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"Vivir con miedo es como virvir a medias." -
"A life lived in fear is a life half lived."

When you dance with your heart
When you dance what you feel
That's when you know
The dancer is real

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Sunday, July 31, 2005

Bryan showed me this.. Really cute and made me smile for once today. For real. Thanks dear..




I'll be waiting...

Tash @ 7:17 PM


Another Sunday
It's another Sunday. But well church today was good. Songs were good, sermon was good. It's not how well you start but how you end that matters. Following God's Will requires sacrifices and commitments but the Lord gives back much more than what you started with and gives you THE BEST. Remember that.

Toked to a few of the girls again today and will most prob be lunching with them next wk. And maybe joining them for CG too if it starts this wk.

Sometimes you do things that you wished you didn't do.. but you noe you had to at tat time. So den the only thing you can do and pray that everything works out... somehow...

Oh and just smth I got from sermon too. The BIBLE stands for Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth :)

Ciaoz.

Tash @ 4:22 PM

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Happy Girl
I'm a happy girl.. why? Cos i got my com!! :) My dad got his friend to help bring over my com. Woohoo!! My dad's the best lah. heh

Anyways.. Was sorting all the stuff on my com. and putting all my pics into proper folders and stuff.. My my.. I miss CMM :( All the nonsense and stuff we did.. MBA, Open House, just going out after school.. boo.. Wonder if I'm gona meet gd friends in Uni too..

Ah!! I'm missing out on so much here.. sigh.. I miss you guys... Terribly..

So many movies I wanna catch but no one to watch it with.. maybe I shall drag Edwina out one day.. haha but den again.. no money.. Have to be careful with what and how I spend my money, this ain't Singapore anymore. A lot of things I have to think bout first..

I really wonder how some ppl can spend $2000+ on a bag and not bat an eyelid. Go on shopping sprees just because they feel like it and dun even intend to use any of the stuff they bought. We think they're lucky bastards (pardon the language) who can get everything they want. And they are. But they aren't lucky, they're blessed. And yet they don't realise it. Instead they spend their things on unwanted things.

I admit.. I'm one of those ppl who spend my money on a lot of unnecessary things. And I'm not gona try and defend myself by saying that I only do it when I can afford it. The thing is.. when we don't have the money, we complain we can't do anyting (uh huh toking bout myself..) but we don't look and see at how blessed we already are.

I noe you've probably heard this about a million times and felt the way I'm feeling now ever so often too.. but we juz kp forgetting don't we? I think we all shd juz slap ourselves silly and wake up.. But we all know it's a vicious cycle. So all the more we shd try and make it a point. I shall try to. Pray for me.


Well well.. anyways have uploaded more photos to my webshots :) so click on the links on the rite yah?

Must do my readings!!! Ahh!!!! I shall do tat 2ml and Mon.. Hope I can finish man.. Must study..

Another wk is almost gone...

Disa: haha it's been a loooonnnnngggg time since I heard someone say my mum is cute.
Johnny: If you're the smartass den how come I can get along with you?
Ling: Yeah!! Moffatts!! haha been listening to them man.. :p

And to my Tanya Ling dearest.. Sorry I had to go off earlier. But you take care yah? If you ever need to tok and I ain't online just email me yah? At least u'll get it off ur chest. I love you babe! Will be praying for you. Everyting will be alrite *hugz*


P/S: Looking at my pics make me miss smth.. I miss my long hair!!! haha

Tash @ 10:59 PM


Quiz
Haha amusing this answer... I'm an Emo Kid.. Really? haha








Emo Kid
You are 28% Rational, 42% Extroverted, 14% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.
You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being. Your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in yourself, decidely lacking in any rational thought, and also a bit too inhibited.

I probably made you cry, didn't I? Fucking Emo Kid.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Smartass.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hippie, the Televangelist, and the Starving Artist.

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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.








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Tash @ 1:10 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005

Woohoo!!
B4 I 4get.. Tina Teo and Jacqui!! I want the photos we took at the airport b4 I left.. send me ok? :)


Went out juz now and I came back with a wonderful jacket/blazer :) heh even my mum tot it was damn nice so she bought it for me!! Pity this faded pink knitwear top I wanted was gone.. cos tis woman took the last piece b4 I could get to it.. n it was only $12!! Could wear it normal or pull down the top to wear it as an off shoulder top. Perfect for the weather man..


