F.a.b.u.l.o.u.s

My life is f.a.b.u.l.o.u.s

Imma deal with this, folks.

Is HER Birthday ♥

Happy Birthday, Mom.

My Mom is my best friend, for helping me deal with life's stress, taught me right from wrong, share my joy and sad. Although sometimes the feelings and words are often go unspoken, but I wish you know how much you're appreciated and how great you are.

Mom, you're the best of the best. I'm sorry that sometimes I let you down, but you're still here for me. You know I love you although I don't say it out.


Mom, Thank you so much and Happy Birthday ♥

小甜品

小孩的笑容是最美的, 这些小甜品, 常常使人家忘记烦恼. (好想念这小甜品阿♥♥♥♥♥)

前几天发现了张小娴的作品在面子书, 读了立刻按分享. 最欣赏的一篇莫过于 - 小娴部落. 回去
里头写了很有意思的一段,

傷痛是不會離去的，但是，它會沉澱、會改變你。傷痛過後，他會想你堅強地活下去，幸福地活著。因為他知道，他也活在你心中，成了你的一部分，是你的血肉，你活得好，他才會好

最认同的就是伤痛不会离去的但是它会沉淀, 会改变你. 多年以后, 改变了是我. 定下了一年多的承诺, 今天才去实现. 像孩子般的问着老友, 是否我太傻, 是否我太懦弱? 好友似心疼得说 "你是位大好人." 我拒绝认同了那句话, 因为如果要好和坏来定义倒不如说我 放开. 总是有个心结, 别人看不见但自己却听得见, 这不是奇怪, 而到了一个时候, 这并不是交叉路口而是转捩点.

我坚强的过着, 因为这是我必须要做到的. 父母的心疼, 该体谅. 我永远都不想再重复同样的后果, 心疼得却是身边的家人, 老友和朋友们. 在说说, 朋友说 "你长大了, 思绪成熟了." 有人说, 你一定要比那个人活得更加好, 但我却想 他要比我更加好. 因为只要是那样, 大家才不会后悔当初选择的路是错的, 反而认为是好的.

我只是希望 我比以前的我活得更加好. 你比以前的你活得更加出色.

这次, 流言蜚语又是多的, 嘲笑的方式也许多了, 但至少我是问心无愧的. 大方去接受是我能做到的事情, 不是有意要隐瞒, 不是害怕被人说我是自欺欺人的, 不是为了证明自己多好, 而只是想要活得没有遗憾. 今天不知明天事, 何必每天都带着遗憾做人?

哪怕被人骗上千次, 我都愿意相信. 因为你还是你, 你做着自己喜欢的选择, 朝着自己的方向走, 没有错. 只要是认为对的, 就去做.

做了小小的选择, 心灵上得到了很大的安慰.


我想如果你知道发生什么事, 你会以我为荣.

你忘记了的同时, 我也变了.

四年前的改变换来今天的成长, 值得开心 ♥

Ben's @ Pavilion

Pavilion shopping mall considering as my second home. Thanks for foursquare, all of my friends know that I'm pavilion kaki. I don't know why I'm so in love with Pavilion, I just think it is a great mall in Kuala Lumpur (so far). About a week ago, most of my friends post about Ben's @ Pavilion at their Twitter, Facebook. SO, I went downtown to try this restaurant. Hmmm........................................ their food did not let me down!





Me and my babe men are big big fans of CHEEZEeeeSee. So, we ordered the food is all about cheese, cheese and CHEESE. We are not big appetite, we only ordered two meals and one dessert. (I wish to order more but friends stop to do that because I only enjoy the moment to order food but not the moment of EAT)


I can't remember what I ordered, so I just simply elaborate it :p







Veggie soup and CHEESE on top. ohmy, it is just superb. *Thumbs up*



Turkey ham with CHEESE (Superb again) oh, they served color chips too! My favorite ♥





Chocolate Rocky Road Cake (something something like Chocolate + Peanut + Marshmallow)
*To be honest, if you eat this more, you will feel like it is greasy dessert and I'm not a fan nor is a friend of marshmallow, so yea, not really like it.*

Definitely, I will go back for more :D Especially DESSERT.

Need part time job

Phew, depressed mood and I can't cheer myself up even I went to Jalan Alor for dinner. (Juicy chicken wings makes me happy, ohwell is usually but not today) I'm sooooooo upset everytime I remind myself about graduate.

