nothing to do then chio AZ go out to shop around ..... haha ..... actually he want to buy skate with his pay so we when to giant and brought pair of skate ...... weather super duper HOT ar
then i rmb i still got that $75 voucher still not use and today is the last day ! dun waste la ...... he accompany me go bata shop buy shoe (i want buy one more ranning shoe de) ok lor .... choose here choose there nearly end up with no size but i got one ....... like used half only so i give az to buy a new pair seen he dun have one and using school one to ran ... ouch ... not bad la ... only pay 5 buck more only ...... teehee ...... save me trouble of thinking how to use it also ......
So we when to sunplaza park to try out lor ...... chiam ....... too long never skate, old and rusty liao ...... plus hor inline is alot difficult then ice-skate ...... Zzzzz but guess can hook up pretty when i got the feeling back ...... how so ba ...... it also been like almost 2 years .... dammit ....
So i showing you my skate ^^v
Front
Side
Back
30 January 2010
T_T tkd on wed give out fiesta tickets to sentosa ... end up all dun want to go .... so i was playing the com whole morning until i felt like wanting to go beach to have a tan, swim and feel the fine sand .......
my ticket but nice number also ^^v
the pass
game coupons
paisai sia ... took the wrong mrt ... should be to habourfront but i blurblur go marinabay ...... idiot ...... reach there i walk around the beach and watch the show ...... basically it is joint organized by promote ITE, POLY sports lor ...... some show is pretty stupid ..... not entertaining de ... but pretty much competition to look at. Got soccer, netball, volleyball ... etc ...... there met eugene and the sch badminton team. hang around with them abit but still spend most of my time at game (guess what some of my friend was at the booth ...lol ) then swimming ......
still enjoyable la ...... can't help much when i go there alone ma ... haha ... then xiao huan mei called ...... wa she downstairs of my house ...... cuz we said to meet to make the flowers for co-op's event ...... i though of not meeting her to let her have rest at home seen she like tired for quite some days due to her IA and drawing stuff .....
So i quickly pack up and go home ...... but stupid bear ...... overslept so overshot and when back to kallang mrt ...... btw reach my house already like 4 ...... waaa made her wait so long ...... at downstairs i though i saw her but dun think she will be standing at the very corner so i continue go to my lift but think again ... she at downstairs of my block, why i never see her ...... come to think of that, i think that girl standing just now maybe is her ..... paisai to go up in front just to see the face ... later not her, the girl think i siao ... so i sit down there call her name ... she didn't respond by turning back so i call her lor ...... who knows that girl take up handphone .... wa sei is her lor ...... she say there not safe cuz got those like ah beng lion dance one ......
we went up to my house and sit down there chat, joke around while making the flowers ... she end up never drink or eat anything de ...... well i do have a cupboard full of tibits ...
ok la ... sent her home .... now i know where she lives ...... very near only ... but refuse to let me know the unit ... haiz ... ok la ... dun want me know nevermind la ... not like i going to buy chain to lock your house like loan shark ......
29 January 2010
today gone for IAC class then see mr quek teach the aggregate thingy ...... wtf ...... so much of your study & practice LIFO, FIFO and WA only ... seen last term, what he say study for exam always short of things de ... last term sort of petty cash ... this time dunno what ...... think those get a are studying themself only lor ... carol better ......
before that meimei message me ...... haha she eye pain still working but wish me good luck ...... haha ...... rest more ba ......
wa i be fortune teller liao ..... i guessed correct ......article method came out ...... so most people dun have time to do Q2, dunno that method or dunno how get ans at all ..... me pro but pro until i careless ...... i done ALL le ! but use wrong method ...... so GG lor ..... flunk liao
gone to hougang CC for training and watch some tkd sparring video ...... not bad la ...... but got blister on my left last second toe ... *ouch*
hungry hungry hungry ......... so i was walking and deciding on my way home what to eat ... prata or mac ...... KFC (forget it ... that service suks) ...... on the way i passed a pasamalam (night market) ...... then this malay uncle just say rumly burger ...... i though he and his wife closing shop le ...... then i though ... not bad go eat ba ...... so i order special chicken burger ...... u know la ... when it comes to food i always crave to buy more ...... mouth ichy ...... so i order 1 more fried bananas
WAIT WAIT i order 3pcs of fried banana($1) then she like put all inside O.O ...... oh they closing liao so as well gimme to go home share with family ...... this what i get
all i got
fried bananas
fried yams
last but not least, RUMBLY BURGER w CHEESE & EGG
28 January 2010
Dam pissed off with KFC service ...... after tkd was going home with az and go buy dinner ...... so we walkwalkwalk dun decide to buy KFC to eat ...... both brought zinger burger meal (az rich, upsize this and that) ... lol ...... well i want 2pc chicken one but that cashier say left 2 chicken wing so i change to zinger lor ...... who call me so suai ... mine need to be made ... so go wait 3mins lor bo pian ...
