Was in town walking around for a while before meeting bro and Dawn for dinner. And I went to try on a few clothes just for the fun of it.. so many preedy clothes!! And I managed to get a pic of my top pick for the day.. and here it is!


Black Lace Top!

I love love love it!! Ahhh!!! It looks smth like the one tat's been on my wishlist for the longest time.. but $49!! Sigh... juz hope it doesn't disappear like the clutch I saw the other day.. sigh.. I went to Far East today wanting to get it after the $50 I got yesterday.. but well just my luck tat it was gone.. sigh.. n not only the colour I preferred.. the other colour was gone too!! Argh..

It feels good to be back.. I know I might have said this b4.. but it really is. The freedom I have to do what I want. Being able to msg or call anyone when I just feel like it. Going out with ppl I love to hang out with. Knowing that Ivan is near (ok maybe not tat near). And having toks on the fone with my dearest Tanyaling.

It's funny how little little things affect us. But I'm just glad that there are ppl around me who are willing to just listen and give you little encouragements and tell you tat things will get better. :) I love you baby. I love you Tanyaling. *muah* to you both. Even though I tok to the 2 of you almost everyday. I'm never sick of toking to you and we never run out of things to say. Amazing huh? heh.

Well on a lighter note. Finally TEAZ shall meet tomorrow again :) It's been a while aye. Prata, teh-o-peng and wonderful friends who've stuck with me for the past 8 yrs. What more could I ask :)


"I don't know what you do to me,
But everytime I'm with you it's a natural high.
It's like re-discovering Eden,
with chocolate coated rainbows and cotton candy skies.."
Something About You - Corrinne May

Tash @ 12:18 AM

Spent my whole day out with my babe. Went to help Ee-ling with her photoshoot.. earned ourselves $50 for sitting n looking pretty.. haha and den we went out and spent it all after.. :p But it was a gd day spent with my babe. Rite? ;)

Feeling a little out of sorts now.. I have no idea why.. hmm.. I think I do know.. Maybe a gd slp will help..

A little disappointed still that my plan couldn't take off.. sigh.. but it'll be fine. Yes it's been 7 mths and nothing has changed. It's all good :)

Yesterday when I was on the way back with Tanyaling.. we saw these 2 sisters walking.. and the older one kept chasing after the younger one to pull up her skirt. How cute is tat? :) How I wished I had a sister sometimes.. but oh well. And yes tat was a nice tok we had last nite. *muah* I love you babeh.



Babes. 'Nuff said.