I need part time job badly :/ (From May to October, I'm leaving town on November, please introduce me part time job, I'm serious) I need to earn money by my own, I need to buy new laptop because my laptop is an unusual situation, I called it as "hemiplegia". I'm not going to spend my Dad money for laptop cause I would like to pay by my own. I need 6k in these few months, yes, I kid you not!

I'm leaving town on November, I need to pay by own again, so now tell me, how can I calm down?

(Thanks for the help from my friends, they are helping me to find part time job, have few appointments for interview, thanks peeps! I appreciate it much!)

P/S If any part time job introduce, please leave a comment at comment box (as long as is KL area) Thanks everyone!



I have no pictures to upload so I would like to put my own photo here HAHA

最佳努力奖

今晚面对了无数架的相机, flash 不停的闪烁, 相机发出咔嚓卡嚓的声音, 好动听. 当艺人和名人还真的很辛苦, flash 照到他们的次数一定比我们这些工作人员多. 我被一大帮拥挤去前面拍摄的粉丝吓得目瞪口呆, 而我们这些工作人员就是等啊等, 要不然就是你当第一的, 冲前去, 管它三七二十一, 但是最后还是被一大帮人拥挤到最后面, 当配角.

*看到我吗? 看到我吗? 李宗伟 的旁边是我 哈哈*

在每位都很努力去拍摄的时候, 我却在角落发现了一幕使人痛心的情景. 跟着名人和艺人拍照是每个都希望的事情, 看见了一位残障人士拿着相机要求旁人帮忙他与他最爱的名人拍照时, 我眼眶真的红了起来, 不要问我为什么, 我就觉得, 他那一刻一定觉得和满足很兴奋很幸福. 看见他努力撑起双脚的时候, 我还真的感动到. 望着天花板告诉自己不能掉眼泪因为在工作, 在工作. 觉得他那努力很令人敬佩, 很值得人家学习.

我想, 这一晚最值钱的是那一幕, 令人敬佩的那一幕. 虽然不知道这位人士是谁但是, 还是很敬佩他, 觉得他是很棒的人.

我想, 我会自己给他一个奖 "最佳努力奖", 要加油哦, 你一定能康复的! 为你打气 ♥

No.1

Kim Hyun Joong again, please slap me. I don't know how many times I repeat this song over and over again. AND Kim Hyun Joong is so handsome and charming, his smile makes me melt LAH.


Phew, tomorrow need to work as part-timer again yor :D MoneyMoneyHOOM

空谈

看透了就知道, 跨越了圈圈就是另一道路.

以为时间会等人, 常把自己还很多时间当借口, 到了分叉路口才知道, 抉择不是想象的容易. 这世界上最可怕的不是时间而是忘记时间的人.

印象最深刻的莫过于几年前的我, 大大声地说道要怎样去完成这梦想, 要怎样在学位毕业后发挥的更加努力, 现在不是空谈, 而是当年跟现在的想法都有点不一样. 你大可以大摇大摆的说这一切都很容易但事实是那样的简单我会真的很开心. 到底什么时候人才会现实点明白虚伪的世界总是残酷的.

看着别人的改变才惊觉自己也改变, 以前斤斤计较但现在只会点头说好, 你说这改变是好还是坏. 我有时候去看透别人的选择是多么的自私霸道但是还是坦然接受因为只有接受才能维持这所谓的 谅解. 一开始不明白为什么要让步, 但后来才发现, 让步只是为了让每个人都有个美满的结局, 谅解不谅解都只是空谈. 再说, 无论你多了解, 一旦提出了疑问, 人家却认为这是 误解.


现在剩下四个星期就摇摇摆摆的跟学位说再见, 担忧是难免的. 电脑费用统统还未准备, 更别谈十一月的梦想之旅, 难道只是单靠张卡来过日子? 别傻了, 大了就该学会不依赖了.

谁说射手座的人不担忧的? 只是看要还是不要. 现实归现实来谈吧.

那天听到一位小妹说 我男友是爱我的. 小妹, 如果谈恋爱是那么容易, 那样又何来失恋? 因为恋爱荒废了自己的学业跟前途, 那样你认为这男人爱的过吗? 这世界是现实的, 你认为有多少个人可以像花样的智厚? 爱是温暖的, 是照顾彼此感受的. 这话还真的突然使我想起我老妈, 她宁可吃芒果的种子都不吃芒果肉因为担心孩子不能享用新鲜的芒果, 还撒谎告诉我芒果种子好吃过肉, 你是这爱不是温暖的吗? 爱自己多一点, 爱家人多一点. 小妹, 十年后再告诉我你男人是真心爱你么? :)

你和我一同实现

还有两部韩剧待续, 现在要回去现实生活. 要把生活搞好, 搞好.


