My Addiction

My Addiction 

the words get caguht inside my head 

i wish you only knew 

all the things i want to say 

feelings that i have for you 

my mind is racing oh so fast 

i get lost so far behind 

caught inside a whirlwind 

the words i cannot find 

confusion blows me far away 

i fall so far below 

down into muddy darkness 

where vision is too shallow 

but then i see your sparkling eyes 

and everything's okay 

i feel the world inside my hands 

i can make it through this rainy day 

i see your lovely boyish grin 

can't help but smile too 

forgotten is the troubled world 

i only want to be with you 

can't seem to make it through a day 

that i don't see your face 

can't seem to live with empty hands 

without your warm embrace 

sweet conflicts of my heart and head 

still in my hopeless condition 
can't find a cure for lovesickness 

for this beautiful addiction