Alicia's

Saturday, July 05, 2025

for a life that demands so much, the unmatched skill is knowing when to feel— and turn off mechanically to move forward productivity without weight.


And if I only couldI'd make a deal with GodAnd I'd get Him to swap our placesBe runnin' up that roadBe runnin' up that hillBe runnin' up that buildingSay, if I only could, oh

Monday, March 03, 2025

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.

Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

Thursday, February 27, 2025



a killswitch lullaby - a gentle shutdown.

Sunday, February 23, 2025

ad astra per aspera.

the future can be everything but nothing at once without you

Tuesday, May 14, 2024

first of many firsts

my first time trying an ovulation test - gawd these TTC stuff are EXPENSIVE.

but getting a smiley face right away is really surprising! :D


 









my first trade - and also profit! took AGES to get this right. the anxiety and excitement. I can see why gambling is an addiction now lol






Tuesday, May 30, 2023

elim; the place of strong trees

The goal of a marriage is not happiness, but unity.

It exists to make you a saint; (and by saint it is by no means tied to any specific religion but to its symbolism of men and women of heroic virtue and kindness) and to transform you into the best version of yourself.

However the best version of yourself does not mean to become more of what we want ourselves to become. It means to become more like God. This means sometimes denying ourselves and choosing what's best for those we love. And that will inevitably lead to suffering.

Therefore, when struggles come, do not be disillusioned that marriage is meant to give you perfect happiness. "Love that cannot suffer is not worth of that name". Discern and remember that nothing worth having comes easy. 

There is no one who can give you perfect happiness.

Sunday, April 16, 2023

the target attracts the arrow

 















abit of madness, abit of curiosity.
I've taken risks before, proven people wrong, paved an easier path for others to follow,
and I need to do suspend more self-doubts and conquer more risks now.

there is abundance out there, and I know I can have them.
I know I'm meant for better, I know I'm built with the tools to attain them.

"Have I gone mad?"
"I'm afraid so. But I'd tell you a secret. The best people are."

I need to hop on the right school bus.