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"Vivir con miedo es como virvir a medias." -
"A life lived in fear is a life half lived."

When you dance with your heart
When you dance what you feel
That's when you know
The dancer is real

Just your average girl seeking the beauty in life.
tashgal_burn@yahoo.com


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Dresses!

Lomo Supersampler.

Weather Proof Case AW-DC10.


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Sunday, February 26, 2006

Qns Answered
Thanks to Mr Azri who was soooo curious. He actually went to find out wat the pads were for. So say thank you to him for being enlightened.. haha. Click HERE and find out ;)

Another weekend gone and it's already the 2nd wk of school. I'm starting to feel the pressure.. haha yes yes.. only 2nd wk.. but yes I shall be a gd girl tis sem and do the readings I shd be doing. I didn't even touch them last sem until test/exam time. I guess that's wat I can do during my long long breaks since I'll be spending most of them in the library.

It's easier fitting and slipping back into Australia/school mode now tat it's my 2nd sem here. Not tat blur, not tat lonely, not tat cold. But still some things are never the same I guess.

I'm missing the boi and it's hard getting used to not being able to see him, hold his hand and hug him again. But still I thank God for being able to hear his voice, for saying the things I need to hear, encouraging me and egging me on to study hard and kp going. Sigh.. I really miss him..

Tash @ 11:23 PM

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Supre!
Woohoo!! I went shopping with my mum todae! Sale sale sale! Went to Koorong, (this pretty big Christian bookstore here) got myself 3 bks. Den I managed to persuade her to drop by Supre!! woohoo!! I didn't really get to see everything.. cos there were too many ppl and everything was just a huge mess. Plus the queues were supre long. So my mum and I just grabbed wat I wanted and headed to pay. Bargain man! Alot of stuff were going for damn cheap lah. And here's the loot for today.


Tube Dress. Original $45. Sale $10!!!


Orange Batik Print Skirt. Orginal $25. Sale $10!


Graffitti Print Skirt (lucky I didn't buy tis the previous time!!) Original $20. Sale $5!!!!


Super happy can.. I love the stuff I got! heh and Fri going shopping again with Ger!! Are we going Supre again?? heh we shd!! since there'll be lesser ppl on a Fri morning cos ppl will be at work n school. Tiff coming too?? :D

Ok and now for more pretty stuff.. this time round.. SHOESSSSS!!! haha there are so many more pairs I like and I haven't even seen all the shoes on the website. I really had difficulty choosing which ones I wanted to show you.. bah.. but enjoy anyways!


1.Guess Carrie in Gold 2.Stuart Weitzman Fever in Brass 3.Guess Carrie 2 in White Floral 4.Steve Madden Matador in Blue 5.Schutz, Brown 6.G2 by Two Lips Krista in Champagne 7.BCBG Max Azaria Nafuna in Mulberry/Bronze 8.rsvp Dress in Ivory Satin 9.Nine West Nuncio4 in Dark Brown


1.Charles David Primer in Dark Brown Snake 2.Moda Spana Valley in Black Satin 3.Stuart Weitzman Piecemeal in Titanium Galaxy Combo 4.Emilio Pucci, Navy Satin 5.Nancy Geist Divan in White Embroidery and Black Patent 6.Vera Wang, Bigabel Silk 7.Giuseppe Zanotti, Nude with Gold Braid Espadrille 8.Nancy Geist Lacy in White Cielo 9.Joey O Tammi in Pink Multi


1-5.Fornarina Courtney in Avion, Skin, Burgundy, Lilac and Black (I like all the colours!!) 6&7. Joey O Monique in Black with Pewter Trim and Natural with Bronze Trim 8.Enzo Angiolini Hope in Red Suede 9.Charles David Epicure in Black Salinas Kid



Ok enuff of clothes.. had a BBQ yesterday with the freshies and it was good! But cos I was cooking with Ger plus Mon and Josh.. I tink we missed out on the games and quite a lot of fun.. but it's ok we still had our own fun and got to mix around with some of the new ppl.. except tat we smelt like onions ans sausages at the end of the day. wahaha how appealing is tat huh huh? :p
Ger!! I want the pictures we took!! :D

And on to smth else.. remember my last entry on the pregnant man.. well I went grocery shopping with my mum on Thurs and we saw smth interesting in the supermarket..


Man pads!!


