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"Vivir con miedo es como virvir a medias." -
"A life lived in fear is a life half lived."

When you dance with your heart
When you dance what you feel
That's when you know
The dancer is real

Just your average girl seeking the beauty in life.
tashgal_burn@yahoo.com


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Saturday, March 31, 2007

Digging Up The Past
Finally have the time to sit down and just read through my archives and DJ cos I have nothing to do!! Haha lots of things came back to my mind and lots of stuff I didn't even remember happened! It's really making me feel so nostalgic.. Man.. Anyways.. some random stuff from old entries that made me go awww... or hahaha. :p

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"Haha ok...back to my day..den we headed for MMPrin lecture..well i was toking to adib..n albert toh came in n went baba while looking at me n adib...so i tot he was caling adib or smth...den he stood in front of me wif adib's new paper...n i was like facing chris n going.."why the hell is he standing in front of me!!!" argh... he left after he returned adib his new paper...den ame told me he was calling me baba. den i realised..bleah..sickening sickening...den i tink ame or yanling..or both were saying tink he was standing there waiting for u to tok to him or smth..no thanx man...*puke* " - 17 April 2003

"Juz so nice to be toking to them again.. n crappy haha. me n disa toking bout having kids now.. n she said maybe she shd marry me.. i'll look after the kids while she goes n see the world.. haha how to get the kids? a sperm bank.. n i'd be the one getting fat while she can maintain her figure.. damn crap rite? well tat's the way it is wif disa rite? haha but it's fun toking to her.. heh." - 13 June 2003

"U noe wat? i was checking out ppl's timetables.. den i found out Aron is in my audio class!! argh!! every sem must see him one.. n tis time for 4 hrs.. how wonderful...bleah.." - 5 July 2003

"O yah.. Don Richmond came n did our audio lecture todae.. me n ame find him cute. haha but his face is a bit senget heh. nona n 2 of us noticed tat.. heh but still he's cute haha n funny. o n he's good man.. he does all his own stuff for music.. yesterday me n chris saw his ep.. n he composes, performs, arranges, mixes..(wat else chris? haha) his own music. damn good.." - 22 August 2003

"Forgot all about S-League until Sean msged me at 1 plus saying to meet in school to help him wif the presentation.. So me n Surekha dragged out butts off our beds n chairs n got changed to go to school.." - 18 November 2003

"Yeah.. O yah.. Bert Toh gave me a shock tis morning during Multimed.. when he came up to my com (sitting 1st row...) n he was like "Ah Lee ah. why u look so tired?" I was tinking in my head wat Ali.. den i realised it was me surname.. argh... macham he my gd fren like tat.. call me until like tat *pukes* DISGUSTING!" - 15 January 2004

"And from this day forth.. the lolos will be known as...

Ame: Stoney Lolo
Disa: Shopping Lolo
Yanz: Sexay Lolo
Moi: Exotic Lolo" - 24 March 2005

"With all the crap and craziness I've gone thru just these few mths, i've grown so much closer to ppl i've been close wif and gotten to noe a few more gd buddies i will treasure for life. It's unthinkable for me to be leaving all my friends behind.. but i guess what has to be done, has to be done. I need to study and I want to.

After all these, I'm not gona look back and regret about anything that i've done. In fact i've learnt so much about myself and ppl tat i wouldn't want to change a single thing that happened so far this yr because it's taught me so much. Sometimes things happen in life which disappoint you, but i guess you gota learn that life is not always a bed of roses. There's always the stalks with thorns that may prick you and shake you up but you gota learn how deal with each prick you may get.

I feel like i have been ALMOST brutally honest about my feelings because of the situations i've been put in and situations i've seen my gd friends in. Hence the emergence of my "alter ego". It can be a gd ting, but it can also be a bad ting. But i tink i gota learn to be more tolerant and tame this tongue of mine again. It's gona be hard, but I'll do it with God's help just like last time.

