I'm not who you want,
Of that I'm aware.
The fact that you hate me now,
Is almost too much to bare.
I made a mistake,
In giving you my heart.
And now I'm in pain,
Losing myself part by part.
Memories eating at me.
Of promises you made.
Then betrayal at the highest degree.
Believing now that it was all fake.
You call me demonic, making me take the blame.
Now saying I forced you to do this.
But when you had me up against the wall
Stripping me so there was nothing between us but skin, it seemed like it was me you wanted.
Going to far for the first time,
Chemically intertwined.
Not knowing how to move on.
When you proposed to me and made me promise id always call you mine.
Previously breaking it off once in November,
I was happy just being friends.
But then you threatened suicide.
And you begged me to be ur girlfriend again.
So I became whoever you wanted,
Me to be.
But by doing that,
I have now lost all of me.
Isolating me from,
Everyone I once held close.
Because you made me promise,
That noone could ever know.
Manipulated, and fucked over.
At the highest degree.
I just wish that since you're gone now that those I love,
Wouldnt be dissapointed by me jst being me.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Happy Seven Month Aniversary
I'm not who you want,
Of that I'm aware.
The fact that you hate me now,
Is almost too much to bare.
I made a mistake,
In giving you my heart.
And now I'm in pain,
Losing myself part by part.
Memories eating at me.
Of promises you made.
Then betrayal at the highest degree.
Believing now that it was all fake.
You call me demonic, making me take the blame.
Now saying I forced you to do this.
But when you had me up against the wall
Stripping me so there was nothing between us but skin, it seemed like it was me you wanted.
Going to far for the first time,
Chemically intertwined.
Not knowing how to move on.
When you proposed to me and made me promise id always call you mine.
Previously breaking it off once in November,
I was happy just being friends.
But then you threatened suicide.
And you begged me to be ur girlfriend again.
So I became whoever you wanted,
Me to be.
But by doing that,
I have now lost all of me.
Isolating me from,
Everyone I once held close.
Because you made me promise,
That noone could ever know.
Manipulated, and fucked over.
At the highest degree.
I just wish that since you're gone now that those I love,
Wouldnt be dissapointed by me jst being me.
Of that I'm aware.
The fact that you hate me now,
Is almost too much to bare.
I made a mistake,
In giving you my heart.
And now I'm in pain,
Losing myself part by part.
Memories eating at me.
Of promises you made.
Then betrayal at the highest degree.
Believing now that it was all fake.
You call me demonic, making me take the blame.
Now saying I forced you to do this.
But when you had me up against the wall
Stripping me so there was nothing between us but skin, it seemed like it was me you wanted.
Going to far for the first time,
Chemically intertwined.
Not knowing how to move on.
When you proposed to me and made me promise id always call you mine.
Previously breaking it off once in November,
I was happy just being friends.
But then you threatened suicide.
And you begged me to be ur girlfriend again.
So I became whoever you wanted,
Me to be.
But by doing that,
I have now lost all of me.
Isolating me from,
Everyone I once held close.
Because you made me promise,
That noone could ever know.
Manipulated, and fucked over.
At the highest degree.
I just wish that since you're gone now that those I love,
Wouldnt be dissapointed by me jst being me.
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