Thursday, July 31, 2014

Hey my current life

It's been awhile huh... Well, can't believe that I am blogging during my working hour.

So far so good become my tagline. Daddy and mommy stopped to "feed" me since February, as by that time i started to earn my own money. Well, before this, I am freelancer all over the place and finally decided to slow down and do a proper job, at least the income is stable.

Getting busy and busy, spend so little time with my family and friends or myself. Everyone think this is totally a no life job and it's a bad idea for doing so. I try not to think that much in the first place until I think I lost myself in finding myself. So current situation, I am still finding myself and accepted the challenge to hold on or try harder in this field.

Their comment "we are so proud of you." Well compare to others, uphold for many years or their whole life, I think my case is only kacang putih la. Maybe that's not right in finding yourself in certain area but do not hold on too long when you know its time to let it go.

For me, simple as ABC, I just want to experience and let this life prove me this decision is wrong. At least I won't bring the regret of not trying until the end of my life. At least I do something for my journey, isn't it good?

I can't really give advice on any matter, because sometimes I put in too much emotion or my own point towards people problem. There's so much thing happen at this age, best friend got her boyfriend and so freaking in love until I think she lost herself. Getting so pissed off because love towards your bf or your bf towards you shouldn't limit your life!!!

Okay, freak off these all bullshits man. Your life suppose to handle by yours not your captain bf.


see, too much emotion towards people problem. so gek sam LOL!

Ok lah, I am still being me. flirting around is still my favorite thing to do at my age. Get off from those limit my freedom, otherwise, I will start the war. LOL

Bye