Old friends

我喜欢我的老朋友们，因为再怎么样跟他们在一起我舒服的

可以有哪句就说哪句

可以用心来对待

或许我对他们还蛮冷血的

但是，我是真的很珍惜我的老朋友们

kampung, teng mao, bb, kolok, min min, ninja pot.

不管多久以后再见

还是可以说很多话，玩在一起。

或许是我的问题， 我找不到可以让我这样的朋友了
所以，很庆幸我有一班老朋友

^^

I am happy for all of you! ^^

long week

this week feels super long...

and i got a smack on my head as everything is hard...
and i forgot my maths...lol

back to form 4 and 5...

sure needs more grace.

2nd day of school

purposely use school instead of campus... Reality is harsh, that hits me a lot when I am here...
I was well protected when I am back in M'sia. haha, everything was so fine there and easy.

Here, you are all alone and you can only depend on yourself most of the time.
Friends? They can't do much too...

I'm not emo anymore, because being emo is useless... yes it is expensive, yes i felt burdened..
but, i am here... and it will be a little too late to change now...

what i can do is to fulfill my responsibility and just do what i have to do.
Solutions will come as time goes by....and I always have the Lord as long as I am willing to turn back.

I'm fine and I will continue to be fine.

I'm fine here

Today is the 6th day I'm here. I'm fine overall, just had a little emotion disturbance on the 1st night...
after reading blogs and cards...plus unpacking those stuff i used in Miri...
aish... plus i was super tired. XD
So it's understandable....

Now i'm adapting quite well, didn't went to the Lord's day meeting but met the saints at night.
Was glad that there are saints here.
Although there are still strangers to me, but there is Lord in everyone of them.

I'll be fine here, so everyone of you reading. Please be fine for my sake too. ^^

21st feb

Good bye everyone. Its not a big deal leaving, I know. But I don't know, this is the 1st time me feeling like this when leaving...

In these 4 years outside of Miri, never once I felt like crying...

but i cried this time, not sure of the reason..maybe there is a lot..
maybe i am scared of flying so far alone since my dad was there when i 1st went to kl...

maybe kl wasn't that far...maybe because this is the 1st time going overseas for so long and alone..

maybe there is too many gatherings this time... with ppl that made me hesitant to leave...

Thanks for all the gifts and cards. They made me cry....
Thanks for coming to the airport, it almost made me cry. hahaha

luckily i didn't though, luckily i didnt. ^^

Wish you all a blessed year.

friday

left 9 days...

not much time left.

feeling bad..should not be so greedy

should not say so much after all this time.