Can you smell it too? =)

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

To: My dearest dar dar,

It has been 4 days since u have enlisted in army. I have to admit i am not strong enough. Tears just seemed to fall down out of my control. I am weak, i noe. But i will be strong for u my love.

Everytime i receive ur sms or call, i will be so happy. Yes, i am. As with each and everytime u sms me before u were enlisted.

But please do not sms me just to make me happy. I want u to be happy, only then i will be happy too. Conflicting emotions arise whenever u sms me, cos i noe u r doing it secretly/illegally. I dun want u to risk getting scolded or punished becos of me.

And so, i want u to sms me less and i want u to sms me more. Confusing isn't it. Oh i love u so.

I duno saying "happy birthday" to u will make u so happy. Indeed, i wish i had say it more to u that day =D

I miss u each and everyday, especially at nite whenever i wait for ur cl. It is in the nite tat my tears will flow.

How are u doing there my dear? U always seems to be so tired and busy. My heart ached when i heard u sneeze last nite.

I want to find out more abt ur daily events, yet i want u to sleep more too. So i chose the latter cos u need it more. Anyway i noe u hate to tell me abt army! Haha =p

So i decided i will be a gd and caring girlfriend who understands or try to understand ur needs, placing them before mine. And i try not to anger u or irritate u, noeing that u might be moody after one whole day's tasks.

Okiedokie, i shall be my cheerful self starting from this very moment~! *_~

I will wait for u, as promised.

Do you smell it?

Events that are worth mentioning:

- went back to my company to take photos as promised.bought cake for all.went back home with yvonne on the train
- Imran's 21st birthday at his house & KBOX buffet dinner with lim and leen
- celebrated with dar dar his 20th birthday.ate waffle dream from haagen daaz at century sq
- sent dar dar to pular tekong on 26th oct, fri 7.30am with his parents
- went out with chunie yest to queensway shopping centre at queenstown (alight at mrt and take bus 195 from left of stn.2 stops) to buy her sneakers. It was a long long time since we see each other! haha =p glad u r doing well gal!

Do you smell it?

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Sense of loss and lost

It has been 2 days since dar dar enlisted to NS. I am missing him so much! Ever since that friday i have been feeling a deep sense of loss. I feel so lost without him beside me. Can't wait for 7th of november to arrive soon! Then he will be out of army for the deepavali holiday all the way till 11th.

Recently he bought a SK diamond ring for me =D so sweet of him. Said i was to look at it everytime i misses him. Hope that the ring will remind me of him whenever i look at it too.

I was very surprised when he first gave it to me that day. It was sunday the 21st. It will always be a special day for me *_~

Do you smell it?

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Last day at work!
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Yesterday i felt pretty sad cos it was my last day at work at this company that i have stayed with for 2 months. My 2 months contract has ended, and i have decided long ago not to stay at this job due to personal reasons.

The company has offered me to continue working here informally. I has heard news from that my Assistant Manager enquired abt my job period and HR manager has informed her then that "christine will be working with us till the end of the year"

I'll miss my colleagues, especially those who worked with me the most closely. My comrades at work! =D My department has 2 rows of workspaces and so i am most familiar and miss colleagues from my section the most!!! =.=

We have worked together, rushed through the issuing of policies in those certain periods of the day, lunch together, chatted together, and shared titbits with one another.

My farewell gift for the 5 most closest colleagues were chocolates. Ferrero rocher each and another halal type for one muslim colleague. And yet the whole department gave me a watch from casio! I was pleasantly shocked when i received it from my mentor, Nicole. And then she gave me another paper bag and told me this is a gift from herself. I was most surprised and happy~! *_~ i asked her on the spot, why are u giving me another gift? She answered that "it's becos u r my first student mah!" touched! i feel very touched at the moment and still am. So i replied, "thanks mentor! =D"

When it was past the knockoff hour, and i was abt to leave, for real; they shook hands with me. those who are still at the office that is. They oso thank me for helping them all these while. I told them i was paid to do so, indicating that it was just part of my job =D

Nicole suddenly mentioned why dun we take some photos tog nw. So i obliged even though i am alrdy late for meeting up my friends. We only managed to take 3 photos, one of me standing in front of the reception desk with the company logo above me; another of me with nicole; and the last was me with sharifah.

Nvm, i will go back as promised to them, visit them, have lunch with them, buy some things for all of them to eat and oso to take more photos.

Do you smell it?