2013?

Couldn't believe that I still have time to blog about my life of 2013. At first I thought I gonna pick some part time job but guess myself really tired of this, I need a short break.

Traditional post? Here you go, what I've done in 2013.

2013, is a tough year for me. It starting off difficult, hectic and remains that ways until 18th December. I was a student that time, you have no idea how hectic I have been. Not really a fully experience in my industry yet we got putted on the table and experience something new with fully adventure. Hectic days I must say. I don't really have enough sleep, I means I have self-alarm in my body, if I sleep at 3am and I will wake up at 8am automatically, even the next day I know I can sleep longer. I always plan to sleep longer than my self-alarm, e.g., I plan to sleep until 12pm so I ciao to my uni at 2pm but damn it, I wake up at 8am then browsing through my mail box and reply mail like I am the robot again and again.

Or maybe the goddamn bad idea for having group account in my FB, the feeling of urghhh is like "come on FACEBOOK don't send me notification." So people move on, they changed the way when they know FACEBOOK are no longer that efficient as they think, they moved on to watsapp. Please do not ask me how many group chat I have in it, I just CLEANED it few days ago, and it took me awhile for doing so. Whatsapp is more worse, they expect we can reply once we wake up and we can connect to them even we are sleeping. Thank God for my iPhone, sleeping mode is so marvellous, I switched it on and people will call three times if there are emergency thing to raise up, better than nothing la, at least I am not totally switch off it.

WHATever it is, I passed that student + working life experience and I moving on to my career life in 2014.

Although 2013 I have a tough year but I still manage to have some fun with my friends, every saturday, I manage to meet my best friend, I have my language class in morning and she has her language class in the afternoon, so between that time, we have one hour break time to meet with each other.

Talking about language class, I pick up another language few years ago, I think its nearly 3 years. This year, I decided to bring myself go more further, I participated for the international test on October. It was really a crazy time for me, my event schedule was a mass and the management went GAGA, I was like zombie, I trained myself like crazy woman. I study almost everyday, meeting with classmates and management every week and thank God, the result was not that bad. It is definitely another achievement for me, that new language are part of my life now.

The biggest change was still my graduate.

AND, I got myself another name,

I am Bon, yes, I am Bon. 

I will still work hard in 2014, never give up! 

Xmas Eve Celebration

As what I've promised, xmas eve celebration. I am not a big fan of BBQ but I am hooked.......

addicted is more like it....

I like korean food but since I started to have korean food in gangnam 88, the infatuation has grown into a deep love!

I always too busy enjoying Uncle Jang Dak Galbi (닭갈비) and I am still loving it but guess really have to adapt other korean cuisine.

If you willing to try Beer Chicken, BBQ Pork or any spicy food, you can give Gangnam88 a try. :)



I will try to blog some traditional post tomorrow :D what's that? Stay tuned!

Merry Xmas

Merry Xmas! Merry Xmas! People called Seasons greetings! I wish you all merry xmas and happy new year.

What is your plan?

I have xmas eve celebration with my ladies and new year eve celebration with my family. I am getting lazy and lazy to get out from ze house. So I think I will just order some pizza or any kind of fast food during new year eve! Xmas eve goes to korean food again! I try to blog that after tonight celebration. By the way, x turkey as we are not really keen to turkey laaa!

I have nothing to blog actually! LOL

Do some life updates perhaps?

#1 If you drop by Pavilion, please get up to 6th floor and support my japanese friend's cafe - WA cafe. They serve nice coffee, well, especially this one, this is Iced Cafe Latte, so into this because of their MILK. I either choose more milky or more to bitter, I don't like medium taste of it. LOL

#2 My all time favourite programme, Running man still, although I know Ah Paa Oh Di Ka is nice but well, find something insanely still goes for this. I can laugh until I cry LOL

#3 AND.... I graduated..... not convo yet but I am completely done with my degree. I am looking forward my career yet I am sad. How can I don't be sad when they are part of my life, and we almost talk with each other everyday and nowwww, I know I gonna change my working partner, I face the reality and I just can't say no!


I will not give up my dream and I will never forget this bunch of best friends


THAT's ALL laa, I gotta watch HK drama and programme.


Bubye! stay tuned for my korean food post :) 

我有时候也会 迷茫

也许有时候你真的需要和自己妥协.


