Saw a reality show today that gave me some thoughts.

Complaining about things,
ya, it might be bad but
Complaining about people?
That is worse.

There is a gap.


A gap so wide and dead.


It won't be for long.


For if it exist, it means goodbye.

It's funny how just not long ago, you see a person posting his picture online but the next day, he is gone. JUST LIKE THAT.

If it is so heart-wrenching for a stranger like me, what about his close ones?




R.I.P :')

Mercies in Disguise

I believe all things work together for my good whether good or bad.
It may seem like everything is in a mess,
but when you realise and start to believe,
you will know you are blessed. :)

I will seek Your presence, when I need power.
For when I am weak, You give me strength. :)


To my Dear friend,
even when it seems hopeless, have faith!
I pray for a miracle to happen upon you. :)

Okay, so Im blogging because someone in the tagboard is telling me to.

Had a chat with a lovely friend today about ADULTS. They are probably one of the major factors that influence the actions of teenagers or kids these days. Being able to work in this internship, I have truly learnt a lot. Not only in skills but also the feelings of what they felt. Seeing how stressful the environment is, I can understand why certain people will turn to smoking. However, this can be a bad example to kids who try it for fun.

I believe it is up to a person whether or not they want to do the right things. Everyone knows what is right or wrong but why are there still people who choose to do the wrong things? They are not strong enough to control themselves. They are weak to be controlled by external influence, and hence, make the wrong choices.

Adults are supposed to be role models of the young right? If the kid is making a mistake, is there something wrong with what they teach? (Is there not enough love? Is there not enough concern?) OR the kid is really to be blamed for everything.

I remember when I was in sec 3 during my trip in Melbourne, we had to write a letter to ourselves and send it back to Singapore.

Right now, I just want to say to my future self, love yourself, your friends and your neighbours. Treat your enemies like how you treat yourself so that they have nothing bad to say about you or they just have nothing better to do to hate on you. When something bad happen, do not fret. They are just obstacles to show yourself how strong you can be. There is no limit to being strong in your heart. From the moment you are born, the meaning to your life has begun.

Also remember,

If People aren't Laughing at your Dreams, then they aren't big enough!
-Grayson Marshall

Love you,
from the 18 years old Jerlina. :]

I believe I have found my meaning in life. Have you?