Monday, June 08, 2009
ok, so syf is over now, who cares what the results were, i know, we know, they know who and what good musicians are haha, so really be happy, the journey was tough but worthwhile, we have been ridiculated but aren't you darn proud that we can achieve this?
Studies have been on a rising limb in my charts of studies haha, so glad things are finally looking brighter though i still worry for my BT2s lol, GP is already over, thank god, hopefully and definitely i will do much better then during BT1s! GO Band Geek POWER! hahaha *study study study*
Went for my Echo Scan thingy lol, was really quite freaked out by the sound of my blood flow and my heart pumping, can really hear the *thump thump* and *swoosh swoosh* hahahahhaha, like omg lol, manage to catch a small glance at how my heart looks like, hopefully no problems with it haha, i wanna live old haha
ok nth much to say le actually, maybe i'll this post as my last post till god-knows-when haha can't really be bothered to post anymore anyways lol
Anyways, Sian, today had to go for my Medical Checkup for NS enlistment. Diao, everything went okay, except that, i am damn suay.
Firstly,
The medic drawing my blood, was joking, trying to get me to relax which was a good thing. But then, at the first draw, he said, oh crap, not enough vaccuum, cannot suck the blood( even though some blood came out le.... -.-). Then he just happily poked the other arm. Like sian,
Secondly,
The medical Screening went ok, cept for the ElectroCardioGram part, had to take 3 readings, like sian, and it turns out that i have some abnormality in my heart, so now i have to go for an appointment with a specialist at Alexandra Hospital, sian....
Thirdly,
I MISSED SCHOOL! ARGH >.<, this year is too important for me to miss school, with SYF, and A's and what not, like omg... sian......
So all-in-all, today definitely wasn't a good day
H2s
-Chemistry : C (yay, improvement!)
-Physics : U (sian)
-Maths : E (ok, not very good still)
H1s
- Geog : C
- GP : C
Therefore, overall rank points for Block test 1 is ( 15+ 0 + 10 + 7.5 + 7.5) which is....... 40/80, yay! i passed my block test 1~ wheee..... must continue to work! haha
well before that, i think this week is like stay-over week for me haha, cause i seemed to have stayed over at 2 classmate's houses lol, one at geylang and the other at simei, lol
and it seems that i am finally having some improvement for my studies! got a D for chem (last year got E), though my Maths still S, -,-..............
GP, Physics, all dunno hahahhaha, oh wells, after SYF it's chionging season for me sstress stress.......
and todays bake sale was ok i think, though we didn't manage to clear those who ordered beforehand( maybe they forgot haha), but hey the process of baking was fun haha, and i finally learnt how to make choc mousse, so watch out for my next sinful choc cake haha XD
So yea, recently my life is really really a huge roller cooaster it seems, having many fun fun times, and yet also many many many many depressing times. It's times like this that i really dearly miss those times of my childhood when i really am carefree, like the first time i went to a friends housewithout my mum knowing and ending up grounded in a way cause she found out anyways,
(-.-'|l ).
Or the time when i lost the house keys after having breakfast at the nearby market, and ended up severely punished for it, cause everyone cept my dad got locked into the house.
(-.-'|l ).
Ok, maybe my childhood wasn't that happy. but then, i can still remember how many a times me and my elder bro would knock on our neighbours' door just for a chance to play with their children, and the first time i play DDR there, that time i found out i supposedly have 9 guardian angels around me, but soon i moved to where i stay now, fitting on to a new school, meeting more people. Then more trouble haha, i can still remember the punch i gave one of my classmates, because i was being pushed from the back but i didn't who and i just *whack* haha. All the scandals we had then too, then our 3 teachers day celeration, of which one had a dance we cheoreographed ourselves, the party we organised for the next year and the BIG pillow that had our stitches on for our P6 FT.
Next came Secondary school haha, Went to St. Pats. At first, not very happy nor excited about it. Made my first friend there cause he's like me, has no one else from his school and i thought he was chinese, turn out to be a malay (HI HIDHIR haha), joined the Band, made more friends that really stood with me, against me, for me for my next fews years (and hopefully for many more to come haha) then sec 2 with bad maths score cause of subject project work, promote to sec 3, last express class, but then soon, ended up topping the class and left St. Pats witha Raw L1R5 of 14 points.
Move on SAJC and tadah, where i am now haha.
Maybe this post may seem random but how i see it, is that i need a refresh of memories as to what made who i am today and who has been those who influenced me too become like that.
So i thank you for those who have been, is still, and will continue to be part of my life .
Cheerio (^.^)
Well, right nows i'm suffering from the torture of Block Test 1 haha, must jiayou me! tomorrow is a siao paper day, with both Chem and Maths, sigh.........
Many songs are popping through my head, and i realize about 2/3 of them are emotional songs.....
sian, better go back to try and save as much of my ass as possible!
Studies are coming along ok-ly i guess, getting the hang of the topics now, though abit the late haha, turns out, msa was really badly done, time to buck up! 10 days left to Block Test 1!
