hello..
today i went out..
went to town wif kid & syuk..
the nite b4, me frens all planned to go back to sch..
but i changed my mind..
hahah!
i woke up, see no mood den go back sleep..
went to suntec 1st cos syuk wanted to buy hard-drive & usb cable for his printer..
spend a few hrs there browsing2 & saw some of ex-schmates..
after a few hrs there, we left for marina square to eat..
yum yum..
den off to esplanade to watch the baybeats..
actually we planned to go home already at ard 9+..
but den saw fadlin, syahid, rafee & syafiq..
we chat2 & they 'forced' us to join them..
hahah!
go back esplanade & saw some frens ard..
buburians..!
not to mention, chicks la..
merate-rate tpt.. bersepah..
hahah!
in the end, i nearly miss-ed my last bus for today..
reach home & lucky2 still got wireless..
so went to dl some stuff for my game & was gamin till now..
watching man utd match also..
damned they are down 1-0..
aniway, did i say that i miss-ed staying at YEW TEE..?
well, i miss staying there..
the ppl, the environment..
not to mention the tranportation..!!
hais..
if only i could moved back there..
my world keeps changing..
& i dun know where i'm heading..
hello there my frens..
yesterday nite was a blast..
had kandar & kid thon-ing over at my house..
zam & nasri pai tao la..
so in the end, we talked2 and started gaming..
huahuahua!
they planned to design some stuff..
in the end, play game all the way..
played till ard 7 in the morning b4 all of us were too tired & fall asleep..
we laugh our ass off most of the time la..
& i was the 1st to sleep..
hahah!
tired already, den lie on the bed..
next thing, dreamland..
& today my prac was wrecked..
i dun know y..
issit the instructor or is it just me..
yesterday somemore sleep late..
& taxi drivers are like some motherfuckers sia..
seriously..
sometimes i wonder y the hell are they like always in a rush..
drive like they own the fucking road..
they are the worse of the lot..
okay, heck care abt that..
so fri going out..
hope it will not cancel cos i'm really bored at home..!
hello there..
i'm feeling kinda pissed rite now..
talked abt it later uh..
today just sucks..
firstly, i woke up early in the morning, to go to soccer match at boon lay..
planned to meet up wif khai & hazwan at cck mrt at 9:20..
seein that last time i made them wait fer at least 45 mins, i went out early 2day..
kirekan baik hati ar nie..so i reached the mrt station at abt 9:10..
while waiting, i played my psp so that time will pass abit faster la..
waited abt 45 mins already & i sensed something is not rite..
but i just heck care la..
seeing that its reaching 10 & the match starts at 11, i left for boon lay..
when i reached the field already, my sense told me something is really wrong..
so i went to the nearest minimart to call syuk..
engaged & feeling fuck-ed up already..
so i called khairil, only to find out that the match is cancelled..!!
i was like wtf sia!
but i only have myself to blame la..
cos i got no hp animore..
so its naturally hard for them to call me..
feeling angry & fucking pissed, i went back to cck..
this time i decided to called syuk again & our conversation was cut halfway..
i was like swearing la cos my coins are getting limited & its just so damned hard to have a short conversation..
but i cooled down & called again..
finally got a meaningful conversation & was shocked sia when syuk says he & nasri went looking for me & they are at boon lay..
that made me lose all my anger in me cos he's from smb & nas from marsiling, went to all that trouble to tell me that the match is cancelled..
thanks guys..!
so after that we headed to ferza house, to lepak2, just to make me feel a lil angry..
this time not me alone angry.. heh
finally we planned, & went to play soccer at fico, jurong..
that's when more ppl came & join us..
& that's when i injured my smallest finger playing the goalkeeper role..
salah diving uh.. haha!
& reached home...
dun know y, my mom get angry wif me..
says i came home late & that i didn't called her to say i will be back late..
wth sia..
she knows that every wk i have soccer match & that i'll be home late, & she just wanna make a big deal out of it..
all because she said i got no hp animore..
purposely finding fault rite..
go and look after my 3 sis la if got nothing better to do & pretend i not around..
its been wks since i talked to her nicely cos i'm mad at her..
watever i ask, its like damned hard to get..
if the girls ask, ok go..