It's hard to imagine that once the video is out of the way, I wouldn't have to go back to school anymore for no gd reason. I would have finally really completed my 3yrs of school in TP."
- 13 April 2005

"Now, I am Miss Evil 2005. Right boys and girls, you heard this right. New Getassha is Miss Evil 2005. Now I effortlessly commit all the taboos I used to shun in the past. Lie, cheat, steal. You name it, I do it. Heck, I even jaywalked today. That was like the biggest No-No in the past." - 13 May 2005 (Courtesy of Mr Johnny Chen)

"We and our one nine nine baht jokes. Eating like Kings and Queens (except poor Ame who missed her meat..). Laughing and taking all sorts of silly photos. Watching weird shows in Thai. Amused at the previews of "special channels". Talking late into the night. Ordering room service for supper late at night. Seeing each other 24hrs (well almost) for 3 days straight. Shopping like mad. Walking till our feet hurt." - 28 May 2005


And just 'cos I like what Disa wrote in the entry I'm copying and pasting it here :p

Tash... i'm glad that yr not like me... u could let go.. not like me. until this day.. i'm still tinking, "what if" ... stoopid rite... hehe. guese i was too sure of myself. but its a blessing in disguise wat... haha... ger... he does'nt deserve u. U deserve beta so i'm going to find Singapre's most eligible sk8ter boi for u... haha... wait n see, ger.

Yanz.. heard fr tash that the bastard beanstalk is going out with someger called maddy... wat kind of name is maddy aniway? she's mad ? dun noe lah... seow one. But nway... its time for u to grow up, to blossom into a WOMAN. u no longer a ger, not yet a woman... u shld b a lady... crazy lady... haha..show him something ger... dun cry 4 someone whose not worth yr tears... i noe its hard to accept but whats done is done. she' with him oredi so i guess the best thing to do now to juz to be happy.. dun bother abt him animore. u wana cry for someone, u can cry for me... i 'm so worthy of yr tears rite? U would agree yeah, pretti lady ?

N for the sexiest member of the group, the one with the tudong lah.. ame
Glad that u have another set of thinking abt blessed now...u guys r so funi man.. online together still dun wana msg each other but i guess its all the pride thingy... i would do likewise if i were u . ask the guy to make the first move.well , i did, but wat did i get? Hurt instead. Rejection may be hard but its not end of the world ger... i noe u have rather strong feelings for him coz u r affected if he happy or sad.. so weird rite.. how come so one's emotions can affect u ? its his emotions but y do u feel sad wen he's sad n wen he's happy, u r happy too... it's becoz u care for him ger, alot too... one word of advice lah... dun get involved too deeply... easier to get in then geting out... get wat i'm saying?

- 30 May 2003

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Okay that's an overload of words.. haha

You know I realised right us lolos were writing our blogs like we were on MSN or smth, we always replied to each others entries on our blogs.. haha that's damn funny lah.. And Disa.. I read your old blog too.. My gosh.. You're as funny as ever lah!! Haha. But reading the old entries I think, have you girls wondered how we became so close? Do you think it's 'cos of our blogs? And amazing we have so much to say to each on our blogs when we saw each other in school all the time lah! Haha.

And to end off..


I miss you guys!

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Tash @ 10:22 PM


A little shopping is always good!
This morning headed out with my mum and bro to do a little shopping 'cos there was this Surf and Skate wear clearance thing. At the same time went to check out the Supre there thought I didn't go for long 'cos my bro was waiting for us. But still I managed to get some stuff (although my bro spent so much more :p) Here's the loot!



Oh the target tee was bought by my mum sometime last week when she was out. And it's a kid's size top! Haha.

Anyways,I had a good rest. Think I haven't been slping much the last week 'cos of work and other reasons. But yes now I can sleep even more! Woot!

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Tash @ 6:20 PM

Friday, March 30, 2007

It's not going downhil afterall..
And I'm talking about CMM. Some of you might know that quite a number of us were pretty upset at the standard of CMM when we went back during the Open House in Jan. But we have been proven wrong. At least there still is some hope! Read this and you'll understand why. And if you're interested you can view their videos here. Not bad I must say especially since I think I returned all my editing skills back to CMM already. Haha.

So anyways, yes school is finally done!! For the next 2 weeks at least until the 2nd half of the semester starts again. At least I can breathe for the next week and go play before getting down to assignments again.

Oh and yes, I watched Tokyo Juliet finished already! And yes I'm waiting for more shows that 吳尊 is acting in to come out. Haha :p and yay to holidays! I can watch more shows now. I'm becoming an addict man. Heh.

Talk about shows, alot of movies I want to catch! And they're all coming out in the next few weeks but I rather use the money on shopping then on going to the cinemas ah. Haha yes shopping addict I am too. But well, I'm dying to go shopping lah. I need to destress man.

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Tash @ 9:33 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

逆风 - Garden Sister (Tokyo Juliet OST)
用独特的关键字眼
我搜寻着世界
只想找到一个空间
布置我的宣言
梦想已存放许多
不在乎被谁偷走
我只有一个感受
我真的真的
我真的受伤过

黑夜逆风细雨
梦想热情和我
痛苦却又甜蜜
why should i care at all?
at all...