Tash @ 1:13 AM

Because I was bored... :P

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Tash
Birthday:	10 Sep
Birthplace:	Thomson Medical Centre, SG
Current Location:	My room at home in SG
Eye Color:	Dark Brown
Hair Color:	Dark Brown
Height:	157cm
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right!
Your Heritage:	True Blue Peranakan :)
The Shoes You Wore Today:	None
Your Weakness:	My loved ones. Sweet & Sour Pork haha.
Your Fears:	Being left allll alone.
Your Perfect Pizza:	Cheese, Pepperoni, Cheese, Ham, Cheese, Cheese, Cheese.. ok u get it
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	haha i dun wanna put down any for fear of not being able to do it. there's only 1 wk left!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	haha, sheesh man!
Thoughts First Waking Up:	What time is it?
Your Best Physical Feature:	Me smile and me eyes.. I tink.
Your Bedtime:	When little me is feeling tired.
Your Most Missed Memory:	Filming and chilling in the studios..
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke Lime
MacDonalds or Burger King:	sama sama lah
Single or Group Dates:	Both! :)
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	Nope
Do you Swear:	Nope.. Damn counted?
Do you Sing:	Yesh yesh yesh
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes.. sometimes 3 times a day here..
Have you Been in Love:	Yes and still am.
Do you want to go to College:	Already went to college :)
Do you want to get Married:	OF COURSE!
Do you believe in yourself:	Uh huh. But sometimes I need ppl to remind me to.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Nope.
Do you think you are Attractive:	Attractive enough to get my boi :)
Are you a Health Freak:	Haha no...
Do you get along with your Parents:	Yesh I do.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Only when I'm home n slping
Do you play an Instrument:	Used to. Come to think of it.. my guitar in my rm is missing!!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Haha yes.. just the last 2 days
In the past month have you Smoked:	Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Nope.. unless you count my dates with Tanyaling n Tina Teo
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes.. n it's super crowded..
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Yesh!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Aye.. yah.. but I was backstage haha
In the past month have you been Dumped:	Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Nope
Ever been Drunk:	Nope
Ever been called a Tease:	Nope
Ever been Beaten up:	Nope
Ever Shoplifted:	Nope
How do you want to Die:	In my sleep.. :) Peaceful or die laughing.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Events Planner
What country would you most like to Visit:	Maldives! Ok it's not exactly a country..
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Dark Brown
Favourite Hair Color:	Dark Brown
Short or Long Hair:	Short
Height:	Taller than me by bout half a head
Weight:	Just right for his height
Best Clothing Style:	Adidas shirts.. haha :P though I don't really encourage wearing it ALL the time heh
Number of Drugs I have taken:	None
Number of CDs I own:	I have no idea man. Have you seen the amt of CDs in my house??
Number of Piercings:	2
Number of Tattoos:	None
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	None, if not for them I wouldn't learn.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Tash @ 6:41 PM

So here's what's been happening on the days b4 Christmas. On Friday, I met Tina Teo for some catching up n retail therapy. Which we both bought stuff.. haha. Den we met Dag n Tanyaling for dinner and to catch the Nutcracker Ballet which was EXCELLENT! I give it my toes, thumbs n fingers up. haha love love love it!! :D Makes me lean towards taking ballet lessons more than hip hop when I go back to Australia. Hmm.. we'll see again.. haha

After that we headed to Max Brenner's for some chocolate n ice cream crepes n waffles. Where we gossipped and took silly photos. Correction.. Tanyaling n Tina Teo took silly photos.. wahahaha :p

Here's some of the pics!

1. The Set 2. Me and Tina Teo taking a photo illegally. 3-9.Photos while eating and gossiping

Okay and this year I actually went out on Christmas Eve man.. I usually stay home cos I can't stand the crowds.. but thank gdness Bugis wasn't tat bad. Met Tanyaling for some private time.. ;) haha den we headed down to Phil's church to see him act as an Ah Beng in his skit!! But dammit! They started late n we had to leave early cos of dinner.. so we left after the ice breakers n makan.. Sigh.. Nvm.. will wait for the video.. wahahaha :p

More photos!!

1-5. At Phil's church. 6-8. Dressing Phil up as Santa. 9. The 5 of us.


Photowhoring session while waiting for the icebreakers to start at Phil's church. Sorry if you got scared by us.. haha

Tina Teo!! I want the rest of the photos we took on ur cam the last 2 days too!!

Headed to church today.. which was a mad rush. But Ivan came! Hurray! haha After which was another mad rush to give out the cards I managed to write finish.. to those who didn't get cards.. I'm so sorry! But it's been really a rush to write so many man.. but still... MERRY CHRISTMAS MY DEARS!!! :)

Den had lunch with Amy and Ber cos THE Ber is leaving on Wed already.. sigh.. I come back u leave.. Dun wanna see my face rite??? huh huh?? You Ber you!! Better update your blog when you're over in the U.S. of A. man. :) Don't worry I'll help u ask Amy out on dates. haha ;) And I want the pics we took todae!!!

Ok.. tat bout sums up my Christmas weekend.. More meeting up sessions this wk!! Yay!! :D I like.

But remember.. most importantly, God loves even the unlovely like you and me, that's why Christ was born to come and save us. :) I can never stop being amazed at Him loving unlovely me.

