hello thur,

Omg I have work tomorrow. First day of work ever in my life. Hopefully someone will talk to me. Don't wna be foreveralone95. I'm scared that when customers talk to me and I can't answer any question of their's I'm gna die and get sack. Just kidding. But I'm really scared what will happen tomorrow. Hopefully it will be a pleasant day. Wanted to make this post short and sweet but I need to complain a bit hahaha. Oh and I'm not sleeping yet!! Please don't keep yawning during work. :( hopefully everything will go on smoothly for the 8 days I'm working!!

didnt managed to watch running man AGAIN. i dont know whats wrong with me but i wasnt in the mood though i loaded it. was supposed to play badminton with mum and sist but it rained so the plan was destroyed. lolol. i keep on forgetting that my exam is really near. i hope i will study cause i dont wna fail and waste my dad's money. today i really feel like crying but i controlled it. just feel so stress and all. poly stuffs are really confusing ugh. i though i have settled my forms all all and im just waiting for the student bill to be mailed over. but today it seemed like i havent finish anything at all. think im gna look through them again and read my enrolment guide throughly. i really need some time to finish my stuffs. sigh.

march. oh well. i didnt watch running man yesterday. geez. gyming later. didnt go for around 2 weeks alrdy. hopefully my muscles wont ache after that. haha.
piano exam coming real soon but i have not yet studied! omg kill me now. and im gna start work soon and i have not memorised those products and stuffs. kill me x2.

i wish you would just remember what i have said.

leapyear. oh. today marks the 4 years in a one time date. i dont know if anything is gna happen this year but well... i dont think so haha. gna spend my day watching running man! yayyyy~~

Did my online enrolment yesterday midnight. like finally. guess im only left with the student bill. gotta wait for them to mail it over. hopefully i did everything correctly and will be submitted on time.
i went for the promotion work briefing thingy today. well... i was damn lonely cause there's around 9 people including me there. den there was 4 experienced promoters, so they were together. den the other 4 were friends in pairs. so i was the loner there... sigh. i dont know how im gna survive 8 days of work alone. guess i gotta try my best. hopefully they will talk to me or something. anyway, i heard one of the experienced promoters say my course. so im guessing shes in that course or she just got in or something. hmm... okay nevermind.
been quite stressed over work and school lately... hopefully i wont be soon. feels like im always worrying about stuffs... geeeeeez.

Received my enrollment package last night. There was quite a number of things in there. So i didnt know what to start with. I just flipped around. I have 2 days of orientation when most of the other schools only have 1. And my orientation is from 8am - 9pm. when others end before 7pm?! wth. i dont even want to go orientation. if nobody talks to me for the first day den im gna be a loner for the second day. and attendance is compulsory. damnnnnnnn. guess i gotta be positive like how i always tell myself to be. i dont know how im gna survive, but im gna just try. yeah, and i dont get it why we have to hand in a medical report?! doesnt makes sense to me. have to read up all the guides and stuffs.......... zzzzzzzzz.

I was really pissed with you. I thought the dinner was going on well until you texted me around 45 minutes before the meeting time. You asked for a change in location, i was a little pissed until you wanted to push forward the meeting time by 20 minutes. You think you stay near can reach faster den others leh? No need travel isit? Since you know its rush, den why bother to ask? Afterwards you wanted to push the time back. Can you freaking make up your mind? You told me you need to settle something. At the moment, i guessed its your boyfriend. Why is he such a bother? Den you texted me you cant go. In around 25 minutes; you changed the location once, changed the time twice, told us you cant go once and told us the plan is on. When you told me your boyfriend is going, i was alrdy kinda pissed. Maybe your boyfriend wanted to go was to "look after you" so you wont flirt. In the end, the dinner was cancelled. Was kinda disappointed in you and your boyfriend. I wanted to get the dinner once and over, now its postponed. Ugh.