hey! i'm back!

well, pics 4 u guys!

hey!
not been updatin huh..
well, u see, my com is spoilt..
stupid com..

aniway, guess wat..
me & meal have been fired also.. haha!
so great man..
argh, wth..
1 mistake & we are condamned forever..

now at zam house tats y can update..

tata!

hey!
long time nvr update huh..
well, i'm been bz lately ar..

a few days back, i did something stupid..
me 2gether wif 3 others..
kecik, kid, mael & me..
due 2 tat now i'm suspended from my werk..
can say i'm quite lucky ar..
cos 2 of my friends were fired..
kecik & kid tat is..
2 me, kecik was right 2 be fired but kid..
i think it was a bit harsh 2 him ar..
me & mael was suspended cos both of us just tagged along..
there is also a low % tat me & mael will be fired as well..
aniway, just hoppin tat i can start werk soon..

my sis recommend me abt a werk..
but i don know whether 1 2 take it or not..
lets just wait & see i guess..

the feeling of having money is the same as don have any..
have lots of thing 2 do wif so little amount..
but i have 2 make a decision..
everything all doesn't seems rite 4 me rite now..

aniway, changed song..
felt tat tis song describe me life rite now..

Backstreet Boys - I Still..

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now that you're gone
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
And I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I try to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Ohhhh
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me then
Ohhhhh (can't live without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you


heard tis song again after a very long time..
kinda brings back memories..

today i werk got no mood sia..
i also don know y..
mayb too much fikiran..
or mayb the atmosphere..
or mayb..
or mayb.. haha!
crap..
aniway, get 2 go home early 2day..
managed 2 steal a nap at home.. haha!
& guess wat?
i left my apron behind.. haha!
stupid me..
hope not lost..
also got name tag attached 2 it..

aniway, screw my left hand..
i think something is wrong wif it..
its gettin in my way of werkin..
if i carry heavy stuff, there will be pain also..
& i can't twist & turn my hand like last time..
it hurt on the wrist there..
even when i pressed abit, got pain..
started when i injured my hand the other day..
haiyo..
tk de masalah, cari masalah..

my pay is also a wk away..
& yet within tis wk, alot of thing require money..
eg. my bill, my mom b'day, mother's day, ezlink runnin out..
ish, ish, ish..
1st thing i gonna do wif my pay is gettin a present 4 my mom..
mother's day & her b'day..
2nd, settle my bill..
important! hah!

2morrow wekin again..
finished at 5 & after tat got trainin at holland village till 9..
haiyo!
thurs also same..
its bored werkin mornin shift!
speakin of thurs, i'm gonna miss watchin prison break!
oh no..
& also chinese show!
wah piang eh!

been a while since me & the rest lepak 2gether..
all cos of werk..
but if don werk, no money..

wanna know wat?
i'm missing her.. haha!

hmm, only werk 1 day tis wk..
but next wk, werk for 5 days, plus 3 days of trainin..
wah, mcm byr alik hutang sak..
werk mornin summore..
borin sia!!
1 wk was free like hell, the other wk, bz like hell..
wth?
but nevermind, can get more money now..
if not in time 2 come, got no time 2 find many money..

aniway, i was readin the newspaper at the advertisment section..
2 look 4 o levels courses..
then i don know y now i feel like takin private diploma..
i already enquiry abt 1 place..
diploma in electrical something engineerin..
i don know la..
at the rate i'm goin, i think i'm not goin 2 do well for my private o..
don 1 2 let 1 yr gone just like tat rite?
been thinkin & i think its best if i take private diploma..
but 1 prob, need $2000..
another prob, i haven discuss wif my parents..
now already i'm werkin for my education..
not for spending..
haiyo!

btw, u know abt the quitin of smokin thingy?
the deal me & my friends made..
well, i don think i wish 2 quit..
the other 2 also haven stop..
but can see la all cuttin down already..

tonite's match..
arsenal vr chelsea..
hope arsenal do man utd a favour.. haha!
well, i'll watch the match though i'm not a supporter of both the teams..
to see chelsea lose! wahaha!

updating time.. haha!
1 reason i've not been updatin is cos i injured my hand while playin soccer..
i've known wat its like living wif 1 hand.. haha!
cos of tat, i had 2 take a wk off from werk..
but then, now tat my hand is gettin better, my body is gettin sicker..
1st it was slight sore throat..
then was sick wif a degree of 37.8..
now, still havin sore throat..
really wish tat i'll be fine by 2morrow cos i wanna werk!!
borin at home.. haha!

aniway, 1st may went 2 watch spiderman 3 at plaza sing..
it was after tis day tat i fell sick..
wif zam, kid, kandar, syuk, erma & shira..
at 1st we went 2 vivo but then all full already..
so went 2 plaza sing, all e evenin 1 all full & we had 2 watch at nite..
9:50 sumore..
to kill time we went jln2, toa payoh..
e show was great..
didn't waste time waitin for it.. haha!
after e show, e 'kecoh' part.. haha!
unfortunately e show ended at 12:20am..
we were all like how 2 get home..
so we sat outside plaza sing bus-stop..
to think of a solution & to chit-chat..
durin tis time, i had a bad stomach pain..
like got sharp2 thing pokin my stomach..
in e end, every1 went home in a taxi..
in e taxi, e pain was worse..
just bear wif it la till reach home..
for me, i called my eldest sis 2 help me pay for e cab fare..
of course i have 2 pay her back la..
there is no free lunch in tis world.. haha!
for e rest also take cab, some brother help pay, some own self money..
reach home, zZz..

so next movie will be pirates of e caribbean..
on e 24th..
tis time all decided 2 ton.. haha!

well, guys..
do u know wat time is it?
its for me 2 say....
bye2!