PICTURES FROM E56B PRE-CHRISTMAS DINNER 2009

pre-christmas dinner yesterday at bakerzin and then drinking at indochine (:

sumptous food/cakes and awesome mixture of drinks (chivas/beer/mojito)

wonderful pressies!

thank you ppl for them!

i love them very much!

pictures up sooooonnnn (:(:

* just cant seem to sleep last night. staring at the television till 2 plus like a zombie. zzz.

FYP'S OVER!!!

2 UTS OVER!!!

HOLS ARE HERE!!!

Finally i can take a breather from school stuffs.

Overall, i think G302 was better than G301, in terms of my performance on evaluation day.

At least i "bom" whatever i thought of and shoot it out.

I hope my grades will reflect it.

If not, i can just kill myself.

On a sidenote, presents are all ready for pre-christmas dinner on the 21st with ex-E56Bians and sorry peeps, this year's pressies may not be as good as last year due to finiancial constraits but i promise i have done my best (:

And finally i handed the resignation letter to XXX.

Was prepared for scolding like what my sis got from him.

But he had nothing to say because of what i told him.

Too bad but i have no choice or else you wont let me go.

Time to find new jobs.

Anyone wants me?

AND FINALLY PICTURES TIME !

My lappy has officially declared war on me and now its in the ICU recuperating.

And because of this, I had to wake up super early in the morning just to chiong to RP to borrow lappy for tmr's lesson.

By 0830 yesterday, all the lappys were loaned out and none for me duh.

Thus, i chiong like hell today and reached there at 0730, waiting for the damn place to open up.

Hope my lappy's gonna be all right or I can just die because:

1) all my stuffs (6P, FYP) is in the harddisk and i cant assess them till i get my lappy back

2) i cant keep my stuff in the loaned laptop cause its not mine like duh

3) i need to revise my fyp stuffs cause evaluation is like 1 week more

4) MOST IMPORTANTLY, MY UT!

i pray i pray i pray

fuckkkkkk.

i feel like smashing my bloody laptop.

after reformatting, its worse.

wtf did the guy do?

and damn RP has no laptop to lend.

i chiong to sch like hell and sooooo early yet..

need send laptop for repair.

if no laptop, i can say bye bye to my lessons.

and fail my god damn ut.

damn fed up x infinity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

have been rushing report since i reached home.

my eyes grew heavier and heavier with every word i type into the report.

papers strewn all around the table top with my messy scribbles here and there.

after struggling with wanting to sleep and slack for a while, the results portion is finally done.

2 more to go - discussion and future directions and i am done!

things to accomplish tmr:

- doctor in the morning

- report madness in the afternoon

- TTSH in the evening with miss kong

I dont understand why some ppl just cant sacrifice themselves.

I have to be the one to always sarifice myself.

What is the world coming to?

19 LIAO.

1 more year to 20 and omg.

The digit 2 starts from there.

Thank you everyone who have wished me thru msn, sms, facebook etc.

Thank you daddy, mummy, sharon, saretta for your pressies (:

Anyways, had hematology practical today.

BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD.

my arm. no la. fake arm.

"blood"

torture - my finger being squeezed like an orange

MY BLOOD. see the tube is so bloody from the squeezing

FUCK.

C FOR FIRST GRADE.

DAMN YOU FACI.

Timetable is finally out.
After all that refreshing of the webpage.
And yes i had gotten my modules that i had chosen.
But rachael and me just have no affinity to be in the same class.

Monday
Module: Medical Technology
Class: E25L
Time:915am

Thursday
Module: Clinical Chemistry

Class: E56K

Time:10am

Friday

Module: Haematology
Class: E56K
Time:10am

Which means my off days are tuesdays and wednesdays.
YAY!
Quite a lot of ppl i know in thurs and fri class.
But none in mon class ):
1 more sem to go and thats the end of my poly life.
What am i gonna do next?
Squeeze my butt into one of the local uni.
I hope so.