The jacket i bought!! $24.95!! :)


Anyways.. we walked past this pet shop and I took pics of these cats and dog wif my fone.. soooo cute!! and the pup was staring at me the whole time haha.


2 kittens snuggling up to their mum


My mum looking at the pup who's looking at me haha


O yes.. and on the way there in the car.. I was amused by this ad on the cab in front.. It's quite blur.. but it's damn funny.. heh


It's a Listerine ad and that pic is a guy who looks really bad.. and he's saying "I know you want me." haha



And yes.. I finally unpacked all my accessories and stuff.. and I'm so glad I bought this hanging ting for $2!! haha can hang all my earrings on the net and stuff my necklaces, bracelets, shawls, belts.. in the pockets :)




Woohoo!! :) That's all for now.

Tash @ 5:25 PM


AH!!!
Die die die!! I think I put on weight!! Face looks rounder.. Damn.. put on back all the weight I lost in 2 wks!! argh!! Ok.. haha I tink a lot of you will think I'm exaggerating.. but.. I REALLY FEEL THAT WAY! haha okok enuff b4 some ppl start saying I'm mad.. :p

Well was my mum's birthday yesterday but we didn't really have any celebration, gave her a present which I bought from Singapore :)

Besides that, I'm a happy and contented girl. Cos I managed to put all my tutorials and on wed and thurs. Which means... I HAVE NO SCHOOL ON MON AND FRI!! woohoo!! Long long weekend and short short school days :) Hopefully all my other sems will be this shiok cos I'm only taking 3 modules each sem heh.

Well.. it has occurred to me that since I came here.. all my entries have been.. boring.. haha or else it's juz bout things that I've done to occupy my time.. ah!! Going bonkers! Man.. I tot I was lazy.. but really.. too much of laziness is no good!! Erm.. at least for me.. cos the place is encouraging me to be slack haha. And tats no gd if I want to really study.. haha I'm juz making excuses for myself ain't I? :p Well wat to do.. this is wat happens to an idle mind at home with nothing to do.. or rather.. not wanting to do anyting.

I hope this entry has been entertaining enuff cos I'm kinda running out of brain juice for now.. Feeling damn hungry.. waiting for my mum so we can go out..

Ber: I'm doing fine. Dunch worry :) Miss you lots too!! :( canot suan you!! heh
Geline: haha yeah.. well my film theory tb is used for my intro to screen to.. so I saved money!! heh but $300 over on 3 modules.. tat's madness lah.

For now.. Toodles!

Tash @ 11:38 AM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Dag
This entry is specially dedicated to DAG LOKE SIAO LI!


Happy Birthday Daggedy Dag Dag!! Dun steal my lesbian partner away from me ok! You can have her only while I'm away and look after her properly! haha
I love you!! *hugz*

And I'm repeating what I told Ivan to tell u... YOU BETTER REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY!! haha :p

Tash @ 11:01 PM


Wee!!!
Last nite.. while waiting for my mum to use the com finish.. I decided to do up a little photo collage ting for my room!! Cos my rm was so empty.. I bought a black board from school yesterday.. and last nite i started pasting some photos that I managed to stuff into my big fat luggage on it. Hung it up in my room already and this is how it looks like!





Now my room doesn't feel as empty. yeah it's hanging beside the green board Shaney Baby gave me :)

Juz now the landlord came over and was toking to my mum. Den he was toking bout his trip to London and said he stopped over at Singapore for a day. He said he liked Singapore cos it was clean.. blah blah blah.. the usual.. den he said and we speak gd english.. Den I tot of what happened yesterday.

I met this girl, Maz and was talking to her for quite a while. She's born near Lebanon but moved here when she was 3. And den when I told her I was from Singapore and been here for bout 2 wks, she was like "Wow, you speak really good english!" Haha.. makes me think that a lot of ppl think we are some ulu place who speak cheena and stuff.. haha weird.. and I would think ppl would noe more bout S'pore now.. haha amusing :)

Anyways.. toking to Ling.. and we're both having a mini Moffatts craze again.. haha :) And we both still like our Scott and Clint!! haha who says we're too old to go gaga like this again? haha
Yan, you still in love with your Bob too?? wahaha
So.. here I am.. searching for pictures of them to show u!! haha wee!!! :)


MOFFATTS AHEAD!!



