Mom where do babies come from!!??!!

OK... so tonight we were watching 19 kids and counting.. grandson edditon... and Donovan asked me where babies come from and how they come out.. not wanting to keep things from him but not nessasarly tell him the way things are yet.. I asked him how he thinks babies get in momies tummies and how they come out...

Donovan:" mom i think that babies get put in the tummy by the doctor, then when it is time for them to come out because there is no more room, you poop them out like you have to go to the bathroom!"

I just had to die for a min inside, this kid kills me! He is so sweet.. so I told him he was just right! I feel that it was a safe answer.. and if he finds something else out at school.. i will deal with that later! so i had to blog about this tonight.. He is such an amazing kid I just love his sweetness!!!

One day I know I will have to tell him.. ok brandon will have that talk with him but for now it is fun to just have age safe conversatios about the birds and bees! or girls and boys! He is still trying too figure out why girls do not have a penis.. he says that they fall off when we are born.. i mean really! he is just too sweet!

for now that is the story and I will blog more because he is starting to have tons of questions! lol

Elder Andrew Jackson/ update

well there has been a ton going on since my last post so I am sorry you have had to read the sad post for so many days!

My brother is now a full time missionary and I am so proud of him! Des Moins Iowa is goin to be an amazing journy and part of his life and I am so happy for him! It was hard to see him all grown up and yes I was a sap but I am happy not sad at the idea of him bein gone!

He reported june 8 and I am so happy for him.. lol i think i have said that a few times now! lol..

we finally met brandons dad too.. I think i put that in a post maybe already but I am so excited that i finally met him and his wife.. now we can move on and build a relationship with him and his wife!

thats it for now! lol!!!

RIP Andrew Boso

Ok for those who do not read facebook... or do not know what is really going on... My Dear Friend Andrew Boso took his life wednesday morning-ish.

I am not sure all the details but I am going to blog what I Know so that when I print this it is in there... so hear it goes..

I got a call at lunch time on wedesday about 1230pm. It was Brandon.. He had told me that Andrew had shot him self.. that we was taking lunch now and going down to the hospital in scottsdale. I quickly left work and went down there. As I was going I quickly said a prayer for my frind and his girlfrind Heather. A little background.. they have been dating as long as Brandon and I have. They would have been going on 5 years this year and planned to get married. He was working with a guy he knew laying tile in houses and doing remodels. He had broke his fingers maybe 3 weeks ago at work and was joking about it the last time I saw him..
Andrew was a fun out going lovable person... he always tried to look at the good of the day and loved to have fun! He always brought light to the party.. and I loved to see him and heather together!
now back to wednesday...
As I got to the hospital I just new that it was not a good feeling when I saw Brandon.. He gave me a little back ground as to what had happend..
After heavy drinking and an agrument.. he shot himself..it is so sad to think that he did this.. but he did..

I walked into the room and it was like a dream.. like this was not real.. everyone standning around him holding him.. tears.. the love it was just crazy to see us all there like that.. His mother was so sweet with all of us.. and she is a sweet lady.. Heather was there and it was so hard to see her like that.. I just wish I could take the hurt from her.

After hangin out for a while after Brandon left I learnd much much more about the night.. and due to graphic nature I will just not go into detail...

There have been so many mixed emotions.. I am not sure wether to be mad at him or sad at him.. He chose to do this and it is hard to be sad that he chose to do this.. but my heart with with them all the same.. I love Heather and Andrew so much that not matter what happend.. it is all the same a very very sad situation. I have not known how to feel but I cannot change what has happend.. I can only be there for Heather and all our little family group we have...

Andrew I miss you so much.. I know that we were never really close but you and I were married into this family all the same! I know you and loved to see you and Heather at all our get togethers.. I just wish we would have made it out on those last few runs with you in the jeep! U are surly going to be missed in everything we do.. Brandon misses you each day and is sad that you will no longer be with us...
You were such a great man... Till we meet agin.. May God be with you!


Heather... or Heater as Andrew called you due to the miss spelling of your name on your stocking at christmas time! You are my girl.. I know we could be closer and we will.. you still have always been a close best frind of mine! I love you more than words can express.. you have let me into this crazy clan of ours with open arms.. being one of the only original girls in the group.. I am glad to sit right next to you and party.. and enjoy our one in a million kind of faimly!! We are all here for you and love you more than anythin!

This kind of thing takes me back to my roots... Faith.. love... the attonment.. and so on.. It was hard for me to see his family.. not knowing how they felt about religion... but I know that I will see him again.. Heather will see him again.. and we will all be together again.. It is hard not to see him in the flesh today but we will have him in our hearts till we meet again!

to my family I am so thankful for your support in this time and all other times.. I love you all and hope you all know that! To my friends who are my family as well this goes for you as wlll!