我不管别人的看法
却又想被人看见
你总是说出了盲点
有时候真是讨厌
信心已存放了许多
你不在却不好过
我只有一个感受
你真的真的
你真的够爱我

黑夜逆风细雨
梦想热情和我
痛苦却又甜蜜
why should i care,
why should i care,
why should i care at all?
at all...

每个选择路口
我就挑难的路走
每次你放弃我
我突然回头你却还跟着我

黑夜逆风细雨
梦想热情和我
痛苦却又甜蜜
why should i care,
why should i care,
why should i care at all?
at all...


How apt, watching the show and listening to its theme song. Somehow I always manage to identify with the characters' feelings..

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Tash @ 12:02 AM

Monday, March 26, 2007

It's all about the colours
So I listened to Marie and went to take this test. And it really is super accurate for me right now. Power.

You are trying to establish yourself and make an impact despite the fact that everything around you seems to be against you - putting up barriers, but don't be unduly concerned: you have the right ideas and come what may, they will soon be manifested and appreciated.

Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - 'keep trying' and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.

You feel very lonely and frustrated at this time but your shyness and modesty precludes you from establishing any deep form of relationship. You feel rather isolated and alone. You are egocentric and you believe that you are always right - well maybe you are - but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

You are presently worried about your future and you feel that whatever you do will go wrong. At this time you are your own worst enemy. All the disappointment that you have experienced, coupled with the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals, have led to anxiety. You would like recognition and a position of trust but you are concerned that these hopes and dreams may not be realised. You are very argumentative and insistent that you are right - maybe you are - but you are pushing too hard. Take it easy, let go, and smile. Smiling and agreeing with people works wonders - try it and see.

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Tash @ 10:10 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Secret Life of Teenage Tassha
Yes yes.. so why do I say so? 'cos I've recently gotten into the crazed mode again of watching a show and thinking the guy is cute and even talking about the show and the guys in it with Lizzy and Christine (who are younger mind you) like crazed girl fans.. wahaha. Feels like I'm a teenager again man.

But anyways.. yes the show I caught was 花樣少年少女 or Hana Kimi (Ame you should watch this if you haven't, I have a feeling you'll go gaga over the guy like me too seeing how we seem to have similar taste haha).
Yes I know I'm slow.. haha but I only started watching it 'cos my bro was watching and I got hooked too 'cos it's so damn funny! Haha and yes at first sight, none of the guys really caught my attention but like Lee Dong-wook's (이동욱) Gong Chan character in My Girl, 吳尊's (Wu Chun) character Quan (泉) got me hooked. And he is damn cute too! But only in the show lah.. I surfed around and found his blog but somehow he doesn't look good in the pics. He looks too damn skinny unlike in the show. Oh but there's another guy who's quite cute too. Jiro Wang who played Xiu Yi (秀伊), the comedian in the show.

So anyways, yes because of 吳尊, I am now watching this!
Tokyo Juliet! And yes he is still damn cute in the show though I find the girl a bit irritating but it's all good 'cos it's about fashion too. Woot! Haha and no my dear Ivan Lim, I am not thinking of being with him so don't even start. :p Well after this I'll have more shows to catch up on! Haha I think I'm reliving my teenage years man. It's bad.. I have to do work!! Haha

Ok so anyways.. back to REAL LIFE. Haha some pics for you to see what I've been up to.

Pictures from the beach the last last Sat. Still need to take pics from Ger!! Haha madness man the amt of pics we took.

From combined cell refreshment on Friday. The M(urdoch)&M(elville) gang with good food, Saboteur and Taboo plus the camera!

And yes, 13:30 Leaders' Retreat on Saturday where we all climbed out of bed stoned but had gooooooodddd food for breakfast! Porridge and muah chee!! Plus pizza by Shelley Park for dinner! Shiokadoos! :D

Can't wait for this week of school to be over! Then it'll be my long awaited two weeks break! Woohoo! But first have to finish up all my work that's due this week.. boo.. Oh well.. it'll be over soon and then I can finally sit down properly and write overdue emails to people.

Oh yes but one more thing before I go, Chiu Yan set up an online shop. Go take a look! :)
(click banner to go to site)

Ok people.. back to some work. Nerd mode this week! Ciao!

