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"Vivir con miedo es como virvir a medias." -
"A life lived in fear is a life half lived."

When you dance with your heart
When you dance what you feel
That's when you know
The dancer is real

Just your average girl seeking the beauty in life.
tashgal_burn@yahoo.com


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Rainbow Brite

Dance


Desiderate


Dresses!

Lomo Supersampler.

Weather Proof Case AW-DC10.


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My LJ
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PMC Youth Ministry

Adore Thee

Bablee Ivan

Ashlyn Elise ZJ TEAZ ;)
Jun Marie L. Fen Jiazi Joanne Cat

Ameliaooo Disasasa Tanyaling TinaTeo
Adib Angeline Azri Bryan Chiuyan Dag Desker Rocker Edwina Karthik Melissa Mitzi Nat

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Arthur Geraldine Hana Ian Jean Jith Joel Louisa Petrina Sara Tiffany
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Memories
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Sunday, June 26, 2005

Reinforced
Today I went to church and what I've been hearing from Him the last 2 days were reinforced. Coincidental? I think not..

Worship was about surrendering the things that we hold dear to Him. And sermon was on evangelism. Things have never been so clear. Even during SG and YM prayer, it linked back to surrendering to Him because what we have was given by Him and we have no right to not give them back to Him. Why shd we worry about these things we want so close to us when we know He'll look after them just like He has always been doing.


In the presence of Jehovah
God Almighty
Prince of Peace
Troubles vanish
Hearts are mended
In the presence
Of the King



Oh and today, Eeling got Christine to pass to me these really cool earrings which I think she made herself for me :)



Sigh.. wat an irony.. I just toked about not worrying and here I am worrying.. I told you things would be tough.. and this is just the start.. I don't know what you're thinking and you just left like that..

Lord, guide me...

Tash @ 8:54 PM

Saturday, June 25, 2005

He Speaks
Something I shd have done long ago. I heard Him again.. After so long.. I'm at peace with myself. Nothing will take this away from me.

I'm not living up to people's expectations. I'm living up to His. He knows EVERYTHING about me. He knows my heart more than anyone does. Why should I be worried what this world thinks of me when I know He loves me.

Words from the Father...

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When Faith Fails
...... As a soul realizes Me and My Power, and knows Me as Helper and Saviour, that soul believes in Me more and more. At the same time it is more conscious than before of its falling short of absolute trust in Me.
"Lord I believe, Help Thou mine unbelieft." The soul's progress - and increased belief - then a cry for more faith - a plea to conquer all unbelief, all lack of trust.
That cry heard. That prayer answered......


Quiet strength
...... Have no fear for the future. Be quiet, be still, and in that very stillness your strength will come and will be maintained.
The world sees strength in action. In my Kingdom it is known that strength lies in quiet. "In quietness and in confidence shall be your strength." ......


Assurance
...... Let there be no hurry in your plans. You live not in time but in Eternity. It is in the Unseen that your life-future is being planned.
Abide in Me, and I in you, so shall you bring forth much fruit. Be calm, assured, at rest. Love, not rush. Peace, nor unrest. Noting fitful. All effectual. Sown in prayer, watered by Trust, bearing flower and fruit in joy. I love you.


Faltering Steps
Show us Thy way, O Lord, and let us walk in Thy paths.
You are doing so. This is the way. The way of uncertain future and faltering steps. It is My Way...
Put all fear of the future aside. Know that you will be led. Know that you will be shown. I have promised.


Dwell There
...... When fears assail you, and cares trouble you, then it is because you have ventured out of that protecting Shadow. Then the one, the only thing to do is to creep back into shelter again. So rest.
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Thank you Lord.


Now I can slp..

Tash @ 3:24 AM

Friday, June 24, 2005

Lovely
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! :)


I've been having a really really wonderful week.. And all I can do is smile smile smile.. with a few exceptions..

I've been working on a little project which you shall see later in pics.. goes to show what things I can think of doing in my free time.. haha :p

Besides that.. I did more shopping.. AGAIN this wk!!! Die ah die!! *shakes head* but.. I'm a happy BROKE gal.. haha I got my skirt from Forever21 thanks to Disa and her casanova colleague. Thank you, Thank you!! Think I've really been going on a shopping frenzy man.. But I'm satisfied with my loot. heh.

