My one and only

I'll return soon my dear,

if only you'd wait a little while more.

Focus on your tasks at hand and i promise I'll be back beside you in the blink of an eye.

xoxo forever ♥

& there are some mistakes that are better off not made at all.

the world surrounding me SUDDENLY seems so bleak.

Please let the dark clouds clear soon.

I don't want to be shrouded in this gloomy mist forever.

Nonsense.

Going Clubbing

With mah peeps...

& getting dead drunk.

Thats the life (:

I,

am the world's biggest idiot!!!

*facepalm* *facepalm* *facepalm*

I need to stop being so easily swayed by words, and think for myself.

The more I think about it, the more it annoys me, you know? How one conversation can change me from being really happy about my current life, to thinking my life is just shit. =.=

I don't even have problems now, I don't get what I'm so affected about. But I just feel so uptight after that convo, and I don't like it. ): I've got to go and take a run tomorrow morning, clear my head. This is getting abit.. fucked up, in a sense. I guess it's really all my fault.

& its a problem (what problem, really?) I have to solve on my own as well.

It was rly better when it was just a dream. But who knew?

No more bad romance.

I am now way freaked about Lady Gaga. and everything else concerning the MTV music scene.

THIS is why.

):

Life is sure full of ups and downs.

YAY work is fun.

DAMN there's lesson tomorrow.

WHOOPEE offer from NTU!

OMG why is everyone around me having problems.

\m/ THE THREADLESS SHIRTS ARE HEREEEEEE =D

I really don't know what to do in my life now. I can't decide if I like work more or play more. At this rate I don't even know if my monthly income for april will even reach 200 =.=" I'm turning down 2 days of work just to go out with friends. I mean, hell, its worth it, why not? I really miss them (: And well its alot more freedom now that I'm doing part-time. Also means I have more time to go out and spend money on stupid things like coffee which I really should avoid. ):

& Hey when did I become such a workaholic?! Back in secondary school I was playing DotA all day. Now even when I'm on holiday I'm mugging. Its something I like, so its alot more bearable, but STILL!! Goodness, I'm scaring myself here. Never knew I had it in me.

I'm just glad I have friends to talk cock to, that "bitch" and "asshole" can actually be partial terms of affection, that you can insult/be insulted and know I/they don't mean it. Really, really thankful. (:

& that godsent boy who always seems to be sleeping when I'm awake, and awake when I'm asleep,

Much much ♥

Dear friend,

Is it really so easy to say you're in love?

Here's wishing you well.

DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID OR I'LL KILL YOU.

HAHA.

50 things you learn from Korean Dramas

1) Hot, rich, younger men love fat, older vulgar women.

2) If you have a best guy friend, he is in love with you. And secretly you are too.

3) You and your boyfriend will always playfully chase each other on an ice rink, at the beach, or in the leaves. And you'll laugh for no reason and your boyfriend will hit you "playfully" but the force of his push will have you flying across the room. But it's okay. Cuz you're still laughing like a crazy person.

4) Brothers/cousin/uncles-newphews will always love the same girl.

5) You're allowed to make uturns wherever you want in Korea. And there is never traffic on the side you want to u turn to.

6) There is a super quick payment device that allows you to pay a bill quickly enough for a guy to run immediately out of a restaurant after his angry girlfriend storms out.

7) Everyone has cancer.

8) If you're sick, all you need is an IV to make you feel lots better.

9) There is vomit and urine all over Seoul at nights.

10) Fighting at a pojangmacha with a random stranger is merely part of a normal night's event.

11) Soju must cost 10 cents. Everyone drinks it everyday all the time, especially the poor people.

12) If you're rich, you're a jerk.

13) If you're poor, you're an angel.

14) Women sleep and wake up with a full set of makeup on.

15) You're not studying hard enough unless you get a nosebleed.

16) If you have a nosebleed, you most definately have cancer. And you have no money to pay for the surgery that will save your life. And your liver is missing. We're not sure where it went, but it's making your cancer progress faster.

17) If you work in a sool jeep, you have massively curly hair and wear flashy colors from the early 90's.

18) You always order orange juice or coffee at a cafe. And you never drink it. EVER.

19) You will always call your boyfriend by his job title. Or simply sunbaenim. Never his name. Never. He doesn't have one.