And finally after striving for 2 1/2 years, RP has finally recognize my acheivements.
Have to attend the Academic Excellence Award Giving Ceremony on Nov 7.
And yea, I am one of the recepient.
Finally.
Plus need to collect my bursary award too.
At least i left a footprint in RP after 3 years (:

After working at a wedding banquet for 2 long days, I now feel like a 100 years old 老太婆 cum ‘pai ka’. My body is aching everywhere and I take mins to reach from one end of my hse to the other. My feet are in a state of swollening in process and I feel that in any moment, my bones will just shatter. No way am I gonna work in a wedding banquet again. I can just go and die. First day work from 9am till 1130 plus at night. Wait for damn slow transport which came at 1plus in the morning, by the time I reached home, its 2 in the morning. Second day heng work at night from 6pm to 1130 plus. Luckily mrt extended, no need wait for slow transport. Poor adele kenna hold back to work till 2 plus in the morning.

Bones in a state of shattering, still going swimming afterwards. Plus blood taking tmr morning. Then mahjong in the afternoon. Wah. Good luck to me man.

The jobs keep flooding, the jobs keep flooding, the jobs keep flooding

which means i got more money, i got more money, i got more money

Start work tmr from 9am to 2am the following day. And then 6pm to 11plus pm on sunday. (for the F1 event).

Start work on wed at CHIJ Toa Payoh at 715am and thurs at Zhonghua Sec at 715am.

Seems like my entire week is fully booked (:

I want money, i want money, i want money

Had nothing to do yesterday, so went to ‘dig up’ old health records, health booklet blah blah blah. Was flipping through the pages of time of birth and stuff and finally I saw something unexpected. Since young, I assumed that I was blood type A mainly because my dad is an A, and my mum always said that the children will always follow the father’s blood type. (That was before I learnt genetics and stuff). Haha. Of course now I know a child does not need to have the mum’s or even the dad’s blood type lah. Duh. LOL. So the main point is, I have O instead of A luh. No wonder Dr. Koh says I follow my mum’s genes and thus I inherited xxx from her too.

Another thing I came across was the record of history of asthma. I faintly remember that I used to have asthma and my mum would always brew those cordyceps thingy. But after a long, I no longer had attacks. Except that if I start having cough, wahlau can die man. Take super long to recover plus my cough would sound like ‘heigu’.

One more thing. I realized that I had had Hep B vaccination during infancy. Wahlau. Then why still not enough antigen one? Now have to take the whole course of vaccination again. Next week still need take blood test again. Faints. One tube of blood gone ):

After a long long long hiatus, i finally went back to work.

And everyone thought i was sharon who had just finished my prelims.

LOL.

And indeed a big shock i received early in the morning.

Li San got promoted liao and left last week.

Both a good thing and a bad thing.

Although i will miss her, finally theres no one to stop me from quitting.

Hah.

Count down to december and BYE.

P.S. I think dayspring totally forgot about me for everyone but not my name was on the schedule. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

After 1234567890 days of slacking, i've finally started to do my G302 report (last no. of words counted was 6000+).

Spent the whole afternoon yesterday searching and editing and blah blah blah on SEM.

Left with experimental, results, discussion, and part of abstract.

Hah.

Wanna get it over and done with.

FYP cancelled due to unknown reason.

Wanna complete experiments asap but it just get cancelled either due to NTU or teammates.

Great huh.

Computer went berserk.

Remove monitor, did sort of spring cleaning.

Now i can use my lappy in the room (:

Badminton tmr.

Looking forward to it.

Burn as much calories as possible.

Keep burning, just keep burningggggggg.

Went for doc's checkup again regarding usual prob.

As she flipped the pages, my heart started to pump faster.

When she finally opened her mouth to speak, i was relieved.

I thought i had to have another round of ultrasound taken.

The last ultrasound was 2 years ago but the feeling was....

Bloated with cups and cups of water and not allowed to let it go.

But, another option posed to me is to stop this current medication and start a new one.

Some sort of hormonal therapy for 6 long months.

Damn.

Stupid genes.

Anyways, should start report soon thou FYP's like stuck.