Also got to meet up with Karthi and I got a nice surprise. He presented me with a lovely gift I didn't expect at all from him n Johnny.. Thank you guys!! :)

And of cos finally the LOLOS meet!! Although it was juz for a few short hours.. cos Disa and Ame had stuff on.. Meet again ah!! :) We shall have our long long talks again.. I miss that. But I had fun. We had ice cream and more shopping of cos.. haha

Toking to Jess.. and she's still awake doing her tutorials.. poor girl.. tsk tsk.. but she was telling my bout the projects and stuff due.. den I realised how freaking busy we were last time!! my gdness!! I can't believe we survived all those 3yrs in poly man.. especially the last sem!! haha I'm so proud of all of us.

Ok.. now.. let the photos do the talking.. while I go do more stuff.. haha

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The mini project... ;p


In the beginning... when all the energy was there...


Just b4 having the 1st break for dinner.


2nd break... Desperate housewives!


Almost stopping.. but using the last drop of the energy to do a bit more..


At the end of the day... The sky left!!


The sweet sweet surprise gift from Johnny and Karthi :)


THE LOLOS outside Dorothy Perkins!!

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Tash @ 2:27 AM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Language
You scored as Spanish. You should learn Spanish. It can be useful especially if you live in the United States.

Spanish

80%

French

67%

Chinese

67%

Japanese

53%

Latin

53%

Arabic

53%

English

33%

What language should you learn?
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Tash @ 1:38 AM

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Wee!!!
BUTS is coming again!! July!!! Little Mermaid!! Gona catch it :) haha and when I get back for my Dec hols I shall catch The Nutcracker! haha O yah.. did u noe Shell is a sponsor for BUTS? haha ok.. sorry.. after effects of doing sponsorships there.. :p

Anyways.. my dear ppl.. for those of you who still don't noe.. my hp is spoilt.. so sms me or msg me on msn or smth to give me ur nos yah. House/hp wateva u wanna give me. heh

And I still can't tag on my shoutbox!! ah!! Weird.. sigh.. anyways pls 4give me if u dun get a reply ok.. :) But I'm reading it. so dun worry. heh

Damn.. I need to finish my Eleven Minutes.. still left a few more chapters.. but I haven touched it since.. since.. b4 Bangkok! haha bad bad.. :p I shall read later.. I tink.. haha although I know it's highly improbable juz like you said. haha

I'm wishing time could juz stop.. the days are passing too quickly.. sigh.. oh well I can't really do anyting can I? I can only treasure every single moment. And I do :)

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Time in a bottle - Jim Croce

If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that I'd like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
I'd save every day like a treasure and then,
Again, I would spend them with you

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
I've looked around enough to know
That you're the one I want to go
Through time with

If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
I've looked around enough to know
That you're the one I want to go
Through time with

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Tash @ 11:14 PM

Monday, June 20, 2005

Memories
Read a few old friends' blogs.. Hearing them tok bout the past after yesterday's mini gathering.. Those really were the days weren't they? Purposely going to school early every morning to copy hw.. Esp. Chinese and poor Wanlin had to lend us her work to copy.. And how apt tat she's Miss Goh now n teaching Mandarin.. haha

Yes Xian, I miss the amt of noise the ppl at our side make too.. Passing Clorets around thanks to Ivan huh huh? :p Making noise at Youren n KK together. Damn funny lah.. and Ling's side too.. with Fadzry and Thashalan.. haha I miss singing and toking in class wif Jun, esp. during Lit.. cos we'd be toking while Rajah focused her attention on the 4/1 ppl.. (think she see us too much sian of our faces haha) I miss our PE lessons where we always joked around cos we got Ho as our teacher. I miss Qiyang and his nonsense with Farhan. Asraf the shy guy and his artwork.. haha Mrs Lim and her.. "No time, no time" (while pointing at her watch n shaking her head). I miss hearing Xian disturbing Rajah bout Kamlesh and Desai.. haha and toking bout Jared Oh.. (I haven't 4gotten ok :p)

I like how we all didn't do our Chinese hw except for a few and we got chased out of class and was made to stand outside by Tan Teck Yong.. but we were toking n enjoying ourselves.. haha toking to ppl who walked pass.. Hiding our thick thick Chem, Physics n Amaths tb in the class cupboards.. haha or borrowing TYS from 4/5 in stacks cos we all didn't bring.. haha and how the class helped us by watching us practise our dance for Talentime and giving us constructive criticism to improve.

