yup, yesterday went out wif the gang.. haha!!
tat is, ariff, khai, dan and wan..
when were on the train, wan called dan tat he wanted to join so we waited for him at suntec city while eatin..
so ya, walked2 around then we went to the bugis national library..
it was so damned bloody big sia the library..
then they all wanted to take the life tat can see through and i was scared cos i was afraid of heights..
i stand near the lift buttons and become the life operator.. haha!!
but was fun and we made a fool of ourselves..
go up and down and up and down.. haha!!
then discovered a place in the library.. like garden like tat.. we can see miles away and saw the rain comin towards us..
okok, cut it short..
we went to bugis street and wan bought a bag..
then we went to eat at ljs..
headed to esplanade to watch a band..
nice music they played..
eventually at around 8:30, headed home..
made a fool of ourselves as dan discovered something inside his phone and we started takin photos and editin them.. haha!!
for the pics, go to danial's blog(look at my links)..
so, 2 more day till school reopens..
shit.. i am not ready!!
but now, let celebrate the new year!!
no resolutions for me next year cos got nothin to plan..
just live life as the days goes..
ok.. did u listen to the radio today..
it rained heavily everywhere..
i guess HE wanted to wash everythin tat was left behind by 2005 cos 2006 is comin..
start afresh.. haha!!

Happy New Year to all my friends!!

did my homework for the last 2 days..
but do little only per day cos no mood..
hope can finish before the school reopens..
got a lot but do only bit by bit.. haha..
who cares..
then need to cut hair, buy stuff for school..
haiz, cepat masa berjalan..
ke aku yg slow? haha..

so, friday last enjoyment??

wait, wait, wait and wait..
it tat all..
waited for a few years now..
but wat do i get??
have to wait again..
wat the hoe..
the feelings seems to have faded but somehow just can't let go..
haiz.. aniway i am nothin..
i smoked, not good-lookin, no height..
and goes for her..
ha.. wishful thinkin..
then next year need to focus on my O's so maybe will not think about this stuff..
i feel scared..
honestly, i do!!
my cousin used to be in express too..
yea, he is clever..
and u know as a guy, u tend to lose concentration on ur studies..
in the end he went to ite..
cos why?
he failed his maths..
wats the big deal of learnin in express stream..
we decide our own future..
though it is still a long way till the O's, many thing can happen durin these period..
damned, i am soo scared!!
with my school the way it is now, only 22% passed n'levels, i can't imagine my life in there..
if only things could stay the way it is now..
okok, lets cut the crap..
and eat the prawn.. haha..
lets live life the way it is now..
played soccer and i took a nasty fall..
shit, now my left leg and right hand hurts real bad..
k la, wanna watch chinese show..
see ya guys..

yesterday night watched the telemovie of hanyut..
the show which wat most malays are becomin..
the malays are already a small population in s'pore but still they wants to be worst of all the races..
no wonder we are depise by others..
even the graduates are not a decent..
i am not critisin my own races but tat is the fact..
lets change the topic..
today, a year has passed since the tsunami..
26 december 2004..
look back, it is soo fast..
like in a blink of an eye..
ok, wat the latest guys?

today is chrismas..
yesterday the eve..
went to town yesterday and damned, it in a hell of a mess.. haha..
it was crowded and people were playin this snow spray..
it was fun though.. shootin the spray to everyone..
but still, this happy occasion also got fight..
i came across around 3 fights..
what the fuck!!
cannot kena the spray don go there la..
not supportin at all.. bloody clown..
there is a difference between the chinese and the malays..
chinese were all playin the spray but when my sis and i went to the malay lepak2 place, no one was playin the spray..
everybody was just sittin down talkin or smokin..
melayu katekan.. nk step cool je.. haha..
even the indians joined in the fun..
then walked2 before findin a place to rest..
went to centrepoint macdonalds to eat and wash and clean..
then went home and i am the last to go to bed..
watched tv then at around 4:30 then went to bed..

oh no!!
the school is openin soon..
argh!! no... i don want to go school..
if only, there is no need to go sch..
haiz..
then yesterday had the best dream ever.. haha..