Should i be as diligent as before or slack?

For my grades is still sucky.

Damn.

Its either i damn suay this month or i have seriously overworked myself.
Just after i recovered from my gastric and stuff, another microbe found its way into my body.
This time even worse, high fever till 38.9 degrees yesterday night (imagining antigen presentation, systemic infection bla bla bla).
Took panadol (total 8 over 24 hours) also no use. (Maybe resistant to the panadol?)
Supposed to go back jurong yesterday but couldnt go.
Damn.
Mum came back in the middle of the night to put icepack on my forehead.
Finally it went down and my entire shirt was soaking wet.
Falling ill is not a good thing.
It sucks especially when your stomach feels empty after puking everything out, your tongue feels tasteless and you have no appetite for anything cause you will puke it out anyway.
Hah.
Hope these illnesses does make me lose a little weight thou..

History always repeats itself.
This year, i was not let off either.
Was not feeling well since saturday but had to go to work on sun because no MC.
But then left work halfway through cause i couldnt take it anymore.
Tolerated till today which i finally went to see the doc.
Main culprit - GASTRIC.

Dr. Koh always says i will fall sick when hols are nearing.
LOL.
Indeed true.
Same every year.
Maybe my body knows its hols so it decided to play truant abit.
Haha.

Still need to go back RP at 10am tmr for interview..

My brand new pen has no ink now (:

All because of the chionging of genomics notes from P1-P15.

Finally finished genomics notes.

1 down, 1 more to go (diagnostic pathology)

My energy draining alrdy.

Still need to go RP tmr and saturday for FYP_2.

Damn. I cant go for sat's one due to an impt issue.

Dont care.

Diagnostic diagnostic diagnostic

Heart, brain, reproductive system, stains and more stains

Gosh. One pen per module. LOL

watched this movie yesterday after tutoring (:

sound effects were great thou the cinema played the sound a lil too loud for my ears.

great invention but disastrous thou - the nanomites :D

haha

i'm hopping for a part 2 cause there was practically no ending at all

next movie on my list: where got ghost? :P

FYP GRADES'S OUT!

AND I AM GONNA APPEAL!

FUCK RP'S GRADING SYSTEM!

BLINDED BY EVERYTHING!

i think i am gonna sleep in a bed full of tissue papers tonight.

G301 is finally over!!!!!!

Overall presentation wasnt that bad after all, especially for the assessors part (:(:

But i think i didnt do well for the second round.

Hope my grades will not be affected :D

Now must chiong for G302.

Took pictures after presentation; kylie came to give us support and dinner :P

OUR TEAM:

FG, Adele, Me, Rachael, Leo

Kylie being the extra one :D

ME :D

Please don’t do this to me at the last minute!
FYP evaluation is less than 48 hours more!
I need my 100% voice back or I can just die tmr.
DAMN DAMN DAMN
I need to drown myself with loads and loads of honey lemon & almond drink ):

6 MORE DAYS.

skipped school yesterday (1st time in year 3). LOL. as an impromtu decision though. was already on the way to school at woodlands mrt when mich suddenly said "want pon anot". she didnt realise i so "on" and yeah, we spent the rest of the morning in starbucks/lib studying for fyp/ut. went back to sch in the afternoon to lunch with kylie and then to ut. ut wasnt that bad. hah. cause what i focused on came out. hope my grades will reflect what i study.

anyways, after ut went for fyp rehearsal. overall presentation was satisfactory. however, the linkage between the results discussion and conclusion was a bit edgy. gotta smoothen that part out on thursday. and i know who are my assessors!!!!!! DAMN.