Come to think of it.. our class was really a mixed up bunch of ppl.. we may not have spoken to everyone in the class but still we managed to get along and get things done when we needed 2. Damn fun lah..

If I could turn back time.. I would go back to our Sec4 yr.. it was one of the best yrs I ever had.. stress.. but not stressed cos we had each other. Studying 2gether at BK, EXPO.. haha but ended up toking more den studying :x Sure there are things I would have changed if I could.. but it's all those experiences that make it all that more memorable.. :) I'm smiling even now as I think back.. Life was full of twists and turns and ups and downs but we all pulled thru 2gether.

Simply wonderful.

Tash @ 1:25 AM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Surprise!
Had one of the best days ever! :)

Ling, Marie, Fen, Youren, KK, Xian, Wanlin, Connie, Christine, Lingyun and of cos Tanya Ling, Tina Teo, Bryan, Dag and Phil! Not to forget my dear Ivan who organised it and kept it from me.. huh huh? Telling me so many lies.. tsk tsk :p Thank you guys for making the effort to come down today and giving me a surprise! Will never 4get this for the rest of my life. :)

It was sort of a class gathering cum a little 'farewell' tingy (since I'm not leaving yet..) and we had makan at Marche followed by chll out session at Starbucks. I was surprised by some of the ppl who came but I'm nontheless grateful and thankful. Glad I got to catch up a bit on who's doing what after so many many yrs, and finally got to see Dag who disappeared for like 4ever, and Bryan and Phil who juz booked out yesterday!!! heh

Really thank you for today guys!! :) And especially Ivan for being stressed so much cos of tis.. haha :p

Ok and now I shall let the pictures do the talking lah.. heh

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A quarter of 4/4 :)


The girls who came (minus Christine who left early)


The dance babes!


Dug-ge, Yanz, Bryan, Jojo and me


Dag taking us!


TMS gals at the table


Yanz and Jojo disturbing Bryan's botak head


Phil and Sexy Jojo. Short skirt and make up!!


Blushing Yanling! Aww.. so sweet!! haha


Telepathic us!! Same colour top!!


Me, Xian, Julia and Ling

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Tash @ 11:48 PM

Friday, June 17, 2005

GSS
Ok.. I noe.. I shd be aslp.. But I juz don't feel like it.. anyways I get to slp in 2ml.. Since I'm not going anywhere except for dinner.. Steamboat @ Marina :)

Met up wif my 2 lesbian partners yesterday for a good catch up n shopping!! Met Tina Teo in the afternn first.. and boy did we shop a lot.. but she spent more den me!! :p haha den Yanz came after work.. n we did more shopping after dinner!! heh :p

Thanks for the awesome days girls! Retail therapy!!

I've gotten into the mood of shopping again!! N my gdness.. I just got money and I'm broke already.. sigh... But I still have so many tings to buy.. so I've resorted to selling my stuff online again.. I stopped for a while cos i got lazy.. but.. I need the money!! And it's to buy more stuff.. haha the irony...

I've bought so many things over the last few days.. but there's still so many things I still wanna buy.. especially the bohemian brown skirt from Forever21 (see below). And thanks to Disa, I'm definitely getting it cos she's got 20% staff discount!! Woohoo!! Happening!! :) Considering the 2 tops below as well.. Shd I?? And today when I went to PS I saw this really really cool black & white bag wif a lot of pics of faces on it.. It's damn nice!! But I'm still thinking if I shd get it.. cos I have lots of bags already.. but it's the type of bag I've been looking for.. Help!!!

My gosh I really sound like some shopaholic don't I?? Argh!! haha jialat man..

Besides that.. I finally settle the stuff for school.. Now leave it to my mum to do the rest.. Sigh.. one more mth.. I'm dreading the day.. Although I do wish to be with Mamlee and Bablee.. I also wish I didn't have to go..