20) If you TRULY love each other, you must die together in the end. Frozen outside instead of finding shelter like sane people. Just frozen....

21) You go to America you come back miraculously successful. You go to England you come back amazingly fashionable. You stay in Korea the only thing that changes is your hairstyle.

22) And if you come back with no apparent reason then it's because you have cancer.

23) Everyone always goes to the same hospital no matter where they are.

24) If you stand out in the rain for more than five minutes, you'll end up with a fever and vertigo and people will rush you to the hospital to get some magic IV. And instead of taking an ambulance or driving they'll race you on their back.

25) Even if you're poor and can't eat, you never wear the same clothes twice.

26) If you play a poor kid, you always have dirt on your face and your hair is always messy.

27) If you're saving someone from being hit from a car, you'll push them out of the way and wait for the car to hit you instead. biggrin.gif couldnt be more true, their like a deer in headlights

28) Everyone has a long lost sister/brother/twin. Usually one they didn't know about.

29) If you don't want to answer your phone, you can't just turn it off. The battery
needs to be taken out.

30) All korean men can drink hard, smoke long, sing well and play piano. Usually all at the same time. And at the same restaurant that has a piano that they let anyone use.

31) If you're in a relationship, you must at one point leave and have your lover tearfully come RIGHT before you board the plane (vice versa applies as well. You can be the chaser). 60% of the time you see each other, the other 40% you're roaming around in circles and pass each other about six times, but miraculously never see them.

32) If you're getting off a plane, you're ALWAYS wearing sunglasses. ALWAYS.

33) All guys wear hideous tracksuits zipped up to their neck. Even if all they're doing is jumproping.

34) Girls will always storm off because they're mad and the guy will stoically grab them by the arm and swing them back- and by magic, not dislocate their shoulders.

35) Guys always look like they're 6 feet tall, even if they're only 5'10. Thank you camera angles.

36) Guys like to wear foundation, eyeliner and sometimes a smudge of lipliner.

37) You always get stuck in an elevator with someone who makes you feel uncomfortable. Even if there are six different elevators, you'll always be stuck in the same one with that bastard you hate (or just fought with).

38) Unless you're fabulously rich, your in-laws will always hate you.

39) So will your sister-in-law.

40) Your brother-in-law might be pining away for you.

41) There are only 2 ways to kiss. You either press your lips against theirs with your mouth completely shut, and just press away for a very long and uncomfortable time. OR you devour the other person and suck out their soul. In both instances, the world spins.

42) A guy will always get the right size ring, even if you're never held hands.

43) People stare off into space and ponder a lot. They'll just stop in the middle of the road and watch a leaf on a tree for a good three minutes, and just ponder.

44) You'll get pregnant the first time you have sex.

45) You'll get pregnant if he kisses you on the forehead.

46) Hell- you'll get pregnant if you hold hands.

47) If you overcome great obstacles to be together, one of you must die. Probably due to cancer.

48) One korean man can kick the butts of 6 gangstas. Especially when they all stand in a circle and attack the guy one by one. Then when each of them get their butts OWNED, they wise up and attack the guy at the same time. Then the guy will get pulverized and bleed out onto the dusty concrete floor of the empty warehouse they've found to fight in. There will be a fire in a trashcan somewhere. And the girl will have watched this the entire time, screaming in horror. Instead of calling 119, she'll just watch and cry. But it's okay. Cuz the next day the guy will be fine with a few random bandages and a few face scars. But never a black eye.

49) It ain't a real fight unless the gangstas fight dirty with a stick or switchblade.

50) If you study in the states (perferably Harvard), you are one of the top students and can speak perfect English (as assumed by the reactions of those around you). Why the rest of the world OUTSIDE of the TV can't understand a single word uttered out of your melodramatic mouth is beyond me.

My memory is way too limited. ): & the past few days have been a blur, or maybe I've just been having lots of fun! lol.

Scholarship interview this friday. Damn scary D:

Am listening to music from Lester's blog as I post this :D Its actually quite nice atm, but I think I will go crazy if I listen to it as much as my Korean music in my ipod. haha. That one is much more tame. xP and btw, watching korean girls dance.. is really disturbing, just so you know, lester ): SNSD songs are abit retarded HAHAHA. The "Oh" lyrics srsly... =.=" But, I like the Katekyo Hitman Reborn Sakura Rock. :D Anime musiccc~ Lol. to me everything jap is anime music, ask max. HAHAHA.

