time for bloggin again..
well, prelims just ended..
preparin to get bad results cos i nvr study at all..
just don have the mood..

and yesterday, i don have sch..
so me and my friends went out..
actually planned to go eat2 cos fastin comin but then changed mind..
went marina bay, pening, eat ljs and paradiz centre..

i am stressed..
why must my mom always yell at me whenever she called me..
is is wrong to go home late??
sometimes i wonder whether is for my own good..
stay at home also got nothin to do..
at home also got no peace..
have to worry abt tis, tat..
i think i can count the no. of times she called me talkin to me nicely..
sooner or later i will also be goin home at nite wat..
try to accept the fact tat im 16!!
5 more mths and 17 already..

bein wif my friends is better than bein at home..

is it wrong if i am mad at her??
i ask her money to pay for my malay retakin o'levels, she nvr give..
ask for abt i think 3 wks already still nvr give..
my sis ask to pay for her school trip to australia and the next day she get..
$50 can give..
i only ask for $28 cannot give..
then always help my younger sis pay for her bills hundred++ can..
i ask $18 to top up my prepaid cannot..
then help my elder sis pay her $50 fine can..
i go out nvr even ask her money want to fuckin yell at me..

it's not tat i am bein calculative wif my siblings or wat..
but watever the girls ask, can get..
i fuckin ask but like the same i don ask..

i don know la..
maybe she think i am a burden to her..
how i wish there is a time machine..
so tat i can rewind the time and wish i nvr was born..
then i will be free from all te problems and troubles..

aniway, tomorrow fastin starts..
i cannot believe sia..
so fast the time travels..
haiz..

hey!
i'm back! hahaha!
well, said to say i got no more internet..
so i can't go online, update blog and so on..
but now i am at my friend's house usin his com..

aniway, 1 wk of holidays was bored to the core..
slacked at home everyday..
till on thursday, i started goin out..
went to play pool, lepak2 and play soccer wif bubur fc.. haha!
not even once i open my bk to study.. haha!
prelims is tomorrow and now i am still slackin at my friend's house..
play game, ps2.. haha!
i don know wat happened to me..
feel like don want to study animore..
goin to sch feels like for the sake of goin..

today go sch also no mood..
sleep almost every lesson..
i need a wake up call!!! haha!

btw, on last wk mon nite, i had tis wonderful dream(don think dirty, haha)..
don feel like want to wake up..
when wake up already, quickly went back to sleep to continue the dream.. haha!
then made the old feelin come back..
think of her always..
but now ok already.. haha!

ermm, tats all for today..
wish me gd luck for my prelims.. haha!
see ya!

i am soo, and i mean, very the tired!
at first fri, went to play soccer but then, unfortunately i sprained my ankle..
reach home quickly asked my dad to rub it..
to ease the bruise so that i can go out on sat.. haha!