好怀念那个为了梦想满满的冲动.
也许这是一个很残酷的世界, 总是一半的人告诉你什么不行什么是为我好.

因为要更好的生活更好的方向, 两年前报读Degree, 然后明天最后一张, 然后后天顾客报告, 我的大学生涯就完毕了.

太多了人给太多的意见.
我一时消化不了.


该怎样该说些什么 才能让你懂 我有时候也会 迷茫.

Hey and BYE

Hey bloggie!

It's been awhile huh, been really busy with my last semester work and now it's final exam. I used to study 1 week before exam but this sem, two days before your exam then you consider lucky. Guess what, my classmates and I are running last assignment, yes we sitting final but we still have last assignment to pass up.

Yes, turned into 23 this year, not really go out and have fun cause I have been arranged for two events, yea, peak time- exam. Been really doing a lot of preparation for work and all that, I really don't have much time left for my own.

Graduation dinner next week, graduation trip is coming, hair undone because hairstylist decided to keep it long and rejected to colour my hair due to CNY is next month and I am flying off next month onwards and please someone tell me how to arrange time.

Shall just end up here, I need to watch some drama and get myself in good sleep tonight, yea tomorrow, assignment and revision again.

Growing up Boy!

Happy Birthday ah Little Issac, Ah Little Desz, Ah Little Hao (How many nicknames you have dude!) 

I couldn't believe how swiftly time has passed us by and you're such a big BOY now! So like you're finally 21 and you're legally able to do anything you like.. But think twice before you do huh! *sinister smile*

I swear it was a emotional day for me to think like "okay this little boy now is big boy and one day he will marry with someone else and I am gonna cry like I am his mommy". This cool boy finally 21 and I can't understand why how he become another cool fella.

I used to talk like I am his mommy
"why no gf yet? Are you gay now? HAHAHAHWUALALALA" 
THEN he started to give me "wth are you saying jie?" face and ignore me.

"Do you have enough of money to spend? Nah, Jie give you 5 bucks." 

A lot of random conversations between me and him but most of the time, I talk, he ignore.

Yesterday was his birthday, I texted him, Happy Birthday Kiddo! I love you.
short reply is his style "Haha, TQ."

So I think is better than nothing, seriously.



I don't know why i blog this so randomly and randomly. Just want to tell you growing up and growing up, there is a different, growing old is inevitable. Have fun in another stage of life!

Bitch!

The habit of reading getting better. Reading books makes you better. SO, when I refuse to read, I start to pick up some quotes and remember it. (When I have time, I write it down, I'm sure I will make this habit soon again! Gimme some time!) 

Randomly pick a quotes to share, 

A good friend would offer you an umbrella in the rain, a best friend would steal yours and say "Run Bitch, Run!" 

You should know who is my bitch, all time.

She just do everything randomly for me this old-fashioned-mind-cold-blooded-careless-clumsy friend. Sometimes I can't find a proper word or sentence to thank her, FYI, she is cold-blooded too, so both of us won't spend too much time to say thank you with each other

BUT both of us know it well.

She used to laugh at my stories when it is not so good (dramatic starbucks handsome man stories, she LMAO) and then she sympathises my trouble when it is not so bad.


WELL, just so you know I am cold blooded but I will still cry like a baby when I face something bad. She just makes the right call after I scream and shout in my own concert car.


Love you deep Bitch! By the way, stop forcing me to take your stupid pic when my focus point is only my cup of coffee! HAHA!


See you guys in December!

Me. Myself. Cold Blooded

It has been a tough week for me. A real tough week. Couldn't imagine myself really got this nuts and drive myself home after so much of tears. Tears create a strangely moving effect, I want go home. 

I am sorry for being this IQ and EQ low on that day,
my friend used to comment I am INPUT person, I stuff myself with a lot of negative input when I found it is unnecessary to bring it to table. Well, you know everyone have problem. 

I don't expect people to understand my situation,
don't cry me a river, I don't need to. I just need someone being there and respect my feelings too. I don't tell doesn't means I am seriously cold blooded kind of creatures in this world, respect me, this is what I want to earn.

I don't mind how you critisize about me, gossip about me or give me real hard time at the back. BUT give some respect and some room for me. I think I found my principle after so loooonngggg. (Really, people like to comment that I live without any principle) but i found one now, respect my feeling as what you wish people to give you!