1) SHAUN CHENG
currently pursing a MSc. in Environmental Management at NUS
academic interests include environmental business strategy and environmental technology

2) NG HIAN CHEONG
molecular biologist by training
lectured in subjects such as Biochemistry, Life-Sciences and You, Anatomy and Physiology and Basic Microbiology

3) SANAUL CHOWDHURY
fields of Molecular Biology and Cellular Engineering
involved in basic medical research

4) BETSY NG
pursue her MSc in Life Sciences from NTU

5) IVANE TAY
garnered immense experiences in various sectors of pharmacy practice including hospital pharmacy, retail pharmacy and academia

6) JANICE YONG
completed her Master of Science from the Department of Microbiology
obtained a Bachelor of Science (Hons) in Microbiology and took up a Minor in Analytical Chemistry

So, in conclusion, the most dreaded one would be SHAUN CHENG. Plus he is mich's fyp advisor. DAMN. @#$%^&!!!!!!

7 DAYS MORE.

went to watch transformers 2 for the SECOND time with classmates after work yesterday (:(:

nice movie (:(:

went shopping afterwards, accompany adele kong buy clothes for coming FYP day.

in the end, went home ALONE with no mp3 (cause i forgot to bring)..

anyways, took loads of photos with mich's webcam the day before at starbucks after printing the damn poster :D

Went to watch ICE AGE, DAWN OF THE DINOSAURS after tutoring on wednesday. Very nice and cute, especially bewteen Scrat and the acorn! And now he will find a new partner. Haha. Cant tell more. Go and watch! Its worth your laughter (:(: Next movie to look out for - HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOODED PRINCE!

Side note: 95 H1N1 cases in REPUBLIC PRISON OF SINGAPORE.

i wanna see what the school's gonna do when they hit jackpot (100)

I AM GONNA BE SO DEAD SOON I SWEAR..

2 CASES --> 9 CASES --> 12 CASES --> 18 CASES

HAIZ

So many things going around. Since my parents knew that RP had you know what, they are so paraniod. asking me to stay at home luh and blah blah blah. Cause i am from RP too. LOL. Sian. From tmr onwards, most of the year 1 will have to stay at home and do e-learning. Cant come to school.

Anyways, went swimming in the morning with the usual khakis and then mahjong again! haha. but only 3 rounds cause rach had to send her BMW for some repair thing. Yeah. i love swimming and today's weather was not bad. as least i wasnt that tanned. haha.

HELLO PPL, WHEN CAN WE K-BOX?

THIS IS LONG OVERDUE! HAHA

This was the blacken sky that was taken during the so-called "badminton day" cum "soccer day". LOL. The moment we stepped into the field, the sky became like that. What a nice trip huh MICHELLE. Watching a rainy match which was eventually postponed. LOL.

Played badminton till i felt like an old lady afterwards. Damn long didnt have this overstraining feeling. NICE (:

Next tasks:

1) Somemore Mahjong

2) Somemore badminton & swimming

3) My K-BOX!!!!!

2 weeks of holidays are finally here but i ain't enjoying it at all.

having to chiong to NTU to finish G301 experiments and starting with G302 experiments.

having to complete my damn fyp report which was edited so many damn times due to someone.

and now yichao says that there is a problem with the results i sent him.

oh well, i don't care anymore.

i have spent so much time writing the results part.

dont expect me to delete the entire part and re-write.

i dont have much energy left.

still have to sacrifice my weekends for fyp.

damn it.

anyways, think there's something wrong with my skin.

no matter how much sunblock i put, my skin still become tan after swimming.

damn it man. the difference in tone is so obvious.

michelleeee, can i exchange skin with u?

haha.

i'm getting more and more emotional these days.

my tears would fall for no apparent reason.

my heart woul feel heavy all of a sudden.

am i tired of life and its obstacles?

i always tell myself i can do it.

these obstacles allow me to grow up and be more mature.

but i'm getting tired.

M-O-N-E-Y --> the root of all evil?

maybe for me.

i can't balance work and school much longer.

3 jobs + school --> no life?

i dont know.

NUS medical school?

fat hope.