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Tash @ 11:29 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Quickie
Daylight Saving will officially be over at 3am Sunday morning. Which means by the time u guys most probably will read this is when Perth will be back to the same time as SG. Woohoo! 1 more hour to slp in. 1 more hour to do work!

Anyways, sorry in the lack of updates but I've gota go concuss now.. Had a loooooonnnngggg day today. Picture updates 2ml from the last beach trip again, and combined cell refreshments last night plus maybe some pics from today. Woot! Also, the lastest news in the secret life of Teenage Tassha. Haha.

Toodles people. Until tomorrow!

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Tash @ 10:46 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007

Enough - Barlow Girl

All of you is more than enough for
All of me for every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with your love
And all i have in you
Is more than enough

You are my supply
My breath of life
Still more awesome than i know
You are my reward
Worth living for
Still more awesome than i know

You're my sacrifice of greatest price
Still more awesome than i know
You're my coming king you're everything
Still more awesome than i know

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Once again I am reminded of how small I am compared to the vastness of this earth. God is indeed a BIG God. Just look at that pic with 4 of us in it.

I had a great time on Sat. GREAT company, GREAT views. Only one thing was missing, the boi. I miss you.

Will update with pics once I get them from everyone. Toodles.

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Tash @ 11:10 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Satisfied
Handed in my Ad Pro Assignment today and I'm feeling really happy with what I did! Woot! Haha not 'cos I know I can score well.. but I had fun doing it ah. One of the few assignments I don't feel stressed man. Haha. You know.. I seriously am thinking about a career in advertising or something. This is fun! Anyways.. here's wat I did for a part of the assignment (minus the this belongs to tash watermark).


Woohoo! I like! :D

Oh and yes.. a few interesting ads I found while doing the assignment. Pretty cool stuff!






So anyways, today after handing in my assignment, Esther, Lydia and I FINALLY went out on our long awaited date. Woot! Got to do some shopping and had a good satisfying dinner at Ciao Italia, albeit getting a little lost on the way there. But it's all gooooodddd... Yummy pasta and the best Tiramisu ever! Haha.


Be jealous, be very jealous.


Oh and yes when we were at HT shopping guess what I found???

BORAT! And notice the 2nd tee the heart has Borat's face in it too. Heh
And you know what? I realised I look almost exactly the same in both pics!


Damn funny lah! I was sooo tempted to get it. But Esther was like "NO!" And anyways it wasn't my size.. but I like! Haha I think it's damn funny lah the tees.

Okay that's about it. For now. Heh :) Ciao!

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Tash @ 9:59 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Burn Baby Burn!
God's Wonderful Creation

I'm now officially literally chao ta. And so Joel will be proud to say his nickname for me is apt.. Sheesh!

We had our annual Vibe Party at City Beach yesterday and boy was the sun hot. I went expecting to get a tan but I got burnt even though I slapped on some protection. But it's ok I'm happy 'cos it'll be a happy tan after the redness goes away. Haha. So anyways, pictures from the BE-A-U-TI-FUL day at the beach followed by M&M (Murdoch & Melville) dinner (though we didn't take that many pics)! And also the resident cutie of the church that makes every go "sooooooo cuuuuuuttttteeeee!!!" No it's not the girls or the guys, it's the little boy ;)

Self entertainment proves it's worth.

The people came, the games began!

Burnt but relaxed, and a stroll along the beach.

The resident cutie. He shows you why!

Just a few of the faces.

Oh yes and I bought more tees from Threadless 'cos Jojo was ordering! Tsk!! You make me spend money ah woman! :p haha so I bought this..

And well my bro really wanted this other tee.. so I got it for him too.

Back to school tomorrow again.. Back to work 'cos I've got assignments due. I'm already 1/4 into the semester and I still don't feel like I'm in school for real. I think it's cos of the number of days I spend in school ah.. Hopefully it doesn't change though. I don't really wanna spend so many days in school.. haha 2 and a half days is just fine with me.

And before I leave I wanna say something to a very dear friend of mine...
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY GABBY!!
(and bro, we still haven't taken those photos we said we were going to take.)

And yet another one of us 85 people turns 22. How fast time flies.

