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You are my love :) Saturday, January 23, 2010 Hey :) Hey peeps :D after so long i am updating my blog :D cause my coms back! wee:) but hey ,i have this strong feeling it will spoil soon.. LOL! sad ah! hhaha..hmmm..i am very upset with life nowdays.. Problems problems problems... My phone is also spoilt.. My Psp also spoilt.. Aiyooo... I wanna run away frm it all... Hahaha..cant..but its okay..we need to have the faith to move on with life :D I am single ..and not planning to get attached..haha..i knw its easy to say. but i really do mean it :) STUDIES is what i wanna concentrate on now! i have already missed one week of school.. Its time for me to move forward. Am i ready?? I AM READY!! Its time for me to be a SUPERSTAR :D Ouh ya!! I WANT AN CAMERA! gonna irritate my mom for one for my upcoming birthday :D 28 march :D hmm..might be going to anisa's house soon..still not sure..heh alrights..time for me to go! wil update soon k..when i am not lazy :D Love you all.. Live life :) Saturday, November 21, 2009 Dear diary, Hahaha :) i guess i am really going to die when my bill comes out! haha..and yea in my previous post i asked a question.. What is more fearful that 2012 doomsday? Well the answer in the net is .. When u die and go to one place than there is your god deciding if you go to hell or heaven that is the scary one not the doomsday.. I kinda agree.. i mean imagine me I go to temple and church.. Than two god will be sittin down and decidin if i should go hell or heaven but i kinda knw if there is such a thing i would be going to hell.. Cause i have done too many mistakes in life that cant be you knw..un-sined. Haha..well..I have cleared my bookshelf..i threw away my sec 2 stuffs except for some and you knw wat i am so happy that i am not a GEOGRAPHY STUDENT ANYMORE!! hahaha one stupid subject is out of my life..now i got lit -.- i hate it too..grrrrrrrrrrrr......nvm nvm... i am gonna start studying. My bro and i had a talk yest night and it kinda awakened my senses..haha..and priyankah and i are planning to go east coast to cycle! haha dunno when.so this is gonna be my plan
Yea so thats all Time to end my post.. ~Gaga~
Friday, November 20, 2009
Dear diary, I like my hair in the pic..haha so neat and nice..but in real life it sucks.. Lady gaga ft beyonce -telephone is nice! :) haha.. Its been 3 days since my father and i talked..well this sunday its going to get worse.. My bills are coming out..haish..i have $30 ready ..but i scared that i accidentally went internet for 2 HOURS! i will be so dead !!haha.. well guys! I have decided..if i just post about my problems in my blog its useless so i am gonna research some interesting stuffs and put it here so that you all can be interested in such stuffs too :D I am sure most of you all would have watched 2012! haha it's very scary..to think the world is going to end in 2012! where like i would be 17!! so young! there's alot to experience!! sooooo! i typed 2012 in google and found this interesting website..than it said more fearful thing than 2012 end of the world ..than i was like wth! whats more scary ! dude its the end of the world! than!! i kinda agree with this website! as in as you all know i go to church cause my mom is a christian..so..i have read the bible..and it does say the end of the world where jesus will be seen or something like that! and..i do believe there is heaven and hell..dun ask me why..but..i do. I want all of you all who visit my blog to answer this question in my tagboard ,seriously, think carefully and answer alrights! i will post what i think abt the answer in my next next post! so ppl here is the question.. What is more fearful 2012 doomsday predictions? Answer it alrights :) Maybe in my next post i might do a research about how to lose cheek weight! cause i seriously need it! and i am gonna buy magazines so if there is anything interestin i will post it here alrights :) I hope for my problems to get better and anyone who has problems i hope it gets better too :) imisshym.. alrights Time to end my entry ~Gaga~ I'm just tryna be happy.. Thursday, November 19, 2009
Dear diary, Currently i am in love with leona lewis happy song..Its so nice and since i am sad Whenever i hear the song i start crying..haish..too many family problems..and what i did surely didnt help.. i am still awake..haish..i wanna go into a long sleep but i dun wan to die..cause i dun wan to leave all my loved ones.i really need a hug..but i am stuck at home..So can't get any hug from my friends.. My playlist at the bottom is awesome its all my favourite songs so go listen to it! I miss Nandhini and her gang! haha even though i only got to knw them for a few days.. they have made a great impact in my life..I am not talking to them now..cause..of some reasons..well will soon talk to them and i will grow shorter so that nandhini would be able to kick my arse! haha:) cuties:) I am gonna go temple with my brother at seven in e evening..I am going to pray my heart out.. I want things in my house to get better..I DO NOT WANT TO CRY ANYMORE..I just wanna be happy.. See the song relates to me so much!..I wanna become someone big..not in size! as in in life..We learn when we are young, understand when we age..I wanna understand everything now..I wanna be a better person! I am known as a crazy person who is fun but everyone know i am dumb in studies..and i want to change that..i will...i must..and i can.. After the situations in my house gets better i am gonna get my arse to study..i wanna prove to my parents that i can do it..Life is hard but its not impossible to make it easy..we just got to try..and i am going to give it all my best..and i have decided to pursue my dreams..well you all will know what i mean..I cant stop thinking about my sorrows..i dunno why..its like haunting me every second..i find it hard to smile i am not the jovial type this few days..but hey..hope things will get better soon :) i miss ivan.i wanna go gym with him! he is a fun person to go gym with! one of my close fren even though i hate him! haha! okay.. Its time to end my entry.. So what if it hurts me, So what if i break down, So what if this world just throws me off the edge, My feet run out of ground. I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound Don't care about all the pain infront of me CAUSE I'M JUST TRYNA BE HAPPY.. yeah just wanna be happy..ohh... ~Gaga~ Troubled.. Wednesday, November 18, 2009 Dear diary, I feel so troubled..I don't even know why i wrote that.. Actually i do..haish..i am kinda in this big trouble right now.. MY PHONE BILLS! Its gonna explode like hell that my father is going to explode and than cut off my head.. Cause i messaged "him" when he was in malaysia.. Haish..god please help me.. And lately i have this feeling like whenever i am going out someone is watching me.. Kinda sounds scary rite..i dunno if its a stalker..cause i received message frm someone i dun know and he was like i wanna make friend NOW! than i was like bye ..it can be a girl oso not sure..this world is complicated..I really want some vampire to come bite me and make me a vampire! any vampire who is readin this! please come and bite me! vampire diaries episode are so cool! so is gossip girl! haha 'threesome' Lol! haha ! I have seriously gotten fat and is in need for an job! please inform me if there is any job! i am desperate for one! believe me! i wanna grow up! and i am missin my class gatherin :( its today and i am stuck at home cause of my father..haish..i miss all my frens.. Talya.. i miss seeing her laugh..haish yest she was cheerin me up.. i wanna go class gathering! grrr...My daddy just got back home! like now! hahha! i think my daddy is too over possesive abt my mum..its not a gd thing.. currently my mom is not at home..and yea..i am trying to change my eng accent..it has become too american-ish ! last time ppl said i was faking it but it was really how i speak not sure how maybe too much of eng dramas..i cant force myself to speak like the india people right.. so dun be astonished if you all hear me speaking differently..kinda used to it now.. haha..i am in love now..Dun wanna be hurt again.. Not sure if i would be..life is unpredictable.. Time to end my entry ~Gaga~ |
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