也许韩剧看太多, 太多的剧情化, 变成梦中都能如此的甜美, 我想那位是Mr.Right, 美梦成真不是件坏事, 但我不想要那么快, 就慢点才实现. :)


这梦好甜, 好甜. 要求你和我来实现 ♥



生活就是如此的简单, 你会不经意的要自己更加努力去完成. 当你很努力去维持这平衡点, 你就是成功的那份子.

满心期待变化的那一刻 ♥

So hi-tech meh

I actually spent my half day infront of my lappie just because of Korean Drama. YA, blame on me again, in fact I am so busy with my project and also another one - UNKNOWN assignment. Lecturer has gave the topic but I have no idea of it, so I called it as unknown.

I prefer drama plays out with realistically instead of illusion. If you are like me, like those realistically drama, you can give a try on Personal Taste (YA, another reason of why I watched this drama is because of Lee Min-Ho)

Nothing much to blog, don't feel like typing or staring infront of lappie anymore. I am so tired, imaging you're spending whole afteroon in the nursery (for moral assignment), taking care with those cupcakes (cupcake is the best word to describe children), playing with them, being a responsible photographer and yam-cha with groupmates. WELL, EXHAUSTED!

Those cupcakes are so adorable & don't look upon on their knowledge, they even introduce me nice apps in iphone. I was like OMG, when I was young, I only know what is game boy, you know lah, that time you have game boy, you're consider as lucky child already. NOW? They don't know what is game boy but ipad, iphone or anything start with I. Well, I starting to understand why children would prefer use ipad for racing games or angry bird. SO HI TECH MEH!

I feel so left behind meh. so how about Ipad 2? Night :)

背包旅行

最left hand side 那个是最帅的人, 中间的是害我疯狂爱上韩剧的人和她是我的爱人, right hand side 的还要介绍meh...

嗯, 最近外拍的次数越来越少, 所以话题也越来越少. (期待着这星期五与宝贝们出去阿,那样就有照片了)

到处寻找灵感, 想着打工的生活, 毕竟多一个月就要离开学位生涯了, 要多一阵子才会回去大学生活. 打工是必须的, 要靠着自己的双手把电脑换掉和预备多一点资金给韩文或日文. 还在犹豫不决要学那个语言, 很多东西都必须自己靠自己. 目标就是半年里不花爸爸那么多钱和十一月的梦想之旅 :)

关于韩文或日文还是需要好好的想想, 我热爱这两个国家, 计划着独自背包旅行到这两个国家, 衷心希望日本快快的康复, 我下次去是要大家面带笑容. 看了新闻报道都会有想哭的冲动, 希望一切都雨过天晴. Hmmm, 日本还是我首定要去的背包旅行国家, 而且我还计划它是第一个 =) 要加油啊, 日本.

韩国更不用说了, 疯狂爱上韩剧, 真的是超级爱阿, 电话与电脑都是韩国歌, 韩剧, 韩文. 学了几句普普通通的问候语, 阿, 有韩国朋友和fans围绕真好 ♥

就这样好了, 我要滚去看 个人品味和秘密花园了 =)

Happy Birthday, my babe lee

This is her 21st birthday, that night was great, gather together for dinner. And they went for second round - drinking time and too bad I can't drink. It's been a while since I have beer time :/ Oh I miss those good old days :)





VJack also has attended to this birthday party, he is so lovely and fascinating LOL


This month is busy month, there are several parties to attend, few assignments to pass up and exam. Phewww

Pray for Japan

我只是希望我能做的不是那么少, 都假装看不到新闻, 听不到消息, 但是还是着急了起来, 哭了起来.

我到底能为他们做些什么, 除了祷告就是祷告.
死亡人数还是不断的上升, 不敢想象那个死亡人数的数目, 太痛心.

虽然说了选择不多看, 但是电话还是下载了新闻的apps, 看了又看新的update.
一个城市就这样淹没, 就这样需要很久的时间复原.