Wahaha do not ask me why in the world guys need sanitary pads.. I don't know. Maybe they're preparing for when guys are really able to give birht aye? haha it looks exactly like a woman's and they're supposed to stick it on their underwear too.. weird... haha

And next is this.. I tot it was pretty funny.


Mansize Tissues!


Haha can u imagine I open the tissue and it's bigger than me? Since technically I'm smaller size than a man wat. wahaha

Ok anyways.. off I go for now. heh. Toodles! :D

Tash @ 8:36 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

Preedy Clothes!!
Alrite! Long post ahead! Ok maybe not tat long.. haha

First I want to introduce you to Mr Lee Mingwei if you don't already know him. Thanks to Azri who showed me the site. All I can say is what's happening to this world?? Have the scientists really got noting else better to do? Instead of finding cures for diseases or sicknesses or smth, they're doing experiments like this!

Yes although women do say things like why are we the ones who have to give birth.. why can't men do it. But when it comes to this point I tink it's just wrong lah. It's kinda sick if you ask me. Women were made to have the role of giving birth. Why do they have to make men do it too. Sheesh! And tink of what the child has to go thru, sure traumatized man I tell you. My gosh.

I'm all for scientific advancement for a better tomorrow (smth like tat) but not in this way man. This is just too much for me to bear.. going against nature like this is not what I'm for. Once again I just have to say.. this is just sick.

Oh but if you all want a little laugh.. go read the comments on the site. Some of them are really quite amusing. haha


Ok ok on to a much lighter, brighter, beautiful and preeeedyy topic.. CLOTHES!!! haha these past few days I've seen sooo many clothes and I'm so tempted to get stuff from sprees.. but I kp telling myself.. control.. control.. cos I'm going shopping here soon!! I tink everywhere's having their Summer sale now.. cos summer is ending soon. So woohoo! shopping time! :D but ok.. anyways.. here are some reallly pretty clothes from a site Geline introduced to me!


My Top 3 Picks!









Sooooo preedy rite??? Wahaha anyways.. to end off I shall post 2 more pics here of Be-A-U-Ti-Ful ppl in Be-A-U-Ti-Ful clothes.

The first is someone I never really liked and I normally don't pay much attention to.. but this pic just caught my eye and I tink she looks damn good and healthy in this outfit.


Nicole Richie


And the next is definitely one of my abosolute favourite Hollywood actresses and I LOVE HER!! heh normally I tink she's already gorgeous.. but in this pic she's just absolutely stunning and this is one of the best photos I've ever seen! It just screams sexy all over.


Kirsten Dunst



Wahaha ok.. tat's all for todae folks. Pls pardon my sudden burst of sinful pleasures (clothes tat is.. haha) but I just had to put it somewhere cos I'd go crazy just looking and not beign able to share it with you guys. Anyways I'm sure you appreciate beauty when it's rite in front of your face rite? ;) heh

Nite!!!

Tash @ 12:20 AM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

GIF!!
I feel proud of myself.. haha I finally managed to figure out how to do a GIF. Though I realised it's damn easy lah.. sheesh.. haha and I tink we learnt it in school.. but oh well.. wat's more impt is tat I managed to do it now!! woohoo!! haha and here are the few I did.. :D






School 2ml.. *yawn* still feel like I'm having holidays.. haha


P/S: Babe, smile yah? Don't be too discouraged. You may not understand why but I'm sure God has a plan for you yah? *hugz* :)

Tash @ 8:29 PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

More Pichers!!
It's sooooo hot!! I could just melt and die!!! (sounds like Tanyaling aye huh huh :p) haha but yes it's been really hot.. rite now.. it's 34 degrees here. Tell me how do you survive in this heat?? ah!! haha

Anyways.. I finally got fotos from Jojo and Yan!! Woohoo!! So up they go :)


1.Dag's gift to me - a kid's toothbrush and strawberry flavoured toothpaste 2.Late at nite/Early in the morning 3.Mahjong! Work! Mahjong! Work! No!! 4.Wah lau.. how to win like tat.. 5.I love you Jojo! :p 6.Jacuzzi to relieve stress for the day 7.2 mad woman sitting on the window ledge 8.What you want! 9.Black, pink, black, pink


1.Jojo's family 2.TMS ppl 3.Church ppl 4.TPPC ppl 5.Misc TP ppl (haha) 6.CMM ppl 7.CS ppl 8.B'dae girl and bf 9.21 babeh!


