Am listening to music from Lester's blog as I post this :D Its actually quite nice atm, but I think I will go crazy if I listen to it as much as my Korean music in my ipod. haha. That one is much more tame. xP and btw, watching korean girls dance.. is really disturbing, just so you know, lester ): SNSD songs are abit retarded HAHAHA. The "Oh" lyrics srsly... =.=" But, I like the Katekyo Hitman Reborn Sakura Rock. :D Anime musiccc~ Lol. to me everything jap is anime music, ask max. HAHAHA.

If I spent everyday stoning for an hour before work, imagine how much time i'd have wasted. Actually, that IS what I usually do, considering I usually wake up at 3pm and work pretty much starts at 4pm. Today I wasted more time because I slept 12 hours straight and woke up at 2pm. haha. Totally died the moment I got out of the shower. Dry my hair, off the light and SLEEP. I didn't even switch on the comp to check my fb and email, a first! (:

So. A lot has changed since I last posted, which I realised, is exactly a week ago!!! I am now taking a part-time LCCI Book-keeping course! That, of course, caused ALOT of trouble in the work place, and for a second I even wanted to quit because I was so pissed off with everything that was going on, even though I love that job to death. But unreasonable comments and demands CAN ONLY GO SO FAR. But whatever, I am not one to be rash. Relationship teaches you alot. Anyway, I'm still working at Ice3 part-time (screw the low pay)! Just because I like it.

Signed up for a Korean course at Daehan as well! EXPENSIVE. idk whether its worth it yet, but we'll see (: Can't wait for it to start, all my courses starting this week!!!! But I swear, listening to the person who was signing me up speaking Korean over the phone, SUPER COOL OMG. Sorry, obsessed abit xP

I am going out with Walter, Janette and Lester for lunch tomorrow!!! Can't wait! Haven't seen them for quite some time, even the last time I saw Lester was A level results day xP HAHA Oh wait, Janette came to ice3 on Sunday. idk, didn't expect to see her (: We shall all catch up tmr! Hoping that it'd be possible to go to ice3 at night after my course tmr night (:

Really excited about going back to Philyouth. Haven't been back for a long time. Idk whether I miss it there, we'll find out. But I miss playing as a band. Since I'm out of the school band, there's SO LITTLE chance for me to make decent music, so PY is my only outlet.

Looking for an afternoon job now, got an offer already, going for another interview tomorrow, but the thing is, I REALLY want to work at a coffee chain, except that they haven't called ): I don't know whether to wait for them to call or just take the other job first. zzz.

I think i rant alot today haha, typing it out really fast and in a pretty furious manner did the trick and i remember hearing about how girls eat and eat when they are unhappy. Certainly worked for me today, i had my fill and now i am feeling much better. To top things off, i even have my favourite strawberry sundae yum!
Temporary measures to mend the sad heart.

Dear Lester, this totally made my day when I read it.HAHAHA. I just sat there and laughed. Although..... strawberry sundaes rock :D ♥

& I've realised, I'm quite blessed actually.

Parents who love me, friends who still care, my boy whom is always there for me, good results, awesome job, I'm pretty much worry free at the moment. Tell me that's not blessed.

There are people out there who are worried as hell as to what school they'll get into, struggling with school work, etc etc. But here I am, happy with my job, happy with my korean dramas (ESPECIALLY HAPPY because of that, if you haven't watched pasta, watch it NAO.), happy with my education planz, life couldn't get better, naturally. Well, actually I've kinda wasted this 8 month holiday away, thinking about it. Or I've wasted about half of it already. But after 4 years of spending my bank account is finally up to 4 digits!!! (Y) (Y) (Y)!! :D Lol. I'm spending it all on courses, rather than material things, ironically. HAHA. But that's good I guess, in a sense.

