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am tired. shall just type a short entry then go back to bed.
x-ray was pretty okay. bt the weird thing is, it's more painful today, and it gets numb so easily. alright. anyway, went back to bei's hs after tt. they cancelled their golf session 'cus it was raining, so we all stayed hm to watch tv. i was watching tv, eating and lying on the sofa before my bro sent me and my maid back at 3 plus. studied for awhile before i went to slp. hahas. yes. i knw i'm a pig. woke up, ate, and been online till now. i just cant get the motivation to study. am gna try my best to whack tmr. i have to.
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aloy. thns.
alicia. what happened? why are u moving? oh crap. pls dont move. i like the threesome thing we have going on here. u, me and jo. stop ur dad!
i kinda miss uu today. sometimes, i do hope i can take back what i've said in my blog. bt, in the first place, i typed them dwn, because i knw i cant take them. i dont want to look back anymore. i've had a hard time getting to where i am right now. i will kp going. tt's the way it shld be.
be strong teena.
| Friday, August 19, 2005
went to the doc's just now to check my knees. after much persuation from shun and much thoughts, i've finally decided to do smth abt it. am going to take an x-ray tmr in the morning. it's not tt it's been extremely painful these days, it's just tt i'm getting quite frustrated with the constant prob my leg has been giving me. it aches after every trg and morning run even though i rub my legs frequently. the doc gave me ten sachets of medicine for me to take continuously for 10 days. if it's effective, i have to take it for abt 2-3 mths. it isnt cheap medicine. ohhss. and i'm excused frm sports for 1 week. 2 weeks actually bt i bargained with him. hahas. got to go back to see him after i collect my x-ray results probably on mon or smth.
aint feeling too good now. first is abt the x-ray tmr. my mum didnt even initiate to accompany me. neither my dad. it can be rrly saddening. it feels tt they just dont care. i dont knw hw to explain. it's like sometimes, they're rrly concern, sometimes, they dont quite give a shit. they seem to be concern abt the wrong things. i think she thought i was going on my own. but bei is gna accompany me tmr before she and my bro go for golf in m'sia. she has to rush off, so i might still be alone after tt. hais. this feeling sucks. oh yah. thought of nel just now. sort of wished tt he was with me. i thought abt him quite abit today. no idea why. bt yea.
shant talk abt all these anymre. alrighty. am going to bed.
more updates tmr.
| Sunday, August 14, 2005
gt hm ard 12.15 or so. i've been coming hm like real late these days. bad.
anyway. am at my bro's plc now. gna slp over. was planning to come here to watch dvds, swim, just slack ard, but in the end, i went out with benny and leow. it was impromtu. i just cldnt stay at hm. sat aint for staying hm to mug man. lalala.
watched wedding crashers at suntec. like finally. hahahas. what shld i say. the movie wasnt too bad, quite sick tho. hahhas. leow kept laughing throughout the whole movie. like wth. hahaha. oh yah. it was pretty cool to watch movie with two guys sitting beside uu, one on each side. lols. bt they kept disturbing me. hmmm. benny sent me hm agn. sweet guy luhhs. lols. i just had to say smth nice abt him, since i've been teasing him the whole time just now.
i dont like this game. i dont like to wait. i'm also starting to see a bigger picture. u kinda remind me of nel. in a way. putting a fullstop.
anyway, i still think the kinda life tt i'm having now is great. it's more than enough to have wonderful friends and family members ard uu. i just think too much smtyms.
i have to rrly study tmr. no slping teena. nope! no more!
hee.
i love u all. =)
| Friday, August 12, 2005
am having a rrly bad headache now, in fact for the whole day. i wonder why i've been feeeling so slpy throughout the day. ayes. i slpt in the library while my friends were having chi, bt it doesnt help at all. had to tahan through gp mock test which started frm 3.45-5.15. crap. came hm, slpt for abt an hr bt i'm going back to slp soon. i can barely open my eyes. sheeeesh. sch is making a panda out of me. hahas. darn. i'm full of crap.
