Girls are jerks and boys are whores.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

After helping out at the CT Northlight Leadership Camp today I went to visit my grandma and I realised my aunt had flown in from New Zealand and she is hilarious. I think I know why I'm like that sometimes. Or why my sis is like that too.

She was telling us about this 'gay' woman who was eyeing her and how she was a gay magnet cuz this nurse was like. Hitting on her. The nurse said," I'm sorry, but I have to say this, don't get angry." And she was like, "What." And the nurse was, "You're fat, but you're really pretty." And then she added, "Fat in the right places." and started looking her up and down, HAHAHA.

She was saying when she was younger she went overseas and had a glass of milk every night and she gained massive amounts of weight. My dad told her she should just put a cow in her room so that she could, you know. Then she said she was ahem on the wrong ahem.

I could literally LMAO.

When she was at work something screwed up but people were just lazing around and not helping so she asked them to help and they were like, "Do you need to rush off?" And she was like, "Unlike you I have a baby to breastfeed!" And her colleague (oh yeah it was one female) was like, "OH my gosh I didn't know you had a young child! How old is he/she?" And she was like, "Well he's 44!" And she got slapped. If you get it you are probably a beeet off-track.

And then she went on to tell her friends she paid $4000 for butt implants cuz my cousin, her daughter, was complaining that she inherited J Lo's butt from her and her friends were amazed and went, "What for? Are you serious? FOUR THOUSAND?" And she was like, "Yeah, it took 4000 dollars worth of food to get this."

Funny, but I still have that feeling of. Knowing. Like laughter is just a surface thing but what lies underneath is different. I mean, just in that moment.

But when I laugh in school or around some people (heeeeeh.), I mean it.

Oh and btw, yesterday's rock dinner was fun. Happy birthday, Cat!

Drifting away;
I'm one with the sunset.

Monday, May 9, 2011

It's Monday, it's hot, it's stuffy, it's bright and sunny and I'm alone at home. It surprises me to see the house so quiet, to wake up and not hear voices, to watch TV on my own. With Popcorn only.

Ha ha. Everyone's out and I have stuff to do.

Like mathwthrelfection. 2pm in the afternoon and I've only done half a page. Great.

I think I'll go out later. Run or something. I feel bored and the weather is just so naise. Well I guess the time freed up is supposed to be given to revising, or learning, or doing something productive, but I'm not. I'm lazy. *yawns*

Yesterday for Mother's Day, we went out for dinner and then to SGH.

And previously I went for the Nike Run which was great but would've been better if I didn't get such a bad stitch after 1km. Aish. But still, it was a nice run, too many people but I didn't stop and the feeling after the run, the one where sweat drips off you and you feel so energized, yeah, that was great. And I like this quote berryberry much :

"Run with the power of a man, but with the grace of a goddess; running is for girls."

Heehee. The crew had shirts with witty remarks like "Getting over that will is hard. Getting over my ex is easy." And the best part of the run, besides the cool jewelery stand + trophy and flowers and sweets and food and drinks and scenery,was the free SOYATO. Yes, I am a huge fan. Frozen soya bean was the best part of the run, yes, you didn't hear it wrongly. ;D Haha.

Although the flavour wasn't nice. Royal Tea rocks.

Finally caught up with Naruto. Yay.

I am bored and lazy and I'm whining here because there's nobody at home (heh,just kidding) and I just want June Holidays to come NOW. Now now now now please please please please.

I was going to change my blogskin but now it has become another thing on the list of "Sean will do this.... eventually."

Non-exhaustive.

Time for Math. Whoo pee doo how gloriously fun.

p.s I love Major Lazer's Pon De Floor, even though my mum keeps telling me it's 'so annoying, it sounds like someone having constipation.'

Lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxD_7S7bl8k

Drifting away;
I'm one with the sunset.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

I had the best birthday this year! I felt so touched by all my friends and my family. Throughout the course of my birthday I ate so much and yeah I received so many thoughtful gifts, it was really heart warming. My sisters, AHS friends, VJ friends, 93, you guys are purely amazing. Thank you all so much!

We even watched Justin Bieber's Never Say Never, and contrary to what people say that it'd convert you into a belieber, it probably did the complete opposite. It was fun while it lasted but after that I realised I'd had enough of Bieber and seriously, I guess I'll stop talking about him.

I never thought that I could walk through fiyahhhh, A

I never thought that I could take a burn, A

I never had the strength to take it higher, A

Until I reached the point of no return.

Okay yeah I'll stop now. Haha!

Sometimes I feel like really busy, with tonnes of projects and tests and certain individuals whom we are supposed to respect not showing us respect at all. And being so particular about the smallest issues and humiliating others and putting others down. I guess it can be kinda draining.

And sometimes people you thought you trusted just destroy that trust without even knowing it, and we just carry on pretending, and we keep complaining, but we know if we do anything it's gonna ruin what we tried to preserve for a year and four months, but deep down we know we're all fakers.

