i'm home alone with elly, again..
ever since there's no more maid, my siblings all are taking turns to take care of her..
cause its the holidays what, so budget-budget la.. hahaha.
and my 1st sis just doesn't appreciate it at all..
ahh, she gone case la..

and i will not be at home tonight..
me and dad have to do some stuff at the shop, which i hope doesn't take too long..
i'm losing my sleep again..
haiya..
and macdonalds is such as ass..

and just now when i was driving, me heart nearly dropped..
i was hayal-hayal while driving, den when i check my rear mirror, i thought i saw a TP..
den i was caught in 2 minds, shud i pull the seat belts or slow down and pray the TP never notice..
i was like, alamak, alamak !
and right at the very last minute, i decided to pull the seat belts but it turned out it wasn't a TP..
what the hell la..
semenjak the incident where my sis kena tahan for not wearing seat belts, i became very scared alrdy..
tapi tetap masih degil tk nk pakai.. hahaha !

and i need to wash the truck..
the tyre meletup twice and now there are black hand prints all over the truck..
the truck buat perangai la, and i hope its fine alrdy..
cause i went to change the both the back tyre just now..
sayang truck, jgn buat perangai ok.. haha !

well, ok la..
elly needs some attention..
bye !

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2nd day of hari raya pictures..
its outdated la, but wth..
i dun know what to post about..
haha.

ok bye !

school oh school..!
pls come by faster, i'm so bored staying at home and doing nothing..

my mind just went blank after talking on the phone for a short while..
haha.

aniway, my mum didn't leave behind any pocket money for this week..
which means i am $50 poorer, which means alot, seeing that its the end of the month..
i have to save up ard $200 by the 2nd week of October to pay bills, fine and concession for the upcoming school..
not to mention, if i had to go out, more money will be used..
that is why i would force myself to rot at home, no matter how boring it is..
kalau kluar pun, sekejap aje.. haha.

and ever since the Hari Raya, my mum has been coming home with black face..
i know the reason why la, and i sometimes just dun wish to be at home seeing her looking like that..
i will feel annoyed and irritated..
that is why i would rather not see her face..
but sometimes, i pity my mum too..
cos everytime her problems which involved money would come at the same time..
this time, its the shop and my 2nd sis school fees, not to mention another problem coming up when october reach..
and trust me, there are much more worst situation den this..
but she's is just too stubborn..
sometimes being stubborn is good, but sometimes she's being stubborn for her own good..
i just hope everything will work out well la..

and out of boredom, i check my school website..
the time-table is alrdy released !
i'm quite pleased with the time-table la, and as usual, i'm still waiting the semester where i can go home early on friday.. hahaha.

hey, dun be too upset..
i will always be here for you..

ok bye !

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pictures was during the 1st day of Hari Raya..
2nd day pictures still haven received from my uncle and cousin..

and !
1st day raya, the truck tyre meletup..
hahaha.
at the expressway, entering kje..
luckily my family was alrdy on the way home that night..
and i had to call zam for help..
thanks bro !

i'm so tired..
seriously in need of a good rest which i haven had since 5 days ago..
aniway, yesterday night i went over to zam's house which i got home at 5am..
and we, me, idris and zam ended up playing bunge api at seletar west link..
i burned my finger though..
and idris and zam played a dumb game..
they pecah-pecah kan the bunge api into small pieces and place it into a cigarette..
the game was each of them was to take a puff each and sape suay, kene meletup..
hahahaha!
it was damn funny !
nizam was the suay one though and his reaction was classic..

well, that's all i remember..
upload more pictures next time..
bye !

hello..

what am i feeling now..
tired, sleepy, hungry, say, unhappy, disappointed, no mood..
haiz, i dun know..

firstly, wishing every Muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri..
i finally got my buju kurung for this year yesterday night..
but its not the colour that i want..
well, i dun really bother about it anyway..

friday night was tiring..
i was over at my mum's shop, helping out with getting the orders ready..
my whole family, to be exact..
50 plus orders to get done..
and mael and zam drop by!
to help and keep my company..
hahaha! thanks guys..