I know what I'm doing.. Trust me.. No pressure :)

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Jojo & I


Me trying on this lovely top at WH.. I love it!! but.. I shall resist.. Shd I? At least I got a pic of it.. haha :p


At Forever21.. That's the skirt & top!! And Yanz with the skirt she likes too!

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P/S: Dunno how come.. smth wrong my cookies so i can't tag.. so sorry if i dun reply to u.

PP/S: Oh marie oh marie oh marie marie marie. Yup.. it's been a LONG time.. haha but we'll write again soon yah? love you gal :)

Tash @ 3:34 AM

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Cambodia
Caught Mr & Mrs Smith today! Woohoo!! Happening show! Another must watch. It's damn funny ah.. and I just fell in love with Angelina Jolie today. haha. Didn't really pay much attention to her b4.. but after watching this.. I've juz fallen in love with her.. haha. Brad Pitt doesn't interest me :p

Had cake today. I feel happy. Haha. Easily contented :p

The Cambodia trip ppl left today.. And I really wished I could have joined them.. Maybe I could.. next time.. I miss the children.. I miss the simplicity of life.. Wanted to write to a few of them.. But I didn't.. I don't know if they still remember me.. but I sure do..

Lord pls bless the trippers and the kids as well.. protect them from any harm and that you'll just cover the whole place with your blood. Amen.

Looking at photos from the camp.. I really had a lot of fun. And I'm glad I got to go for it.. gona be my last camp for a while.. thanks for all who made it possible and for my dear friends and grp :) Of cos thank God too!

Tash @ 2:20 AM

Monday, June 13, 2005

Love this song, esp. the lyrics!
From A Lot Like Love soundtrack :)

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Brighter Than Sunshine - Aqualung

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
and it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soul...
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Tash @ 7:30 PM


Killing Time
[NOW]
happy or sad : Stoney...
sleepy or awake : awake.
hungry or full : 50/50
dirty or clean : clean!!!
sick or healthy : healthy though my whole body's aching :p

[WHAT]
you last ate : bread with devil's curry
you last drank : water
you wearing now : tee and shorts
are you thinking of : wat shd i do after tis
do you take for granted : God.

[WHO]
do you miss the most : Mamlee, Bablee
do you love : many many ppl
do you feel most happy with : aye.. a lot lehz.. :)
makes you laugh : a lot of ppl too!
makes u sleep : no one at the moment
makes you cry : ppl who matter a lot to me
makes you angry : ppl who piss me off and myself
enlightens you : August, Amy
ill-treats you : aye... i dun tink there is anyone lah

[WHEN]
is your birthday : 10 sep!! remember tat!
is your loved one's birthday : aye.. a lot of ppl my loved ones lehz.. lazy to list..
wedding annivesary : i'm not married.. YET. haha
is the happiest day of your life : i have lots of happy days :)
did you last swear : aye... i dunno man.. i dun usually swear..
did you last have a fight : aye... i can't remember too..
did you last cry : hmm... sometime last wk? i tink.. yeah

[HOW]
do you break off with someone : depends on who the person is.
do you overcome depression : i dun have depression
do you live your life : take it as it comes
do you pass your time : coming online, reading bks, watching tv etc
do you pass your exams : study hard, play hard n pray hard.

[WHY]
do you normally get angry: when ppl piss me off or when i get irritated with myself
do you cry : cos i'm sad, happy, angry
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1. whose picture is it that you keep on your wallet?
aye.. mine. my passport photos.. haha

2. what time do you go to bed?
when i'm tired

3. what was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
the one above?

4. who's the one you always meet the most?
Right now.. it's a mixture of ppl.

5. who's the person you're gonna call if you need help?
Tanya, Tina, ZJ, Ivan, Johnny, Gab

6. what's on your mind right now?
the song from this moment

7. who's number on your speed dials?
Aye.. home, dad's, older bro's

8.with whom do you wanna be to have fun?
me frenz!!!

9. what movie do u wanna watch now?
mr and mrs smith. 5 children and it.