ok, so i am back from the outin..
but, i am soooo tired!!
and i hurt my leg.. now like blueblack..
but it was fun..
my family + 1 uncle and his son and the boat driver(uncle also) and his old assistant(veteran)..
ok.. its goin to be a long post.. have to bear orites!!
yesterday nite slept for about 3 hours..
slept at 4 and wake up at 7..
the only person who is awake again.. haha..
was at the boat though.. it was huge..
then eat non-stop.. haha..
time past till at around 12..
me and my dad was sittin in front of the boat as it was windy..
chat2 and he taught me to play the guitar..
i learnt to play the guitar and play a song.. haha!!
then he played the guitar sort of emo2 songs(cos old timer, haha)..
i admire the scenery and water, then started to think of this 1 person..
all nite was thinkin about this person(kes rindu, haha!)..
imagine the quiet surroundings and the sound of the sea and emo song..
wat do u expect..
then went to sleep and the next mornin we set sail..
but my second sis nvr follow.. workin. wasted..
went to pulau hantu.. cos tat is the only place where we can have fun..
other pulau can only sit2..
at the pulau, at first the water level is not so high so the boat cannot go inside..
while waitin for the water level to rise, we took the speed boat and the veteran driver went soo fast.. haha!! nice! round the pulau..
then we went swimmin in the middle of the pulau cos of the big boat can only go in in the middle..
my bro and i got a little bit wild cos we went to the top of the boat and jump down..
at first scared but fun.. then went for a few times..
then we used a pencil shape like float, quite big, and the speed boat pull it..
have to balance to not fall.. but unfortunately fall.. but fun.. haha!
then we tried water ski..
rested for lunch then continued.. finally at last we turned over the float and played a game.. me the champion.. the longest to stay on top.. haha!!
then we headed back to the yacht club cos the water level is goin down.. at around 4++..
washed at the club then go home..
now i feel like i was in the boat cos i feel like my body is swayin..
k la.. i'm tired..

yesterday did not sleep well..
the last one to go to bed again..
now so sleepy and tired..
ok, so later in the afternoon will be goin to the yacht club..
will go home tomorrow nite..
at there will be ridin the boat belong to my uncle..
and do other activities..
ok la.. i guess till here..

yesterday as usual went to my mom's shop..
at nite.. i went there, eat and eat and eat..
but nvr grow fatter.. haha..
yup, and it was cold.. luckily this time i brought along my jacket cos when i leave my house it was rainin..
so, today..
went wif my dad and 2 of my siblings wif my cousin to republic of singapore yacht club..
my uncle was a member there so we went there to unwind cos my parents was not workin today(for the first time ever).. haha!!
and i did not brin my hp along for the first time i go out.. haha!!
actually went there just for fun cos this comin tuesday till wednesday my family will be ridin a yacht which belong to my uncle..
hopefully can go cos always postponed.. can wait to go out to open sea.. though got go before already..
wow!! the yacht all are so nice..
i think when i grow up goin to get a yacht.. a jet boat.. hmm, mimpi je la boy..
another goal in my life.. haha!!
and i get to see the sun set.. so nice..
if only tat time is spend wif a special person.. haha!!
now i am tired and sleepy..
but tonite the big clash..
arsenal vr chelsea!! gonna watch!!

yup, so yesterday went ice-skatin..
it was fun and we had 4 hours of fun.. haha..
then was skatin saw this hot chick.. haha..
but she was only 12 years old..
after skatin we went to eat at long john silver..
walked2 at science centre then went to the jurong library..
rested there before goin home..
okok, enough of the talkin..
take a look at the photos we take.. haha!!

http://public.fotki.com/fcukit/ice-skating/

so went to play soccer and wat did i get..
an injury on my knee..
at the startin.. kacau daun tul..
so today dah semangat2 nk gi ice-skatin then at the last minute had to postponed..
buang mase je..
but tomorrow goin.. who knows..
maybe.. maybe not..

my sleep was interupted my the sound of my hp..
kacau je.. cos my prepaid is low, i had to go to my sis room to use the house phone..
then went back to sleep, the hp rang again.. had to use to house phone again..
then cannot go back to sleep..
so made breakfast for my siblings..
cos my dad did not leave behind money to buy breakfast..
wat's on the menu??
bread mix with egg and salt then fry..
haha.. simple2 only..
but the hot oil made my life difficult.. haha..

okay..
so today was at home the whole day..
damned bored sia.. nothin to do..
played ps2 for a few hours then stopped..
so, tomorrow goin ice-skatin..
hmm..

so today day was as usual..
don wish to talk about it..
i feel stupid..
after a month++ of quittin, i picked up the habit again..
sigh.. i think it was the cause of stress..
but i hope i would not do it again..
i think after this wk i will be openin my books again..
wth.. so fast time travels..
have to start doin my homework..
but i doubt i do all..
guess this is all..