Anyway, I am pretty fine now.


Give me strength, another 5 weeks to go and give me a long vacation. I need a break, a looong lonnnggg break.

启程吧 爱

谢谢您 因为我那份暂时还不屈不挠的梦想而感到无比的骄傲

其实你不说的我都懂, 甚至你那不善于表达的心意我都收到了再感到感动


谢谢您 那天那般话 因为不应该被那样不伤大气事件而阻挡到我的前进.
我真的谢谢您一路来的栽培和养育.

谢谢您为我这天生自由主义者争取所谓的 飞吧梦想.
我想 如果有一天我上到 奥斯卡 说感激词时 一定满口都念着 您和妈妈,


谢谢您永远待我如无价之宝. 最爱我的男人 － 罗爸爸 ♥


奥斯卡是有点想太多. 但是人是因梦想而伟大的!!! 例如我可以有一天瘦到像 Euness 那样该多好. 前提条件 ： 无条件吃吧! 对我是绝对的胖妞! SO WHAT! 

也许人有时候就是要义无反顾的踏出第一步, 戴着头盔往前冲的鲁莽. ♥♥


梦想启程吧.


一月，二月，九月然后再来十二月. 满载而归的往前冲吧 射手达人 ♥♥

Drool, Randomly, Pick, Bye

Food photo that will makes you drool!!! 

It's been awhile since I've seen my besties. Everyone is busy in their own lives. It was a random date, simple date yet satisfied meal and gathering that I could wish for. I just miss you guys. 

Forget about I see my bitc* regularly every week, the consequence of don't have bf. We meet up in language centre in once a week, since its 1 hour coffee break from each of us. BUT, I don't meet others often. Or badminton date becomes more randomly and randomly. I have my long meeting and discussion almost every week and seriously korean paper make me crazy. I want my December come, I can see my superb awesome date.

Not to mention my upcoming bday, I think I have to work on that time...


Extremely random post tonight,
I shall head to sleep or read some book. I bought new books again 

First page of both, but I already plunge deeper into it. :) 

下半生再来相爱

谁也说不上你一般清楚我 

:) 

Giving more love to myself

Stress on the brain, which can plant the seed of crazy or emotionally unstable. I think I need some muscle relaxation after this. Don't stop me, I gonna stay in there like 24/7.


You know I can't take it anymore, I think I will get heart attack soon.


I have so many things to do yet so little time. Two weeks to go for my event, intermediate exam for korea and three weeks to go for my international korea paper. I need 48 hour per day so that I can have more time meeting with my client, with my supplier, with my teammates and with my superior. Or you know I have more time to earn extra money.


AND oh yea, revision.


I seriously wish I can cry, I don't know how to describe the feeling I have right now. Nothing hurts more than being disappointed. too many high hopes, too many disappointments. 


I'm not give up.

"Dont quit, because a month from now you will be that much closer to your goal than you are now. Yesterday you said tomorrow. Make today count." 

I will try to spend more quality time on this variety show, their cuteness melt me slowly :) 

小分享

话说今天的小小意外之后感触获益良多.

我有着那股好久好久都没有的失落感,
但是我却庆幸的是那份失落感还是那么的踏实.

多谢你告诉我若我不去思考那失落感, 我应该真的是一位毫无感情的家伙.
＊冷血是我的家常便饭笑话*
多久多久没有触碰的失落感, 真的久违了.

你好吗? 

那份有着厚厚的你好吗终于在自问自答中有了较明显的答案.
有着那份很厚的脸皮想问自己 “你好吗?"
那样也许有一天不小心的转角碰上我会很流利的对答.
绝无虚情假意和做作的意思但是 我真的想回答 “我也很好."


有着七年的味道, 七年的连连续续断片,
我想说终于解脱啦 =]

那一刻回味着那天一位高人的说法,
生活总是像一部电影, 你连连续续看到画面,
每当静下来, 那部电影就来了.

我是热爱阅读者,
无意发现一种说法
“当你来到这世界的那一天, 没有人会送你一本生活指南, 教你如何应付命运多的人生. 也许青春期的你曾经期待长大成人之后, 人声会像一场热闹的派对..."

人聚人散原本就是很基本的生活,

有时是我们自己看不透, 更加猜不透.