sit down chat chat ... (me: ei why that lady behind me in queue have her zinger liao ar ... still can walk back to seat) ...... so i when up to counter lor ... that louis say i need to wait 4 more mins ... wa pro hor .. just now 3 now 4 ...... ok fine ! then the chicken for 2pc all fried and came up liao ... zinger so low de ...... then this made me pissed off ...
another lady standing there being serve at that time ordered ...... but look, 2 zinger burger takeaway ! I was WTF ! i sit there waiting for mine and yet he gave her 2 first ! where is mine ! CB ! still going to serve another zinger to the other customer ....... what ? take me invisible or izzit girl more attractive then go give them first ... hey i came and order first. wat kind of system when first come last serve ... totally bullshit ! that time i was cursing loudly and going to walk up there again ...... he then put one in plastic bag and hand to me ...... WTH ......
after that i was joking with az, should have wrote on the feedback at the counter ar ...... but then got back home think about it ...... i should have done something instead of always forget about it. Nothing will improve without complaint ! ya, that's by a famous person and that's me ! so i wrote to the service HQ ! who give a dam if they do anything but i just want the right to voice out, no more "aiyo nevermind" , " dun want la".
NEXT TIME YOU SEE A DARE DEVIL !
27 January 2010
today nothing much in sch but mr quek have a talk session about ......discipline...... so sian hor ...... still need go 1 big round to say it ...... but one thing he not totally right about is that the society doesn't make up of only businessman & government. It does need something called civilians. without people, u think government will still be government ? u think they pop out of nowhere ? without normal people, u think there is business taking place especially when they block the sale of the products/services ?
seriously if u think ITE student is no different from other places, why not appearance as well ? you saying poly, other institutions student have no discipline at all ? contradicting huh ...... aiyo ... but it makes quite alot of people unfair ba especially when CA in 2 days time ...... or izzit that he do not wish to be the one kana blame also for not having class in proper appearance ?
but guess what also, az listen to me and come tkd on wed as well ^^v well hope that he got what he wish for ......
I always lighting up the steps in front of people but if u didn't notice the small advice, well it's fine anyway, just showing a way that i think its to your goal.
26 January 2010
with every message i sent, the more i became depressed ...... just word from you, it will turn darkness into nothing
24 January 2010
ha ... shock me sia today (beside the disappointment i got when the reply i waiting for didn't arrive )..... doing opening again ...... i say morning Celine then a women pop out from under counter ...... scary ...... right then i dunno what to do just anyhow say morning madam then go do stuff liao ... like treating her invis from then (can't blame people scare will do this de)
haha guess only tom or celine cook de food can be eaten ..... rest is like ... bleat !
hmmm when home @6 instead of 9 cuz they say dun need so much people ...... fuck! i was pissed cuz dunno why i felt like kinda ass treatment ...... call you come when they need and say go home when dun need u ...... well timeslot for work is set liao but last min(well at last hour) then say can go home liao .... wtf ...... wat are we ? spare tyre ? or your tools only ? want to quit ...... somehow this was not the only time i feel ...... so is ...... i dun want say cuz there few people in there and will be unhappy for sure ...... if want know ask me yourself ......
dun treat people cuz of reasons or for some use ...... treat them like you truly mean ...... (say 1 round still dunno what i talking ... sigh ...)