SGS SPEECH DAY 2009 CUM 50TH ANNIVERSARY

Went back to SGS yesterday for the annual speech day. It has been 1 year plus since i went back to my secondary school. And the reason i went back because my sister was to receive an award for being the 2nd in 2008 "N" level exams. Yeah. Hais. Amost everything looked different, including the teachers. Was only able to catch up with ms sim (3E4/4E4 Eng t'cher) and ms joseph (3E4/4E4 Form & Maths t'cher). Didnt manage to see ms mok though ): Anyways, they both said i am unrecognizable and "grew" taller. Haha. They didnt see the heels i was wearing. Haha. The first sentence ms joseph said to me was: You're finally here. Yeah, i finally went back to SGS cause this year's speech dy fell on my holidays. She even said that being unrecognizable to her was a good thing. LOL. And she hoped that the next time i return, i will looked different again. Hmm..

And yeah, these are the pictures taken during the parade. They are quite small cause they were taken by my handphone. Not digital camera (:

This is my sister receiving the award. the white uniform. haha.

THE END (:(:

WARNING: NOT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED.

Yeah. thats my damn wisdom tooth. haha. finally, my pain has disappeared. i have already taken 2 of my wisdom tooth out. left the 2 upper ones to take out. damn. why must i have wisdom tooth. The first time was damn terrible. cause my gums have infection thus didnt want to absorb the numb medication. in the end, had to inject 4 cartridges of medication. then the doc started plying my tooth out. since the gums didnt want to absorb, i can feel the pain. wth. damn pain.my gums were not numb at all. but the doc had no choice. he cant give me a lot of medication - side effects. anyways, the second time was better. 2 cartridges of numb medication and i didnt feel any pain. finally, the ordeal is over (:

OK.

I AM GONNA REJECT THE COFFEE BEAN.

AND BE LOYAL TO MAC.

LOL.

so, 放心吧, boon sen (:

YEA!

I PASSED MY BTT!

Now, i can finally learn driving. but might delay it first due to some matters. haix.

Anyways, im in a delimma now. just had a job - $4/hr. but then i feel that its too little. and need to work 4 days a week. need to chiong after sch to go to orchard. how???? but then macs pay so small. but i am afriad i will not be able to cope with macs, tuition, coffee bean and sch. still have fyp some more. HOW? Should i reject? shit man. sort of regretting telling the manager ok. die. reject or not to reject? My parents asked me to reject and to call agency.... LOSTTT....

4 hours and 15 minutes to my BTT

JIAYOU!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY

LIM SHU QIN SHARON (:

today was damn suay man. kena stalked by one loony guy. damn scared out of my wits man. it all started when i was walking towards AMK interchange to take bus home. then there was this loony guy whose short was damn short; he was carrying so many plastic bag full of things and was laughing and giggling to himself like ah siao. he even speaked to other other random people who all ignored him. THEN, he stared at me. i glanced at him once and looked away immediately. Luckily i was listening to my mp3 with my earplugs on my ears. if not he would come and speak to me. I went into the queue for my bus number. Then he walked towards me. WTH. in and out he walked and then he walked away to continue his whatever business he was doing just now. Phew. I thought that was the end. Then, my bus came. he went up the bus too. i walked past him and sat down in one corner. THEN HE CAME OVER AND SAID " I WANT TO SIT WITH YOU" AND HE SAT DOWN RIGHT BESIDE ME. He sat damn close to me lah. I felt like slapping his face and scold him all kinds of words. F. Nevermind. I ignored him and continued listening to my music. He started laughing and giggling to himself. Then, he started eating on the bus with some weird combination of food (raw cabbage, ham - i dont know cooked or uncooked; and otah). THEN SUDDENLY HIS FACE CAME SUPER DUPER CLOSE TO ME; HIS MOUTH MAKING ALL KIND OF SHAPE - THOSE KIND OF KISSING SHIT. WTF. I really felt giving him one tight slap and alight there and then. But i was too scared to make any move; even to come out of that damn seat. All i could do is to pray that the bus will quickly come to my bus stop. Time passed like snail and finally, the bus was reaching my bus stop. At that point of time, i thought to myself - if he followed me home, i am gonna call the police. Then, i said a loud EXCUSE ME and got out of the seat; i did not bother slowly make my way out. i just stepped his toes and whatever shit and push my way through him very rudely. He continued looking at me and laughing and shit. the moment the bus came to a stop, i scurried my way home, looking behind occasionally to check if he followed me home. Overall, damn pissed off man.