10. when was the last time you went out?
was at camp the last few days

11. what do you hate the most for now?
for me to know for you to find out ;)

12. when was the first time you slept alone?
when i was a baby? slept in my cot alone wat haha

13. what do you wanna do for now?
finish this

14. what do you do everyday besides eat and sleep at home?
bathe, watch tv, come online, read bks, tok to ppl....

15. what could piss you off?
you'll noe when u do.

16. fave pet?
dun have one.. prefer not to have a pet but i wouldn't mind dogs i guess :p

17. colors that make you happy?
GREEN!!! haha

18. most fave thing in your room?
my bed!

19. what was the last thing you bought for your room?
hmm... posters counted?

20. any instruments in your room?
guitar.

21. do you cook?
yah instant noodles and campbell's soup haha

22. miss someone?
yes. some ppl.

23. plan to buy something?
yes!! clothes!! haha

24. are you satisfied with your life now?
uh huh. VERY contented.

25.do you like seafood?
alrite lah.. i like fish n tat's bout it.

26. breakfast or dinner?
dinner thank you.

27. what do you usually eat for breakfast?
aye.. noting.

28. did you eat breakfast today?
nope

29. do you recycle?
haha yeap. bottles, plastic bags..

30. do you have a laptop?
nope

31. what's your favorite fast food?
KFC!

32. cats or dogs?
dogs.

33. salty or sweet?
sweet

34. city or country?
both.

35. what's your favorite kind of jeans?
the ones tat i like to wear cos they fit me. hipsters mostly.

36. Is kissing normal for your age?
haha yah.. wat is considered normal?

37. are you athletic?
haha realise tat i said my whole body is aching? haha

38. do you swear?
not really..

39. would you ditch your friends for a date?
nope.

40. do you have your own cell phone?
yesh yesh

41. what do you wear to bed?
tee n shorts.

42. ever had a crush on a teacher?
nope. maybe tuition teacher? haha

43. coke or pepsi?
pepsi

44. sugar or spice?
spice!! i like spicy spicy stuff

45. can you use chopsticks?
uh huh.

46. do you like to read for pleasure?
haha yeah i like to read bks. n i love to influence ppl too.. wahaha :p

47. do you care about getting good grades?
definitely..

48. have you ever fallen asleep in class?
haha yeap

49. get a job or ask your parents for money?
both? haha

50. is your dad strict?
depends on which area..

51. do your parents give you enough privacy?
yeap yeap

52. do your parents trust you?
yeap they do.

53. would you trade places (in life) with your best friends?
nope i wouldn't i love my life.

54. does your best friend get on your nerves?
nope.

55. do you make friends quickly?
depends.

56. do you get jealous of your friends?
nope.

57. do you tell your mom everything?
most stuff. yes.

58. do you and your parents fight?
nope.
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Name 20 friends without looking at the questions and answer the questions with regard to your friend of the corresponding number.

1 Tanya Ling
2 Tina Teo
3 Bryan
4 Ame
5 Disa
6 Dag
7 Philip
8 Johnny
9 Karthik
10 Zhenjie
11 Ling
12 Yan
13 Ivan
14 Gab
15 Amy
16 Jess
17 Shane
18 Kangwei
19 Ryan
20 Nat Pang

Who is #8 going out with?
wahaha a lot of ppl!! :p

Is #9 a boy or a girl?
haha boy.. or shd he be a man already? no lah. boy boy..

Would #11 and #2 go out?:
aye.. maybe.. but it'd be weird and i dunno for wat reason. heh

How about #18 and #4?:
they don't even know each other man

What grade is #17 in?
my dear boi is in sec 5

When was the last time you talked to #12?:
hmm.. last wk i tink. yeap

What is #6's favorite band?:
the last i noe she was listening to damien rice.. yeap dunno wat's her fave though..

Does #1 have any siblings?:
yeap a sister.

Would you ever date #3?
haha we always date each other out. haha

Would you ever date #7?
he's in army.. :(

Is #16 single?:
yeap unless she's hiding smth from me.. tsk tsk haha

What's #15's last name?:
shuping. haha

What's #5's middle name?:
she doesn't have one.. aye.. okok shopping lolo haha

What's #10's fantasy?:
haha hmm... find me a mother!!!

Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?:
wahaha tat'd just be wrong..