Happy 16th B'day, Nizam!
so ya, on sat, my band members and i had planned a surprise b'day party at sembawang park for our drummer, nizam..
we bought a drumstick for him, black in colour..
started of the day wif meetin up wif nizam's sisters and my 2 other band members..
to comfirm the plannin all..
so, after tat my band members and i went to alight at dhouby ghout to go to paradiz centre..
to meet up wif the other 2 of our members..
cos they went out early to go out wif their gals..
but then we took a long time to find the place cos we took the wrong turn..
walked here, walked there, i think walked abt 1 hr++..
and we are goin in circles.. haha!
till my leg so painful..
and also wasted alot of time..
everything was a bit cock up..
so when we found the place, we went to play pool..
at first we open up 1 table cos got only 3 of us..
then soon, when the other 2 arrived, with their gals, we opened up another table..
and soon the gals left to go, i don know where.. haha!
then we play and play and play..
at around 11 we finished playin and left for sembawang park..
the surprise was nearly heard by nizam when our vocalist talked loudly abt the cake..
luckily he nvr heard..
but then 1 of the gals followed us go sembawang park..
and i knew it would not be a gd thing..
but then our vocalist had to go home cos his mom doesn't allowed him to torn..wasted.. second time already..
reach sembawang mrt and wait for 1 of our friend then, "bang!"
1 car hit a parkin lorry at the side..
i can still remember the plate no, sfx9898u.. haha!
by no,w everybody was hungry and our drummer suggest to eat at ard sembawang shopin centre..
not knowin tat his sisters were already waiting at the park..
so we had to play along..
have to walked again..
but nvr eat there, packed..
from the coffeshop shop have to walked to the park cos the buses finished cos it already passed midnight..
then his sister keep callin ismail, say why we all so late..
belated b'day already.. haha!
so i had to pulled 1 of the members,nasri, from his gal to the corner to tell him abt the stuation so tat nizam will not heard..
and mail tell idris abt the story cos he does not know wat is goin on..
ask them to fasten up the pace..
after buyin all the food, i and mail walked quickly to the park so get everything ready..
so the damned far must walked and my leg like numb already..
then mail promise me to rub it for me when we reached the park.. haha!
can say quite gd he rub, the pain got abit gone..
cos i and mail were too far infront of the rest, i light up ciggies whenever we were at dark areas.. haha! scary!
mail says i very, "was-was".. haha!
then reached already we quickly arranged everything in order..
nizam was mad at us for not walkin together..
he shout from behind we just ignored..
he was surprise when he reached..
saw his sisters all and cake.. haha!
kena saboh all..
then take photos all, blah, blah ,blah..
after eatin cake, we eat rice.. too hungry already.. haha!
after tat we went to the playgroung and play launchin..
swing hard2 then try to get the furthest distance.. haha!
mail got a nickname, cos he is always got the shortest distance..
i forgot the nick ar.. but damned funny the name..
then we whacked the person wif the shortest distance..
then he became "pasir-man" and we play the game..
cos when he launched, he landed his face right into the sand..
then we beat him up when he was askin for help cos he got the shortest distance..
damned funny sia when he launched..
he was like air walkin and 'plak'.. face first! haha!
then went back to the place to reast and the couple was gone..
don know go where..
so we went to find them..
after a few hours, still cannot find them..
call, hp cannot be reached..
so 2 of us when to find them and found them 'memotek-ing'..
like fuck..
we all waitin for them and they just dissapear just like tat..
then we all changed place to where they were sittin cos nizam's sisters all go home already and we all wanted to enjoy ourselves and let the couple take care of our belongings..
walked2, smoke, talked,talked cock, playplayground all till morning..
then we all played blind mice when morning.. haha!
perspring like mad.. haha!
soon, we all went to rest when the couple wake up already and the gals is goin to the toilet..
cos we actually wanted the give ciggies to the nasri cos can see from his face tat he want to smoke but he cannot..
the gal don allowed him to..
these people just don understand..
when u are a smoker, and ur friend smokes in front of u, u also want to smoke..
being force of cannot gives a very weak feelin and wat's more is tat nasri has been smokin for a long time already..
temptation is high..
can see from his reaction, cos when the gal is sleepin on his lap, we give him 2 puff and his face was so energetic.. haiz..

so ya, we let our body dry from all the beats of perspiration and every1 was so dead tired..
at srd 9++, we left for home..
in the bus, zZzZ..
in the mrt, ZzZz..
i walked like a drunken person cos was too sleepy..
at home, ard 10++, change, washed leg and ZzZzZz..
at 6++ woke up..
woke up got eat nasi lemak.. my mom bought home..
i eat alot sia..
not too hungry but finished a whole lot of food tat was left for me..
then my dad come home wif long john..
eat again..
now too full already.. haha!

sorie for the long post..
just feels like tis is the most memorable tornin.. haha!
2 times already torn and i told my mom at the last mins.. haha!
really, idris is really damned funny..
creatin jokes the whole nite, entertain us..
laugh till our jaws like cramped.. haha!

so the next nite out will be on december..
will be havin a chalet..
nizam sisters will be the host..
then next will on the mth of feb cos of b'days..
b'days madness! b'days madness! haha!

aite till, next time..
see ya!
and.....
enjoy ur holidays..
those wif the n'levels, too bad..
haha!!!!