Preedy photoshopped pics from Tan Tak Wei Wei Wei.. :D


Ling Ling Ling's 21st! (stolen from Yan)


N my fave pic..


Our love-hate relationship which is only evident during Mahjong.. haha



Ok so anyways.. if you're wondering how school was yesterday.. It was absolutely BORING... I'm so gona die this sem with the 'interesting' subjects I have.. sigh.. and with a 3hr long break in between lectures on Mon is no joke.. I'm so gona sone to death in the library one day man.. haha. But still all's good.. I have no school on Wednesdays and Fridays!! woohoo!! 2 free days again. Happiness :)

But I must say yesterday was pretty interesting also.. saw a lot of freshies I would presume.. doing the fashion catwalk all over school.. haha saw a lot of babes in short shorts and skirts with tube tops. Dag!! You're missing out!! :p haha

I'm sorry if I haven't been able to come up with intelligent posts. I tink the heat is frying my brains.. haha ciao!

Tash @ 2:16 PM

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Kids
Finally I got down to clearing my mail properly and reading some of them.. And den I came across an email from my dearest Tanyaling. It was a few kids writing to God and it's soooooooo cute!!! Here's some I like. :)


Dear God..


Haha I like the kissing one. How cute is tat? Ah.. how innocent kids are... :) Can't wait to have my own.. but tat's to be left till about another 7 yrs more.. haha if everything goes according to plan tat is. Rite Ling. haha. To think we could actually tok bout wat we did juz now is damn funny lah. A conversation tat's worth remembering. haha

But yes.. there's one tat this kid wrote which is exactly what God is all about.


Summing It Up.


Amazing how smth tat was tot of innocently could bring out the whole essence of the loving God we have aye?

Sometimes I wish I was still a kid. And all I had to worry bout was how to get the new toy I set my eyes on or getting out of a scolding. But at the same time I would still have that child-like faith that could take me to so many levels with God because I was still innocent.

Now it's a whole new ball game.

Yes.. I was saying yesterday I wanted to blog bout smth. N well tat smth is this.

Sometimes I wish I had a sister. Actually I always wished tat. I wish I could quarrel with her, fight with her, be so mad at her, but at the end of the day be able to curl up in bed with her with a tub of ice cream and sharing everyting tat's on our hearts. I guess it's the comfort of noeing that u'll always have a girlfriend by your side no matter wat happens.

I tink it was watching In Her Shoes tat made me think bout tis again. See! Hollywood does no gd to poor ppl like me who have no sisters!! Make me feel sad.. haha

On another sad note. I miss my boi.. sigh.. I feel like I haven seen him for aaagesss although the last I did was last Sun. Sigh..

I was just telling Ling a few mins ago.. what I want now is to be at a beachside resort. Somewhere quiet, away from the city or work. Put on a gorgeous bikini (I have yet to own.. haha), sit by the beach, get a gd tan, read a gd book. Followed by a spa/massage later on. Tat's the life man. :) And maybe I'll drag my boi along for company and some romance on the beach. I'm getting dreamy.. haha and to make it seem real.. here's some visuals.. haha


Porto Sani Village - The Spa Resort @ Halkidiki, Greece


Sani Resort Beach

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Grand Bay Beach Resort @ Chania, Greece.


Dining area at Grand Bay Beach Resort.

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Four Seasons Maldives @ Kuda Huraa - Water Bungalow


Four Seasons Maldives @ Kuda Huraa

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Four Seasons Maldives @ Landaa Giraavaru - Beach & Water Villas.


Four Seasons Maldives @ Landaa Giraavaru - Baa Atoll



Beautiful rite?? Of cos there's a lot more pictures but I can't possibly show you all of them. Haha ONE DAY I'm going to go to Greece.. and all the other Mediterranean Islands if I can.. they're beautiful!! Can't wait to earn my own money and go holidaying in those places.. heh

Anyways.. if you want to go see more of the pics of the resorts I put up.. here they are!
Sani Resort
Grand Bay Beach Resort
Four Seasons Maldives

P/S: If you're wondering.. Out of all the resorts at the Maldives I chose Four Seasons because the boi is crazy bout them.. haha :p

Tash @ 9:36 PM


New Look
Woohoo!! How do you like the new look?? It's pretty much the same as my last except that now it has rainbows!!! heh :p I was soooo bored this evening I decided to do smth to my blog. And because I can't get enuff of rainbows, I decided to do smth "rainbowy". haha I tink the hearts are a bit cheesy.. but oh well it makes the blog look not so empty. So it shall stay. :)

*Yawn* I'm tired.. I wanted to blog bout smth earlier.. but I guess I'll leave tat for another day.. Since I've got all the time in the world anyways! haha

Ok.. going off.. tata my dears.