If I spent everyday stoning for an hour before work, imagine how much time i'd have wasted. Actually, that IS what I usually do, considering I usually wake up at 3pm and work pretty much starts at 4pm. Today I wasted more time because I slept 12 hours straight and woke up at 2pm. haha. Totally died the moment I got out of the shower. Dry my hair, off the light and SLEEP. I didn't even switch on the comp to check my fb and email, a first! (:

So. A lot has changed since I last posted, which I realised, is exactly a week ago!!! I am now taking a part-time LCCI Book-keeping course! That, of course, caused ALOT of trouble in the work place, and for a second I even wanted to quit because I was so pissed off with everything that was going on, even though I love that job to death. But unreasonable comments and demands CAN ONLY GO SO FAR. But whatever, I am not one to be rash. Relationship teaches you alot. Anyway, I'm still working at Ice3 part-time (screw the low pay)! Just because I like it.

Signed up for a Korean course at Daehan as well! EXPENSIVE. idk whether its worth it yet, but we'll see (: Can't wait for it to start, all my courses starting this week!!!! But I swear, listening to the person who was signing me up speaking Korean over the phone, SUPER COOL OMG. Sorry, obsessed abit xP

I am going out with Walter, Janette and Lester for lunch tomorrow!!! Can't wait! Haven't seen them for quite some time, even the last time I saw Lester was A level results day xP HAHA Oh wait, Janette came to ice3 on Sunday. idk, didn't expect to see her (: We shall all catch up tmr! Hoping that it'd be possible to go to ice3 at night after my course tmr night (:

Really excited about going back to Philyouth. Haven't been back for a long time. Idk whether I miss it there, we'll find out. But I miss playing as a band. Since I'm out of the school band, there's SO LITTLE chance for me to make decent music, so PY is my only outlet.

Looking for an afternoon job now, got an offer already, going for another interview tomorrow, but the thing is, I REALLY want to work at a coffee chain, except that they haven't called ): I don't know whether to wait for them to call or just take the other job first. zzz.

I think i rant alot today haha, typing it out really fast and in a pretty furious manner did the trick and i remember hearing about how girls eat and eat when they are unhappy. Certainly worked for me today, i had my fill and now i am feeling much better. To top things off, i even have my favourite strawberry sundae yum!
Temporary measures to mend the sad heart.

Dear Lester, this totally made my day when I read it.HAHAHA. I just sat there and laughed. Although..... strawberry sundaes rock :D ♥

& I've realised, I'm quite blessed actually.

Parents who love me, friends who still care, my boy whom is always there for me, good results, awesome job, I'm pretty much worry free at the moment. Tell me that's not blessed.

There are people out there who are worried as hell as to what school they'll get into, struggling with school work, etc etc. But here I am, happy with my job, happy with my korean dramas (ESPECIALLY HAPPY because of that, if you haven't watched pasta, watch it NAO.), happy with my education planz, life couldn't get better, naturally. Well, actually I've kinda wasted this 8 month holiday away, thinking about it. Or I've wasted about half of it already. But after 4 years of spending my bank account is finally up to 4 digits!!! (Y) (Y) (Y)!! :D Lol. I'm spending it all on courses, rather than material things, ironically. HAHA. But that's good I guess, in a sense.

!Excited cuz going for lunch with dad at korean restaurant tmr (SINCE ITS MY OFF DAY YAY), and then going to check out some course at Oxford Language and Business School. Study again~~ LOL. Nothing wrong with improving myself right? Accountancy in uni, here I come!!!~ Screw all the applications though. Take FOREVER and still have to PAY?! wth. I wonder how much they earn from applications alone. joke.

Ah wth, its 4am alr, time to slp.

Good night world.

Am appreciative of everything you've done, mum & dad. ♥

My boy is proud of me, I'm so touched. ♥ I know this is 100000 days late, but I just saw it. LOL. Shows how long I haven't been to twitter.