anyways, good luck to my mouth - need to go national dental centre tomorrow ):

Finally i am able to see my class allocation

RP damn idiot lah

Everyday have to change class

Wth

Day 4 - histopathology and cytology (E65N-C)

Day 2 - medical microbiology (E66B-C)

Day 3 - genomics (E66G-C)

Day 1 - laboratory management (E65A-C)

Shit them

Almost "vomitted blood" yesterday while tutoring. My student's results are so disastrous to the extent i feel like knocking my head on the wall. All single digit somemore. I really pity her sometimes. Both her parents cant read and write and therefore she has no one to depend on when she has homework. And so, tutoring her is no easy task too. I have to sit beside her all the time and explain every single question to her. Imagine that man. Really hope with me tutoring her, her results can improve before next year's PSLE.

Anyways, FYP has been a chiong-ing thing since the holidays. We have to return to NTU every 3 days to stop the process and begin a new one. Overall quite tiring to travel from serangoon to pioneer every 3 days. Plus the bus fare somemore. Hope can get it over and donewith it as soon as possible..

i am very frustrated.
there is a lot of things i wanna get off my chest but i cant.
i dont want ppl to pity or sympathize with me.
but its hard to breathe.
fuck it man.

had MC again today.

because of my irritating wisdom tooth.

need to remove the tooth.

damn it man.

finally went to register for btt yesterday!
had actually wanted to take the entire course of driving but then no money.
so in the end, took private.
so i hope i will pass my btt the first time.
1st April 2pm.
JIA YOU!

meanwhile, checked webmail just now and i discovered something which made me happy and sad at the same time. i was shortlisted to be in the IPBMS prog. Which is what i wanted all along. to go to monash. but then again, my dad's jobless at the moment and so where the hell am i gonna find the money? So its like an opportunity came knocking at my doorstep but yet i have to give it up.. So dearest adele, i sincerely hope that you will make it through. bring my dreams with you kay..

Results are OUT!
Oh My Tian!
Like finally i reached my dream GPA grade this sem.

And it was the best results since YEAR 1.
But it wasnt enough to shift my overall GPA to my desired grade.
Overall, i improved by 0.2 marks for this sem and 0.1 marks for my overall grade.
That marks the END of YEAR 2 and the beginning of YEAR 3.
Now i must CHIONG for YEAR 3 and try to shift it upper.
JIA YOU!

Anyways, have been spending A LOT.
Combining how much i have spent for SAT and SUN,I have spent a total of 100 bucks.
Omg. I just spent my salary away. Haiyoo.
Luckily i have 2 jobs now.
If not, DIE..

yes. my sore throat and blocked nose came back yesterday.
anyways, i am gonna be very busy for the week ahead because:
tuesday - ntu for fyp
wednesday - ntu for fyp (shld be)
thursday - ntu for fyp (shld be)
friday - ntu for fyp (shld be)
sat and sun - work
feel like dying liao. my voice. haiyoo.

meanwhile, like finally i bought the twilight books.
using my kinokuniya voucher.
i was the only one carrying a basket with ten books at the counter there.
spent a total of 143.87 dollars.
great. i can rot my hols by reading all the books i have bought.
now, i need to get eclipse and breaking dawn.

had first FYP meeting at NTU today. Everything was quite chim. Including the machineries we are gonna use. Lots of unfamiliar info being thrown to us and we have only a few days to get our literature review ready. See the info till my eyes wanna close. still haven write the info ion the log book. And i have 3 pages long of notes to copy into. Thurs and Fri need to have meeting again. Hais. God bless.

i am feeling very terrible since Wednesday evening..
my fever comes and goes like nobody's business,
my wisdom tooth just likes to play a fool with me,
my nose is in a state of disaster, running tap for a while and then blocked for a while.
i am starting to cough too.
how disastrous can it be?
i think i need an MC.

