雨后天晴, 我相信
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Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Monday, September 26, 2011
Love, love, love
I get emotionally pretty easily. I'm not depressed but I'm just simply upset.
I getting upset when things don't go as planned,
I getting upset when KL traffic is an utter failure,
I getting upset when my mobile phone service failed me big time,
I getting upset when I don't understand what people trying to say,
I getting upset when I don't get enough of sleep,
I getting upset when I don't know what's the reason I'm crying in front of my parents,
I getting upset when I don't satisfied with my marks...
So you see, I am just simply upset.
Sometimes, I wish I can walk away from here, just for a short while. Sitting inside the cafe from one corner, reading, listening and chilling with myself. Everyone is very nice to me, my parents, my family and my friends. They pampered me a lot, more than you can imagine. But just sometimes, I need a break.
I can't explain, but just a break.
No one call me, no one text me, no one expect me to do something, no one take me as granted, no one backstab, no one complain and no one upset.
I'm not tired, but I just need a break.
It's hard to tell you how I really feel. If only words are not words, if only I'm not too afraid of losing what I already have. Just because I fail once, I lost all my confident, I wish nothing but peaceful.
If only it were that simple.
Back home with upset, watching my mom's big smile, listening to my dad's jokes, and I know I'm not alone. Being with them makes me happy in a way no one else can.
I understand,
a place to call home is about family.
I getting upset when things don't go as planned,
I getting upset when KL traffic is an utter failure,
I getting upset when my mobile phone service failed me big time,
I getting upset when I don't understand what people trying to say,
I getting upset when I don't get enough of sleep,
I getting upset when I don't know what's the reason I'm crying in front of my parents,
I getting upset when I don't satisfied with my marks...
So you see, I am just simply upset.
Sometimes, I wish I can walk away from here, just for a short while. Sitting inside the cafe from one corner, reading, listening and chilling with myself. Everyone is very nice to me, my parents, my family and my friends. They pampered me a lot, more than you can imagine. But just sometimes, I need a break.
I can't explain, but just a break.
No one call me, no one text me, no one expect me to do something, no one take me as granted, no one backstab, no one complain and no one upset.
I'm not tired, but I just need a break.
It's hard to tell you how I really feel. If only words are not words, if only I'm not too afraid of losing what I already have. Just because I fail once, I lost all my confident, I wish nothing but peaceful.
If only it were that simple.
Back home with upset, watching my mom's big smile, listening to my dad's jokes, and I know I'm not alone. Being with them makes me happy in a way no one else can.
I understand,
a place to call home is about family.
So, this is love.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
KMW 2011
My Saturday night was awesome with party rock star, this party-yyy insane, and we get so high, just like a bird. The party rock star got us all feeling high, we feel like we are astronaut. So how's your saturday night?
I had a really good time with them.
XOXO (:
That's a place no one wants to leave.
I had a really good time with them.
XOXO (:
Thursday, September 22, 2011
My emotional
If you ask which day is my favorite day of the week, and I would say is Wednesday and Saturday =]
Because every Wednesday is the day I go for some exercise, badminton.
Because every Saturday is the day I go down to town for some fun, chatime, starbucks and sushi.
Spending time with exercise is worth, devoting a better health for yourself.
Still remember the first time I back to court, almost everyone was getting heart-attack, I DID NOT sweat for those jumping, smashball but pick up the ball. Now, I'm proud to say I made improvements for it. At least I can jump, jump, jump and jump, move, move, move and move. Is the pressure forcing me to do better, when you practice with masters together, you would like to have some magic-power, I just don't want to make them feel down :( I try to give them a best, I try to give myself a space to grow.
When the moment they praised me, I wish I can tell the world! I kid you not! I don't want to make myself like one step forward, two steps back.
& I swear, it helps in my emotional. I has been depressed for several days, I pray for patience, I want peace for my short madness, it drives me crazy. I just don't want myself suffering of anger circumstances, I don't want to give myself a nonsense excuse - eg, don't get near of me, I can't think anything clearly when my fits are clenched. (Gah, sounds like I'm ready to fight =[ ) This is why, I say my emotional is not stable before badminton, pfft.
I feel much better now, my anger can't solve problems, it ain't right.
Kiss the world good night <3
Because every Wednesday is the day I go for some exercise, badminton.
Because every Saturday is the day I go down to town for some fun, chatime, starbucks and sushi.
Spending time with exercise is worth, devoting a better health for yourself.
Still remember the first time I back to court, almost everyone was getting heart-attack, I DID NOT sweat for those jumping, smashball but pick up the ball. Now, I'm proud to say I made improvements for it. At least I can jump, jump, jump and jump, move, move, move and move. Is the pressure forcing me to do better, when you practice with masters together, you would like to have some magic-power, I just don't want to make them feel down :( I try to give them a best, I try to give myself a space to grow.