It really sucks that little boy is so busy now D: Don't get to see him much anymore, even talking to him at night is hard. Shit, I really miss the times in Gardens when I can spend like the whole day at his house. LOL. Like PAE. ponned school like half the time to go to his place, then sleep and stay there the whole day until night. Those were the days.... Now even meeting for lunch is hard. When am I going to try that italian restaurant down the street!!! D:

Lol, the relationship I have with him, I don't think I will ever have with anyone else. There is absolutely NOTHING that I intentionally keep from him. I guess having such an open channel of communication helps. MAXIMILIAN TAY JIA CHENG, I will marry you in 8 years time okay? Haha wth I'll be like, 27. Lol. K la still can la. There's really too many things I want to do in life.

I want to learn how to cook professionally,

I want to learn LATTE ART (argh, damn hard I swear),

I want to graduate from uni with first class honours and then go overseas to study,

I want to work in Korea,

I want to be proficient in Korean,

I want to run a 42km marathon someday (this one slowly la. haha.), [x]

I want to travel the world with my baby,

I want to attend a concert at Carnegie Hall,

I want to be able to play by ear/improvise on the piano,

I want to see Neil Zaza Live... [x]

& so on. Lazy to think. I'm pretty sure we have the [x]ed ones in common, so lets do them tgt someday. :D

HAHA so many things I want to do, HOW?! Think I can do all that in 8 years? Actually, I think so. Lets try, eh? Well, seems like imma need a hell lot of money to achieve all that though. Lol.

I neeeed to watch more movies, really ): Sick of downloading everything. D:

One more dream, fulfilled.

I LEARNT HOW TO USE THE COFFEE MACHINE TODAY, FINALLY!!! :D :D

Still suck at steaming milk. =.= Tomorrow, I'm going to try my hand at latte art if I get the chance!!! haha. Hopefully my foam turns out okay. :D So excited!! HAHA. In 12 hours time... I will be going to work again!

& this is why, even though at this hour I am aching everywhere after 11.5 hours of work, I still love my job. Free icecream, waffles, and best of all, COFFEE. yayzorz. :D

^^

This made me laugh out loud. literally. LOL.

Who knew this year was going to be this tough? I thought the worst was over after my 'A's, but now I'm realising our relationship is probably going to take twice the pressure, two years in a row. Last year, I took every chance/made every excuse just to meet up, because I knew as time passed and 'A's grew closer, there would be less and less time. It was true, that, because I spent day after day in school until 9.30pm, or at TPY CC mugging my ass off til' around that same time. The only time I had company was if people wanted to come out and study with me, or if I just wanted to give myself a break. [come to think about it, I seem to remember there were quite alot of breaks. Chun should be able to testify to that, right? hahaha.] I was studying, but I was never truly busy. Now that that's over for me...

It's your turn. Except now, completely different. I'm glad you're working hard, and juggling Rockfest on top of it all. Really proud of you, you know? (: I think I will go for rockfest, if I can. But I won't jump. I just want to sit at the back of the hall, all emo, and enjoy the quality of music. You can let me do that, can't you? (: Because I know, if you're organising it, it'll be a success. But you've got to meet up with me once in awhile at least after Rockfest is over alright? DATE-O. okay??? LOL. Don't wait too long, once midyears come you'll be mugging your ass off, if I know you. I know I'm being selfish here, but...... okay I admit it, I'm being selfish. but let me indulge once in awhile? ): -hug.

Lol. That said, the song Hug by DBSK is freaking addictive. Korean + Jap version.

Always missing the sunrise!

My average day:

Wake up at 12pm

Lunch

Bathe

Kompyutor until 3.40

Get ready for work

3.45pm leave house for work

3.50pm reach ice3!

Work til' 1.30am on weekdays, 2.30am on fri/sat and 3.30am on sunday.

Come home dead tired

Bathe

One episode of beethoven virus later...

and HERE I am.

It feels pretty shitty to be giving up all my leisure time just for this measly job that pays an average of $5 per hour. Unfortunately my math wasn't quick enough when they quoted me $1.2k, after my expected being $1.3k, which was about right. But what's done is done, I guess. But one other sad thing is that I think I am losing my running time for good, or at least for this extended period I'm working there. After sleeping at 3am everyday, I don't think its plausible for me to wake up at 6+ after 3hours of sleep to go for a run, I think I might just collapse and die. 12pm ain't such a good idea either, because serangoon gardens is hot as @#$! in the afternoons. Argh, got to find a solution to that. Safra gym is $$$$$$$DAMN EXPENSIVE$$$$$$$$$$ especially if I take it per entry, so that doesn't really work out. !!!!!