ahh. i wna go skate tmr too. was so tempted when corny asked me. discipline tina. hahas.
anyway. i shld be staying hm to study in the day, might been steven and all in the night. i dont want to stay at hm the whole day. i wna watch movie. holland v. rot.
i'm in a rather confuse state. sm wld get what i mean. not tt what i'm confuse abt rrly matters, bt i just feel a need to sort it out. i dont want to have smth bugging me inside. i feel uneasy. hmmm. however, i feel tt things are rather good and i dont feel like thinking or giving a shit abt it, 'cus it will be wasting my time. lalalallaa. i told 'cha i'm confuse.
-dingdangdong.
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alicia. as i've told ya. it feels good catching up with uu after such a long while. srry for being so busy. i hardly have time to rest or to go out. no life. yeah. u take care lots too my dear. i'll cya soon.
erms. jon isnt mean. it's just tt i gt him to read smtyms. hahas.
jill. first. i have to congratulate u for passing ur chi Os. i knew u cld do it. oh. and i'll be waiting for u in cj. hahas. erms. i might even be a j1 then. hah. yucks. i dont wna think abt it. hmmm. and yea. i get what u were trying to tell me. i'm moving on. over and done with. it doesnt make any sense anyway. tho the memories are still thr, it's just memories tt are to be kept close to the heart. nth else matters 'xcept my friends and family now. u take care girl. i'll cya ard. =)
-huggs.
jon. hahas. i dont think i made heads turn. oh yah. it always feel good talking to uu. u just wont stop boosting my ego, wld u? anyway. dont stop. whahahahast. cya ard jiemei!
| Wednesday, August 10, 2005
The Window ShopperRandom Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf) Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper. You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.
Your exact opposite:The StilettoDeliberate Brutal Sex Master Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns. Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs. BEWARE: The Hornivore CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy
ndp yday was quite fun. i was nuts. the photos are up. i will post the url ltr. the fireworks was awesome! awesome!! it feels good to be a singaporean. went for coffee with my friends before meeting my "new friend" after tt. he msged me in the afternoon asking if i wna go watch fireworks. i told him i cant 'cus i'm participating in the ndp so we decided to meet after tt. we walked frm citihall to singapore river. sat thr and talked. let at abt 11 plus going 12, and we were lucky enough to get the last train back. gt hm ard 1.
it felt pretty okay meeting him and talking to him. it wasnt very awkward. at least i should say, i dont regret dancing with him the other night. hahas. alrighty. anyway. we're just friends. i doubt anyth will come out of it too. hahas. i'm very happy with my life now. tho i do feel rrly lonely somtimes, and i miss the comfort of being in the arms of others.
it's been a great n happening weekend. i want more of this. bt i guess i'll deserve more after my promos. i better do well.
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jon. i did have one hell of a party. lols. it was real fun. u knw the details. lols. anyway. i'm doing fine now. oh yah. u aint the only one tt said the last line rox. take care jiemei! cya ard.
sarah. dont think too much. what's done is done. no need to feel guilty or what. afterall, it's just dancing. as long as u've have fun tt night. just kp those memories close. oh yah. changed ur partner's face to someone u like. hahahhas. cya tmr dear!
| Sunday, August 07, 2005
it was a happening day and night yday. i love it. i had so much fun. it seemed like a dream.
met qin, sarah and jeslyn at clementi mrt before going to qin's hs. we were suppose to study before the partying at night bt of 'cus we didnt. lols. i dont think anyone cld contain their excitement. had pizza hut for dinner. -stomach growls. so we bathed and prepared. it was fun getting ready. did jeslyn, huisi and qin's makeup. lols. oh yah. and their hair too. everyone looks so pretty luhhs. we're all ready for our first clubbing experience. it was org by cjc and it's at newsroom bar. hmm. so yeah. took a train dwn to citihall and waited so darn long for a cab. we spilt into threes.
