
Monday, February 13, 2012

9:17 AM
Happy valentine day to you.
Its so sad that I only update when I'm feeling disappointed.
Makes me wonder if everything is a lie.
I am just a human, I have feelings.
I ain't a saint, why do u treat me like a piece of trash.
Am I just so inferior? Or a nuisance?
Or just a play and throw toy?
No longer tolerant, where is the old you I love?
:(

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

11:41 PM

Friday, January 21, 2011

9:43 PM
Having uncontrollable mood swings and i WHINE ALOT
I wonder who can stand me, sigh o sigh.
So sorry if you are a victim of my crazy actions, esp my bf :(
I MISS YOU SO MUCHHHHH. Don't know if you will read my blog? Haha.

Friday, December 31, 2010

8:39 AM
Okay right, so my last post of two zero one zero was pretty emo.
Well i still am, but i think i should summarize year two zero one zero?
Ahhhhh two zero one zero is prolly the fastest year ever, spent more than half of the year slogging away at work. Neglecting enjoyment time just for work, especially after A level. Work was......oh well kind of suck, met new people, new environment, colleagues come and go, i guess that's my overall work life? Although job scope sucks, but luckily colleagues were still pretty nice i think.
My 19th birthday was a simple affair? Nothing fancy, nothing exciting as usual. Boring life again -.-
As for A level, it was erm.......disappointing? Perhaps the most disappointing time of my life. Was sad for like the whole of March, i think i cried like for a week? Expected myself to do better than what i've got, at least just to get into some decent course in any local university. Although i managed to get into NTU chinese, but i gave up my place. If only i studied harder......Oh well.
Then came SIM orientation day. Didn't want to go at first, thanks so much to Ruo Ning, else i wouldn't get to know my og mates ;) From then on i think my life is abit more enriching? Cause there were og outings and etc.
To be continued...

7:30 AM
Approx 30mins more to two zero one one!!!
But sigh, why am I staying at home??? Me is Lonelygirl91.
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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

11:32 PM
So many things to do,
So many things on my mind.
I am 19,
not old and not young.
What have i achieved? Nothing.
Ohhhhhhhh, sucks to be me.
Sometimes i hope things will be idealistic,
but we still have to bow down to practicality and the reality.
Why is life like this?
Can't we have a simple life with no troubles?
Obviously not.
Is it really so hard?
So hard to do a simple request?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
It's hard to tell the truth.
And yes, talk is cheap.
Action just shows it all.
Im childish like that.
I wonder who can tolerate me for who i am.
Reality check: Time to grow up, be more mature and stop thinking that its right for people to give in to me. It's really hard to find someone who can put up with me i guess.
Oh well, i hate myself and my crazy thoughts at times :/
One last thing, fairytale doesn't exist. No true love, no one and only exist in this complicated world.

Monday, August 30, 2010

8:52 PM

Even if i have no one else to depend on, i still have myself.
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