Silverstein-My Heroine

The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can't forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself. (myself)
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget, the times when I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

I will save myself!


just a song tat i like..
well, enjoy!

ok, as u can see, it is 3:45 a.m..
well, just watched finished liverpool vs arsenal match..
and now readin the newpaper..
wat a waste..
i wanted liverpool to win but they lost..
but hu cares..
man utd rules!! haha!

went to work just now..
today's work seems like fun..
maybe cos i had friends ard.. haha!
and i met my sis' friend..
we work in the same ballroom just now..
talked2 only..
till now i am wonderin why i did not go home wif her..
she said she will be workin ot but cannot..
argh.. wth..
had to catch the train also..
if not later till kranji only..
like a piece of shit.. haha!

tomorrow workin again..
but my friends say work has been cancelled..
looks like i have to call to check..
aites, till next time!!

ok, didn't managed to use the com yesterday cos was very bz..
anyway, yesterday was my 1st day of work..
and it was a bad start..
on doin the job part got no incident..
luckily..
but had a hard time findin the place and when goin home time, i lost my bag..
i was like wth..
luckily i found my bag and i quickly changed and go to mrt..
still got train but only till kranji..
so ask my dad to pick me up there..
the work was okay but tiring..
next is on sat..

ok, actually i like stayin at ut but wat i don like is the part of the last train..
only reach till kranji..
sometimes feels like shiftin back to wdlds but sometimes don feel like it..
cos my mom plannin to go back to wdlds..
but come to think of it, i had lots of fun stayin at ut.. haha!

next, hopes tis still counts.. haha!
happy new year to all of u!
to those who is takin the o's, please concentrate on ur o's..
don be like me, halfway just shut down..
but luckily i have a friend who bucks me up everyday..
even make an effort to study at ut even though he stays at yishun..
if not for him, i think i don know wat happen to my o's..
didn't give up even though we had less than 2 mths to study..
so, remember, focus ur attention!
u can do anything after ur examinations..

ok then..
til next time!