obvously i didn't sleep the whole night la, and at 10am on saturday, i had to deliver some orders at east area..
and the heavy traffic does not help at all..
not to mention, raining..
from baik-hati driving, to sembarang driving..
i was nearly involved in a huge accident also..
luckily, nothing happened..
so by 3pm, i was back at marsiling and my 1st sis took over to cover west area..
my mum did the out of the way and difficult ones cos she knows the roads at the back of her fingers la..
mael helped out too, sending north area orders, which i followed him for his last 5 orders..
of course, he's working for it la.. haha.
this year, the delivery went quite smoothly cos by 8pm every orders was sent..
if not uh, u will never know how draggy it will be..
there are times when it can reach till midnight..
the day where tempers flare, mulut tk jage..
luckily it only happen once a year..
eh wait, twice? that is if hari raya haji we taking orders also, but whatever la kan..

and by 10pm i was home and i immediately went to my bed, slept for 10 mins and had to go geylang..
to collect the sisters baju kurung at jhoo chiat and get baju kurung for me, dad, mum and bro..
so the punye ramai org la..
and i met some fimiliar faces but i was just not in the mood to tegur..
and just barely 15 mins walking at the bazaar, my family all wanted to go home..
yesterday we all slept like dead people.. hahaha.

you..
i seriously didn't know it matters so much to you..
if i had know, i wouldn't have done it..
all i wanted was for u to be happy..
i never fast, but i only drank a can of red bull, which at the point of time, i dun see why i must continue fasting when i batal it alrdy..
and that 1 can was all i drank til night..
i was so busy on that day and my hp batt was dead and i was so happy when i can finally get a chance to talk to you..
but you..
i dun know la..
its the malam raye and you ended up being upset and we are arguing..
all these year, its the first time i'm celebrating it with u and this happens..
hais, i dun know la..
i seriously wanted to fast full this year, and u think i dun find it a waste to throw away that 1 day??
i will wait for ur msg tonight, since that is what u want..

well, i dun think i will want to take a nap..
will make myself so tired and sleepy so that at night, i can sleep soundly again..
ok, bye guys !

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u know how much i love u.. :P

a few more days to end of fasting !
i dun actually looking forward to hari raya, but looking forward till end of ramadhan..
though its about the same to me whether its fasting anot la..
the only diff is that, no fast means i can go into the kitchen to munch on something, anytime ! haha.
cos my house forever doesn't have a proper meal for me to eat..

and i got fine la just now!
ggrrr..
i remembered last mth i laugh at my sis for getting a fine for curik2 parking at a private residential area at smb and a letter was place on the truck by a TP..
the world is round..!
stupid ass, i left the truck after just 15 mins only la and kena saman..
and the weird thing, i never saw the TP passing by..
cukup tk puas hati lor..! :(
i'm gonna ask my dad for some 'advices' so that can waive off the fine..
hehehe.

aniway, i met up wif my b just now.. =D
we had a so-called arguement yesterday..
but i'm glad its over..
b, u said something hurtful yesterday but it doesn't matter anymore.. :)
thanks for being understanding baby..! heh

after that, i chilled over at zam's house awhile, which i just got home..
so that wraps up my day for today..
tomorrow i have to do some tasks, given by my mum..
den, thursday i might be goin out/breaking fast with her..
even if i don, i will be picking her up.. :)
friday, the last day to slack and at night after buke till saturday late night i will be busy with orders, which i will go on a no-sleep night..
hope my frens will drop by to keep my company..
haha.

well, till here !
good night people..