我感到无限的庆幸和幸福， 我也因为你的幸福而感到幸福.
那个失落不是一场难过的失落,
而是一场 改变我生命的视角.


回顾当初, 若没有那轰轰烈烈的祝福, 选择哪来今天的 Bon Bon 和今天满脸帅气的你?


:) 圆满句点的感觉是种解脱又是种温暖. 真心祝福你，老友 :) 

下一站会更加美好. 

晚安咯, 本人还有三四五六七八的 Proposal 要更改
接下来还有九十十一十二的会议 哦哦哦
然后再来十三十四十五 国际考


忙得充实阿  :) 

Learning what it means to be LEARNED

I was the kind of girls who need so many support for long periods of time. I remember sitting on the cafe and starting pictures of my future. I imagined my own event or any business company and become incredibility successful.

It's remarkable how my family and friends offered such selfless support, encouragement and respect for my choices at such a young age.


I am actually so afraid of trying. I have struggled with giving new ideas yet I putting myself into real hardworking. Challenge accepted and I need more support but not harsh words. I always admire the greatness of other athletic prowess so much and I never want to say I can't. Keep back your words on me, I can do it better. Thank you for driving me nuts, and I will munch those nuts like squirrel, I swear!

There are open roads for me finding my own voices when you don't give a damn.


Once you found your passion, work like hell to master it. 


Excuse me Sir, I'm Bon Bon!

다음 학기

다음 학기에는 매주 월요일부터 토요일까지 수업을 있습니다. 

바쁜 것을 알아 있지만 즐겁게 할 수 있습니다. 

제가 그 학기 기대하고 있습니다, 왜냐하면 그 마지막 학기입니다! 

제가 곧 졸업이다! 

*미래는 어떻게 될 것인가?* :)

Pace

A small smile comes in somewhere will also make you feel good and I really think it is time for me to fight. I always think whether the purpose or the target I set for my life can be achieved, therefore, it goes to very personal thing to me.


It changed my entire life, I swear. I feel okay most of the time, even this time. Take a little pace and work closer to my dream, I feel this is just so damn right!


whatever it is, thank guangyingma for saving my life, blessing me and my family more than we deserve. Thank you.


As what I've mentioned before, personal :) 

KOPI

I don't have a problem with caffeine, I have a problem without it. Happiness is a cup of coffee & a good book.

I drink a lot of coffee if you follow my instagram, I spend a lot, sleep a lot and think a lot in this holiday. Of course, I enjoy a lot. I am going to another country to experience their coffee! HEYHEY :) 

Be good to people

Late night thought... Almost leaving phobia throughout The Conjuring /.\ It's always a trap, friends can really catch me and put me sit in the cinema nicely. They are good in disturb even I'm fully prepare for the horror movie, I use my jacket wisely, it can totally cover my whole face. However, they are still good in pull my jacket or use their hands, fingers anything that they could use to frighten me. DISISBAD! iisdislikehorrormoviewhyyouguysdontunderstand? 

# I got this picture from google, just trying to show y'll how I cover my face. I am expert now that you can ask advice from me. How to hide nicely but at the same time you can watch some scene through the stitch LOL

Late night thought attack, of course it happens for a reason, I am not going to expose what caused me to come out this post but definitely not a good one.  Which contains a lot of disappointment and speechless but I hope whoever reading this, don't be the one I point out in this article.

I don't know since when I have become a person who loves to read, I means almost everything. I research a lot of those wisdom quotes and compile it in a book and a box that I got it in Daiso. It is challenge yet exciting way to encourage me move on and look things widely. Or maybe I should say, I have this habit since the moment I suffered of goodbye-my-love stage. Put yourself in a good position and make sure you no regret of it. I believe most of the people will have a down time, can't do anything right, God must be kidding with us or anything even worse that we could think of. But I always believe in life, it can be beautiful, like how people always say you can't feel you're happy if you're not been through sad, you're not appreciate what you have until you lost it. People tend to regret things until they truly lose it.


SO, I started to move on. I like how people share their mind with me or maybe their experience, something we may not experience but one day we gonna use it as reference or use those experience to comfort people. I've learned that we can't always count on people to feel what we feel or understand what we understand because everyone have different journey. Be good to people is simple principle, love and you will be loved, simple theory and principle but not many people understand. Respect other people's feeling and situation even you can't understand them. This is not a hard thing to do, or maybe you don't respect people but don't use harsh words as one of the weapon to hurt people. Guard your mouth, if you can't say anything nice, then don't say anything at all. Why should we always misjudge people yet torn them shreds with harsh words before we really step in their shoes and understand? Or maybe feel the way they feel?

