Incompetency.

I assume chewing on an apple will help me cool down, because I am way pissed.

Today during chapel, the pastor was talking about fear, and he said something about studying just because you fear dissapointing your parents.

...telling her my grades sparked a really long lecture on how she doesn't think I give a shit about my grades, how I am not putting in any effort, and all she sees is me going out for long hours (of which I am supposedly studying, quote her) and the "studying" isn't giving results. I got more and more pissed the more she talked, and I had to bite my tongue all the way home. Damn, you think I don't give a shit about my results? You think I don't know that I'm not doing well now? YOU THINK I FREAKING LIKE IT?! I'm sorry you think I'm incompetent. I'm sorry you think I'm stupid. I'm sorry but I'm doing my best. I don't need anymore stress from you than I'm already putting on myself. LET ME HANDLE THIS.

Sigh. Someone kill me, seriously. I am tired of this shit.

goodbye.

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Spoilt my mood today, so I'm going to bed now.

Didn't study again, as usual. >_>

Don't know whats wrong with me, but I have to do something about it soon.

Less comp, maybe.

Alright, goodnight.

Havana Moon

Really awesome chillout music (:

OH YES.

Can someone please remind me..

NEVER TO STUDY AT HOME AGAIN!

I came home at 5.30.

I haven't done anything productive since.

Damn.

Sunny

How funny I should be posting this whilst its pouring outside.

Maybe jazz brightens up my day? (:

And hell if this video has 475 views.

This guy has a voice that he deserves much more recognition for.

Sunny

Thank you for the sunshine bouquet

Sunny, thank you for love that you've brought my way

You gave to me your all and all

And now I feel like I'm ten feet tall

Sunny, one so true

I love you ♥

& I think SP Jazz Band's version of Sunny's going to be the next song that I add to my running playlist. It's really an honour to make it up there, because its way up next to all my favourite songs, that are capable of making me forget about the world and just listen and enjoy the music (meaning bad music for studying because nothing will be going in.) ^_^

Summertime

The wind is freaky.

Take this sinking ship

For lack of anything better to do (just a figure of speech, because there's loads that I need to study), I'm going to post this, because I think its really cool!!

This is the Holiday Inn Superdome, in New Orleans! It has a CLARINET painted on the hotel. Like how cool is that OMG. I have promised myself that I am going to visit New Orleans one day just to see it! :D

& more photos from class phototaking, with Nadh's lomo! The pictures turned out super nice! More on facebook (:

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I don't know you

But I want you

All the more for that

Words fall through me

And always fool me

And I can't react

And games that never amount

To more than they're meant

Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home

We've still got time

Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice

You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me

And I can't go back

Moods that take me and erase me

And I'm painted black

You have suffered enough

And warred with yourself

It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home

We've still got time

Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice

You've made it now

Falling slowly sing your melody

I'll sing along

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This song is one that I've been hooked on recently, not that the song applies to me, but its just so beautiful (: And Kris Allen has a really clean and sweet voice ^_^ HAHA. Its from this movie called Once, which stars musicians! So I'm going to check it out! :D Not now la, study first. HEHEH.

Chem mock on Wednesday people! Jiayou! (:

Tell me this is the best picture ever.

Blue Bossa

Life is a lot like a clarinet. You've got your ups and your downs, highs and lows. There are the seemingly meaningless days of the throat tones between F and B flat. There are the high notes of days full of worthwhile risks. Then there are squeaks where everything seems to fall apart in your face. There are stunning crescendos and monotonous mezzo pianos. Major, good days; minor, bad days. A complex system of keys and holes to cover. So many choices due to alternate fingerings; some are better than others. The soft, calm days of the chalumeau register. Some days you're in tune, some days you sound like a dead goose. Yes, life is like a clarinet. It'll always turn out right in the end, just like the beautiful final note in a Carnegie Hall solo.

Music!

Does anyone have this album ?

Akira Jimbo - Four Colors

I'M DESPERATE ):

Autumn Leaves

53% of all flu cases here are H1N1 positive! and I am finally falling sick omg.
I COULD HAVE H1N1! rawr. haha.

Can't concentrate on schoolwork as usual, still veryvery sleepy, even though I'm trying my very best to sleep early these few days. (I slept before 12 yesterday!!)
I also don't know why I'm so stressed, but.. well you know.
Sorry =(

I trust you.

Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too--even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling. - Tuesdays With Morrie (Mitch Albom)

Trust means everything to me.

I make it a point to put my full trust in people, unless they happen to break that trust.

& for everything else,

there's always forgive and forget.

No point in bearing grudges, because that only makes your heart heavier.

& we don't need that, not with everything thats going on around us.

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On a different note, (well not rly, but in terms of music yeah, different note.)

Check out this vid (:

I thought the song + lyrics were really really nice and sweet (AND SAD).

And the photomontage's really nice too!

Its making me miss music. Miss my clarinet, my piano, Philyouth. ):

I really don't know how I'm going to survive through this period. It's only been two weeks.

I don't know, but I will try.

Next year I shall take my Grade 5 Theory Exam! SET! (:

You know, I really don't know what I'd do without you.

P.S. ^_^ 5.2km! Finally past the 5km mark. FINALLY.

RAWRs

To the Bandfusion Clique, 08S28, Philyouth, DotA Clique, SCclarinets and mydearrrr,

RAWRRRRRR. :]

♥

You guys complete my world!

P.S. I decided to name my current clarinet Linden! (:

HEHE.

So its Linden the E13.