Tash @ 1:27 AM

Guess what I did today? I spent almost the whole day playin Super Nintendo with my younger bro. haha n it was damn fun lah! Re-living my childhood as Ivan said.. :p Played soooooo many old games I used to play lah.. Super Mario.. Donkey Kong.. Daze Before X'mas.. Paperboy.. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.. and the list goes on.. haha I like man.. those games were the best. haha

Anyways.. if you guys have been wondering what I've been up to? Basically nothing.. except for the church concert yesterday and the rehersal on Monday. Haven't really gone out since I came back. And 2ml will be the first time I'm going out.. haha n to where? To Tampines.. to meet Weiling to exchange our goodies and for me to do some last minute shopping if I manage to find what I need. I haven't seen the crowd so I dunno how bad it's gona be. But oh well.. it's gona be worse over the next few days and I'll be out for all of them. haha so just take it as a taster lah :p

I think I'm getting sick.. throat feeling pain and body feeling warm some times of the day. Hopefully it's noting serious man.. I dun wanna get sick at this time man spoil all the fun. bah.

I need to get my hair trimmed and I need to go to the dentist. But first, X'mas n New Yr. I can see ALOT of money flying out within the next few wks. But well it'll be worth it. ;)

Oh n check this out.. A Hokkien Christmas

Tash @ 12:53 AM

Stole this off Ameliaooooo :D

Bold the ones that apply to you.

i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me. (i hope not..)
i am an only child.
i love dangly earrings.
i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer.
i have shot a gun before.(a toy gun.. haha)
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.
i have neat handwriting. (i tink)
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i am an atheist.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.( like duh.. haha)
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to.
my parents care about my grades.
one of my best friends is a girl.
i have way too many wallets.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate when people are late.
i procrastinate.
i love winter.(now tat it's hot.. haha)
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. ( a girl can never have too many clothes man.. haha)
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.
i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.(which is my shorts n tee lah..)
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.
i have braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love girls that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.(wahahaha of cos man..)
i love to sing.
i love cleaning my room. (no i hate tis.. bah)
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense of direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's boy.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see a therapist.
i played on a girls sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate/detest liars.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist.
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.(n i did.. for a while from my bro.. i have a pair of drumsticks to prove tat! haha)
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.(wahahaha yah.. bak kut teh soup :P)
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.
i have food allergies.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone.
i love summer.(yes n i love winter too.. i'm confused)
i love the weekends.
i love black eyeliner.
i think I'm a looker.
i type with one hand.
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up.(when i feel like it or when it's a special day)
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower.(sometimes)
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.
no one knows my full story of my life. (God does)
i am close to my parents. (close but I wish we were closer)
i don't have a curfew.

Tash @ 11:43 AM

Harlow my dear ppl!! Yes I'm back and thank you for all your tags!! :) Having a little prob using the net now.. cos I dun have my com.. but dun worry I'll still be able to get hold of my dad's com or my mum's laptop once in a while.. so if anything urgent pls sms me instead cos I don't know when I'll have the chance to see wat you may write or tag here yah :)

It's so surreal being back. Like I never left.. but at the same time I feel a little overwhelmed being back. Seeing friends I haven seen for ages, being back home (except tat I cant't find anything cos everything's in boxes.), going to church.

Yes I'll be meeting up with you ppl soon.. so sms me!! and let me know when you wanna meet up.. cos I'm pretty free for now.. maybe next wk will be a better time to meet up or after. :) This wk is kinda packed already. :D

Tash @ 11:15 AM

Yes I was watching Survivor the other day, the last episode. And one of the girls who pissed off a lot of ppl was trying to make the point tat she didn't lie. Cos everything she said was true at tat point of time. Juz tat circumstances didn't allow it to be carried out in the end. Is tat considered lying? Or is better to be considered as a broken promise? I so identify with her and I think she played the game very well. It's not that she didn't want to, but circumstances changed and she had to change to adapt. Is that wrong? Just a thought..