& all the thing i do always get stuck halfway..
malas already la..
tired of asking..
just do watever u like, cos i used to it already..
wat a way to end my day la..
its a bad day..
sorry la abt the post..
wanted to share a little, ended up sharing more..
hahah!
so, u muslims ppl, are u guys ready for puasa..!!??
jeng, jeng, jeng..
i think i'll do a short update..
i've been bored at home ever since the hols..
only thing is that i've been watching movies on my lappy..
the rest mainly, playin wif my niece or slacking ard..
& goin for my prac..
aniway, i think my niece is getting cuter by the day..!
hahah!
& she makes cute voices too..!
i've been eating alot lately..
rice i mean..
hope i'll be able to gain wait seeing how skinny i am..!
woohhoo!
hello all..
wanna know something..?
i have cut-ed my hair..!
from this..
to this..
& this..
hahaha!
wasn't somewhere i expected..
but, wth..
i'll grow back..
by the time hari raya comes, i think it will be just nice..
heheh!
bubye~
exams are over..!
wat a relief..
electric paper was okay..
i managed to do it..
startin i was like doing2, all ans were like there..
but came back from the toilet, my mind went blank..
but wasn't sure if can score.. hahah!
well, now hols are here..
i gonna go enjoy3..
& build up my fitness..
yeah!
i've been cracking my brains out studying for my electrical module..
there's are some easy chaps but there are chap like some assholes..
so very hard..
i just want this exams to pass real quick..
till den, i will chong studying till the final day..
cos rite now, i can't concentrate..
now, i dun know wat i am feeling..
things just keep happenin at the wrong time..
i angry at my mom..
she nvr keep her promises..
i tired of everything..
i'm tired of everytime asking & asking..
now i will just live my life the way that it is..
make sure every mth i have enough money to pay my bill, concession & mayb study..
also to just enjoy wif my friends..
tat's all..
the rest i heck care..
got money den i go continue my license..
& yesterday, my parents make a big deal when i said i dun 1 2 use hp animore..
they die2 1 2 know the reason..
i told them there's no reason..
just that i'm tired and lazy to use hp animore..
cos everytime i always have to worry abt money at the end of the mth..
now i'm tired..
the ans is finally out..again..
i dun feel happy nor sad..
mayb tis is wat i expected..
well, i sucks, i know..
i have tried again & again..
and failed, again & again..
& now, i tired of it..
i've decided to give up..
4 years of waiting..
i dun regret it..
at least i tried..
but the feeling i had when we 1st met..
when my eyes met urs, i will always remember that feeling..
all i feel now is lost..
i have said all i wanted to say..i've tried all i could..
now, its all on you..
i'll always be waiting..
waiting for the opportunity..
its cold tonight..
& u're not wif me here..
haiiss..
i'm darker now!!
dang....
my body is aching..
1 whole day playing non-stop for me..
cos yesterday, nasri, nizam & khairil sleep over at my house..
they have tons of energy huh..
sun already took much of our energy and still thon-ing..
in the end we watch ghost movie & it gives me the creeps..
hahha!
scarryy..
show ended, we chat awhile b4 falling asleep..
den, we went swimming at ard 11+ seeing that every1 has already woke up & had breakfast..
we played2 and soon syuk arrived..
continue playing and ferza arrived..
we played water polo, wrestling, poison ball..
all sorts la..
and now my body is painful from all the knock that i got..
my both knee also is hurt cos i knocked it against the wall..
but still can walk la..
after that, we went to the sauna..
they wanted to try it out mah..
sauna abt 1/1 hr den we took a shower..
and suay2, i fell down the stair..
a short 5 steps stairs..
dang..
luckily i managed to not knocked my back against the stairs..
in the end, my hand was hurt..
now feeling all the pains..
left hand, pain..
both knees, pain..
right foot the top area, pain..
left foot underside, pain..
hahah!
cool rite..
i now so mad..
now my hp can't be used animore..
fuck sia..
i've been paying every wk sey..
only 1 mth my bill was over till, $100+ and now it melarat..
but wth la..
i also planning to change my line to singtel..
