One of my goals for 2017 is to keep up with this thing! Man, since baby #3, I just haven't done a very good job and it makes me sad since this will be a big part of how I remember my babies growing up. Let's be honest...this season of life can be rough and I forget A LOT...which is probably for the best. I mean, I wouldn't have had more than one kid if I remembered a lot of what we go through as a mom of littles! #canigetanamen???
Just a quick reflection for myself and a new year...
I've recently felt overwhelmed. I even posted a marathon length post on IG about it, which is very unlike me, but hey, new year, new me, right? It's all completed created by me. Dylan is so great at doing his share around here and helping with the kids and being at all our events and well, just being him. Making us laugh and providing whatever we need.
I can't help but have this feeling that we need to SIMPLIFY our lives. Over the last few years, Dylan and I have really grown in our faith and while I know God answers our prayers, this week I feel like He was straight up talking to me, shaking me, even. He has been trying to tell me for a while now to SLOW DOWN, GET RID OF THE EXTRA. I'm finally listening and so far it's felt GREAT! We had a very slow Sunday, for reasons you will read below...and it was so nice to get a few things picked up around the house. Just something as simple as that!
I find myself doing lots of little things and never actually completing one whole task or project, so at the end of the day, I feel in complete chaos because I see all these things that need to get done and can not for the life of me figure out how I didn't get ANYTHING done that day. One of the things I'm committing to doing is completing one thing at a time! Even if I have 100 things to do, I need to focus on one single thing then move on to the next. Multitasking just wasn't working anymore so I'm trying something new!
We took a family bike ride to the soccer fields...it was about 5 miles round trip and the kids did great! Dylan ended up with a flat tire and I borrowed a bike from a friend that lived along our route but other than that we had a great time and laughed about it because in this house, there is NEVER a dull moment!
I decided Memory Maker Monday would be a good time to reflect on the last week. I also want to make a point to remember one special thing or memory for each of my little munchkins...
So here goes:
Tatum had a great indoor soccer game on Thursday. She was super aggressive (in a good way) and really put her all into the game. I absolutely LOVE watching all the kids play sports and when I can tel they are putting their whole heart into it, it makes mine want to explode!
I couldn't decide which to use, so you get both! Neither are great of me, but I love the girls in them. Even, the blurry one!
Camdyn had a super rough weekend which ended in a trip to the ER late Saturday night. She woke up Saturday morning with a high fever so we laid around in hopes she would recover, but no such luck. We let her sleep in the guest room that night, which is downstairs so that we could hear her if she needed anything through the night. Sure enough she did. I'm not exactly sure how it happened (bc I had the bed lined with pillows) but she fell off the bed in the middle of the night and smacked her face on the hardwood floor. She was screaming, which woke me and I made a mad dash for her. When I opened the door to the room, she was just standing there screaming and very disoriented, then she vomits and when she looks up I see she has a bloody nose. My Poor Baby!!! I quickly took her to the rest room where she had a hard time making sense of anything. She was stumbling and off balance and still throwing up. She manages to explain how she fell off the bed and then I make the decision to take her to the ER. She fever was 103+ the whole day and then with this possible concussion, I wasn't taking any chances.
In the end she tested positive for strep, which was completed a shock since she didn't have ANY strep symptoms, so we left with a couple prescriptions and a few hours of sleep to catch up on. It took us another day and lots of drugs to get her fever down. It was scary. Uncontrollable shakes and nothing was helping with the fever, she wouldn't eat, etc. Glad we are through the tough part of this one. She won't be going to school tomorrow. She still needs another day to get over this and some time with her mama should do the trick!
In just about any other case, I would be bitter or just annoyed that the kids were sick after already feel so overwhelmed, but I didn't. I felt CAPABLE! I was already feeling over my limits and then the kids got sick, so there were sleepless nights (at least 3 in a row so far) and extra time needing to be spent loving on my babies...but at the end of the day, when they were all tucked into bed, I felt CAPABLE. I can do this. Even after I felt stretched to my limits, I some how powered through and we all survived (successfully, might I add) another day! No bitterness, just a little extra love for everyone and who doesn't want that?!?!?!?!
This was after a dose of her meds
Luke woke up with a little cold, I'm hoping thats all it is and doesn't get much worse but who knows. He is pulling up on everything these days and will try to stand on his own for a few seconds before falling on his behind. He is still just the happiest little thing and we love how chill this kid is in all situations.
Druz had a slow week. All the kids went back to school on Tuesday. Druz usually has some activity after school but this week, he only had soccer on Friday. I took him by myself (which is rare since we usually divide and conquer) but this time it was just me and him so I got to watch him on the field without distraction. He was just happy to be out there playing. It was great to watch him smiling and running around with his friends.
Today, we usually take Camdyn to dance but since she was under the weather, we stayed home. Druz and I get some one on one time in the car while she dances and the baby usually naps in his seat, so Druz and I get to read and talk and just do a little catching up. Today was a little different but I still made sure we got to catch up. We had a mean game of Checkers, where he won, fair and square.
Happy New Year, Friends!