I'll be home tomorrow. How exciting is tat? haha ok.. maybe only I am.. plus a few more ppl.. haha :p My bag is ready to go.. and it's super fat can.. haha cos of my bro's stuff also lah.. had to sit on it to get it closed. haha one more day to seeing my boi, Tanyaling, TinaTeo, Phil, Johnny n prata... wahahaha :p

And another good news. My boi got into OCS! :) Though quite sad lah.. first 2 wks I'm back n he'll be confined. But hopefully they'll let him out during X'mas ah. Still.. I'm very happy for him and proud of him!! :D

Ahh!!! I can't wait can't wait.. 2ml 2ml 2ml... haha can't belif I've been rotting here for one whole mth doin nothing.. finally can go back n relac and chill out with you guys :)

Tash @ 2:43 PM

Ok.. as promised.. the pics of the tees I stencilled..


The ugly one.. bleah
As you can see.. the paint for this one bleeded a lot.. spoiling the whole ting.. and making the words so hard to read.. but heck.. I shall still wear it.. haha


The not so ugly one :)
This one turned out sooooo much better.. and I did this the next day. So I got better at it. but still it bled a little.. bah.. but I still like it.. especially my stencil! woohoo!!

I'm definitely gona try doing more tees man.. :D but this time with proper paper and sticking it on the shirt properly.. haha cos I just use normal paper and held the paper down with pins :x haha

3 more days!!!!

Tash @ 9:40 PM

Harlow my dear ppl.. I noe I haven't been updating as often even though I'm bored.. haha. But I'm not so bored anymore.. cos I realised I still haven written my X'mas cards... haha :p yes yes.. leave till last min.. as I always do.. haha

Anyways.. I stencilled 2 tees for myself!! wee!! But I'm not very satisfied with the result cos it bleeded.. so some words/alphabets are like crap.. boo.. but still readable lah.. I think.. haha will post up pics of it after I wash them.. cos some paper still stuck on the tee. heh but well not bad for my first try lah. heh

I'm coming back sooon!!! woohoo!! damn happy can.. haha yesterday when I came back n saw my mum packing her bag. I was like.. I need to start packing finish too!! haha damn happy.. so I shall go off and pack my bag.. haha :D After that next on the list are the cards.. haha

Can't wait for X'mas!! Wonder what pressie I'll be getting.. but I hope my relatives give me money... cos when I go back I won't have any! haha :x

Ok ok.. off I go. Wash me tees den pack me bag. Woohoo!! :D

Tash @ 3:34 PM

I'm bored out of my mind!!! Ahh!! Yes I have things to do.. but I don't feel like doing them.. haha how typical.. I wonder how my bro does it.. face his come almost 24/7 playing his game.. so much so that he doesn't even want to go out. An when we're out he rushes us to get home.. bah.. I would kill just to go out man.. ok not to tat extent lah.. but u get wat I mean..

Anyhoos.. (yes it was spelt tat way on purpose :p) Yesterday I finished doing up some stencils and I'm gona be stencilling my tees plus 1 for Zhenjie. Heh. :) But his is to be done when I get back I tink.. unless I manage to find a plain tee for him on Mon when I go to HT for my last shopping trip to see what goodies I can bring back for some of you guys. :)


The one I did for ZJ


The one I did for myself :D


P/S: Ling!! They do sell those iron on transfer paper that you use your printer to print on. So when I go back we can go look for it yah!! :) Rainbow Brite and My Little Pony here we come! haha

Tash @ 11:23 PM

Jealousy is an evil evil thing I tell you.. couple it with fear and all hell breaks lose in the emotional department for TaraLee. Smth I haven't felt in a long long time. And I don't wish to experience it any time soon.. even if it lasted for just a few mins like just now.

After this 2 comes worrying which makes me want to tear my hair out (I know I sound like TanyaLing :p) especially when I can't do anything and it happens to ppl who are oh so dear to me. It sucks.. BIG TIME. And I can just cry. But I'm tahaning. Wat an emo person I am.. bah.