Tell me a random fact about #11?:
she loves me. haha :p

Have you ever had a crush on #16?:
haha no.. sheesh!

Are #5 & #6 best friends?:
nope.. haha but they're friends. one likes to be hugged and one doesn't.

Does #7 like #20?:
they dun even noe each other!

How did you meet #15?:
Church!! :)

Tash @ 6:59 PM


One Purpose
Back from camp yesterday. Had lotsa fun :) Priscilla's talks were good, but elective was better! Dance Babey! :) Games were good too. And thanks to dance and the games.. my whole body was aching since the first day of camp till now.

And of cos how could I 4get my wonderful grp. GENESIS! Had lots of laughs in the grp and I tink we put up a stellar performance though we didn't win the talentime.. it doesn't matter. We still had fun!

"Resistance is useless.." you guys shd watch The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy if you haven't already. Really funny and entertaining. I would say one of the best shows I've watched so far. After A Lot Like Love :) haha. I think I want to get the movie poster for A Lot Like Love and put it up in my room or smth.. haha I like it ah. heh

"Honestly if you're not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love." - Emily in A Lot Like Love

I wanna go shopping!!! Wed, Wed... retail shopping with Tina Teo den dinner with her and Tanya Ling.. A day out with my 2 lesbian partners. Can't wait! haha

Ok ok.. lazy to write anymore.. let me let the pictures do the toking.. :)

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Sitting Buddies going crazy.. haha


Cute cute Matthew :)


Des and me. Same coloured tee day 1.


Shaney's veeted legs with mine :)


Kangwei (sans makeup) and I


Jess and I


The girls and me


GENESIS! missing Ryan...


Ryan.. my fellow ghost..


Kangwei, all made up, and I after our performance :)


Des and I, same coloured tee day 2.. wif monkeys!!


Our last nite sitting together


Getting some shuteye during the break


Brother 1, Jeryl, and I with I dunno who's extra head sticking in.. haha


Brother 2, Justin, and I

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Tash @ 4:40 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Missing
I'm missing people.. I miss my mamlee.. I miss my bablee.. I miss my Lolos (when are we going out again?!?!).. I miss TEAZ (let's meet soon ok?).. I miss Tina Teo (woman!! I'm still waiting for Bangkok photos... n yes you TANYA LING you. I'm waiting for ALOT OF PHOTOS!! dun tink u can get away with it.).. I miss Bryan.. I miss Phil..

Crazy.. Silly.. :)

Been online less cos lesser ppl are online now.. sad.. But Bryan and Phil msged me yesterday and today respectively. Glad they're doing ok :) Phil is the best lah.. lunch at 1130 and only fall in at 1445.. he say holiday camp.. sheesh! haha

Anyways.. I'll be attending our Graduation Ceremony!!! :) Happy happy cos my dad let me stay longer. But will be flying off after tat already lah. But at least I get to spend more time here.. Oh n I'll definitely be back for X'mas :)

It's funny how sometimes life pushes you in one direction and the next minute it pulls you back. In my case.. it wasn't the next minute but a really long while.. but I'm glad it did. I don't want to miss out on what I did again. I'm contented and happy now. I'm home.

My fave song for now... enjoy! :)

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That's When I Love You - Aslyn

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when your mad cause you lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you
A little more each time

And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you I love you
More then you know

And when you forgot that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love you when nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
Oh no matter what

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Tash @ 12:35 AM

Sunday, June 05, 2005

More...
Because I'm bored... *hint hint* tsk tsk...

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01. the last movie you watched?
Ocean's 12. Caught it on DVD, 11 is still better. MUCH BETTER.

02. the last tv show you watched?
Hmm... i really can't remember cos i haven watch tv for quite a while..

03. the last song you heard?
Bo bice - Time in a Bottle

04. the last thing you bought?
My 2 tops from Topshop from Friday late nite shopping wif Dawn & Gab.

05. the last place you went?
Church

06. the last food you ate?
Fruits

07. the last thing you said to your parents?
Okay.

08. the last thing you heard from your parents?
Come down n slp earlier ah - Dad

09. the last thing you said to one of your friends?
Bye.