♥ ♥

To Linden (my dearest clarinet!!) : RAWR!

The coolest people on earth! (:

A couple'a cute pics (:

Some stuff that cheered me up (:

LOL i presume this is from XKCD, even though I didn't get it from the site. I like the colours hehe (:

Omg I have nothing to say. this is just too omg cute !!!

Hungry hungry hippos!

Speaking of that, watch this!!

HEHE.

SPOOOOON! ^_^

OH YEAH, and if you're reading this, do follow me on twitter (: http://twitter.com/cloudsteel!

(because I'm just bored laaaaaaaa)

Alright. Love you guys!

TATA!

twinzorz

HEHE. (: Going out to study with Cheryl tomorrow! ^_^

Decided to post a few pictures.. Quick one before I go to sleep (:

Summertimes Big Band @ Orchard Central! They play nice jazz music every weekend from like 3.oo-7.30pm or something, so if you guys are free, do go down and support them (:

Pictures from class phototaking! (:

Been having a multitude of study outings lately. Anyone want to go out and study sms me @ my temp number okay? ^_^

Okay. Time to sleep. Good night world!

Booless(ness)

The state of being without your boo.
While I'm away, I won't be able to
see my boo, and I don't want to commit to three years of boolessness...I just
won't do it!

*Urbandictionary.com

LOL.

HAHAHAHA OMG.

Conversation with lester just before he left the bus. We were talking about Shoot Shag Marry.

Lester: Okay lets play Shoot Shag Marry.

Mar: haha k!

Lester: _____, _____, _____! ( states 3 names that I cannot say here if not will die damn badly )

Mar: WHAT! I sms you the answer la! (cuz he was getting off and I needed time to decide hahah)

Lester: No need to sms me la!

Mar: I think I will shoot all of them lor!

Lester: No la I think you will shoot yourself!

Mar: LOLOLOL

Freaking epic omg. HAHAHA.

Anyways, LESTER YOU OWE ME $2.40, and you promised! So IDC next time i see you you're paying me back okay! HAHA.

This is what's written on the "post-it" on my Vista sidebar:

Study please!

Shows to watch:

1. The Big Bang Theory - Eps 12-23
2. Piano No Mori
3. La Corda D'Oro
4. Nodame Cantabile

That said, I'm going to meet Lester, Amelia and Woon now! byeeeee (:

star wars

LOL, this is freaking epic.

vgb much? (refer ces blog)

And you can generally see the difference.

In more ways than one.

that one thing.

♥ M&M's FTW. ^_^

And all chocolate in general (: But especially M&Ms. hehe. Dark please! ♥

Lol, I don't know. Life's pretty boring now that exams are over, I guess maybe its time to mug? DAMN I always say this, and never start. =/ But it isn't too much to enjoy my daily dose of music first right? Hehe. I was clicking around my iTunes today, and I realised I've never seen this before HAHA. (I know, very lag =/ sorry!)

Rofl, 2 very out of place Maroon 5 songs =/ those were from shuffle really really long ago =/ When there was only Maroon 5 in my playlist. but yeah. LOL. I can get pretty crazy, spamming sometimes...

Continue later. Watching Robot Chicken Star Wars Special! ROFL.

Woo 460 posts LOL.

(: Don't have much to say...

There'll be moments in your life when everything around you is going wrong, and problems are plaguing you constantly. To be able to turn away from that chaos to appreciate the beauty of the dawn is a blessing.

Well, some may call it living in denial.

I call it living.

Opinions may differ, but I live my life in the light of the coming day, so that's just the way things are with me.

live dreams, going for 3 bucks each!

Am hoping that things will turn out okay between us... =/

PS. Anyone wna go out on Monday? =/

If you could hear me out.

HAHA the past two to three days have been filled with papers. But being the slacker that I am.. still been going out =/

lol, Jet loves thai express! :D Had dinner there (: Pineapple riceee ftw!

WAFFLES. :D Omg, Gelare closed ): HAHA. While we were there, I was reading the post-its on the wall, and I saw one wishing Venny Happy birthday! Uber cool. Oh, and there was one complaining that Gelare closed also! We were laughing at that, because Gelare closing was the main reason we went there instead =/

WHOA. Epic pictureeeeee. Love it haha.

:D Chun since when did you sink down to my level HAHA. Terry, you too! LOL!

Woohoo you guys are the best (:

Philyouth Concert :D

Woohoo, 28th June, the date I'm going to remember for a long long long time. For all the wrong reasons. ._. well, maybe just one. big big reason.

That aside... The favourite hobby of the philyouth clars (esp Azman... lol!) - CAMWHORING :D

lolz ralph!

fuquan :D

Geek specs eh. ^_^

This was taken right after the concert ^_^ I think its a nice pic heh, although not full section...

The Philharmonic Youth Orchestra!

Mich :D

LOL! Bandfusion (:

Terry, ShiChun, Azman and I. HAHA. :DDDDD

Going on Study Leave from now till' after 'A's. Going to miss you guys!! ):

SGBF BBQ - 6june!

HEH abit late, i know xP

Pics from SG Band Fusion BBQ! (:

Our family.. heh ^_^

With Dr Kelly Tang ^_^

HEYYY josh. Don't bully lah. haha.

Lol camwhoring. xP

Jinjun!

Mich :D

ShiChun! :)

Terry, wearing his pwnage shirt!

Had loads of fun that day (: Looking forward to the next official gathering! (Now its like small unofficial ones. HAHA.)

*Photos credits to Hafiz for the bulk of them.