When the moment they praised me, I wish I can tell the world! I kid you not! I don't want to make myself like one step forward, two steps back.
& I swear, it helps in my emotional. I has been depressed for several days, I pray for patience, I want peace for my short madness, it drives me crazy. I just don't want myself suffering of anger circumstances, I don't want to give myself a nonsense excuse - eg, don't get near of me, I can't think anything clearly when my fits are clenched. (Gah, sounds like I'm ready to fight =[ ) This is why, I say my emotional is not stable before badminton, pfft.
I feel much better now, my anger can't solve problems, it ain't right.
Kiss the world good night <3
Monday, September 19, 2011
Throw away...
I have an amazing dream and I actually randomly smile about it all day long. If this dream is writing about me and you, this would be great. Lesson learned, no matter what the dream brings, we will always have reality. I understand. I know that its time to wake up.
Went back to hometown few days ago, attended a wedding, lot of laughter wanna to share, been away from town few days is good thing, there is no phone calls, no rushing appointment, no rushing event to worry about, the only thing that I worry about is I have no enough time for those awesome hometown food in Batu Pahat. But blame my stomach, I actually can't eat much!
Walking past a place where I had an amazing memory, I used to be there during Chinese New Year, I can never get my time back, but memory. Time is passing & I'm the one who's doing all the moving.
Things changed, people changed, I changed, time is the longest distance between me and you. I gave up the way you want me to be, I gave up the way I want you to be.
You won't be here, anymore.
I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to post what's happening between you and me, cause I understand, I need to grow up before I allow you to come back to my life.
I have a good getaway.
Have a nice weekdays people!
Best wishes,
Weiy
Went back to hometown few days ago, attended a wedding, lot of laughter wanna to share, been away from town few days is good thing, there is no phone calls, no rushing appointment, no rushing event to worry about, the only thing that I worry about is I have no enough time for those awesome hometown food in Batu Pahat. But blame my stomach, I actually can't eat much!
Walking past a place where I had an amazing memory, I used to be there during Chinese New Year, I can never get my time back, but memory. Time is passing & I'm the one who's doing all the moving.
Things changed, people changed, I changed, time is the longest distance between me and you. I gave up the way you want me to be, I gave up the way I want you to be.
You won't be here, anymore.
I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to post what's happening between you and me, cause I understand, I need to grow up before I allow you to come back to my life.
I have a good getaway.
Have a nice weekdays people!
Best wishes,
Weiy
Friday, September 16, 2011
Party-people-leh!
A few good songs to recommend before I heads off to another town! Horhorhorhorhorhorhorhorhorhor!
1) F.T Island - Hello Hello
2) Code V - 솔직히 말할게
3) (이현) ft. Mighty Mouth - 다며
솔직히 말할게 그때 널 안고 싶었던 거야
그건 날 위해 참았던 거야
널 보내면 그 후론 아무것도 못하겠어
I'll try my best to post alien news to fit in you guys interest! Weirdo doinkk LOL
I'll try my best to post alien news to fit in you guys interest! Weirdo doinkk LOL
放任
一旦放任自己, 就会泣不成声.
那天, 收音机再也不播放他们所谓的hitz song, 却带来了一首 会感触却忍着不流泪的 歌曲.
是我太感性, 还是真的只是 那么无聊一场 我以为?
只是, 现实与梦差距太大, 我天真的不想知道.
是伪装还是 接受, 是雨后天晴 还是 狂风暴雨?
快乐假期天.
Thursday, September 15, 2011
It's 2am
Doing same thing over and over again & I allow myself a few days away from work. It's time back to reality, few months away from reality and now, the decision, again.
I need more than myself this time, listen what I say, listen what I don't say.
Now, my emotional being influenced by Traffic Got-Cha. It's my fault for being careless, RM300 gone like dots to a Pacman (sounds familiar? that is the lyrics!) I need to pay for it, RM300, just ohmymamamia.
I have been waiting a cheap plane ticket to north side, the map that I got from internet can freak me out, we need suggestion!
imma sleepy now, although few days away from work, but still need to wake up early for uni stuff, it ain't done yet. Good the night
I need more than myself this time, listen what I say, listen what I don't say.
Now, my emotional being influenced by Traffic Got-Cha. It's my fault for being careless, RM300 gone like dots to a Pacman (sounds familiar? that is the lyrics!) I need to pay for it, RM300, just ohmymamamia.