When they were young...


Chapter 1: A New Beginning CD Cover


2nd release of Chapter 1: A New Beginning


Submodalities CD Cover


Cute!


I like! :)


Courtesy of Ling :)


Posing at the table


And now.. the limelight goes to Clinton Thomas John Moffatt!!


The smile that attracted me..


Singing with Scott


Playing his bass and singing


To this..


And this..


Gorgeous..


Jamming with Scott


What he looks like now.. *swoon*


Hidell - Clint in the front with Bob and I don't know who the other 2 are haha


Wee... haha I love Clint!! I love The Moffatts!! haha they were so cute together.. now they're all doing their own thing. But all's gd. Wonder how Dave will do in Canadian Idol? Hmm.. haha

Ok lah.. enuff.. wait u all sian of reading my blog.. :p Off to do my readings!!



Tash @ 3:18 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

1st day
Had my first official day of school today. Felt like poly all over again.. except that you guys weren't there.. bleah.. Had lectures for 2 of the 3 modules I'm taking this sem.

Intro To Screen - Just like Film Theory all over again.. gona learn about the different film forms again.. mis-en-scene... genres... sound... editing.. all that AGAIN. And we'll be watching movies every wk and critic them during tutorials.. sound familiar doesn't it? And to make things more wonderful.. the show we watched today was.... (drumroll pls..) Wizard Of Oz!! When I saw the munchkins I was like.. Yanling!! Den when I say the flying monkeys I was like.. Johnny!! Ahh!!! boo.. juz no fun w/o u guys.. sigh..

Principles of Commercial Law - Almost like Media Law all over again too.. Contract and Agency Law.. Tort Law.. Legal System.. boo.. except now it's in Western Australian context which I don't think is much diff.. cos it's under Common Law too.. Sigh.. but still.. I'm missing you ppl.. and Ferlin.. this guy is not as interesting as Ferlin..

Trying to get my tutorials all on wed and thurs.. so tat I only have to go to school 3 days of the wk.. have Mon and Fri off.. crossing my fingers n hoping I get them..

Starting on my driving reading now.. Hoping to take the Theory within the next 2 wks n start on my lessons. Wah lau.. Public transport here sucks man..(although I haven't even taken it haha) Can't wait to get my own car.. I feel disabled..

Can't wait for next mth :) Although now it's a very stressful time.. It'll be over soon yah. Juz think of when you get here.

Miss all you guys back home. But dun worry.. I'm slowly getting into things here already.. yeah *hugz*


Lene: Why can't you email me? y must i email u?? wahahaha :p u still gota update me u woman u!!
Ling: haha dun have to be jealous.. I'm jealous bout you guys back home too.. cos I dun have money here.. I can't shop unless I'm with my mum and she feels like letting me look at clothes!! Feel like a small kid here man..
Tanya ling: Wahaha no matter how far apart we may be.. we still have a special telepathy.. :p

And here's your meme Tanya Ling.
1) You'll find a guy worthy of you soon.. dunch worry :p
2) Hey ya! haha first song that came to my mind..
3) Orange! or Yellow! or Aquamarine!
4) Wah that girl is very noisy man.. haha :x
5) Remember I booked you!! :) Did you book me too?
6) Not really an animal.. but a munchkin!! haha sorry it's juz the movie today :p
7) How in the world did we start becoming like each other??? Ahh!!

Tash @ 9:02 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Sad sad
Dad left today.. went back to Singapore.. Sigh..

It's been a week and a day since I left. Feel out of touch with everything.

But on a brighter note, went to Harbour Town and got me some more stuff.. yeap.

Church today.. was I would say weird. I can't really put my finger on it. O well.. maybe I juz need to get used to it. But sermon was good today. Quick opportunities. Understand it and grab it b4 it's gone.