Haha that was dreary. Due to the song I'm listening to now. Radiohead's Creep. You're so fucking special. But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo, what the hell am I doing here?

Anyway on a lighter note I went to my senior's house to bake on sunday and it was really productive, my first time baking like, hardcore, serious baking and i must say it was a pleasant experience. I hope people like the cookies so our demand will increase but don't worry prices will still stay the same! Muahaha tomorrow's IH test is screwing around with my brain.

Other than that.

Life is pretty average.

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea, swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis.

Drifting away;
I'm one with the sunset.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

PHYSICS WAS GOOD! OMG! Surprisingly, better than my Chemistry, OMG! (Y) I was really happy, i AM really happy! I guess RTs were... average.

Just came home from rock and doing IH now, and there's math project and SIP and bio project and CRAP VA TOMORROW! 45 minutes, i can feel the shit I'm in and it's reallyyyyyyyyy deep.

My fingers are so painful now!

And we're doing level 2 in school tomorrow. :]

My legs ache too.

Aish.

10 more days and I can already feel the pressure and I can't exactly say why but I just feel it, I have been feeling it since like February! Which kinda sucks. So many expectations and I am worrying for nothing but that feeling is still there. Eek.

K time for group discussion now.

Seeyou.

Congrats to Dance for getting a gold and drama for getting a silver! (Y)

Drifting away;
I'm one with the sunset.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

I managed to reach my goal for RTs but I realised I set the bar too low for myself. Aim higher next time. ^^

Chinese was totally depressing. What if I can't pass HCL O Levels? I have to take H1 Chinese, NUUUUUU T_T Not another 2 years of chinese, pleaseeeeee! First time I got so low for chinese. As I said earlier, DEPRESSING.

Other than that others are fine-ish, my sciences suck as compared to other people but I'm just glad I finally got an A1 for science! (Y) Gonna get back physics paper tomorrow which will totally pull my MSG down.

Yeah so, mixed feelings for this year's RTs!

Anyway.

I just watched Naruto! Crap man, I am so excited to find out what happens next! And gladly, the author is still alive! Thank goodness! :3 And speaking of which, my aunt and uncle will be in SG from NZ for 2 weeks and they brought chocolate and cheese! (Y) WEEEEEE. A little too early for Easter, but we have so many easter eggs now. YAY.

Lol there's so many projects. Math IH Bio LA. Haha.

Spent the evening and part of the night at 93. Arm-wrestling, walking popcorn, running around, laughing, talking. Divia and aloy... freaking funny! And I realised I don't know how to pronounce fried carrot cake as like cai whatwhat? I said... wait, how did i say it? Anyway yeah and I realised how sucky my chem was. I mean is. Oops.

Haha. I had a ball downstairs. Wait, we had many. But anyway, samuel said so many riddles which were NAISE! HAHA!

Okay I am presenting on my after school life during Chinese. Maybe. That would be quite fun for me, and a little embarrassing too.

Oh well.

This year... or at least for this week (lol) i will refrain from sarcasm and from being morbid. I feel so mean. Sorry Chloe! Hehe! Even my mum can tell me I'm becoming rebellious. Not in a bad way, but in a "Omg Sean, I didn't know you had it in you." kind of tone. Whoops. This is bad. I needa practice selective sarcasm. LOL.

Sigh.

My life still has a long way to go. Not even a quarter done.

Drifting away;
I'm one with the sunset.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

The 2 feelings I absolutely hate in the whole world.One of them is regret.

Totally wasted, damn. Why do we only have 19 minutes and crap man next time I will hold on to the ending tile and won't let go I swear. (and maybe plant eyes at the back of my head too.) I totally finished the whole thing zzzzzzzzz! And I should've just skipped the bloody sloper! !*@%$&^#*()@(*&^$#

I feel so sad. And so REGRETFUL! I need to train properly already, like put in more effort. Amd hold slopers. So wasted. Could've done so much better and I didn't even try the last route. Should've tried it!

Should've, could've.

It's all over.

BUT

On the bright side I can still work on it. Must.

I fly with the stars in the sky, I am no longer trying to survive. I believe that life is a prize but to live doesn't mean you're alive.

Drifting away;
I'm one with the sunset.

Monday, March 21, 2011

Today i went to 93 after financial lit after bathing and everything (divia mampose lah! ;D) and i had a blast. Just talked and shared and man, it has been long. School can screw off. Seriously dayummmmmm i hate it. Anyway it was so fun just slacking and discussing certain issues (lol. aish.) and yeah i pretty much miss it loads. So yeap it was awesome. (Y)

See, now I want to stay there forever and not go back home. I don't wanna grow up! Let's be 11 12 13 14 16 18 19 forever?

I wish.

Drifting away;
I'm one with the sunset.