And that's why I need God. He's the one I know who'll keep me sane and give me the strength I need to last. He's my refuge, my comforter, my Father.


"You are all that I need
The only treasure I see
You're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night
When I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now I see
You are all that I need"
- All That I Need, Corrinne May

Tash @ 11:45 PM

Haha I'm amazed at myself.. was helping my bro with his science last nite ('cos his paper was todae..) and you noe wat? I can still remember how to do all those molecular equations and ionic equations! haha I impress myself sometimes.. rite.. haha but it's weird how I stay up later when it's his exams compared to when I'm having my own papers.. sheesh! haha

Today round 2.. for his papers 2ml.. last one.. haha

And the song playing on repeat for now.. :)

----------------------------

If You Really Knew - Out Of Eden

What you don't know can lead you to the extremes
Shunning help though you feel a need
You fear to be caught limping and you lose your place
And leaning on the Everlasting Arms is not your taste
Maybe you've heard stories,
Laughed at what you saw on TV
Or felt disgust as He was used as an excuse for bigotry
But I've got to tell you, that's not what it's all about
'Cause the truth I know will turn you around

Chorus:
If you really knew, you would change your mind
If you knew the God I know, you would have the time
If you take a chance, I know you would find
Everything you need in love of another kind

I, too have been hurt by those who claimed to show the way
It was crazy, their two faces like night and day
But you don't stop believing 'cause you once been burned
In everything, there's a lesson learned
Man is imperfect, there is just One Perfect Soul
So much more loving than the one that you've been shown, oh
How long is it gonna take for you to realize
I wish that you would open your eyes

Chorus

I apologize to you on behalf of the untrue,
because the God I know would
Never do the things they do
Mercy and compassion on the right and on the left
Can you give anymore than your last breath
Oh, too hard to see, well put your mind aside
Stop using fear to hide behind

Chorus

God's love is enough for you
And it's waiting, if you only knew

Tash @ 8:05 PM

I was surfing my favourite dress websites today.. and there so many gorgeous gorgeous dresses!! My gdness.. makes me want to get a dress even more.. bah.. Anyways, decided to share some of my favourite(st) dresses for today. Click on it to see it clearer :)


1.Isshu's Flutter Sleeve Grecian Dress 2.Petro Zillia's Strapless Dress 3.Elie Tahari's 'Irma' Matte Jersey Dress 4.Samantha Treacy's 'Suici' Dress in sand and multi (How cute is this?)

I love love love those first 2 dresses especially.. Ling Ling Ling!! Can you make a dress like no.1?? or no.2?? If you can den when I get back we'll go shopping for cloth ok? haha :p

Tash @ 3:29 PM

Yes the msgs kp coming in.. ok not msgS. Just one.. todae.. on Friendster.


Guess Who?

Haha I'm amused lah.. at the friends that I have. Ok not friends. Friend. haha sheesh man. But at least it's the first "Can we be friends" msg that I'm so amused by. Though I feel like slapping you lah!! haha Sheesh! :p

Tash @ 9:59 PM

Bah.. I can't belif it.. This guy whom I rejected to be added as a friend actually sent another request again.. Sheesh! Damn bloody irritating. Can't he bloody read English?? Argh. Just goes to show some guys really have no brains 'cos they think with their... I shan't say it.. self-control is good. And why would I even want to say that? Because of the friends he has. For goodness sake.. 500 friends.. all women and almost all are half dressed lah. Do I look like tat type of girl huh? Bloody irritating.

Spoil my mood. Bah.. nvm.. I shall go have some chocolate..

Tash @ 1:41 PM

To my babeh, best friend, lesbian partner and one and only Sexay Lolo..

You know how I feel about you so I dun have to say anything more.. (ok it's cos I'm lazy and I already wrote and entry bout you b4.. haha :p)

Here's wishing you a very very HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!! (like finally!! haha)


I LUB CHU DEEP DEEP TANYALING!!!

Tash @ 12:03 AM