23 January 2010
aiyoyo so early go work liao ( ya 10! ) quite chiong ar ... cuz i work until 11 ...... ok la ... long but at least got some money to cover stuffs ...... sigh ... tml working 10 again ...... today saw one of my college bf keep fetching her, coming tho he didn't have work ...... hope i wish i can be like him ......
but ...
to me, she didn't reply ? avoiding ? argh ... what the hell i thinking ...... i was wishing she could gimme a chance or that chance doesn't ever going to be giving to me ...... i never lie to her and hope she doesn't
22 January 2010
Aiyoyo today no sch ...muahaha ... well bl i also dun want go ... co-op i quit liao ... so many things but yet i dun felt like doing ...... thisworldisTOOMUCH ! so i decide to go forget temporary ... go play L4D2 with dianto and ameer ... somehow we pro this time, completing all the maps in 5 hours ... last time not even 2 map ... then i go tamp eat lunch .... trying not to eat so much later cuz i will vomit later during training at hougang CC if i ever does.
feeling shag, i slept guess what ... i overslept le ... i reach amk area ... of cuz i alighted la and take reverse bus ....... during waiting, unconsciously, i thinking of caiyi again ...... dam it la ...... people dun want message you why you keep messaging for what ...
so training go as usual ... so rest just normal go back home lor ......
i really can't control myself and sent one sms to her ...... actually 2 la ... cuz she dun understand or trying to do something, i dunno ...... sigh ......
21 January 2010
hmmm skip some lesson today but when for SVE ... teacher go through out mock test scripts ... if this keep up, our class will steal all the A from other class .... muahaha
then have extra 2 hour IAC from 12-2 ... zzz cuz mr quek not free tml .... so k lor ...
finished sch, call her up cuz i want to sent her home again but yet again ...... she already out of sch ...... idk if she really does or avoiding me ...... wei sheng today message me to go for friday training ... what it mean ? i can get better and go competition (i hope only la ...) how i wish i can share this joy with her but just not there ....... what's the use alone when no one there to share joy with ?
20 January 2010
ha ...... WEAK bear !
3 days ... i was given that chance but i let you slip by me ...... i was totally wrong (TOTALLY)...... i was not brave enough ...... didn't want to push myself on her, letting her have some time with her friends ...... but end up just making her feel i'm not there for her(don feel any couple stuff in it)...... everyday how i wish i can wait at mrt for her, hold her hands all the way, kiss her on cheek to say goodbye, message her while in class that i always miss her, sent her straight to her doorstep ...... i never did ...... afraid to scare her off ......
that sms she sent me that she can't forget her ex ( i dun mind to one beside her to help her forget), i was not auto (yes i admit it cause i didn't want to lose you), that i was pressuring her or lie to her (which i swear that i would never will)......
there is no second chance for me that's what she said ...... so today i decided to fight for the second chance even tho she announce that she back to single (but i will still be in love with her and that cannot change) ...... i when to tanah merah mrt and wait for her from 7.15 to 8.30 ...... was hoping that the next one coming out from escalator is her( my heart keep pounding), i smsed her none replied ...... she never came and what came last was just that she out of house.
during break i saw her but need to rush for OH bonding session so i didn't went up to her ...... i knew her timetable so after school i waited for her ... 4-6 even her classmate had long gone ... sms sent over and over again ...... all i want to do is to let her know how i serious about my love and will to do all to get the second chance ...... until almost 10 then she replied me ......
I know i think too much but i really ... argh ... think about those you said, i wondering if that she say before is real ...... does her like and love that insignificant ... or was i one sided all alone ... she told me to be back as friend but can i do that ? what i want is already out of what's friend and now that you want me to be friend, not make relationship worst, i really dunno how to face it ...... do i still treat you like now which want to be your bf or just ignore you that never ever left a footprint in my heart...