I wouldn't want my harsh words or somebody harsh words stay in my situation, life or decision. It hurts.

Being good to people doesn't means you have to always donate money, donate blood or anything, but sometimes, being good to people is means stop to judge them.




Life is combination of forgiveness and kindness. Be good people! 

Penang 2013 1.1

Just the smell of holiday make me fall in love. 

We were planned this trip for some time, should research more about this Penang island but failed to do so, if not we can explore more food and place to chill. 

A really short gateway for myself and my friends. Concluded this trip as eat, drink and play. It was a great one, at least I'm not pyjamas all day for my holiday. Friends complained my holiday is too plain, except reading, I am still reading. Otherwise, coffee. Like it's always coffee time.... 

Before I start to write about my Penang trip, I think I should introduce some best coffee for y'll coffee lovers. My favourite time is after language class then I will go to Coffee Stain Joseph @ Fahrenheit 88 for some good coffee time. 

I missed last week class due to Penang trip, so today I went down to town settle my Korea International test problem and not to forget coffee time! Cool cube in Coffee Stain Joseph is newwwww! Another great experienced with them, the smelled burned coffee just way too good! I actually instra-video it but I don't think I can bring up to here, sooooooooo, sorry LOL. 

Youtube time + coffee = awesome! Cool cube is something it comes with coffee ice cube and you can pour some warm milk in, a good combination! However, I don't really can taste the milk, which is a little bit of disappointment but overall still a great journey LOL. 

So NOW, dadaaaa for my first day of Penang trip. Friends suggested we go for some dimsum, alright, guess most of the ipoh rang know Fuu Shan dim sum very well. We purposely stopped and eat. Fresh and not that expensive, some reasonable price that you can't get in KL. 

the fat one actually spoiled the picture :< I asked him hide away but he purposely just be the fat one there :< 

I think we actually took 1.5 hours reached Penang island, it's their lunch time, we can't find any good parking lot nearby those hawker centre, then we rushed to Strait Quay for our lunch. I can't recall what's the restaurant name but it was bad experienced for me. It looks tempting in the picture but never a good one in real life. Their pizza is even worst than Pizza Hut, not crunchy is the first point and they seems over priced for the food, like pineapple and ham, how much you can cost for this hawaiian pizza? Still, I can't recall the price but my friends commented it was expensive these slices of pizza. She was the one paid for this, so, I don't know.

This is the bad fish & chips that I have tasted so far. If you know me well, I am the person who hates fishy fish, I can only eat a small piece of it for the whole fish. But I eat fish & chips, those good cooked. Like smoke salmon and cod fish. The above picture fish & chips can really worst, it smells bad and I don't give a good impact of how they prepare this piece of fish. Frozen fish without any pickled for it, it turned bad, so bad. The only thing it entertain is the broccoli.

Same goes to this chicken chop, nothing excited and the chicken chop is something you can simply get at any supermarket.

"Milo" tiramisu, I can't understand why they use milo powder instead of cocoa powder. I am dessert expert assistance, this can be a nightmare for a dessert lover.

Friends were so excited of the yacht and sailboat LOL 

check in around 2 something, we were damn regretted for not buying pool view room, which is only another RM100 but the room was still a good experience for me. 

I actually want to swim to the pool bar and order some drinks but the height of the pool around the pool bar was HORRIBLE. I am too short hahahah

toilet can be so awesome too, it actually can be so open style, means without lock the door and people can look through you shower :*> 

that's all for today :> Imma work now :D 

Live, let live

I think this picture says it all. Yes, no doubt, I went to Hard Rock Hotel, Penang for experienced some luxury stay. Recommended hotel for you guys, if you want some peaceful and beach holiday in Malaysia, try Hard Rock Hotel or Golden Sands Resort, both located at Batu Ferringi. FYI, I went to worked for a conference on penang last April, and Golden Sands Resort left me a superb memory and feeling.