sometimes, i wonder why can god be so unfair at times? Why do some people simply enjoy their life without having to bother about how much they spend and waste; while others have to scrimp and save like beggars? and yes, i am the latter one. i am not lying. yesterday when my sis showed me the financial assisstance form which dad filled in, i felt so sad. total income earned for the household = $0. i just hope i can help my dad..

dear god, please listen to my pleas. My dad is the solebread winner in the entire household. Pls do whatever you can to help him. I will be grateful for your help..

the recession has hit very hard on my family

yesterday, the bad news came

my father was retrenched

damn that company for retrenching my father

he has to support a family of 5

and now, wtf

i need to resign and get a higher paid job(s)

ASAP

i am damn pissed off right now

F**K

Having genetics ut later at 415pm and here i am trying to study as much as i can. And yea. I repeated my stunt of skipping the last 2 weeks. But still have to come back for ut later and monday. But i dont feel like studying. I wanna give up for no reason. I have this thinking that no matter how high my GPA may be this sem, i will not get 4.0 for overall too. Hais.. Went for Hep B vaccination on wed. I am the suay one with no antibodies against Hep B. This means that i will have to complete the full course of vaccination (total 3 jabs + 1 booster). This takes 6 months. Die. The new term starts on April and this means that i will 99.9% be barred from lab. Unless the school allows me to resume lab activities while on the course of treatment ): And i have a date on valentine's day, with the second dose of vaccination. Haha. Which also falls on a sat. Which means i have to apply leave again. And i cant do transition the next day cause my arm swell the next day. Hais..

Anyways, will start tutoring next wed. And yes, more money for me. I think i need to get my hair re-dyed. I sort of regretted giving my aunt to do it for me. Argh. Stupid hair. I have been thinking whether or not to quit working there. Ok. Actually, i want to quit. But i know this aint any easy task. They confirm wont let me go. Haha. I shld have had bad attitude like someone so that if i wanna quit, they will let me go. How shld i go about it? I will get very busy once the FYP allocation is out. Definitely i need my weekends for the proj cause Adele and FG both in IPBMS means wed is out of the question. I have also got a better offer with $6.50 an hr. Omg. How? Ok. I need to get it over and done with asap..

went for the R.I.C.E Proj on Saturday. Reached woodlands at 8am. Then stoned till 835 where saretta arrived. Then stoned further to wait for the late queens. we were supposed to reach Christchurch Sec at 9am and in the end. we were late. Anyways, waited for IC leader to give us directions. Then i was suddenly put into another grp.WTH. we already informed them earlier and they argreed. So we argued and finally the head said he was RISKING to put us together. Eh. we did an extra block for u guys leh. 5 blocks mind u.

Anyways, the residents there damn unsympathetic can. some damn fucked up. 明明在家，却死都不要开门。some open the door so damn bloody small, like 怕我们吃掉他。some even more FUCK. 我们一说我们是从Red Cross, they straight away slam their door on us. What the fuck are they trying to do. Please for goodness sake, 你们不会觉得很丢脸吗？I am sorry to say that but the worse lot are Chinese. Suddenly, 我很庆幸我只是半个华人。否则我会觉得非常丢脸。Use ur brain to think lah. Some day your kids will also have to do such things right. What if someone slams their door at your kid? Malays are 100X times better than u chinese. Even if they do not want to donate, they will at least have the initiative to politely say no thanks. They even spent their time to listen to our publicity for the door-to-door rice collection project. Overall, all damn fucked up. Damn you!

Luckily, had a day off yesterday due to our hard work. Next sat and sun will be the worse one i guess. Have to carry sacks of rice and then deliver them around. For the sake of charity, i shall hang on. Damn.