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finally i'm home..
so exhausted la..

had quite an early morning but in the end, i spend the afternoon sleeping till 5pm..
ishh, not good, not good..
and i cut-ed my hair alrdy..
its not like expected but wth, let it grow abit and i think it will be nice again.. haha.

aniway after buke, my family went to geylang..
this time, motive was to get our baju kurung cos we alrdy survey the whole geylang the last time we went there..
but in the end, only the sisters got their baju kurung..
it seems so different la, last time we went there, mcm byk baju yg lawa2, but just now, semue mcm gone..
shud have bought it on my 1st trip there..
i think mayb in the end, i just settle for a simple baju kurung, if really can't managed to get a nice one but it has to be pink in colour.. hehe.
and did i mention, its so troublesome to get parking there..!
but i did managed to selit the truck somewhere la, and the walking distance also not far.. haha.
learnt from the best, masuk lobang2 walaupun brape kecik lobangnye, which my mum is the shifu.. hahaha.
and my mum managed to park her van somewhere near the truck..

and after geylang, we went to al-azhar..
to eat la, wat else la kan.. haha.
the chapati there, fuh sedap nk mampos..
hahaha.
and its a nice snack when u feel like eating someting ringan2..

and my b msg me something that makes me smile to myself while walking..
hahaha!
but i dun want to say it.. :P
muhammad nashri misses aqilah oreth also !

well, i'm gonna eat something before goin to sleep later..
cos my dad dun know wat to cook and he said sahur now..
so yea, i'll try to munch on something..
its good also la, cos i dun have to wake up later, seeing that i am so tire now..

well, lazy alrdy la..
and i feel like having a puff..
:O
till next time!

heeelllooo people..!

i just got back home..
and my stupid hp can't turn back on after how many tries..
stupid ass, this always happen whenever i used the battery till sampai mati..
dengs~

let talk about yesterday night..
me, zam and muadz was lepak-ing at my house swimming pool area till ard 4.30am..
i had to go up la cos its goin to be time for sahur, not to mention the fuss my mum's goin to make if she sees me not at home..
heh.
how did they end up at my house?
all started when we 3, plus zam's cousin, bem, went to pick up zam's bike somewhere at yishun..
dier accident la kan.. dengs!
lepak zam's house and den proceeded to my house cos i cannot stay till late, standard nk sahur..
so that is how it goes.. haha.

as for today..
i met up wif my baby!
i went to accompany poch to nyp cos our friends all were playing soccer at there and seeing that i'm meeting my b at her work place somewhere near nyp..
we took train to wdlds and broke fast at causeway point macdonalds..
cos sayang dun want to eat rice and i wanted to eat fast food for a change..
cos i've been eating rice for buke la, almost every time.. heh.
and she can't even finish her macChiken meal la.. ggrrr!
after that, we walked from causeway point to her house cos b wanted to walk which i stayed at her house awhile..
i accompany her baking and she accompanies me to watch tv, which she fell asleep awhile..
i didn't want to leave la but her mum is reaching home soon..
in the end, we spent ard 30 mins at her doorstep.. haha !
b, next wk we buke together again, okay? heh.

i think i got to go now..
poch, zam and muadz coming over to lepak, AGAIN !
there goes my sleep.. hahaha.
ok bye !

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its going to be 1am soon..
and i'm still wide awake, in clothes of going out..
actually wanted to go out, but in the end, tk jadi.. :(
now, lazy la want to change back.. hahaha.

i'm now feeling hungry after sitting hours in front of my laptop, playing games, listening to music and chatting..
mayb i think i'll try to search for food in the kitchen later..
harap2 ader mkn.. :P

and its been awhile since i last had an msn chat wif yana..
i nudge her, asking her to layan me cos i was bored and not feeling quite right..
and she never fails to bring a smile on my face with her sarcasm and merepek-ness.. haha !
but as usual she will go offline, tanpa memberitahu.. baik, baik ader cara !
amal kan slalu eh.. hahaha!

aniway, for 3 days straight, i have been dreaming of my b..
mayb i'm missing her so much la..
everytime plan nk jumpe, in the end tk jadi..
something just had to happen or things doesn't go as planned..
last i saw her was only for 30 mins and she had to go back home..
and now, she's sick..

and i got a new that my result is coming out tomorrow!!??
ohh nnooo...
i dun want to know la can..?
soo scary la when u know u didn't do well for the paper..
and now the results is coming out.. :O
hope its not true..!
i'm still not ready to get it back..


ps: get well soon baby..! i miss you.. :(

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hello !