I have been waiting a cheap plane ticket to north side, the map that I got from internet can freak me out, we need suggestion!
imma sleepy now, although few days away from work, but still need to wake up early for uni stuff, it ain't done yet. Good the night
Monday, September 12, 2011
中秋节快乐
中秋节快乐.
我并没有像以往那样提灯笼, 因为终觉得城市的感觉不像家乡那样, 没有那么溶溶的传统味道.
我怀念的是那个不用太科技化的灯笼, 无需七彩变化的灯笼, 我要的是团聚的感觉, 只要在一起, 月亮缺也会感觉圆满.
我家的两位男人很棒, 而我和另位女人只需等待就有美味佳肴. 这是说明，我到现在还只是会煮泡面，三文治.
尽管如此， 我还是很幸福. 比起外头的男人, 我要的不是花言巧语而是那么单纯的幸福.
我家的英雄都很棒， 幸福有时候真的和爱情无关.
是的， 我们是幸福的 ♥
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Peace, no war.
Ten years ago, thousand of lives were ended by a bloody conspiracy. Fires burning, people jumping down from building, world trade center collapsing. This history is bloody.
Parents watching history channel about 911 tragedy, it was and always be a sad day for everyone's history. Peace, we are supposed to live with peace, no war, no fight. Never again sacrifice of innocent lives.
May the victim rest in peace.
Parents watching history channel about 911 tragedy, it was and always be a sad day for everyone's history. Peace, we are supposed to live with peace, no war, no fight. Never again sacrifice of innocent lives.
May the victim rest in peace.
Freaking cold
Barely survived with this weather, it's freaking cold here. I guess now the weather is 24 degree, and we were having a good time dealing with this weather.
We are dreaming. LOL
XOXO, see you guys soon =]
Thursday, September 8, 2011
“打” 出天下 lol
不停顿的training, 不停顿的抽筋, 不停顿的要努力做好成绩.
我们的不停顿, 不停顿, 变得好有意义.
只可惜人不齐, 下次下次要人齐.
每逢星期三, 变得好有意义.
忙是好事, 我喜欢忙绿的感觉, 这星期好忙, 九月好忙.
忙归忙, 运动还是要加倍努力.
请不要误会以为我是在偷懒, 是中场换人, 我的脚就在那刻不听使唤. 但是最后还是和教练一直打啊打， 充实!
晚安, 我是特地分享喜悦 ♥
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
If you could..
Decisions do not always come easy.
Especially you think of everything has been settled down properly and the difficult decision always come after you are already made. There are too many reasons to let it go, yet there are too many excuses to hold me back. People always say it's not hard to make decision when you know what values is the decision.
To be understood or trying to understand, that's totally different ways. Yell at me doest not resolve the matter, but it caused me to stop our conversation. The question popped out of my mind, even though we were supposed to make this work. ... is much too sad to be told, I know, you just don't try to understand after so long.
We build our trust to each other and somehow I wish, there are one bridge to let us cross instead of burn it. I whispered, what if you are me? What will you do? I please myself for forget what you said, it so harsh to me, and it actually fetters the will. Words would be harsh when you got angry.
Just when I thought of there must be something I can do, I figured out, there is nothing I can do, you said, everything means nothing.
I done with words, there is no decision I can make, just so you know, indecision becomes decision with time.
I got tired of thinking, I got tired of argument, I got tired of being sick, I got tired of sorry, I got tired of tired, I got tired of forgive, I got tired of forget, I got tired of my call, I got tired of your mistake, I got tired of your misunderstood, I got tired of myself.
I just get kinda tired of these.
If you could understand what I understand, just..
if you could...
Monday, September 5, 2011
I will be happy, Grandpa
Things would be different if you were here.
You left us for years, but years doesn't make me love you less. These day remembered, I will always miss. Ancestral home has been sold out & we don't back to hometown as often as before, because we knowing you won't be home anymore.
Love, we have been doing just great. Years helped us to grow & we accepted the fact that you've to leave home. I was wondering how you were doing up there and wondering can you hear my whisper.
Things would be different if you were here, maybe because of you, I would love to eat fish. Just want you to know, I still did not change my bad habits, I don't really eat fish. If you were here, I will take my time to listen you ramble about your youth, of course, I would like to spend more time listen about your career - fisherman. Through your daughter, means, my mom, I got to know you're gentle man, you're her hero. Fisherman is not easy to be, undeveloped technology lead fisherman's life more difficult. You're hero, you try your best to give all of us living in the best.
The truly horrific things I have witnessed, I wish to share with you. Is reality, means everything? Just if you were here, things might change, things might not go terribly wrong, things might not horribly wrong. Growing up is never easy for me, just when I got to know I have to appreciate what I have, everyone starting to leave here. I can't doubt that, I keep growing by this reality, watching your love leave you is just so terribly wrong. If tears could show the way, I would like to hold you now, touch you now, talk to you now.