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Tash @ 11:24 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007

Night Of My Life - Damien Leith
Here we are shooting stars
renting time in someone else's space
so unsure afraid to fall
I’m standing here a little scared
but i don't care

CHORUS:
Cause this kind of moment
is only on loan and
i wanna remember the look in your eyes
and when it's all over
i want you
to know that i was with you when i
had the night of my life
the night of my life

So don't let go you never know
maybe your whole life's about to change
so let's hold on until it's gone
nothing's made to last forever
who knows whether

CHORUS

Maybe this whole thing comes right down to fate
From every choice that we think that we made
Has put us right here together today so please stay

CHORUS

the night of my life
the night of my life
the night of my life

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Damien Leith. The guys whose voice I fell in love with on last year's Australian Idol (which he won by the way). You have to watch him sing to believe it (YouTube!). Seriously. If you guys want the song, drop me a msg on MSN.

Man. I really wished my sound card didn't go bonkers on me.. So many songs I want to listen to and put on repeat right now. And also my camera! Sigh.. I still feel handicapped without it although I can use my mum's..

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Tash @ 12:14 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

The Inconvenient Truth
Al Gore's documentary about our earth being ruined by us. I haven't watched it but I want to. It was pretty interesting seeing him show us all the facts and stuff on what's happening to our world today and how it's heating up and all our icebergs are melting on Oprah. How apt when today it's a SUPER HOT 42 degrees here in Perth. It's already 7pm here and I'm still feeling damn hot lah.. no evening breeze nothing. Zilch. And what's even better is that it's supposed to be autumn already but it doesn't. It still feels like we're in mid summer. THIS IS MADNESS!!! Argh.

Anyhoos.. besides me feeling damn hot. I bought more tees from Threadless!! Woot!! They are having their US$10 sale again. Heh. Bought 3!!! But no not all of them are for me. Only 1 for me, 1 for my bablee and 1 for the stupid boy. There goes all my useable CNY money. Haha but I'm happy to spend it on them :) Though I would have wanted to get more tees for myself!! Haha.

So let me show you what I got.

This for me.

This for the brother.

And this for the boi.


And let me show you some of the other designs that I was eyeing. Anybody kind enough to get for me more tees?? haha :p








Okay that's a lot of pictures.. wahaha but seriously they have a lot more brilliant designs! And now's the time to buy buy buy! :p

Toodles!

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Tash @ 6:07 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

The Mane Thing
I actually forgot how long my hair actually was before I went back to SG and trimmed it and then chopped it off before CNY. Taking a break from doing work to take a breather and look at the photos (from our makan session when we were all back in SG in Nov) I just got from Cliffy.

Pre-cut --> Post-trim --> Post-chop

I've never woken up so early in Perth man. 6.20am. That explains why I feel dead now.. But I better finish my work before taking a nap or smth or I'll never finish it and get killed by my grp members esp. JP. Haha.

Ok better get back to work soon.

And yes, do you notice I blog more in Perth? Just a thought.

Autumn weather please come soon. Ciaoz!

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Tash @ 5:12 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Techno Hazard!
2007 is definitely not a year for technology for me. First it started off with my phone giving me probs so I had to send it for servicing which resulted in ALOT of my contacts being erased (and I haven't gotten most of them back yet). Nvm.. small thing. Then my NEW external hard disk went bonkers and I had to change it for a new one just before I came back to perth, but of course not without losing some photos first.. Bah. After that came the most heart breaking one.. My camera went kapoot on me! And you all know how I can't live without it. I bring it EVERYWHERE I go. Sigh. But to top it all off. My com which I've been meaning to reformat ages ago 'cos it was damn slow, got its wish. BUT (there's always the but) now the sound card can't be detected and I CAN'T LISTEN TO ANY OF MY MP3s. HOW CAN I SURVIVE WITHOUT MY MUSIC!! Argh! The radio alone does not suffice because I just discovered a lot of great songs I have on my com and I want to listen to them but I can't! Sigh.. Why?!?

Shucks. I'm damn depressed (ok lah I'm not, I'm just upset) now lah. This is really not the year for technology for me man. But nvm.. after this year the com will be buang-ed and I'll be getting a new one. It'll be the sixth year I'm using this WITHOUT any upgrades. So I guess it has served me long enough. Haha.

Anyhoos, a new blog look is in the making. Everytime I am stress I turn to redesigning my blog. And so far it's a good stress reliever. Haha. But before I go, as usual some pictures!

First up, it was my woman's 22ND birthday on Thursday and because you got no present from me this year, this is specially for you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST JOJO/TINATEO!

Next up, today is a special day because it is my 老哥's 25th! Woot! Old already ah!! :p
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHOR KHOR!

And last but not least, a picture of my dearest cell group for this semester from our first official meeting yesterday. It was fun! And much quieter compared to last time. Murdoch cell, you are missed!
Vibe Melville out!

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Tash @ 7:41 PM