This was my first time I paid that much for a hotel (Hard Rock) in Malaysia, I don't have extra budget for flight tickets (I am still a student lah, don't give me a bullshit comment like you're Taylor's student or what, I listen enough!!!) and friends came out with a luxury plan for my holiday. Both these hotels have different theme and concept of it, however, the luxury hotels and spacious resorts designed to please everyone.

I think I got the cheapest offers cause we choose to stay in weekday instead of weekend. SHOULD really book for two days instead of one day only, the next day stay in somewhere nearby Gurney was really another experience for me. A bad experience I would comment.

My vacation will be over until end of this month and I will go back to uni for my last semester. I am heading straight for graduation in four months time, which is scariest thought of all. A thousand thoughts race through my mind, but nothing come out of my mouth.

I want security and comfort yet seek new adventure.

I likes unconventionality change, please lead me to somewhere unplanned and uncharted so that I can remember it forever. Life based on live and let live policy, I believe in life, it will sun shine a lot brighter.

Be patience, I will upload one by one. Today's thought more than anything else. 

热诚!

热诚是一种超旬的东西!

每次看 running man 或者是哪些 event 表演，我就想马上自己是 小小的 crew 都好.
经验不够要增加, 英文和韩文不到家就要付出更多的努力. 我要努力往上爬!

水上游戏... 真的我的天阿!

再不存点钱去韩国看来我真的要老去了, 而且 他们每次玩游戏都很团结阿 !


韩文和英文继续恶补!


P/S Careless, prince get hurt :( I hate myself for being careless. Hope you feels better soon.

Malacca 2013

I have nothing to do, decided to fix the music player problem. Current playlist song - Lee Hyun (8eight)  my heartache. I can sing now :D 

My previous banned looks plain, so plain and decided to create some WOW but end up just WTF. Common sense, people end up thinking of that three most powerful words but I simply defined it as Way To Fly. GOTCHA righttttttt. 

Have I told you I went to Malacca again for one day trip? Short gateway with ze high school friends :*) Not to forget my crime partner aka forever seeking love tour guide. 

Co-pilot? Blah, I don't know how they call some assistance of pilot, so he simply gave himself a name - co-pilot. All time sacrifice for us, queued up for Nadaje cakes and keep talking with pilot (driver LOL) to make sure he is awake, while we are sleeping soundlyyyyy.

Forever mission for me, she is too good like catch you to catch her photo, this obviously failed again MEH 

Forever couple, face alike 99% and we are still laughing the same thing over and over again. 

Pilot and co-pilot resting time. Behind scene, nagged us like they are our granny. OhNO. 

Every time. I am getting bored with this but friends always wanted to try.
 FYI, 32 square have Nadeje branch, you can go to try instead of travel that far. 

P/S It's that beautiful dreamers that make beautiful things happen! TQQQQQQQ! I still have one more semester to go, thank you for the good offered and thank you someone who made the call for me, it was so touch and happy. Thanks! Appreciate! *jump up and down* 

Unconditional love ♥

It's not easy being a parent. Please forgive me with this opening paragraph, because the feeling is so strong. You know a sign, when you see your parents hair getting grey or white. It is a sign of their natural part of growing older and we see ourselves from black to some stylish hair color, pretty funny, we don't appreciate black anymore. We spend years wishing our parents know that we are big enough and they can get off our back but we take few years again to realise they are only ones who ever really had our back.

WE always want parents give us gentle words, smiling eyes and they agree with whatever we want. So as day goes by, we forget they need gentle words, they need hugs, they need our smiling eyes, face and smiling life. It goes to another theory, respect their feeling even it doesn't mean anything to you, but it could mean everything to them. Wake up child, we never know the love of a parent till we become parents ourselves. I'm not a mammy yet, don't have bf yet, so the mammy position consider as DIFFICULT ACHIEVEMENT. No worries, I'm not that hurry, I am too busy to love my parent, family and I know no one can love me like them, not to forget my grandma's ♥


I must have done something right in my past life to deserve all of them in my life. Unconditional love from best friends too, let's see....

Everyone can get butter cookies and fresh milk at supermarket but both of these items were all the way from Jusco and bestie be one of the pos-man for this. What can you say?! I'm butter cookies and milk lover, I can die for it. What makes you so understand me?!


Once again, I am happy with my life so why should I bother I have bf or don't have bf?


Okay, I should keep my nausea words ♥ 

FLY

Being young and so brave. 