Thank you for loving us enough to give us the best, without you, we won't be here.
Words can't express what you mean to me.
The eight letters, three words - I miss you. Simple enough yet could not fully express my feeling.
But Grandpa, I really do ♥
You left us for years, but years doesn't make me love you less. These day remembered, I will always miss. Ancestral home has been sold out & we don't back to hometown as often as before, because we knowing you won't be home anymore.
Love, we have been doing just great. Years helped us to grow & we accepted the fact that you've to leave home. I was wondering how you were doing up there and wondering can you hear my whisper.
Things would be different if you were here, maybe because of you, I would love to eat fish. Just want you to know, I still did not change my bad habits, I don't really eat fish. If you were here, I will take my time to listen you ramble about your youth, of course, I would like to spend more time listen about your career - fisherman. Through your daughter, means, my mom, I got to know you're gentle man, you're her hero. Fisherman is not easy to be, undeveloped technology lead fisherman's life more difficult. You're hero, you try your best to give all of us living in the best.
The truly horrific things I have witnessed, I wish to share with you. Is reality, means everything? Just if you were here, things might change, things might not go terribly wrong, things might not horribly wrong. Growing up is never easy for me, just when I got to know I have to appreciate what I have, everyone starting to leave here. I can't doubt that, I keep growing by this reality, watching your love leave you is just so terribly wrong. If tears could show the way, I would like to hold you now, touch you now, talk to you now.
Thank you for loving us enough to give us the best, without you, we won't be here.
Words can't express what you mean to me.
The eight letters, three words - I miss you. Simple enough yet could not fully express my feeling.
But Grandpa, I really do ♥
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Sunday, September 4, 2011
My Sunday
This is Tony Tony Chopper. Pure cuteness.
My new t-shirt, everyone praised tony tony chopper which means they are praised me too, cause I'm the one wearing it now! LOL ♥♥♥
Blame my brother, I typed a lot to share but he accidentally switch off wifi and now everything is gone.
That day was suffering of eye irritation, I have no idea why. But now I'm fine with it. Can someone please explain why?
Have been suffering of body ache, no idea why, again. Can't out for party, can't even move properly due to unbearable pain. But now I'm fine with it again, I think my body not agree with my long holiday break, I agree with it, sometimes you just don't know what can you do, except drama and the sims.
Good man accompanied me for grocery shopping, I bought anlene, hope it helps for my body. And bought favorite biscuits, I'm big fans of butter biscuit and sho tar pian (in hokkien) ♥
Have a nice day people! September, new month for everyone. All the best!
That day was suffering of eye irritation, I have no idea why. But now I'm fine with it. Can someone please explain why?
Have been suffering of body ache, no idea why, again. Can't out for party, can't even move properly due to unbearable pain. But now I'm fine with it again, I think my body not agree with my long holiday break, I agree with it, sometimes you just don't know what can you do, except drama and the sims.
Good man accompanied me for grocery shopping, I bought anlene, hope it helps for my body. And bought favorite biscuits, I'm big fans of butter biscuit and sho tar pian (in hokkien) ♥
Have a nice day people! September, new month for everyone. All the best!
Friday, September 2, 2011
Hi, old Weiy
This is me, with swollen eyes. I think I really need to have a good rest at home, otherwise, I can be a freak. I joked to my friends, others may not know I had eye irritation and thought I have serious eye bags problem or 向他们抛媚眼? LOL! (I serious don't know how to translate to english, hmmm daddy was sleeping, can't ask from him, hmmm maybe I can use ogle describe? I was ogling with others?! Gah, it actually consider as lecherous look or what? LOL) =] I'm sleepy this is why I don't know what I actually trying to express
My holiday is not colorful as others think, five days holiday. Supposed to be awesome, just like Pitbull lyrics, party like a rock star, or he like those women sexy, classy and sassy. Too bad, I did nothing. I went for grandma house for some gateway trip LOL! No shopping, no party, no pub, no bonding session with anyone but with my beloved family. & today, finally I'm back to town and out for whole day, I guess I'm old enough, I actually applying analgesic cream on my body -.-" yes, laugh as much as you can. Cause my buddies laugh like nobody's business when we do lil shopping at KLCC.
I ACTUALLY WANT TO UPDATE MY BLOG, I serious break my own promises like hundred thousand times. Seriously, I don't beg for I'm famous one day, but I just blog I want to blog. Share my happiness. Guess what? Daddy Mommy encourage me to blog more! Blog your life!
Ok, enough with the crap! I shall end my post now and ciao for my homework! Time flies man, I'm back to school on tomorrow! See you again, town!
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