And with more stuff building up, I have decided to give up, since you're happy with you are with, i shouldn't interfere, so i'll be at the sideline, silently but surely there to support your every action. i know many people would say that i'm only acting noble and deep inside i resent the fella who managed to win you over, but truth be told, since you're happy, who am i to stop it, so just go on, and have a blessed relationship.
Chem -9/30 [omg, and i had so much confidence that i would pass at least, sigh....]
GP -25/50 [Paper 1] (technically we haven't get back the whole paper haha)
Maths- 8/25 [ edited haha]
Physics- 16/25 [paper 1] 25/75[paper 2] total = 41/100?? or 48/100(by %)(well, paper wasn't as bad cause i just put a "B" for everything i don't know hahahahahha]
Geog -[ How the hell i would know this? i just took this paper hahahahahhaha]
So yea, As you could see my dismal results, i'm am feeling awfully disgusted at my own level of comprehension of what i really understand during lesson, on the side note, i have finally completed my 1st ever Physics Tutorial since j1 June, tutorial No. 12 (Electricity) haha, and i seem to be getting the hang of finding Area and Volume using Integration (Omgosh, Miracles around the world, Praise the Lord! haha) Chem, well, i missed the last lesson about the begining of Nitrogen compunds so.... nothing much to say haha, and the average of my class for Chem MSA was a ........Ugly "U" haha......sigh.... Let's Work Hard Everyone!
31st Dec-> i spent the day working basically cause like no one invited me out (so sad......oh wells) haha, ended at like 12.30am but managed to catch the fireworks over at Marina Square side, though it is definitely not as nice as NDP, then......
1st Jan -> i think i was working again, but slept late so i can actually study more for my LUEs....
2nd ~ today -> nothing much, just my retarded LUE papers, work, and just restarting band haha
Yes, kill m for being lazy to update properly haha....
Oh my~ it's been 2 months since i last posted haha, sorry for the llong long long long long long long long long *rambing* long break haha.....
ok, so syf is over now, who cares what the results were, i know, we know, they know who and what good musicians are haha, so really be happy, the journey was tough but worthwhile, we have been ridiculated but aren't you darn proud that we can achieve this?
Studies have been on a rising limb in my charts of studies haha, so glad things are finally looking brighter though i still worry for my BT2s lol, GP is already over, thank god, hopefully and definitely i will do much better then during BT1s! GO Band Geek POWER! hahaha *study study study*
Went for my Echo Scan thingy lol, was really quite freaked out by the sound of my blood flow and my heart pumping, can really hear the *thump thump* and *swoosh swoosh* hahahahhaha, like omg lol, manage to catch a small glance at how my heart looks like, hopefully no problems with it haha, i wanna live old haha
ok nth much to say le actually, maybe i'll this post as my last post till god-knows-when haha can't really be bothered to post anymore anyways lol
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POST #120!
Anyways, Sian, today had to go for my Medical Checkup for NS enlistment. Diao, everything went okay, except that, i am damn suay.
Firstly,
The medic drawing my blood, was joking, trying to get me to relax which was a good thing. But then, at the first draw, he said, oh crap, not enough vaccuum, cannot suck the blood( even though some blood came out le.... -.-). Then he just happily poked the other arm. Like sian,
Secondly,
The medical Screening went ok, cept for the ElectroCardioGram part, had to take 3 readings, like sian, and it turns out that i have some abnormality in my heart, so now i have to go for an appointment with a specialist at Alexandra Hospital, sian....
Thirdly,
I MISSED SCHOOL! ARGH >.<, this year is too important for me to miss school, with SYF, and A's and what not, like omg... sian......
So all-in-all, today definitely wasn't a good day
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ok, i finally got all my results for block test haha, and this is my scores
H2s
-Chemistry : C (yay, improvement!)
-Physics : U (sian)
-Maths : E (ok, not very good still)
H1s
- Geog : C
- GP : C
Therefore, overall rank points for Block test 1 is ( 15+ 0 + 10 + 7.5 + 7.5) which is....... 40/80, yay! i passed my block test 1~ wheee..... must continue to work! haha
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haix..... today was Service learning day haha, and my class was doing a bake sale lol
well before that, i think this week is like stay-over week for me haha, cause i seemed to have stayed over at 2 classmate's houses lol, one at geylang and the other at simei, lol
and it seems that i am finally having some improvement for my studies! got a D for chem (last year got E), though my Maths still S, -,-..............
GP, Physics, all dunno hahahhaha, oh wells, after SYF it's chionging season for me sstress stress.......
and todays bake sale was ok i think, though we didn't manage to clear those who ordered beforehand( maybe they forgot haha), but hey the process of baking was fun haha, and i finally learnt how to make choc mousse, so watch out for my next sinful choc cake haha XD
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haix...... my maid going back to indonesia for 2 weeks, sianzation so now i'm like the temporary maid, literally, haix, but nvm haha, she really need a break from the hectic life my family lives lol...
So yea, recently my life is really really a huge roller cooaster it seems, having many fun fun times, and yet also many many many many depressing times. It's times like this that i really dearly miss those times of my childhood when i really am carefree, like the first time i went to a friends housewithout my mum knowing and ending up grounded in a way cause she found out anyways,
(-.-'|l ).