saw many ppl frm our sch since it's a party org by us. so many pretty girls luhhs. it was when we were thr then we knw we had to get ids. it was quite difficult bt she eventually found it for all of us. me, qin and huisi were the first 3 to get in. we gt in, walked ard then came out to accompany the rest of our friends. went back in after sometime, gt drinks and waited for them to come in. we were drinking vodka sprite while waiting and watching ppl dance. it was quite funny to watch. lols. as soon as the rest came in, me, qin, and sarah went to dance. it was fun going crazy without having anyth on ur mind. i wasnt stress, i wasnt thinking abt sch, i wasnt thinking abt him, i wasnt thinking abt anyth at all. just danced and danced. we didnt care abt hw others wld look at us, what they wld say abt us. we were in our own world. we were crazy. waving hands in the air, shaking asses, qin shaking her head. shouting. ohhhing. oh yah. lots of ppl were grinding each other. ayes. sm sights were pretty disgusting. lols. me and sarah moved to the platform after the others left and also because those guys tt were dancing with us were pretty disgusting.
after dancing for smtym on the platform, this guy came to ask me for a dance after he told me he thinks tt guy beside me is drunk. lols. actually he's been dancing behind me all the time. my back was facing him. i wanted to make fun of him. so we talked, laughed and danced like mad. hahas. well, he's a pretty good catch. close to my expectations. smart, atheletic, -faints. he's quite cute too. heys. i mean i dont dance with anyone okay. hahahas. sarah was saying i picked and choose. his friend told sarah he's qutie sought after. lols. i gt him to ask his friend to dance with sarah, so yah. sarah. u had so much fun didnt uu. desperate housewife. lalalala. my friends cldnt recognise us when they eventually found us. lols. urhs. they said me and tt guy looked like a couple, judging the way we were dancing, and our looks.
i felt good 'cus it seemed as tho i finally found comfort after so long. bt at smtym i was quite disgusting at myself and thought to myself what i was doing. then the thought of nel came to my mind and tt gt me partying harder. we finally stopped ard 4 plus when the club closes. he gt my number frm me and chased after me to see if he gt my name right.
took cabs back to qin's hs. talked, bathed, talked and slept awhile. had mac's for breakfast before going hm.
i've been thinking of tt guy since last night. ayes. crap. bt i dont think he likes me since he didnt sms me. hahas. i have his number too bt i dont want to sms him. it's embarrasing. and i think if we ever have a chance to meet up, it wld be rrly embarrassing. oh yah. i think he wld be quite disappointed with hw i actually look in sch u or whatsoever. lols. i guess all i can do now is try to put all tt has happened in the back on my mind and concentrate on my studies. afterall, it isnt rrly aint tt impt if he msges me 'cus the sweet memory is enough. the whole lot of us has made a pact tt we'll go after promos. everyone likes the experience.
shit. i think i like him. i havent felt tt way for so long. bt then agn, i'm nt sure if it's 'cus of hatred or i'm rrly moving on. i think i am. 'cus i'm rrly happy.
i told ya. u're out.
| Wednesday, August 03, 2005
am having chest aches and headaches now.
sch's rather slack today. 'cus the j2s had career guidance day. we went to sch to do our pw, had GP mock and chem pract mock. i had trg after that. everyth was pretty alright. bt i wasnt feeling too good. i feel like a pressure cooker that is going to explode anytime. i damn stress. i feel like i have no time at all. i have so many things to catch up, bt so little time. i rrly want to do well for promos bt i just cant seem to do it. i'm so tired. so so tired.
i'm so frustrated.
my legs are hurting me. i guessed i pushed myself too hard over the past week. it hurts even when i walk now.
tears begin to fall as i end.
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- Hates. creepy crawlies. insects. breakingup. disappointment. backstabbers. liars. hypocrites.
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