网上更是很多人开始担心2012,
我想现在最重要的是 把目前的状况搞好再看以后吧, 现在能祷告的就祷告, 能帮忙的就帮忙吧.





Pray for Japan.

I was deeply saddened by this incident, I would like to express my condolences to the families and friends who have lost their loved one.

With deepest sympathy,
Weiy

Uncle Jang Korean Restaurant

Moment of silence to pay tribute to natural disaster victims. 祈り

Has been raining all day long and I really feel depressed of it. I feel worse after knowing disaster news, I only wish for peace, no one gets hurt. Please

Words are not easy to say, this is so true. It's not easy to say I'm sorry, so what's the point that you break it without telling me excuse me? I never thought there's come a time and you wake me up from this peaceful life. I've heard a lot of stories from my friends, from promises to heartbreaks and from heartbreaks to stand up once again. Don't tell me stand up once again is easy, it's not easy peeps, or I would say "It has never been easier." I feel like a clown, never gave up to make you laugh. It ain't right just to be like this, there's nothing you can do after heartbreaks.

Tell me what it feels like? You never knew we could just leave this way.

Enough with the crap, I would like to blog about Uncle Jang Korean Restaurant. Friends has been introduced me this restaurant few times, I can't really understand why after I went to this restaurant.

I like GimChi (cabbage), Ddukppoki 떡볶이 (Rice cake), this actually explain why I will go to Korean restaurant often. AH, sometimes not because korean food in Malaysia is quite expensive (poor T___T)

Ah, Uncle Jang Korean Restaurant actually sale something like teppanyaki but in Korean Style, I was surprised and wonder how it taste like. After today, I starting to understand why most of my friends like to go there! Ahh, Dalgalbi, Dalgalbi ♥

Please go to Uncle Jang Korean Restaurant if you're a big fan of teppanyaki or korean food, awww just like me.

OH WAIT, Have I told you how much it cost me? I only spend like RM20 for this meal, is worth lahhh! (I usually spend more than forty for Korean Food =/= )

Uncle Jang Korean Restaurant!!!

Cooked right infront of me :D (Have I told you all guys that I have a weird habit? I like to see someone cooking infront of me and I will tell myself that this meal is for you, is for you. AWWW just like kid no? Waiting food to be served (:)

You can add some noodles in, it won't taste weird!

And I went for some grocery shopping after dinner ♥

I called this as Korean Day

Too long for this

When you tell me the truth, you're just like stabbing through my bleeding heart.
Your truth is crushing me without saying excuse me.


I just staying in this cup for too long,
I'm done with you, understand?

We are what we think

My friends say I'm so outdated :/
Listen old songs, watch old show or drama, awww guess I'm too old for current trend?


Don't feel like want to share anything or post anything up here,
busy with assignments and was too boring with the same topic, same drama.


Make your life worth fighting ♥

I will be right back, xoxo.

Start with K end with G

就突然的一通电话, 一个信息就去了一餐晚饭. 有意思的晚餐, 你还记得吗, 以前我们都会相约一同去唱歌要不然看戏但现在要去看一部戏却要你迁就我的时间我要迁就你的空档, 就那样的, 两个月才相约一次 :/

祝福你, 虽然老套的还是要说一句, 要加油啊. 既然选择了就勇敢去追求吧, 哪怕是个错误的, 年轻人嘛, 要往自己梦想而前进才有意思.

这话很老套但是我却爱听爸爸妈妈对着我说这话, 也许别人眼里, 我爸妈要实现我的梦想是很容易的事情但是, 很多时候每个人的背后不是有不同的故事吗? 如果我能毫无顾虑的选择, 我能毫无顾虑的喜欢着自己选择的东西, 也许我是认同你的看法, 但是人大了, 梦想是要有意思的去追求而不是 "阿,那是我梦想." 一个选择是需要很多的勇气 :)

刚才提下了自己的目标, 爸妈是比我还要开心, 爸说了说 - 你一定要往自己的方向走, 因为那是你的生活. 这话真的是充满感动, 充满了欣慰吧.

就这样, 这些都是我的动力, 不能轻易放弃, 不能轻易退出. 加油啊!!!


如果你有add 我在Facebook, 想必你一定知道我疯狂爱上 Kim Hyun Joong! 一个笑容杀死人啊 :) 我告诉你们, Naughty Kiss/playful kiss (韩版的恶作剧之吻) 是好看到爆炸! 泪狂流, 感动更加是有加无减, 就这样我忽略了我的 Assignments, 接下来的一个星期我会与熊猫做好朋友, 合照会加上如果有时间的话.