okay so yesterday i was sleepin like a pig..
mornin wake up just to eat.. then go back to bed..
if nobody had knocked the door i guess i spent my day yesterday sleepin.. haha..
then few minutes after i wake up, dan and ariff ask me along to go yew tee..
mcm tau je aku dah bangun.. haha..
lepak2 at mac.. then go home..
then played soccer for awhile and i went to my mom's shop..
wth.. damned cold sia over there.. i was freezin..
in order to feel warm, i helped out my dad at the shop.. my mother don know go where.. maybe go urut badan.. luckily got a helper also..
so my dad, cik liza(the pekerja) and me..
worked and worked and worked..
eee.. i smell of satay.. hate it.. haha..
but i don feel a tiredness in me.. hmm..
i guess the whether makes me feel tat way..
so went home, joined zul and ariff at khai house to watch soccer..
now confirm, this thursday i be ridin a boat..
at west coast.. will tell more when after i go there..
k.. bubye..

so, went to jurong just now..
at first jurong shoppin centre..
went to watch people ice-skatin..
maybe goin to ice-skatin.. next wk..
but not sure..
then went to imm..
where dan bought a sort of a bag and get 1 free.. haha..
walk2 then go home at around 3++..
then played downstairs.. as usual..
okay tats the post for today..
so, tomorrow is postponed..
wth..
k la.. gtg..

lets talk about yesterday..
at nite, me, khai and ariff went to sit under the block to have a talk.. chit-chat and talked about ariff more..
then today mornin went to watch primary sch soccer wif dan, khai and ariff.. haha..
sleague tk nk tgk tapi primary sch nk tgk..
aniway..
finally i have understand..
i thought by makin my move i would get my chance..
cos there are others who are waitin for her.. not only me..
so, i guess it was a wrong decision..
ok, i stop..
i know i am not a prefect guy..
there are others better than me rite..
so ya, lets forget about it..
all the past years have been wasted..
at least now i can have better sleep..
not to mention no stress.. haha..
and not to mention, due to this i have kicked out my bad habit..
and to get the full story about this event in my life, feel free to ask.. haha..
tk tau malu..
but i am just sad..
kk, enough about this..

have u experience death?
i know i have.. haha!!
peace!!

hmm..
if i am not wrong, taufik batistah is comin to yew tee wif the channel u superstars..
this comin saturday.. 10 dec..
i don know.. but i got see the banner.. haha..
but i think i can't go.. cos goin to east coast..
wanna follow??

hey..
so today is supposed to be a happy day but it turned out otherwise..
ok, at first i went wif dan and khai to watch kranji ss and cckss match.. in the mornin..
then we went to have our breakfast at limbang mac..
reached at home, and zZz.. haha..
i fall asleep while watchin tv..
people called and sms me to go play soccer also i nvr reply.. haha..
i didn't even hear my phone rang..
i guess i was really tired..
so woke up and i was feelin sad..
so went to do stupid stuff.. sigh..
then join them play soccer..
wonder why i say a sad day??
cos today was her b'day..
and i still can't see her.. again..
i just.........................
so near yet so far..
so, i sad and dissapointed..
but nvr mind.. i can take it..
ok, no more emo..
today soccer was fun..
sorie guys if i am bein too merepek just now..
aku nk hilang kan stress ah..
hmm.. seems like a long post..
okok.. i stop for now..

so just now played soccer for a while only.. then we lepak2 and talked around..
and we talked about motorbike.. wow!!
can't wait to get my license.. haha!!
then at home when my mom was cookin, my hand kena hot oil..
shit.. soo pain..
lucky got no mark..
k la..
a short post..

yesterday played soccer but halfway i had to go cos my mom wanted to go out..
so, was wif my family the whole nite..
and the whole nite i was eatin non-stop..
i don know these few days, i always get hungry.. hmm..
then at nite, before goin home, i drove a 125cc motorbike..
about 10 to 20 meters away.. wow!!
actually my dad wants to park it at a lot so i rode it.. haha!!
well, the bike belongs to my mom's..
of course my dad was there to assist me..
hmm.. gonna try again next wk.. yea!!

maybe later goin to play soccer again..
who knows..

so.. the funeral is finally over..
and guess wat..
everybody play soccer like karat already.. haha..
only a few days and dah karat..
kalau berminggu-minggu, comfirm dah jadi kaki bangku.. haha..
so yea, before we went to play soccer we went to lot 1..
browsin around the mall..
btw, my dad said tat my family will be goin on a boat ridin for 2 days..
this comin or next2 wk.. i am not too sure..
yea!! can't wait..
hmm..

yesterday, the sadest day of my life..
so, i can't sleep.. watch tv..
so today...
went swimmin at jurong..
then we went to west mall..
ate kfc and delifrance..
then window shoppin..
lepak2 at the arcade before headin home..
and not to forget.... hot chicks.. haha..
then we went to play soccer straight after reachin home..
now waitin for my mother to come home to cook..
wth.. i am soo hungry!!
peace..