And well, as for PHILYOUTH, I really really regret not going for practices every week but hell, I have to make a living as well, not as if money grows on trees for my family... (though I do have a money plant at home, and as much as I talk to it and feed it well, it refuses to grow money D: ).

I'm trying my best to have fun at work though. Kitchen duty is fun (yeah I'm just trying to.. make myself feel better, but really, it is, in a way, cuz cooking gives me a sense of achievement), and I'm good at making crepes and waffles now!!! But I really miss the company. Idk how I can be at work with so many people and still feel so lonely.

I do like it when people crack jokes while I'm taking their orders though.

Crepes are half-price on Tuesdays. Seeing this...

Guy A: Today is a T-day also! Our crepe got discount?

Me: LOL.

Guy gets whacked by girlfriend.

*finishes taking order*

Guy A: You have a nice smile. Don't stop smiling.

Me: *blush*

LOL. Even though he prolly didn't mean it (COME ON!!!), it was nice of him. Cheered me up, at least. And another guy, who asked if this sundae called "Dinosaur Egg" would take a long time to come cuz have to wait for the dinosaur and blah. =.= But yeah these are the little things that made my day. I guess being a runner can be rewarding too, but I prefer cooking. Those crepes just look so :9 ^_^ I made them, of course right ^_^

I'm glad that I at least have my dramas and my korean lessons to spice up my life a little. And now reduced to once a week phonecalls with ♥. (regretful for that, really, but I'm trying to make it only be a month okay? Promise!! wait for me..) Am looking for a basic book-keeping course to attend. hmm. Accounting! haha. That's what I'm planning to study in uni. Those wondering about results (ah, you would have asked me by now), I did pretty well and am glad for all those who supported me during A level period. (really couldn't have done it without you!!! ♥ ♥)

I get a kick of sleeping in the wee hours of the morning. It is now almost five. wheeee. Idk why, but whatever.

5 years.

Ah, idk.

So messy lately, my life.

On my one week self-declared holiday. Monday.. was nice. It was nice because it was.

Today... boring as hell. I don't like staying at home. As usual nothing gets done. Well I watched A Moment To Remember. thats about it.

My week ahead... idk. I got offered a job at icecube... but that requires a hell lot of sacrifice, idk if I'm ready for it.

At least there's korean class tomorrow. Something for me to look forward to (: & maybe company too. I like being alone, but sometimes company is nice :D

I'm worried as hell about results on Friday. Worried... as hell. Can't get outta my thoughts, srsly. idk whats wrong with me. I feel like a kid again >_<>

Daaaaaaaaaaaarn it.

Lol, I love this photo.

& tomorrow is 03/03/10!

By which 12am I will be asleep.

As to whether I will be awoken is another story....

K Craze

I've been MIA for a long time, but its back to mar (:

I've been living in the moment.

Doing anything and everything I want.

Making decisions on impulse.

I guess that's what too much freedom does to you.

But I want to be independent.

Earning my own money satisfies me.

I'm in the middle of a korean obsession.

I'm not obsessed about korean bands - still haven't reached the stage where they appeal to me...

Kdramas are THE BOMB.

Because there are cute guys (: AHAHA JGS! :D

& the romance is awesome.

It makes you dream and hope.

It makes me miss Seoul.

& all the barley tea that came with it. ha.

Kdrama OSTs are good though.

Mostly because I can imagine the show while listening to the music.

Its usually not the type I listen to, but exceptions can be made.

I'm craving korean food all the time now, worse than before.

Seoul Garden is NOT considered korean!

I want to learn Latte Art!

& work as a Barista at Starbucks one day. heheh.

I just started learning korean.

I can say "This is an apple" in korean. LOL.

& the basic greetings and stuff..

But thats as far as I've gotten.

Its like mandarin, except I currently like it. haha.

END OF RANDOMNESS.

사랑해 ♥

I don't have much to say here anymore..

Because.. I just can't stop smiling.

These few days have been a miracle. Don't really know what's keeping my mood up these days - friends, family, setting my sights on something new, watching kdramas which are always full of good romance - I don't really know. For all I know, it could be a combination of all of these.

But hey, thanks, all of you (: I mean if you bother to read this, you probably care about me enough, and for that, thanks. Esp to all who've made me laugh over these couple of days, when work was HELLUVA BORING, but you know I've always had you guys, only an SMS away, making me smile away to myself the whole day. Much love, really.