我现在满脑子都是 Kim Hyun Joong, Kim Hyun Joong, Jung So Min :))))))) 或者是 Naughty Kiss/Playful Kiss


送上照片和Songs :D











好了好了, 我要滚去睡觉了, 三十多个小时对着电脑还真的蛮...累 :)))) 开心就好

What are words - Chris Medina

"What are words if you really don't mean them, when you say them.
what are words if they're only for good times then they don't?"

Seriously, this song made me cry.

I wish you well, Girl.
Be strong and Be okay ♥

Chris Medina, believe in miracles and you can make it through.

This is my ♥ Friday

A picture tells a thousand words, ohyea, every picture tells a story. I have no time to elaborate much, will be writing less these days because tons of assignments need to be done. Parents might be kicking me out from the house if I continue neglect my studies :/



SO FAR, this is my favorite Japanese Restaurant @ Sushi Zanmai





I prefer Smoked Salmon and Salmon Terriyaki, FYI, I don't eat sashimi.



Korean Seafood Pan Cake is awesome :)



This is RAMEN, RAMEN but ah boy called this as "Maggi Mee"



My ♥ Pearl Milk Tea


This is my ♥ Friday, how's your Friday going?

NOW, I'm back to reality - meeting, brainstorming and confusing.

流言蜚语

一些流言蜚语听多了就感到厌倦, 我也没有忙着去澄清因为, 我觉得没有必要.

这世界很辽阔, 如果只是用90度来观看这事实, 这太浪费. 没有难过是假的, 但是有必要这样绞缠下去么?

你能看的绝对不只是90度, 孩子, 你怎不看看这世界还有360度能转?

生活没有那么的如意就把自己搞得一塌糊涂, 这是道理吗? 想想, 这世界如果每一样东西都那么如意, 你还能成长吗?

你该做的不是忙着为自己找借口, 如果你真的有那个时间找借口又或者有时间去听那个流言蜚语, 为什么不多努力点为自己找点该做的东西, 与其批评人, 不如多一点看自己能为某些人做些什么的.



真的不要逼我用 Barbra Streisand 来轰炸你家的speaker. (我唯一能做的就是这个 哈哈)


对于这个流言蜚语, 我不予置评. 但是多想点别人吧! 这世界会美好点 ♥

Joe Hisaishi

小时候, 常希望爸妈能让我学钢琴还是小提琴, 但是因为经济能力不应许所以很快就没有那个念头.
大了, 以为自己很热爱室内设计, 哀求了爸爸好几次, 谈判了无数次还是不能改变爸爸的想法, 最后选择了大众传媒.

一个自己真的很热爱很用心的课程, 一个自己很期待的未来就交在自己的手中.

现在手中的相机, 电话, MP3 都不能少, 少了一样就整个好难过好沮丧.
我没有撒谎, 我真的是那么的热爱它们.

坦白说, 这几样都是背包旅行的好宝贝们, 不能少了它们.
啊, 背包旅行还有多久才能实现呢?

看着日历却有种想哭的冲动, 请原谅我那么的伤悲, 我真的无法形容我现在的焦虑心情,
名知道焦虑无法把事情做好但是就是还是有那么一点点无奈.

因为时间越快, 我越跟不上脚步. 担心是多余的, 无奈是多疑的, 所以常安慰自己, 最难过的时候都会熬过去的.

为了安抚这不安的情绪, 我尝试着把烦恼抛开, 就让这房间剩下音乐, 照片和宝贝们.

还是你们最好, soul-mates 好重要.


Joe Hisaishi is so great and he is my second favorite (I should called him as musician, conductor or musical director?) after Yiruma ♥

Wisdom Teethhhhhhhh

好想吃比萨 ♥,特别是这特大号的. 但现在不能乱吃 :/

首先我要对我的智慧牙来个跪拜, 简直就是ohmy.
他; 使我彻夜难眠, 发烧, 发抖 和疼痛. 根本就无法吃东西, 美味佳肴在面前都觉得没胃口.
我看这几天我都只是会浪费食物了.

他; 好选不选, 选了一个很拥挤的parking lot,
现在牙齿的交通实在是瘫痪了, 真希望有改善啊.

无法好好入眠, 好辛苦 :'(

没心情谈下去