my sis got caught for not wearing seat belts when driving..
the fine, $120 and 3 points..!
and she was caught at the 1st traffic light right when she left the condo..
wth !
blame on no luck?
now, i'm feeling the scaredness..
ggrrr..

aniway, i felt that the more we want something, the more harder for it to come..
right, baby?
i think she will know why..
i miss her so much la right now..
we were supposed to meet each other today but in the end we can't.. :(
and i dun think we are meeting soon also..
cos her daddy will be at home for this whole wk..
sad right.? hahaha.
and she's falling sick !
but this girl uh, so the degil la, dun want to eat medicine..
and b! dun forget, u owe me a mark.. hahaha!

as for fasting, so far i have not missed any day..
that's good, seeing that for the past few years, i have not been fasting properly..
and this year, someone does not allow me to skip any day.. haha.
but i dun know, i think there are some days where i batal my puase alrdy la..
tap tk sengaje ok! haha.

and i'm starting to save now..
to start paying for my bills..
not to mention, for some spare cash for goin out or buke-ing wif my friends..
cos i didn't renew my concession seeing that its the holidays..
must save, must save!

well, i think that's all..!
bye!

i'm missing aqilah oreth ! :P
but she's working rite now.. :(
i want to see u laaaa...
hahaha.

i'm bored to the max..
i wrote a long update, but decided not to post it.. haha.
dumb me..

ok bye!

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me and frens went to make a small surprise celebration at zam's house yesterday..
me, poch, epain, syukri, muadz, ferza, mirul, bem and kak yana..
it nearly did not came out as a surprise cos there wasn't enough time..
in the end, the candles was not lit up when zam got home..
hahaha !
but he still got a b'day 'present' from them though..

so after everything was done, eating cake..
we went out, since the b'day boy said it was boring to be at home on his b'day..
zam, sometimes its good to be at home on ur b'day.. haha :)
we went to pick epain's fren at toa payoh mrt den go whampoa to pick mok up..
den we met wif idris and mael at seletar west link..

it was damned funny at seletar west link..
we played some funny games and as usual, idris was the joker for the night..
we headed for home at ard 2am, went to zam's house 1st before sending mok and poch home..

and i managed to meet aqilah yesterday nite !
=D
seeing that i still have ard 1 hr plus before my family wakes up for sahur, i ask her out..
i pick her up from sch to go al-azhar cos she will be having her sahur there..
she was in sch, helping out for a camp..
we only had some alone time together, before the rest of her malay frens reached for sahur too..
and at 4.30, i had to go home..
i didn't want to leave but i had too.. :(
jealousy was in me during that time..
hahahaha!

and i only sahur, the hot milo when i was wif her and a cup of orange juice which i drank at home..
dun know y i got no mood to eat..
and i woke up at 2pm today, which i force myself to wake up..
now i at home wif elly and the maid..
how boring..

well, i guess thats all..
bye!

back !

firstly,
i would like to wish, MUHAMMAD NIZAM, a big HAPPY 19th B'day !
i wish u all the best in watever u do aite, bro.. :)

fasting has since been 11 days..
so fast rite, 11 days alrdy..
starting of fasting, i've been eating alot, for sahur and buke..
but now, eat so little..
mayb sebab dh malas, or dh tk de mood..
haha.

ok, nothing more to say..
holidays and puasa = no mood to go out..
haha.
btw, my family went to geylang last sunday..
so the punye ramai org..
wrong day to go geylang la, end up we ate at ard 10+ pm at chua chu kang garden..
cos the food places in geylang all so full that we decided to eat when u go home..
and i think this year, i'm gonna wear pink baju kurung.. heh.
but i told my mum, i'm not interested in anything slagi i dun get my bike license..
haha. but its the truth lor..
i dun even bother to look ard for clothes or anything..
whenever my mum ask me abt something, i will go, suke hati or malas nk layan..

and she in camp now..
last wk was 4 days, and this wk, guess how long..?
6 days! like a wk la.. :(
b, u so evil..!
hahahaha! =P

worst, i'm having the flu now..
so damned irritating..
out of nowhere the flu comes..

good nite people!

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