Now that I'm working...

All I look forward to are seeing Jun pyo and Jandi tgt during lunch breaks. & its all I need. Hee. xD

for once. (:

job, check :D

A new name.

& my 500GB WD My Passport Ext HDD is called....

BARNEY!

after the most AWESOME character in HIMYM (:

(which I've been watching ALOT lately.)

Because its...

LEGEND...

wait for it..

DARY.

& I won't stop smiling (:

Hey everyone!

I haven't been posting in ages, I know, thus the deadblog... ): But here's a little update on what I've been up to after A levels! Living aimlessly, thats for sure. HAHA. Here's what I've completed on my list of things to do after A levels... and its been 1 month ++ already.

Shop for prom dress. (AHHHHHH... >_<)

GO FOR PHILYOUTH!!! :D

Standard Chartered 10k OMG FINALLY. (if that be the only goal i meet this year, at least its counted as one.)

Go for prom.

Go out with terry and chun

Go out with jo lisa ces

Go out with SGBF Clique

Go out with LESTER~!

Go out with ame dee grace~

Learn hiphop haha!

Get a job so I can pay parents back

Learn Grade 5 theory and take exam asap pl0x

Clear the stuff off the piano

Play piano again (: Hopefully take grade 8 2011 haha.

Perform with philyouth!

Buy reeds! (or get them from jet haha)

Slowly but surely pick up the guitar. (eh.... FINE. only for testing purposes)

Shop for Christmas presents (:

Go on holiday

Watch Anime + Movies + ROYAL PAINS OMG MY FAVOURITE SHOW OF ALL TIME.

7Dec

:D Prom was..... I'd say pretty good HAHA. ♥ 08S28 forever, thats for sure (:

23 Dec

Philyouth Classiques concert @ VCH

Wasn't too bad (: Section mates make everything worth while.

Thanks to Cheryl Ho and Eugenie for coming down (: & all the rest of you heheh but lazy to post so many pics =/

Backstage... (:
Went for dinner/supper after at Lau Pa Sat. (:

26 Dec

SGBF Christmas outing (: @ Popeye's and Coffee Bean at One Fullerton. haha.

1 2 3 4, hi 5!

The final 8 who turned up (:

♥ ♥

28 Dec

DLTC D&D 2009 (: Had an awesome time with the people who always made tuition the best times of my week!

Organising committee + Daniel :D

JOANE :DDDD

Max + Bri! ♥

30 Dec

Philyouth outdoor performance @ Esplanade Outdoor Theatre!

I had loads of fun playing with them xD

2 Jan

SGBF Clique @ Marina Barrage!!! (:

Heart Atk! Lol.

Everyone (:

This was before I got wet. HAHA. It was so hot that we decided to cool down in the water (:

Soaked!

Dinner after that at Lau Pa Sat again haha (:

Next outing ice-skating! :D

Heh. Thats it for photos and stuff. Actually still got more recent photos but I haven't uploaded into the comp yet, so next time (:

& its already 2010. ( 5 years soon xP )

Been really busy these few weeks, but the weekend escapades with different people certainly make up for it (: I'm really glad for these people for making work and play rly fun. & I've already met like 4 new people since 2010 started, which is pretty amazingly cool since I rarely meet new people! 2010 seems to be starting out well, in that aspect anyway.

Unfortunately, I STILL NEED A FULLTIME JOB! D: Haha. Starting to step up the hunt already, since I hope work at DLTC will not be so hiong anymore & I'm starting to have more free time. Like HEY OMG FOR ONCE I'M TOTALLY FREE ON A SUNDAY (today)! But lol the last time I was free I ended up watching shows on the comp the ENTIRE day. Let's see what becomes of tomorrow, because I'm already going to be waking up at 1, looking at the time now. Lol. Well, if anyone has any jobs to intro me in the field of data entry/admin, let me knw yea? (:

O level results out on Monday, and the JC and uni peeps are going back to school!

All the best to all I know who have taken O levels this year, especially Terry, for your prediction to come true!!! (: I want my treat HAHAHA.

& GLHF to all the people who are going back to school on Monday, I'm still on HOLIDAYYYYYYYY (for the next like.. 6 months?) :D