Meanwhile, i always thought that there will only be political matters in workplaces on TV. However, this has also come true in real life. In my workplace. I dont know why some people like to 靠关系 to do things, or even 威胁. Whats the point man. u shld do it based on your own capability. This kind of ppl really make me want to 反胃. These do not apply to crews only. Even the managers are the same. Some 从别人听说我们这样那样，就乱乱骂我们。请问这是什么天理啊。Eh. Pls lah. Can u use ur brain to think anot. Do not anyhow reprimand ppl for the things they did not do. This is not the first time. I used to respect u alot but now i am starting to hate u i tell u straight. u might not like what i am saying but it is true. I dislike ur unreasonableness and such. Everyone can forget including u. So dont come and say i put the blame on u. U might have really forget and in order to hide that, u say we put the blame on you. Fuck. If i really cannot take it, I will 辞职。I dont care how much u may want me to stay but i dont give a damn anymore. i cant take such unreasonableness here. I dont want and i dont have to. So you better dont test my patience and push me to the limit. I will really do it and no matter how serious will it be to the extent that i will even be terminated, I DONT CARE.

After 2 weeks of MIA, I am back with a lot of details. And I mean A LOT. Let’s go...

25.12.08
As usual, since it was christmas day, had to go to grandpa’s house. Finally my dad allowed me to drink there. Damn nice to drink. Lol. So yeah. I drink. After drinking 1 and a half cup of wine, my face machiam put blusher. Damn red man. My sis and mum drank but nothing happen except me. Jialat. Means ppl will know if I drink cause I become red very fast. Anyways, one news received from colleague. Supposed to work today from 8am to 12pm. But me and sis didn’t turn up so no show. What the hell!! I confirmed wrote in the request book. I requested for annual leave. Then “X” said I told he/her that I can work. Since when sia. Its common sense that I am a mixed and thus I need to celebrate Christmas too right. Aiyoh.

28.12.08
No work today. Cause need to attend wedding. This wedding I must say is woah. Since it’s a malay wedding, we went in the morning. And believe it or not, it lasted less than half an hour. We just went in, ate, and went off. That’s malay wedding style, says dad. Well. That was super duper fast. Anyways, told dad I had my bonus and wanted to buy my mp3 since my old one went bust. Like finally he agreed. Of course lah. My money not his mah. So proceed to TM to buy. Purple Ipod Nano. YEAH! Finally man. I had wanted it since 76748763 days ago. My bonus totally finished. Well, then proceeded to white sands in the evening with sis and dy. Chat in mc till ping and ting came. Since we did not want to eat bbq, we decided to settle our dinner there. Then went to costa sands resort. Will be having chalet till 30.12.08. settled our belongings down and sent dy off. That night was extremely long to me, sis, ping and ting. One funny thing I noticed about the chalet. Everyone slept that night except the 4 of us. LOL. I thought ppl normally ton in the night? What an exception man. LOL. Anyways, we were the only ones left and thus we paly mahjong to while our time away. But the more we played, the more we felt sian. And its only like 3am in the morning. So we decided to slack in mac. Wanted to eat sundae in the first place but no more ice cream. In the end, we settled for apple pie. Then slack in the mac also very sian. Sian till I feel like falling asleep. So in the end, around 4 am then we went back to the room. The room damn small loh. Whalao. Somemore one mattress is to be shared by 4 of us. In the end, I never even sleep properly loh. imagine half of your body on the mattress and half of it on the floor. Hais.

29.12.08
So called “slept” for 3 hrs. ordered Mac for breakfast.Then ping & ting slept till afternoon while me and sis watched the dark knight halfway only. Went escape to play in the early evening. I love the wet & wild. Damn nice although I was soaked to the skn.went back at 8 to the chalet. Watched the little nyonya till 10pm. Wanted to eat but then no food for us liao. All eaten up. No choice 4 of us went to eat Mac. Took cab home. Reached home at 1145pm

31.12.08
Last day of 2008, went to cousin’s house to so called countdown.

05.01.09
Start school liao. Went to E1level 6 to collect voucher with dy during first break. Haiyo. Get book store voucher again. Nothing to buy sia. RP no need books. Actually had 100 plus dollars voucher from popular and bata. But same thing. Nothing to buy. In the end my brother used all up. Wth.why don’t they give ntuc voucher? At least I can use mah. Haiyooo. Anyways, 3 more days for me… I wana do my hair…

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