P/S: My babeh Tanyaling, get well soon yah! *muah*

Tash @ 12:32 AM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Personality test
Got this from Jun's blog. And I thought it'd be interesting to see what you guys think of me. So click on ME! :D

I'm dying to go shopping again.. Supre is having their summer sale.. but no one to go with me!! Waiting for Tiff to come back den we'll go. Hopefully the sale is still on n the stuff I tried n liked the previous time are on sale! haha :x If not.. Harbour Town is good too.. I wanna go Just Jeans cos they're selling those sheer victorian lace blouses I've been wanting!! :D haha

But coming back here and after unpacking I realised I got a lot of clothes.. bah.. how how?? Cupboard's running out of space, I'm broke.. but I still tink of shopping.. die man.

Ok.. this is quite the bimbotic entry for today. I shall stop and spare you guys.. :p

Tiff!! Kuai dian hui lai!!

Tash @ 3:42 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Happy 21st Ling!
Here's a tribute to one of my most wonderful girlfriends ever!

To my dearest Ashlyn Xu Weiling, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!


Haha I know it's been 3 days since ur birthday.. but I tot I just had to do smth and put it on my blog.. so I did.. N i put together wat I could from wat I had on my com. So yes lucky you (and me too actually) are spared from some embarassing pictures.. wahaha :p

Here's a little yearly thing I out together since sec 3. And you can see how much we've changed! Actually it isn't much ah.. but oh well I tot it would be nice to look back n see yah? heh

I love you babe! And I'm glad that you've found urself a great guy and I'm blessed to have you in my life all these yrs! *muacks* Enjoy the pics! heh



From 15-17 yrs of age


From 18-20 yrs of age


The year we turn good ol' 21

Tash @ 11:30 PM


Pichers!
All the pichers (pictures) are uploaded my dear ppl.. Haha so click on Here and Here for all the beautiful sights I took with my cam the entire time I was back in Singapore :) N i just realised smth again..

TANYALING!! WAT HAPPENED TO THE CD YOU SAID YOU'LL GIVE ME B4 I COME BACK WITH ALL THE OVERDUE PICTURES!?!? haha :p

Ok.. haha tat's all I wanted to say.

I still haven unpacked all my stuff from my luggage.. somehow.. I'm more attracted to my com den unpacking.. haha :p

Tash @ 6:54 PM


Better Together
Yes I didn't mention tat I met an old friend/brother on Mon just before I left. It's been yrs man.. but I'm glad we did. It feels nice to know tat despite not kping in contact till recently we still can talk so much and share about so many tings. It's like noting changed between us. And of cos toking bout TMS times all over again sure brings back many many happy memories.

Junrong, here's wishing you and Yee Lian many many more happy moments together yah. And have fun on ur trips to Europe n Japan. *jealous* haha and when we meet again you can show me the photos and update me on wat happened while I drool over the sights. Take care brother! In the meantime you can continue reading this blog to be updated on my life. heh

Ok and now I just want to put up the lyrics to my new fave song at the moment!! :D I'm so gona play this at my wedding next time. heh. And baby this is for you too!


Better Together - Jack Johnson

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together

Chorus:
MMM its always better when we're together
Yeah, look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that theyll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That theyll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree now

Its always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together.

Tash @ 12:32 PM

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Watch
Since I've been internet deprived, I just had to post a few. But this will be the last one for today.. I think.. haha

Anyways.. I just had to put this up. My boi got this for me!! :D <3


My new Fossil watch!

Tash @ 10:28 PM


Poem
I finally caught Corpse Bride and In Her Shoes on the flight back here yesterday.. And I loved the poem that Cameron Diaz read. And I dedicate this poem to my dearest girlfriends who have stuck with me all these yrs..

Tanyaling, Tina Teo, Ling, Yan, Ameliao, Disa and Dag-ge. This one is for you babehs :)

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I Carry Your Heart With Me
- E. E. Cummings

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(anywhere I go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)

I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
And it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
And whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

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Tash @ 9:46 PM


Looooong Post
To my dear ppl.. Here's wishing you a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :)
This year there's no small notes/cards/cookies for you guys but ya'll noe that I still love you still the same yah? *hugz*

Yes I'm back in Ozzie Land.. Came back at 1am this morning and boy is it hot.. Even now it's hot.. argh.. haha I seem to always be complaining bout the weather aye.. Oh well..