Or the time when i lost the house keys after having breakfast at the nearby market, and ended up severely punished for it, cause everyone cept my dad got locked into the house.
(-.-'|l ).
Ok, maybe my childhood wasn't that happy. but then, i can still remember how many a times me and my elder bro would knock on our neighbours' door just for a chance to play with their children, and the first time i play DDR there, that time i found out i supposedly have 9 guardian angels around me, but soon i moved to where i stay now, fitting on to a new school, meeting more people. Then more trouble haha, i can still remember the punch i gave one of my classmates, because i was being pushed from the back but i didn't who and i just *whack* haha. All the scandals we had then too, then our 3 teachers day celeration, of which one had a dance we cheoreographed ourselves, the party we organised for the next year and the BIG pillow that had our stitches on for our P6 FT.
Next came Secondary school haha, Went to St. Pats. At first, not very happy nor excited about it. Made my first friend there cause he's like me, has no one else from his school and i thought he was chinese, turn out to be a malay (HI HIDHIR haha), joined the Band, made more friends that really stood with me, against me, for me for my next fews years (and hopefully for many more to come haha) then sec 2 with bad maths score cause of subject project work, promote to sec 3, last express class, but then soon, ended up topping the class and left St. Pats witha Raw L1R5 of 14 points.
Move on SAJC and tadah, where i am now haha.
Maybe this post may seem random but how i see it, is that i need a refresh of memories as to what made who i am today and who has been those who influenced me too become like that.
So i thank you for those who have been, is still, and will continue to be part of my life .
Cheerio (^.^)
Labels: Down Memory Lane
posted by Jackson @
study, sick, study, exams, sick..... what a continuous cycle for this year, sianzation i swear.
Well, right nows i'm suffering from the torture of Block Test 1 haha, must jiayou me! tomorrow is a siao paper day, with both Chem and Maths, sigh.........
Many songs are popping through my head, and i realize about 2/3 of them are emotional songs.....
sian, better go back to try and save as much of my ass as possible!
posted by Jackson @
ok i'm depressed, ever since billy kinda injured my leg during pe, i'm feeling goddamned miserable.... and i finally really understand the feeling of inconvienice that the slightly crippled would always feel, how irritating it is when you cannot bend your knee properly, even to do simple things like bath, wear clothes or just sitting down, fuck man, i swear. cause of this injury, i had to miss out on the SAB concert last night(meaning the 28th of feb). But no worries billy, i forgive you cause you didn' do it on purpose.
Studies are coming along ok-ly i guess, getting the hang of the topics now, though abit the late haha, turns out, msa was really badly done, time to buck up! 10 days left to Block Test 1!
And with more stuff building up, I have decided to give up, since you're happy with you are with, i shouldn't interfere, so i'll be at the sideline, silently but surely there to support your every action. i know many people would say that i'm only acting noble and deep inside i resent the fella who managed to win you over, but truth be told, since you're happy, who am i to stop it, so just go on, and have a blessed relationship.
posted by Jackson @
i'm lazy haha, that i'll confess lol, updating blog has been becoming a drag haha......oh wells, studying's been my priority since the start of this turbulent year and i swear it's only gonna get harder.
posted by Jackson @
hey all i'm back haha, and in case you're wondering why the hell have i not update after so long, it's cause of studies haha, even though i don't look like i'm studying! haha, Anyways, Jus finish my MSA for H1 and generally overall today haha and well got back some of my results, which are not as well as i expect [and i already was expecting bad =.=] Sigh..... Let's see,
Chem -9/30 [omg, and i had so much confidence that i would pass at least, sigh....]
GP -25/50 [Paper 1] (technically we haven't get back the whole paper haha)
Maths- 8/25 [ edited haha]
Physics- 16/25 [paper 1] 25/75[paper 2] total = 41/100?? or 48/100(by %)(well, paper wasn't as bad cause i just put a "B" for everything i don't know hahahahahha]
Geog -[ How the hell i would know this? i just took this paper hahahahahhaha]
So yea, As you could see my dismal results, i'm am feeling awfully disgusted at my own level of comprehension of what i really understand during lesson, on the side note, i have finally completed my 1st ever Physics Tutorial since j1 June, tutorial No. 12 (Electricity) haha, and i seem to be getting the hang of finding Area and Volume using Integration (Omgosh, Miracles around the world, Praise the Lord! haha) Chem, well, i missed the last lesson about the begining of Nitrogen compunds so.... nothing much to say haha, and the average of my class for Chem MSA was a ........Ugly "U" haha......sigh.... Let's Work Hard Everyone!
posted by Jackson @
ok fine, once again i've shown how lazy i am by not updating my blog haha, anyways, ever since the last post.......
31st Dec-> i spent the day working basically cause like no one invited me out (so sad......oh wells) haha, ended at like 12.30am but managed to catch the fireworks over at Marina Square side, though it is definitely not as nice as NDP, then......
1st Jan -> i think i was working again, but slept late so i can actually study more for my LUEs....
2nd ~ today -> nothing much, just my retarded LUE papers, work, and just restarting band haha
Yes, kill m for being lazy to update properly haha....
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