la .... have to write one soon (sooner or later i can be a best scriptwriter ......)

SW cher away again ... always like that ..... 40% on leave, 40% got outside stuff didn't come sch, 18% raining, 1% let us play on own & 1% ranning

Later on meet az to skate .... haha crap ...... the place we meet got that "cannot skate sign" so walk to his house nearby to skate lor ...... dammit forgot to bring ez-link & wallet (only phone & key) ....... sian .......

~the beauty exposed~