I knew what I needed. 

Dreamers won't die. 

FLY. 

当毕业期间快点我更加需要思考. 

飞翔 一路来是我的宗旨，要飞的远和一直一直这样围着你的心跳跳. 

飞机载满我的梦想, 

每个国家都藏着神话. 

我好奇, 那样每个城市都应该有它的传说, 

我要努力来实现这还会脸红心跳的 梦想. 

我一直 以你为傲! 

来吧努力吧! 

多两个月就国际考. 

多五个月就飞翔的 感觉

实在兴奋但又紧张 =] 

C'est la vie :)

The recipe for a good holiday smell!

Alright, talk about hobbies today.

Whenever people ask me what my interests are, I'd usually go blank, not that I don't know what my interests are but I just have a lot. I love coffee, I love how can I spend some quality time with my own at some very random coffee shops. Simply get a nice corner then sitting there for whole afternoon and read some books! C'est la vie (That's life!)

Or maybe date some coffee lover and chill for the whole afternoon. Don't slap me, when I am busy, I seriously can't squeeze out some time for reading. So, I am really appreciate the time I can date someone out!

A short getaways with my friends on next month, I can't wait to sunbath and read a book on the beach! I just CAN'T WAIT. Anyway, this well explained that I am facing financial difficulties, I have to pay half for my trip -____-

Holiday begins, but I decided to stay home. Daddy pinky promised with me he will give me money and buy more books! YEA! I love reading, he and momma know me well, I love to read. Mama bought a new lap desk for me, yeayeayea, *at first I was mumbling to my mom that I don't have bf and no one gonna buy me extra accessories, so the next day she bought me new lap desk* OMG! PROVED! Your family is way better than your bf! HAHA

Read more books people!


Good night :)

Exam is OVER

Exam is finally over. 

I believe it's time for me to fly. 

Very first day of holiday yummy food with ze besties! 

J&D Espresso! 

Somewhere around Oasis Business Center, 

I use Waze so don't ask me where it located HAHAH. 

Pointless post ever

For God's sake, I accidentally took more than 2 hours of nap after second last paper. After the paper, we were decided to celebrate friend's belated birthday. -_____- dragged it for a month, we are so sorry. Try to get some fresh air so we decided to move out from Subang area. For your information, Subang traffic jam can totally pissed you off and we always choose to stay in Uni to settle down our breakie, lunch and dinner. Ohwell, if you plan to go out from Uni and get some nice lunch, better think twice. Uni parking can be so AWESOME.


whatever it is, I still appreciate the time I spend in uni, this is my second last semester. -____-  I should really get ready to experience or in depth understand what event coordinator intended, anyway, don't lose faith, I will do this!

Semester 5, damn tough. I have been through a lot, more than you see or feel. We were about to hold 2 events together at the same month, almost same period of time, sometimes I wish I am robot, I can stay awake for 24 hours. Been through a lot, I can't really put it to word to describe how much it different from what I have learned during my internship as compared to uni work. Of course, you have to understand, uni "tend" to protect students, whatever we do - we have to deliver a critical thinking - like how and why, worst come to worst, sometimes they ask WHAT IF. Very common sense question but just pissed you off for nothing, they like to ask WHAT IF this fail and that fail, WHAT IF we can't make it or anything they could think of.

Not really expert in event industry yet but event coordinator, don't lose your faith and remember think out of the box! Be difference and be styled. Alright, alright, somehow I miss my interns life so much, I miss those people taught me from A to M, well still in progress, if I'm in Z, I am expert of it but now I'm still junior of these all.

I don't know why I am here typing all these, anyway, my work and my life occupied with tons of work and work. Sometimes, I lost my own big old way, it turns upside down sometimes but I still having fun!

I appreciate the time I spend with my own, nothing, maybe hide myself in the room and watch an episode of drama or movie. Just like how I did in past few days, I was soooooo worried of my final yet I wanted to get some fresh air, I "allowed" myself watch 2 movies, one from internet and another one is movie date with ze besties.

I watched Olympus has fallen, ohgosh, damn good can cry. It was just sooooo damn good, but I really don't know the story line was based on white house. So the next day, friends bought White House Down, *channing tatum is main point haha* , it showed how people attack white house again. I was damn sad about it, I told my dad and brother my so called point of view, oh well for your information, I am big fan of Mr.Obama :) So they actually said that the moment I save enough money to travel US, maybe Mr.Obama is already retire. -.-" Cruel news ever.