!Excited cuz going for lunch with dad at korean restaurant tmr (SINCE ITS MY OFF DAY YAY), and then going to check out some course at Oxford Language and Business School. Study again~~ LOL. Nothing wrong with improving myself right? Accountancy in uni, here I come!!!~ Screw all the applications though. Take FOREVER and still have to PAY?! wth. I wonder how much they earn from applications alone. joke.

Ah wth, its 4am alr, time to slp.

Good night world.

Am appreciative of everything you've done, mum & dad. ♥

My boy is proud of me, I'm so touched. ♥ I know this is 100000 days late, but I just saw it. LOL. Shows how long I haven't been to twitter.

It really sucks that little boy is so busy now D: Don't get to see him much anymore, even talking to him at night is hard. Shit, I really miss the times in Gardens when I can spend like the whole day at his house. LOL. Like PAE. ponned school like half the time to go to his place, then sleep and stay there the whole day until night. Those were the days.... Now even meeting for lunch is hard. When am I going to try that italian restaurant down the street!!! D:

Lol, the relationship I have with him, I don't think I will ever have with anyone else. There is absolutely NOTHING that I intentionally keep from him. I guess having such an open channel of communication helps. MAXIMILIAN TAY JIA CHENG, I will marry you in 8 years time okay? Haha wth I'll be like, 27. Lol. K la still can la. There's really too many things I want to do in life.

I want to learn how to cook professionally,

I want to learn LATTE ART (argh, damn hard I swear),

I want to graduate from uni with first class honours and then go overseas to study,

I want to work in Korea,

I want to be proficient in Korean,

I want to run a 42km marathon someday (this one slowly la. haha.), [x]

I want to travel the world with my baby,

I want to attend a concert at Carnegie Hall,

I want to be able to play by ear/improvise on the piano,

I want to see Neil Zaza Live... [x]

& so on. Lazy to think. I'm pretty sure we have the [x]ed ones in common, so lets do them tgt someday. :D

HAHA so many things I want to do, HOW?! Think I can do all that in 8 years? Actually, I think so. Lets try, eh? Well, seems like imma need a hell lot of money to achieve all that though. Lol.

I neeeed to watch more movies, really ): Sick of downloading everything. D:

One more dream, fulfilled.

I LEARNT HOW TO USE THE COFFEE MACHINE TODAY, FINALLY!!! :D :D

Still suck at steaming milk. =.= Tomorrow, I'm going to try my hand at latte art if I get the chance!!! haha. Hopefully my foam turns out okay. :D So excited!! HAHA. In 12 hours time... I will be going to work again!

& this is why, even though at this hour I am aching everywhere after 11.5 hours of work, I still love my job. Free icecream, waffles, and best of all, COFFEE. yayzorz. :D

^^

This made me laugh out loud. literally. LOL.

Who knew this year was going to be this tough? I thought the worst was over after my 'A's, but now I'm realising our relationship is probably going to take twice the pressure, two years in a row. Last year, I took every chance/made every excuse just to meet up, because I knew as time passed and 'A's grew closer, there would be less and less time. It was true, that, because I spent day after day in school until 9.30pm, or at TPY CC mugging my ass off til' around that same time. The only time I had company was if people wanted to come out and study with me, or if I just wanted to give myself a break. [come to think about it, I seem to remember there were quite alot of breaks. Chun should be able to testify to that, right? hahaha.] I was studying, but I was never truly busy. Now that that's over for me...

It's your turn. Except now, completely different. I'm glad you're working hard, and juggling Rockfest on top of it all. Really proud of you, you know? (: I think I will go for rockfest, if I can. But I won't jump. I just want to sit at the back of the hall, all emo, and enjoy the quality of music. You can let me do that, can't you? (: Because I know, if you're organising it, it'll be a success. But you've got to meet up with me once in awhile at least after Rockfest is over alright? DATE-O. okay??? LOL. Don't wait too long, once midyears come you'll be mugging your ass off, if I know you. I know I'm being selfish here, but...... okay I admit it, I'm being selfish. but let me indulge once in awhile? ): -hug.