I suddenly thought of Cross Cultural Comm. haha. The feelings you get when you're in a foreign place. Hmm...

And now.. meme for Tina Teo..
1) Lady, you're all grown up now! haha
2) That song on ur hp when Eugene calls.. wat's tat song again? Oh oh! I finally found someone!! haha
3) Red! Cos of tat red topshop tee of urs... haha
4) Choir girl! haha
5) Tsk tsk... you still haven updated me.. *shakes head*
6) Beaver.. work work work. Disappear.. cos she's working somewhere else. haha
7) How much weight have you lost since I first knew you man?!? :p

Alrite.. and now for the stuff I bought.

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Galaxy tube top - $20


Wrap round top with paisley prints.. $7!!


Faded denim mini.. $5!! haha original price was $50 man.. can u blif it? heh

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Alrite.. that's all for today :)

Tash @ 6:50 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Woohoo!!
Today is the most happening day I've had since I came here. Headed to Fremantle to get some fruits and then we went to Cicerella's for my favourite Fish & Chips!! Woohoo!! haha. Feel so satisfied eating it man.. :p

After that, we headed to Harbour Town to do some shopping.. and I got me some stuff in like half hour! heh. And my dad say we shall go there again 2ml after church b4 he leaves to do more shopping cos they're having really really good sales there!! Woohoo!! I shall show you guys what I bought earlier. Wee!!

Anyways.. Shaney Baby, go check out the videos Glorious and Shackles on this website... CLICK HERE!! :) Den maybe you'll feel more inspired to start a dance team in church.. haha. Addicted to the song Shackles now after watching that.. heh

And here's some pics for now...

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Dadlee & Mamlee outside Cicerella's


Bablee and I


In the car on the way to Harbour Town.. :)


Taken from inside the car.. Graffitti on the walls..


Another part of it..


The Nike Jacket/Windbreaker I bought :) $45!! haha


Nice peachy pink 3/4 sleeved top.. $7!!! haha


Light brown sequin top. It's a one piece ting.. $7 also!! woohoo!!

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And now lyrics!! haha the song i'm addicted to..

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Shackles (Praise You) - Mary Mary

Whoo! It sure is hot out here
Ya know? I don't mind though
Just glad to be free
Know what I'm saying, uh!

Chorus:
Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you
I just wanna praise you
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise you
I'm gonna praise you

In the corners of my mind
I just can't seem to find a reason to believe
That I can break free
Cause you see I have been down for so long
Feel like the hope is gone
But as I lift my hands, I understand
That I should praise you through my circumstance

Chorus

Everything that could go wrong
All went wrong at one time
So much pressure fell on me
I thought I was gon lose my mind
But I know you wanna see
If I will hold on through these trials
But I need you to lift this load
Cause I can't take it anymore

Chorus

Been through the fire and the rain
Bound in every kind of way
But God has broken every chain
So let me go right now

Chorus x3

Take them off
What'cha gonna do, yeah

Chorus

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Next is my new found fave song.. Heard it on radio on the way back.. damn cool the station is a Christian one and they play mainstream artists and Christian artists.

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The One Thing - Paul Colman

Here I am
In a river of questions
Can I pour my heart out to a listening ear?
I see this life
Its valley's and mountains
And I think of all the roads that brought me here

I've questioned my reasons
The life I'm living
I've questioned my ability
To judge wrong from right
I've questioned all the things that I've ever called certain
My race, my religion, my country, my mind

Chorus:
But the one thing I don't question is You
You really love me like You say You do
And the one thing I don't question is You
You really love me like You say You do
So Hold me
Hold me

Well I've questioned significance
Meaning and relevance
Does the work I'm doing really matter at all?
Well I've questioned my friendships
Alliance, dependence
Who will still be here when I fall?

Chorus

Only one thing doesn't change
Only one thing stays the same
All I know at the end of the day is Your love remains

Chorus

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Okay.. last one.. thought the lyrics are beautiful.. though I don't really fancy the song much.. haha

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High - James Blunt

Beautiful dawn
Lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see with you.
Beautiful dawn
I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.

But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Beautiful dawn
Melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end of time?
Beautiful dawn
You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.

High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,

Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me

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Tash @ 7:13 PM