10. the last thing you read?
Still finishing up on Eleven Minutes by Paulo Coelho. He's got a new bk!! :p
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And now I shall do what Marie did on her blog..

When I was...
Describe your teenage years in less than 5 sentences.

When I was 12, all I knew was to play silly games, listen to really poppy music and write in autograph books so much that me and my girlfriends used to go to a bookshop at 201 to buy coloured pens all the time. I don't really remember studying much for the PSLE but I was pretty happy with the results.

When I was 13, I met 3 very good friends Yan, Ling and Joanne and we hung out practically all the time. I remember our class always meeting at the gazebo at the old school compound b4 school started EVERYDAY and we would all be eating lollipops provided by the guys. Us 4 gals would also fantasize about ANGEL4 (my gdness.. haha) and I still remember what Yan told us to imagine about hearing ppl cheering in this huge stadium.. rite.. :p

When I was 14, I drifted away from Joanne cos she switched class :( but I also got to know a lot more other ppl esp. after we shifted school compound. Loved my class a lot 2/7! Woohoo! The class was pretty crazy but we all loved each other.. I tink.. Haha remembered on a particular history class we all saboed each other cos we all couldn't answer qns n a lot of us ended up standing outside class.. haha oh oh! and we formed Burn :) singing practices at my place and swimming sessions! N Baggy jeans!! haha

When I was 15, me and Ling stuck 2gether in 3/4. Lucky I had her and also got to know Junie Baby :) Still continued our singing and it was also the yr I QUIT NETBALL! Woohoo!! And joined Dance, one of the best decisions I've ever made. heh Also made a few boo boos r/s wise, being the immature me at that time. Was also the time when Ling and I started to hang out a lot with the guys and our grades started to drop!! But who cares.. the fun and craziness was shiok.. haha skipping school to play CS, chalets, chalets and more chalets. haha

When I was 16, it was pretty much like Sec 3 cos same class mah.. but I won't 4get Talentime/SYF :) Dance dance Babey! Studying at EXPO for the prelims and Os was pretty fun, thanks to the company. Again I had r/s boo boos and was hit pretty bad. But I came out stronger. Became much more involved in church as well :)

When I was 17, the 1st 6 mths were pretty relac, going for a lot of courses and seminars. Super involved in church and was on a real spiritual high, one of the best times I ever had man. I got the results I needed to get into the course I wanted and was damn happy. Also learnt a very important lesson about r/s. School started.. haha and I met my wonderful poly mates!

When I was 18, got closer to a lot of my poly ppl esp. my wonderful Lolos. Played a lot! haha u noe.. I can't really remember what happened here.. :p all I noe was play play play! haha n projects, projects, projects..

When I was 19, CMM was practically my life.. cos of Single Cam.. all the late hours in the studios.. but it was FUN!!! :) I love all the projects we did and Little Big Productions! woohoo! and of cos after tat it was slogging my guts out at Shell where I met wonderful colleagues :) and also of cos learned a lot of lessons from them and through work..

As for my 20th yr.. I'm still only halfway in.. but I can say with all the shit we had to go through this 1st half of the yr, I've learned many valuable lessons esp. in terms of relationship with many many ppl. Will let you guys noe how the 2nd half of the yr goes.. :)

I shall sign off now.. and go stone b4 going to slp.. nite..

Tash @ 10:51 PM

Saturday, June 04, 2005

YLR
Juz came back from YLR. I would say the sessions were all pretty good but there's still a lot of things that I need to settle first. Get my heart right again. Ministry right now isn't really the top of my priorities.. Wonder how camp will go.. Hmm..

Proverbs 31:10-31
Becoming a Woman of God.. My prayer for myself..

Tired tired.. lack of slp.. not feeling tat well.. need rest.. will rest..

Update again soon :) I think.. if I have stuff to write.

Tash @ 11:07 PM

Friday, June 03, 2005

Happenings
Hey ppl.. Missing me again? :p I'm sorry I've been missing and ya'll have been tash deprived for the past few days (except for those who saw me). haha it's juz tat I've been busy slacking and preparing for the YLR.