Whatever it is, this is pointless post but please enjoy!

Own story /.\

Old picture with little pimple on my left :*)

I seriously never think too much of inflammation in the past. Sometimes throat swollen or double eyelid swollen I will just like take it easy man, it will lessen after few hours of rest.

Been really busy like busy-bee in past few weeks, not enough sleep is the main problem, I can't sleep well even now. I will stay awake if I have my so called enough sleep - 5 hours rest. Damn this feeling, I really wish I can sleep like 8 hours. I don't bother much about my neck and throat, been suffering it like 3 days, so I told my mom, I think I actually "sleep tak nicely" or maybe my posing is wrong *sounds lagi wrong kan?* after that I went to work again.

Yesterday was bad after I came back from besties birthday celebration. I thought my throat is going to pain again, drink more water, be own doctor then I went to bed. In the middle of night, I felt like I can't breathe nicely man, I was chocking with my own sputum *you might looks me like alien now...*  Then it caused me tremendous amount of anxiety, I can't sleep well after that.... My right hand side (neck)  felt tremendous of pain, I can't really have NICE sleep at all.

Result: I went to clinic and doctor said it was inflammation of throat (imagine my MEME face, are you serious? Inflammation? Can I buy toto now? Why I so lucky man?) then it caused your neck looks swollen then you feel swelling pain then you have to eat medicines then you have to rest and apply MC then you have to skip your classes and all that. 

BUT, I have presentation tomorrow.


Feels so damn bad now, I shall rest now before it turn to more worst. Just to let you know, my final is on next week.



:( 



Happy Birthday Mr.Ryan :) I miss you this old friend. 

思念 =]

思念的确是很奥妙的东西 

我把思念埋伏在心中，

是谁说思念一定要说出来. 

那个tweet 引起了大家的注意, 

没想过要公开因为毕竟 这 会 引起 他人的误会. 

没错, 彩排在夜晚, 那一刻我既然得到了五分钟的 peace of mind, 我万分感激. 本人很久都没有静下来, 思绪太多 我真的怕说多一句就奔溃的 情况又出现.

谢谢当天 有出席 colourgraphy 的人, 我真的泪奔拉.

我沉醉在 忙碌了 接近两个月的 project, 我谢谢 group mates, 谢谢容忍大家都毫无收检的脾气, event mahhhh 突发事件太多, 脾气都糟糕了一点点. But anyway, 还是有你们真好.


P/S: The star reported thicker haze is on their way :( Please wear mask wherever you go & please bless me, my another event fall on Tuesday. I heard they said they having cloud seeding but it seems useless now due to dry and cloudless weather. :( People, please stay indoors! Take care

c.i.t.y

I miss this city. I wish I have a long holiday. I'm not lucky but I'm blessed. Sometimes I doubt is my decision just so wrong after I decided it for nearly two years! If you want to have a healthy life and healthy mind of what you wish to do in your future, just quit Degree immediately.

I means, I'm in hell.


I have endless meeting, I have at least 6 assignments to go, including two events. I hate myself for being this, I nag like 24/7 and I always have im-balance feeling of what I'm doing.


Life, trust me, people are so hard to deal with.


Don't lose my hope, just don't.


Good night & good bye

:(((((((((((((

我试着不去埋怨不去抱歉不去想.



我快疯了.




一份不到 四分之一的 媒体报导 真的很痛心阿! :(((((((((((((((((


我写了又删，删了又写
这动作维持一个钟头半.



Arghhh! 讨厌!

Nostalgia

A sense of nostalgia. 

我去同样的地方洗车找同样的人伺候王子

我特别怀旧和厌倦改变

这一刻我想停. 

停一停然后再听一听. 

我忘记了怎样去放空，

六月, 为什么你少了一份期待但是却多了一份担忧? 

我 真 的 好 累 

可 不 可 以 手 停 脚 停 脑 停 一 停 

我就连发梦都是现实生活中要做的一切. 

你跟我 千千万万 不要生病

老娘最怕就是咳嗽阿. 

嘀咕嘀咕 为什么 会少了那一份期待......... =[ 

wahmmmzhai!