19 January 2010
:s ha ...... all one by one can do be fortune teller liao ...... asking me i ok ma ... that obvious mei ... cher say i sick or what, some say i sad, some say tired, some even ask relationship got problem ar ... haha i'm not ok but well ... ok to not worry them ... haha ... what's the pain or trouble, let me carry it myself ...... if you knew it, ignore it, forget it ...
morning woke up ... saw 7 already ai yo have to chiong for sch, pm1 today got important presentation... but sigh ...... i look at my phone ...... caiyi (woohoo should be happy) but after i read it i was stunned ...... i reread and reread multiply times ...... i ... was hoping was still somewhere in lalaland and wake up fast... 3rd day and ... and ... wa dunno how to say ... i did something wrong ? or i not good enough ? or maybe she scare somehow i be like her ex or something ...... alot came through my mind ...... i want know something which i duno ... i dun care if you are problematic, your skin or anything (i love the way who you are). i will wait be there until you forget about past ......
going to school quite shag ... i didn't want to think, it's pulling me apart ...... i tried escaped ... and i always got pulled back into reality ...... questions thrown to me and i didn't know what to do ......
final questions came to my mind ...
why would things make worst ?, why can't understand more ?
I wish you could tell me what's on your mind and not keeping to yourself. I not pressuring you anything but just words from you, i'll make it come true even it does hurts. I want you to be happy not be sad and crying. If i'm not the star you reach for, i hope there is stars fall for you like shooting star.
18 January 2010
wa lao ... monday ... right after sunday grading also ... bit tired to come sch ... but lucky today got 1 person come school with me ... make me forget all the tiredness and worth spending my time waiting for (and that's you caiyi). but i dun wish you to come to tampines mrt anymore >.<>.< sry can't help you with your subjects ...... wa u know i actually dun like feeling her friends look at me when i walk pass at cafe1 ... duno just werid ... or izzit scary ...
finally can go find her at bonding session with the jan intake ... they playing so i just stand nearby and look at her ... haha ... duno why see her like will smile (like idiot ...haha) but have to go up hall abit to take attendance ...
woohoo so happy after that, want go home with her ... even though of going sent her straight to door step le ... but well ...... disappointed that she got work (nvm worst is also with friend) ... sigh ...... until now i still not sms her ...... wondering how is she liao ......
keke when waiting for someone you love, you can stay up all night awake just for that one sms or call
17 January 2010
Waa ...... can't think what happens when u sleep yesterday 4pm and woke up today at 3am ...... felt that i missing caiyi. Look at clock ...... 3+am ...... just message her, omg, she not slept yet tho she work from 8-2 ... wa xin teng her keep working so late. scare she never have enough sleep then stop messaging her but i stayed up until 6 ... hard to sleep when thinking of someone ......
Until 6 felt bit tired ... but suddenly remember got few hour away then taekwando grading ...... die have to catch a quick nap or later i like some dead zombie ...... so i diedie put alarm on handphone, clock & note to mom to splash water on me if i dun wake up ...... as usual, the once sleep hard to wake up BUT lucky wake up before she ever does that ......
10 i when out to toa payoh sport hall. Saw my 9th floor neighbour granny, she very kind de ... talk for quite a while ...... i haven't talked to her seen the lift change to every floor one ...... dunno if that lift bring convenience or pull away the closeness of neighbour ......
reach there early then practice with rongsheng they all lor ... overall think i can remember ba ...... however ar ...... in the sporthall i see the grader name ...... shit ...... dun tell me is that one ...... well nightmare come liao ...... the first time i grading got double from a mid aged guy .... second time is her and i got pass only .... this time is her ..... die liao lor ...... same as usual, i can't remember what i do during that one minutes in front of grader ...... chiam lor ...... at least people can rmb ma ... i can't ...
gone to eat lunch with few of them at 'fork & spoon' a food court lai de ... quite interesting name ar ...haha ...... brought bbtea and take bus 8 home lor ... i missed a stop ... but heng ar ... walking distance from my house ... reach home sian ... thinking how do that idiot proposal again ......
16 January 2010
So let's see what i got seen new year.
-Happy Birthday to kalyne -Celebrate with New Year with seoul garden colleges -Start of school -'A' for PMS CA -BL orientation for Jan intake -Quit Co-op -Have Caiyi as my girlfriend <<--best of all
Yes, i asked her ^^v finally i get my thoughts out and be brave ...... tho first time but well have to take first step somehow. No matter how our future maybe, i will love you caiyi.
I WILL REMEMBER THIS DATE 16TH JAN 2010
15 January 2010
Ok, good point that is there no point closing down my blog. This is really what i thinking. I'm not writing for some makeup show so if you better prepared for what's here. It can be happy, sad, embarrassed, angry, shocking things i wrote about me, you, your friends, my friends, my family.