mayb next mth..
cos that's when my contract expires and shud be by this mth i have settle all my outstanding..
lan jiao la..
soo bingit..
i think i gonna start studying now..
enough of playing and let start mugging..
cos exams are cuming real fast..
dang, i'm scared for my electric..
so, more revision!
gogo!
all the best ppl for ur upcoming exams!
i'm shagged..
had soccer today..
and we won again!
it was raining heavily though..
every1 was like playing in the mud cos the field sucks..
hahah! but its true..
after that, the team went to eat at bedok corner..
which after much discussion, we decided to head to bukit gombak..
to play laser quest!
at the Home TeamNS
it was damned a fun game i tell u..!
we played ard 8 ppl..
had to wait for at least 2 hrs though cos they are having sort of a party..
wat a waste of time..
wanted to play bowling to kill time, also lots of ppl..
every1 also like no mood already..
but once the game started..
the moods all came back..!
all our childish stuff all came out..
hahah!
so now, after updating my blog, i think i wanna bathe..
hahahah!
take care all!
today was hell of a day..
to start off, i was late for class..
as usual..
den i tot i can relax in class cos i have finished my work all..
but the lecturer just had to give more work..
dang...
in the end i did the assignment halfway..
cos too much.. haha!
den next class..
damn the lecturer..
my presentation only halfway..
cos no more time and my group is the last group..
but expected.. hahah!
lunch and went wif the whole class to eat mac at king's albert park..
i have collected all the cups!
cool yea..?
after that pray at the clementi mosque..
met up wif syuk & ferza..
cos we planned to go swimming!
at my house..
from mosque, we went to bbdc to meet up wif nasri..
to give him semangat cos he's taking his evaluation.. haha!
good frens rite.. i know..
but in the end, failed also..
dang..
after that, zam meet up wif us soon at the bus stop and off to ferza house..
cos ferza wanted to get his swimming stuff..
& den off to my house..
soon after, nasrul came..
we had a hell lots of fun..
team singapore..!
hahaha!
we played till we tired..
from 6 till 8+..
cos ferza had to go home early..
actually wanted to thon also at nasrul's house..
but in the end every1 like missing..
lost in the lalang.. hahah!
its been awhile since we had tat kind of fun..
but kandar & mael is missing today..
where have u guys gone missing!!??
but nvr, there's still another time..
so, i wanna chat at msn now..
take care all!
happy national day s'pore!
i addicted to the song, fall for u by secondhand serenade..
it tells alot abt me & i love the lyrics..!
its only reminds me of 1 and only person..
hahah!
ok, tats all i 1 2 say..
heheh
hello ppl..!
god, today I'm so tired..
had match at toa payoh again today..
but this time we win..!
woohoo!
but i only played the 2nd half..
i had a chance to score, but SYUK didn't 1 2 pass the ball to me..
wat a waste..
in the end, the ball was cleared..
damned, i tot i was goin to get my 1st ever league goal..
which would be a huge boost to my confidence level..
if the ball had gone in if i scored la..
i was just sub in la and overlapped from the right-back position..
but, wth..
just not my luck..
there's still much more games left..
i just hope i keep improving..
so aniway, after soccer..
went to eat at Fork & Spoon..
i had chicken chop..
hahha, no mood to eat rice..
seeing that the time is still early, me & my frens, syuk, nasri & khairil, decided to lepak2..
but we didn't know where to go..
so we just followed where our coach bring us & ended in bukit batok..
went west mall to play arcade awhile and we still dun know where to go..
so we ate mac and finally decided to go to the HomeTeamNS place..
cos we decided to play bowling!
hahah!
it was damned fun..
nas & syuk was challenging each other for the top place..
while me & khai
were challenging not to be last..
hhahah!
after playing for 2 games, we left seeing that its late & we had no more money..
hah!
aniway, next wk my sch days are so lepak..
mon, 2 hrs..
tues, 2 hrs..
weds, 2 hrs..
thurs, NO SCH!
fri, 4 hrs with 4 hrs break in between..
jealous rite?
pls be!!
hahahah!
well, i wanna go shower now!
take care..
dun take drugs!