Lol. That said, the song Hug by DBSK is freaking addictive. Korean + Jap version.

Always missing the sunrise!

My average day:

Wake up at 12pm

Lunch

Bathe

Kompyutor until 3.40

Get ready for work

3.45pm leave house for work

3.50pm reach ice3!

Work til' 1.30am on weekdays, 2.30am on fri/sat and 3.30am on sunday.

Come home dead tired

Bathe

One episode of beethoven virus later...

and HERE I am.

It feels pretty shitty to be giving up all my leisure time just for this measly job that pays an average of $5 per hour. Unfortunately my math wasn't quick enough when they quoted me $1.2k, after my expected being $1.3k, which was about right. But what's done is done, I guess. But one other sad thing is that I think I am losing my running time for good, or at least for this extended period I'm working there. After sleeping at 3am everyday, I don't think its plausible for me to wake up at 6+ after 3hours of sleep to go for a run, I think I might just collapse and die. 12pm ain't such a good idea either, because serangoon gardens is hot as @#$! in the afternoons. Argh, got to find a solution to that. Safra gym is $$$$$$$DAMN EXPENSIVE$$$$$$$$$$ especially if I take it per entry, so that doesn't really work out. !!!!!

And well, as for PHILYOUTH, I really really regret not going for practices every week but hell, I have to make a living as well, not as if money grows on trees for my family... (though I do have a money plant at home, and as much as I talk to it and feed it well, it refuses to grow money D: ).

I'm trying my best to have fun at work though. Kitchen duty is fun (yeah I'm just trying to.. make myself feel better, but really, it is, in a way, cuz cooking gives me a sense of achievement), and I'm good at making crepes and waffles now!!! But I really miss the company. Idk how I can be at work with so many people and still feel so lonely.

I do like it when people crack jokes while I'm taking their orders though.

Crepes are half-price on Tuesdays. Seeing this...

Guy A: Today is a T-day also! Our crepe got discount?

Me: LOL.

Guy gets whacked by girlfriend.

*finishes taking order*

Guy A: You have a nice smile. Don't stop smiling.

Me: *blush*

LOL. Even though he prolly didn't mean it (COME ON!!!), it was nice of him. Cheered me up, at least. And another guy, who asked if this sundae called "Dinosaur Egg" would take a long time to come cuz have to wait for the dinosaur and blah. =.= But yeah these are the little things that made my day. I guess being a runner can be rewarding too, but I prefer cooking. Those crepes just look so :9 ^_^ I made them, of course right ^_^

I'm glad that I at least have my dramas and my korean lessons to spice up my life a little. And now reduced to once a week phonecalls with ♥. (regretful for that, really, but I'm trying to make it only be a month okay? Promise!! wait for me..) Am looking for a basic book-keeping course to attend. hmm. Accounting! haha. That's what I'm planning to study in uni. Those wondering about results (ah, you would have asked me by now), I did pretty well and am glad for all those who supported me during A level period. (really couldn't have done it without you!!! ♥ ♥)

I get a kick of sleeping in the wee hours of the morning. It is now almost five. wheeee. Idk why, but whatever.

5 years.

Ah, idk.

So messy lately, my life.

On my one week self-declared holiday. Monday.. was nice. It was nice because it was.

Today... boring as hell. I don't like staying at home. As usual nothing gets done. Well I watched A Moment To Remember. thats about it.

My week ahead... idk. I got offered a job at icecube... but that requires a hell lot of sacrifice, idk if I'm ready for it.

At least there's korean class tomorrow. Something for me to look forward to (: & maybe company too. I like being alone, but sometimes company is nice :D

I'm worried as hell about results on Friday. Worried... as hell. Can't get outta my thoughts, srsly. idk whats wrong with me. I feel like a kid again >_<>

Daaaaaaaaaaaarn it.

Lol, I love this photo.

& tomorrow is 03/03/10!

By which 12am I will be asleep.

As to whether I will be awoken is another story....