And well.. my used-to-be-non-existent-movie-life has been rather happening lately as well. I managed to catch Monster-in-law & Madagascar. Both thumbs up :) but Madagascar was pretty short, would have been better if it was longer. But I still love the animals.. Penguins! Monkeys! haha still got a lot movies to catch though.

Oh n I caught A Lot Like Love through certain means.. haha it'll be out soon in the cinemas so look out for it.. I tink it's a lovely show.. though I noe some ppl would complain bout it being boring.. haha

And well.. my dear Bryan and Phil are going in this Fri n Sat respectively. Take care my dear bois :)

Now for some pics we took when we went out to catch Madagascar on Wed...


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Geline, Jolene & Me @ Gelare!


Deep fried calamari @ Spizza.. Yum yum..


Pamela & Juliana. heh


Me & Geline @ Cafe Iguana


Bryan & I


Dusk & Bryan


Dusk & his gal
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Took tis off friendster... :)

1- WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
Home

2- LATEST ADDICTION?
Lazing around :) (i noe it's always been tat but even more so now haha)

3- SONG THAT YOUR LISTENING RIGHT NOW?
Forever I Do by Solid HarmoniE

4- WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
Toking to ppl on MSN, doing this, listening to music and singing to it.. haha

5- WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT TO EAT WITH?
Ivan

6- IF U WERE A TOY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
Hmm.. a camera.. is tat considered a toy? haha

7- WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?
The Maldives!! :) I love the blue blue waters..

8- WHATS YOUR RING TONE?
Don't worry.. Be happy

9-WHAT DO YOU THINK A TOBLERONE IS?
Chocolate!

10- WHAT ARE U WEARING RIGHT NOW?
Me FBT shorts and a tee

11- DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nope, perfect eyesight thank you very much :p

12- WHAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN TO YOU?
Let go and Let God.

13- CAN U DRIVE?
Nope.. but I'm going to learn!! haha

14- WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS?
Enjoy myself as much as I can.

15- FAVOURITE FILM?
A Lot Like Love

18- DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?
haha like is an understatement.. You guys shd noe by now!! :p

19- ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT?
Aye nope.. me not shy one.. except when it comes to certain tings.. haha

24- WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
Loneliness

25- WORST SOUND?
Screeching sounds..

26- WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU DO WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
Open my eyes.

27- ROLLER COASTER, SCARY OR EXCITING?
Exciting!

28- HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING BEFORE YOU ANSWER IT?
many many times.. till i get irritated and no one else in the house picks it up haha.

29- IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?
half full

31- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE?
My smile? tat's wat ppl say so i shall belif them :)

32- MILK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?
milk chocolate!!

33- DAY OR NIGHT?
I like both :) though i prefer the nite

34- SUMMER OR WINTER?
Autumn!! haha i like all the seasons lehz.. i noe i'm indecisive heh

35- CAKE OR PIE?
Cake of cos! Tiramisu best! or Chocolate Truffle is good too :p

36- DIAMONDS OR PEARLS?
Diamonds.

37- SUNRISE OR SUNSET?
Sunset

38- HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A BONE?
Nope.. but one of my tissues broke when i fell b4.. heh

39- DO YOU HATE ANYONE?
Nope.. i dun hate anyone

40- DO YOU BELIEVE IN FIGHTING?
Nope.

41- WHO DO YOU TURN TO FOR ADVICE?
Mum, Friends, God

42- WHAT SKILL DO YOU WISH YOU HAD?
To make ppl happy.

43- WHERE ARE YOUR FAVORITE PLACES?
Go to the beach! haha n Home.

44- WHO SENT YOU LAST SMS?
Amy

45- LAST SMS YOU SEND TO?
Amy

46- THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My dad.

47- PEOPLE WHOM YOU CHATTED WITH LAST NIGHT?
haha last nite or u mean like now? haha Ivan, Johnny, Karthi, Phil, Bryan, Jess, Bro, Dawn, Nic, Wendy.

48- LAST PHOTOS YOU TOOK WITH FRIENDS?
See above :)

49- ANY PLANS OF GOING OUT?
Yeah.. going out later haha

50- WHAT WOULD YOU DO AFTER ANSWERING THIS BULLETIN?
Aye.. slp? haha


And tat's the end... haha nite ppl!!

Tash @ 3:19 AM