It's only been a few hours but I already miss you guys. Sigh.. Back to the books soon and my housewife-training life again. But I really had a gd time when I was back. Thank you guys for making me feel like I never left! *muacks*

Anyways.. my overdue pictures of what I was doing when I was back.. Long entry ahead!




130106 - Finally Met Up With Disa sa sa... And we had a meal at Delifrance just like old times except we switched Ame with Jojo. Haha


290106 - CNY with my bodyguard brothers :D


300106- CNY at Mr Pok's!


030206 - And finally.. the 4 Lolos reunite again!


Pair Pics. And our new favourite Ah Beng, Teck wasn't spared either.



CNY was good cos I got to spend time with the usual gang again. Managed to see Adib dib dib, Johnny and even Zul (though we didn't really get to tok much). Also met up with the Shell ppl and had a gd dinner and chit chat session at Kat's nice new place.

And as you can see from above finally the 4 Lolos managed to meet up. And with Mr Teck coming along 'cos Disa wasn't feeling well. But it was fun!! With all his ghost stories that ended up as jokes cos of the way he told it. He's damn funny lah. Haha like I said the 4 of us shd go out with our 4 guys and see what conversations come out man.. It'll be fun! heh

Then after all the meetups it was busy busy, 3 21st b'daes in a row over the weekend b4 I left. Dawn's was on Fri, Jojo's on Sat and Ling's on Sun.

Jojo!! I'm glad everything went well for ur b'dae babe and I'm sure you felt all the effort was worth it rite? :D Fun to see so many ppl from all the different phases of our life together. But damn! We shd have taken a RSS pic lah.. only 2 of us.. wahahaha :p I really had a lot of fun and it's madness staying in a chalet with Tanyaling, Jojo and Dag-ge for a night. We never seem to run out of meaningful/serious toks, stupid conversations, hilarious jokes and lots of hugs heh. I'm glad we managed to stay over babehs. Our first chalet together yah? We shall have more of such stuff next time k?

Ling Ling Ling!! I'm glad I got to spend it with you b4 I left dear :) *hugz* I love you!!! heh Andrew may not be around to spend it with you but we're always here too yah!! :D

Yan! It was great to see you b4 I left. We'll meet again when I go back. In the meantime we can tok online yah? :) Love ya too babe! *muacks* Oh n i want the pics we took!! heh

Tanyaling! Sorry I didn't call u back yesterday b4 i left. But I was rushing too much lah.. WIll call u one of these days after I get my calling card yah? Miss you much much babeh. You ah!! The cause of the start of my tears on Sat nite.. bah.. I managed to tahan when I said bye to Dag-ge. But you!! You just had to have teary eyes huh huh? haha. Sorry Jojo for crying later tat nite again.. but luckily almost everyone left already.. :x haha

Karthik aka Charlie!! Like I said sorry I couldn't spend you b'dae with you yesterday cos I flew off.. and I know you didn't have as much fun as you would with me around :p haha but nonetheless Happy Happy Birthday!! :) This is the year of your angels!! *hugz*

Okay.. this is a super long entry.. I shall stop here n rest for todae.. haha. Ciao bellas!

Tash @ 6:33 PM

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Happy Chinese New Year!
The long weekend is gone and I sure enjoyed myself :) Not cos I collected ang baos.. no no.. rather I got to spend some long needed time with my boi and meet up with friends and just have fun :) Oh tat plus the good food of cos.. Yummy yummy. Good ol' Peranakan food at my grand aunt's place.

It's damn fast.. Gzerrel's gone back and in 2 more wks I'll be gone too. Back to the slow life. But I shall be getting me license woohoo! :) Hopefully all goes well. Wish me luck! And hopefully I'll get me a car soon there! haha

Well next 2 wks are gona be pretty packed.. n I gota start packing my stuff too. Hopefully I get to catch a few more ppl b4 I leave.

Will post up pictures of wat I've been up to most likely when I get back to Oz and have my own com to do my own stuff.. so juz sit tight in the meanwhile.. cos I don't tink I'll be updating this till I get back there. If anyting sms me or call me yah!! :)

Take care ppl!

Tash @ 12:20 AM